When I prayed to God I had no idea He would send me you,
Like I prayed for this, I prayed for you,
That He knew a King needs a Queen and nothing less,
But He sent an Angel, He sent His best,
That when I was praying I never could've guessed,
That when I rose off my knees, that I would rise up,
Your love has set me free,
I was blinded but now I can see,
God kept us apart, until we were meant to be,
You're a gift sent from above,
Without wings, I'm flying high upon your love,
That's why I dont fear the fall,
My hand and my heart, you have it all.
Dont you say it unless you mean it,
Dont you say it unless you feel it,
Through your eyes I can see it,
If you say it I'll believe it,
My heart aches to hear it,
It feels the power when you're near it,
Babe you dont have to fear it,
Because baby if you really feel it,
Then dont hesitate to reveal it,
I'll say it first, I love you,
because I know you need to hear it.
I wont make promises I cant keep,
So I cant promise to be there when you cant sleep,
But I will be there when you need,
You see, although are lives a pretty when seperate,
They are more beautiful together,
Everything just becomes better,
With you near and next to me,
Baby you truly bring out the best in me.
If you go then be gone for good,
If you stay then stay forever,
I cant promise no stormy weather,
But I can promise more sunshine than rain,
More happiness than pain,
Yes more than loss,
Because I too have loved and lost,
But in you I have that the price is worth the cost.
Her eyes shine like tanzanite,
Deep, blue and bright,
Like the sun breaking through a cloud,
They shine loud,
The twinkle in them when she smiles,
Shining bright and wild,
No I couldn't begin to describe her true beauty,
There isnt enough words on the earth to even begin to describe her fully.
Now I'm feeling some type of way,
Waking up without you just ain't the same,
You're the sunshine to my day,
The happiness to take the pain away,
I'm feeling things, I thought I'd forgot,
Now my vacant heart has opened up a spot,
I just ask you give me all that you've got.
The way you've got me feeling,
My heart is beating for you this evening,
Don't be deceiving,
You have me believing, what I thought was gone,
But since you've came along,
My heart is beating free,
Could it be, love has found a better home for me?
I write this poetry, this beauty, for you,
For there are none more beautiful than you,
No heart more pure than yours,
If I gave you the chance to call you mine, would you take it?
If we were free to love, would we make it?
Could this be beautiful love story in the making?
Because, your the cause of this poets heart awakening.
I pray that we make it,
I pray, this opportunity, we take it,
That we take it with both hands,
Holding strong, holding on together,
We can do it, no matter what comes we can get through it,
If you give me your heart I would take it,
Yes, I pray, we make it.
I wanted this to be us,
Maybe I wanted it too much,
Blinded, I couldn't see,
The real you infront of me,
Foolishly believing you felt the same,
All along you were playing me like a game,
And now you're gone,
Just another gamble my heart got wrong.
I told you I would leave you be,
They tell me,
If its love set it free,
& if it comes back it's meant to be,
To give you space that's needed, it's clear,
But all my poetry, now, is for you my dear,
Praying that you'll hear me through this poetry,
That somehow you'll know unknowingly,
That I want you to come back and forgive me,
For being foolish and acting foolishly.
Even though my heart is breaking,
I would give it all just to know what you're thinking,
From this pain would you free me?
Or do you never want to see me?
These emotions can be deceiving,
Has your mind changed since you said you were leaving?
Would you take it all back this evening?
All I need is a sign,
Do you still need time?
Or will you tell that you'll be mine?
I never thought I'd be the one to turn you cold,
I just need you to reach out to me, can you be that bold?
You could have it all, my heart, my soul,
All I need is a sign,
Will you come back, will you be mine?
Do you miss me yet?
Or have you chose to forget,
All the moments that we shared,
When you were warm and cared,
Now I just dont know,
How to approach you this cold,
When all I crave is you to hold,
The broken pieces of my heart,
Or how to fix this, where do I start?
Oh I wish I could hear you speak to me again,
So I try in vain, to speak to you through this pen.
I can feel it,
The tears seem to reveal it,
The darkness, the cold, the numb,
What this sadness has become,
I've grown accustomed to it, like an old friend it comes back to me,
In some insane way it comforts me,
And gives me the strength to set you free,
Once I've gave up the hope that you'll come back to me.
Your name I'm calling,
How can something beautiful end so quick,
In search if a genie, I need a wish,
I hope I've gave you something strong enough to miss,
Or will you continue in vain to believe I dont exist?
I could never hate you,
No it just wouldn't be true,
Because my heart still longs for you,
I could hate the hurt, but never you,
I couldn't even blame you for the pain,
No, the only thing I would hate,
Is if our paths never cross again.
No-one knows how he hides it so well,
No-one knows the depths that he fell,
Although his heart will be breaking deep inside,
He can hide it all behind his smile,
Accustomed to the pain of letting go,
The hurt inside will never show,
How much hes dying she'll never know.
I fell for you more than I should,
Now it hurts more than I thought it would,
You got a piece of me no-one else could,
And now everything has become unglued,
You seemed to leave so easily,
Knowing you're taking away a piece of me,
And now, towards me you've grown cold,
The pain, like the love before, has came three fold.
The hardest thing to do is to walk away from the one thing you want,
In the letting go you're accepting that it will never happen again,
That when the door closes, it will be closed for good,
You see it's not the ending that hurts the most,
It's the knowing that it will never begin again.
You had me believing I was the one you wanted,
But I was wrong to put my trust in you,
You changed it all just out of the blue,
I shouldve seen it coming,
Blinded by a beauty so stunning,
Unable to see, that to you, I was just a part time lover,
I should've know I could never win a heart that belongs to another.
When did you fall?
For I felt no pain at all,
It wasnt a freefall, for I glided,
Your heart, my co-pilot,
I was never lost, but guided,
Now I know I'm safe from harm,
Here in your arms,
It feels like home, I'm not alone,
Your love will keep me safe,
Heartache has been replaced,
Hope in us, has taken it place,
You have became everything that was missing before,
In you, I have found everything I've been looking for.
Stay strong my love,
I know we'll find a way,
If you go you'll take it all,
And nothing will stop this fall,
I've tried to find the strength to leave,
But my strength still remains, in us,
I still believe.
Can't you see? Even if it's meant to be,
It won't be the same,
You had a chance to save the pain,
Now you can't be trusted with my heart again,
I gave a piece of myself I'll never get back,
So even if fate makes a comeback,
Itll never be like it was before,
Those tears fell silently as you walked out the door.
This isnt me,
Strong, courageous, brave me...
Shattered and scattered upon the floor,
Hurt, but too sensitive to touch?
No this isnt me,
It couldn't be,
To be lying here,
Soul and heart outpouring,
Your love had me soaring,
But oh how great the fall,
Blinded by the excitement of it all,
Uplifted I flew so high,
Now I'm crushed by,
The gravity of our last goodbye.
It's the not knowing that kills,
The not knowing if what could of been,
I know you're afraid to cut me,
But the truth will cut me clean,
Just tell me honestly,
Were you thinking about me when you're with him?
Dont hide it from me,
Because baby I know everything,
And it's the knowing that kills me.
The power in her smile,
The beauty in her eyes,
Her soul free and wild,
She could be anything she wants to be,
Shes my everything,
So I pray she finds everything she wants,
Such beauty, has got my heart invested,
That smile, my walls have been bested,
Those eyes, have you seen something so splendid?
No shes something sent from the heavens above,
Adorned with a crown, and forged with love,
She wasnt made for anything less than a king,
Her voice, you could swear you're hearing an angel sing,
Her body, you swear it was a goddess in the flesh,
Her soul, her very presence will have you blessed,
She is deserving of nothing but the best,
And she will have nothing less, she must be my kingly quest.
Her hair? Black with streaks of silver, like a dark bight filled with flashes of lightening,
Her eyes? Captivating, shining like the stars of a clear nights sky,
Her face? Alluring, like the sun glowing beautifully through the day,
Yes, shes the definition of incredible, like ying and yang,
Perfection, the perfect balance between the light and the darkness.