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Dedicated Inkdrops

PO# 636375
United Kingdom
United Kingdom
Poet
May 25, 2019
 

Broken pieces,
Broken fragments inside my mind,
I think they're suppose to be memories,
Reminding me of what I thought was meant to be,
But everytime you look at me,
I'm reminded of what you broke in me,
I see the reflection of a broken me.

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WHITE CLOCK
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April 17, 2019
 

I hate you...
Not in the true meaning of the word,
But I hate that my love for you has made me feel the way I do,
I hate being used by you,
I hate that I'm always there for you,
Whenever you come back,
I hate that I just welcome you back,
Even with unhealed scars,
My love for you far exceeds those,
I love you,
I hate myself for falling for you.

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MAKE IDEAS HAPPEN
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April 11, 2019
 

How are you suppose to feel "good enough"?
When the ones that tell you,
That you are,
Always end up making you feel like you're not,
That you're too much,
Or not enough...

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LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 9, 2019
 

These Hope's and dreams couldn't stand to what you've done,
Everything is bleeding but I feel numb,
Heart shattered, tears splattered,
Teardrops, heart drops as I read over these inkdrops,
Still stuck in unbelief, denial,
Free falling, downward spiral,
No-one here to catch me,
Since the day you decided to outcast me.

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LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 8, 2019
 

You broke me,
Painlessly,
I just stood there,
Aimlessly,
You took my all,
Blamelessly,
And you broke my trust,
Shamelessly,
Then you text,
Do you miss me?

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POETRY MONTH
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April 2, 2019
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You. Have. Hurt. Me. So many times,
And still I stand here broken,
Tears flowing,
Begging you to love me,

Just hug me,
To make the pain stop,
You've taken everything I've got,
And still you demand more,

Oh I plead what else will it take,
For the fragmented pieces of my heart to break?
For you to hear as I implore you,
To see that I adore you,
And all I asked from you is to be loved.

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POETRY MONTH
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April 2, 2019
 

It's not the pain that hurts the most,
It's the hope,
The hope that this isnt real,
The hope that this isnt true,
That things arent as they seem,
No it's not the pain that kills you slowly,
It's the unyielding belief that everything will be okay,
That everything will work out,
That it will click and they will become the person you so desperately need them to be.

It's not what you did that crushed my spirit,
It was my trust in you,
It was my belief that you wouldn't hurt me,
That this time will be different,
See it's not You find at fault here,
It's me, if anyone, I'm to blame,
If only I had done this the way you wanted,
Or acted this way,
Or known better,
Or if I was this person,
Or had tha...

ORIGINAL
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December 31, 2018
 

What is it that makes him stand out from the pack?

Is it the adorning of the red and the black,

The fire and the night,

Illusions, don't you trust your sight,

How deep has it sunk in?

Are these the colours of sin?

Feeling everything,

Then numb again,

Love and pain,

Passion and emptiness,

Contrasting this,

Darkness,

Fiery madness,

Momentary bliss,

Don't you fall in this abyss,

The void has no forgiveness,

Look into these eyes,

His true intentions try to hide,

But there they are, so clear,

Don't listen to the honey, you won't hear,

What he means to do,

Only how he aims to work you,

It's too late babe, this is it,

The things he caresses you with,

So pleasing, no chance of...

2019
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December 23, 2018
 

I love you,

And that's why I have to let you go,

To hold on to you,

When you're only giving me a temporary place,

Until you find the next attempt to take my place,

I won't give you that,

I won't give you the chance to use me to cover your loneliness,

Until you find somebody else,

And discard me again,

I don't want to be friends,

I want to be lovers again,

But this is only a one sided wish,

I'm not part of your plans,

Because I am not enough,

You've said it so many times with your words,

"I don't know what I want",

"My heart is a mess",

"My head is a mess",

"I'm not ready",

"This isn't the right time",

"We're too immature",

"I can't do this",

"This isn't right",

You just...

CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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December 21, 2018
 

Into the depths,

Just trying to connect,

There's no need for self respect,

Here,

Can you hear?

The war drums are calling,

These feelings, feeling so damn foreign,

Now my heart is dancing to a different beat,

Like a shadow I leave while you sleep,

I'm not yours to keep,

No, I belong to someone different,

Something different,

Don't fall, don't you fall,

Fleeing from that call,

You don't know me anymore,

A shadow of who I used to be,

This light has no use for me,

Oh but we'll dance, dance the night away,

Then you'll beg me to stay,

Already dreading what I'll say,

Because the end is always the same,

Come the morning I'll be gone again...

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CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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December 20, 2018
 

Don't lean on me,

Run, Run away from me,

You don't want to let me,

You don't want to fall for me,

Please leave me be,

Go be free,

Free from me,

This will only hurt you in the end,

The emotion I have, is spilled into this pen,

There is nothing inside,

There is nothing within,

Don't let me in,

You will only fall,

And I can't catch you,

I've nothing to give you,

But this...

You'll say you understand,

But eventually you'll seek more,

More than I can give,

So flee,

Live free from me,

This darkness is the only love for me....🖤

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CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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December 20, 2018
 

I guess the darkness is to be set loose again,

Its time to accept the truth of it,

Oh but the battles that we've fought,

The light that was left within me clashing on the mountain tops,

Scribes would describe them as the epics,

But he doesn't seek to cause pain,

As the coldness courses through my veins,

I've embraced that this is who I really am,

Devoid of love, a gaping black whole has been sucking it up,

Devouring what goodness there was left,

Adept at being without emotion,

Now the warpath has been set,

If I could feel... Then I would feel sorry for whoever's next.

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CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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December 19, 2018
 

Something seeping through the crack,

Always dressed in black,

The darkness is creeping in,

Something is taking over,

Soul is crying out for help,

Heart fades to black,

There's no going back,

A broken heart has frozen cold,

Never did I believe I would let this world in,

Now I'm embracing my sins,

Dancing with the madness within,

Now the new life begins...

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CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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December 19, 2018
 

Maybe I'm falling in love with this poison,

Deeply embracing the falling,

This new calling that's wrapping itself around me,

Like a symbiote it's taking control,

I'm letting go,

Curiosity has got the best of me,

Intrigued to see where this will lead me,

Coursing out a new path,

As the poison kills off the empath,

Trying to grasp this new contrast,

I know I've been changed,

I guess the hurt became too much,

Is this for the best or something sinister?

No cure to administer,

I've just got to ride it out.

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CHRISTMAS FLOWERS
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December 15, 2018
 

In the Dark of the night she called to me,

I reached out unsuspecttingly,

Oh my love what have you done to me?

My life has been stolen from me,

My essence draining from a kiss,

The moonlight dancing off her pale skin,

Those red lips are all I see as the light starts to dim,

In an instant my heart will begin again,

In an instant it will all change,

The sun will hate my skin,

The thirst for blood within,

Conflicts with my gift,

The cursed gift of retaining my soul,

Now I'll never grow old,

Bonnie what have you done to me,

My humanity retained within me,

But you, Oh you,

So cruel, so cold,

You don't care what you stole,

My heart, cursed my soul to eternity,

So why do I find m...

MERRY CHRISTMAS
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December 14, 2018
 

All it took, was for me to fall for someone lost, for me to fall,

Like gravity, all it took was a little push,

Pushed beyond what I understood,

I couldn't tell her who I am,

She wouldn't understand,

Good heart, Such a good heart, gone cold,

I guess no-one stays good in this world,

Don't you fall for me, you don't want to fall for me,

These Morales I was built upon don't exist,

I've became everything I ever swore I couldn't,

This heart ain't worth pursuing,

And yet, you're here... next to me,

When you shouldn't be,

"I don't want to hurt you",

Those words echo, from my lips, this mind and through this heart,

They were never mine, I guess I just heard them too many times,

Usually...

MERRY CHRISTMAS
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December 11, 2018
 

Cascading colours pour forward from her eyes,

So bright the life inside, akin to a sunrise,

Such beauty, wild and free,

Who could capture it?

Not even the most amazing camera could picture such elegance,

No it wouldn't give it the justice it deserves,

As she stares back at me, so oblivious to this poets heart skipping a beat each time our eyes meet,

There isn't enough of love in this language, so I stay quiet,

Better the silence, than to ruin and disturb this moment of bliss,

Two naked souls, intertwined in its grasp, captivated and yet free,

This is truest form of art, touched with hands, bodies and lips but, felt with the heart.

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COZY FALL
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December 11, 2018
 

No you're right,

I don't want to be friends,

I never have and never will,

I'll always want more than that,

But so do you,

Otherwise you wouldn't speak of a future marriage,

You wouldn't speak of such things unless you want it to be true,

You believe that it would happen,

You would want me to claim you,

And proclaim you to be mine,

But you say that now is not the right time,

But time is the only thing we don't have,

The only time that we have is right now,

The rest is just a hope, a wish, a dream,

So either claim it now or let it go,

Let it go or make it so,

No more to and fro,

Thats only real choice there is,

All the rest just doesn't exist,

Except merely...

COZY FALL
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December 10, 2018
 

She is the beauty behind the madness,

The peace beneath the chaos,

The light beyond the darkness,

The ying to my yang,

The perfect balance,

Like the night and the day,

Two sides of the same coin,

So alike but polar opposites,

The space between us infinite and yet... finite.

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COZY FALL
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December 5, 2018
 

I swore the day would come when I would cease to ink poems for you,

And yet, here I am again,

Spilling my emotions onto this pen,

Letting my heart pour over this paper,

Seeking a way to escape her,

A truly impossible task,

Let me go I ask,

"I can't" she confesses,

"I could be in a million places and still think of you" she professes,

"You're always on my mind",

I guess that makes two of us caught in the hands of time,

Such cruel and cold hands they are,

They cut and heal, forming theses scars,

Now the touch of a warm heart is so foreign,

I'm sorry, this heart is too open, it's raining, it's pouring... again.

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BE BRAVE
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December 5, 2018
 

Covered in the darkness of this place,

Shadows adorn this haunted face,

I know now that falling for you was my mistake,

Like stars falling from these skies,

The pain of my heart drips from these eyes,

Like blood from an unsealed wound,

You emptied me all too soon,

Now with nothing left,

I am altogether bereft,

I reach out seeking a touch of hope,

Seeking for a little light to help me cope,

Like a sniper you had me lined up in your scope,

No escape,

Now it's too late,

Watching love turn to hate,

Then deep seated sorrow,

Feeling the harrow,

Set me free from this, let me take wings like a sparrow,

Set loose, how could Cupid shoot a cursed arrow.

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BE BRAVE
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December 4, 2018
 

She's the true expression of a dream,

Thoughts are wild and free,

Unexplainable freedom in her touch,

She's much too much, for this world,

Her beauty, passion and love,

Truly something from above,

Untouched by cruelty,

Her warmth is the undeniable assurity,

That she'll never leave,

Causing this dreamer to once again believe,

In the possibility that twin flames do exist,

Of all Cupid's arrow I'm glad this one didn't miss.

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BE BRAVE
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December 2, 2018
 

So much splendour as she shines through this,

So beauty hidden beyond those lips,

Would a kiss give this moment enough justice?

Or is this pursuit foolish?

For i am no valiant knight in shining armour,

So this heart is worth more than I have to barter,

But still I seek more, mi amor,

Would you dance at the chance of love,

Could this be us?

Right in the cusp,

Of an endless dream, Or will we wake?

Two souls intertwined with the hands of fate.

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BE BRAVE
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November 29, 2018
 

Who am I?

What drives me to get by?

I've became something I'm not,

Lost with the person I forgot,

Caught, in this transformation,

This pain has found it meaning,

Splattered pieces on a timeless painting,

I guess the hurt finally lost it patience,

These eyes, these eyes, this thinking,

Unrecognizable,

Was I broken? Undeniable,

But is this new persona viable?

All these thoughts gravitating,

Darkness... captivating,

Staring into the abyss,

But I've visited this place before,

Now I'm here again staring through deaths door,

So daring, parts will soon cease to exist,

Which do I choose to let go,

Heart weary from the warmth, embracing the cold,

Casting down the currency I was sed...

THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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November 28, 2018
 

The beauty of a smile adorning her face,

How can one be blessed with so much grace,

And yet so humble, she's the definition of shy,

But always with that spark and twinkle in her eye,

The heavens declare her a work of art more vast than the sky,

Willingness to give love in more try,

Would luck have me to be that guy?

Like wildfire, She sets the place alight everywhere she ventures,

The right balance of innocence and guilty pleasures,

Truly one of life's greatest treasures,

Outbursts of overpowering love in boundless measures,

It's no coincendece that fate hath brought us together.

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THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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November 27, 2018
 

She's akin to the colours of a sunrise, sorched skies,

So beauty with so much scarred pain,

Like a rainbow after the rain, she shines again,

Each raindrop like a unique teardrop on my window pane,

Dancing on the edge of insane,

I see the truth in the smile she tries to feign,

Is it strength or fear that's built this wall of ice,

She allows me close enough to write my name in it, twice,

But I can see my warm hands must feel like a jagged knife,

A fragile, gentle heart has seen so much cruelty in its short life,

As the darkness fades from her eyes,

They reflect magnificently the brightest light,

She begins to hope again,

That the right love will make everything alright.

Dedicated...

THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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November 24, 2018
 

Sunrise caresses her soft skin,

Lust has me sinning again,

She knows I can't let her in,

So she lays her beside me,

Sleeping quietly, lost in dreams,

I don't mean use her for my own means,

But she knows this is exactly as it seems,

"I know, I understand and I don't mind" she says,

I guess she hopes things won't always be this way,

But she knows the games we play,

She knows I can't stay,

My heart is something I can't offer,

Because it belongs to another,

My eternal lover,

And yet she's in her place, here, holding me,

I guess we both hate the nights feeling so lonely.

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2018
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November 22, 2018
 

Lost,

Touch of frost,

Heart frozen,

Emotions open,

Defiantely coping,

Foolish hoping,

But the pain won't end,

Time won't mend,

This feeling,

I thought I was healing,

Sunrise deceiving,

Coldness creeping,

Silent weeping,

Shhhhh,

Don't make a sound,

Demons drowned,

Deceit crowned,

Man down,

Will he rise?

Secretly he cries,

Pain splattered teardrops,

Fall from his eyes,

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Falls upon the paper,

Words slowly tapered,

Memories like razors,

Hope dissipates like vapours,

Where does the ending begin,

With new loves grin?

To move on, a sin?

Or this the only way I can truly win?

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING 2018
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November 15, 2018
 

Just leave me here, my love, my dear,

Just leave, and let me close out this year,

Just leave me please, and never look back,

Just leave me here, to mend the crack, the hurt, the wound, the burn,

Just leave me again, I can't stand again to be spurned,

Just leave me please, alone with the regret,

Of memories with hope that we did beset,

Just me here, with the time that we stole,

Just leave, and allow me to embrace the lonesome cold,

Just leave me babe, let these things grow old,

You left me here, now with the leading role, how we danced and departed in the greatest story untold.

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STAN LEE
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November 13, 2018
 

Oh if my heart could speak,

It would speak of things so bleak,

How it's again been kissed by the lips of defeat,

The wounds of lost hope from within doth seep,

Trembling with the wounds so deep,

A strong hopeful heart with one stroke has become so weak,

Oh if my heart could speak,

It would scream, no more!

No more, can it watch your silhouette leave my door,

No more, can it listen to empty words you've poured,

No more, can it recall the love we had once before,

No more, of the fractured pieces of us keeping score,

No more, can you be beheld as a lover once more,

No more, can it beat for you while you wound it's core,

No more, it screams, it pleads, I gave you my all, now I gi...

STAN LEE
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