You'll come back,
Some day somewhere it will dawn on you,
Maybe an old memory, a moment of reminiscence,
You'll remember me,
You'll miss me,
And you'll come back.
Itll be too late then,
I'll remind you of how good it was,
Until I, it wasnt enough,
Enough for you to reply,
Enough for you to try,
Because you thought you had found something better,
And how will it feel to find that a lie?
How will it feel when I leave,
As if you also mean nothing to me,
Not out of malice or hate,
But merely because you realised too late,
What I offered and who I was could not be replaced,
I wonder will it hurt you as much as it had me,
When you lost me only to choose the fake.
If she is not of You then take her from me,
You know that I shall endure,
Make it clear and leave no doubt,
Then I will know that it is from You for sure,
So I pray for clarity and wisdom,
That I may see all of the dots connect,
For all the anxiety and uncertainty,
I'm told I must enjoy, I must accept,
For the best things in life are never rushed,
And if I rush the fall, and jump too soon,
Then I am surely soon to be crushed,
So I hold fast to Your promises,
And only Your truths I will uphold,
For I know my promised Eve is out there,
Searching for my heart too, to behold.
What price is there that cannot be paid?
What promise is there that cannot be made?
What would it take for a king to conquer a world?
A thousand rubies, diamonds or Pearl's?
"Ah, but a man's reach should always exceed his grasp,
Or what's a heaven for?"
A leader should always choose the hard path,
Or what does he seek to explore?
Something found? Something known or something more?
What more of me could you ask?
My love, my dear, my Queen,
For you need only ask of it and I will deliver this world, to you, on its knees...
As the night life is fading,
Every moment worth embracing,
As it all was worth waiting,
More than acquainted no denying,
The echoes provide no lying,
She is more than worth it,
And that's why I'm,
Like a Phoenix to these ashes,
As a wave that falls and crashes,
Not perturbed by the scars nor pain,
I too will rise again,
Wiser and stronger I will rebuild,
Like a mighty castle set upon a hill,
Unmoved by the wind nor the rain,
I too will rise again.
Like the winter snow we've been drifting,
Letting go I'm no longer resisting,
I guess it's been me that I've been missing,
My heart bled for you but you were done listening,
Now I cant blame it for quitting,
Never been a quitter,
But I've been waiting for something that's never coming back,
Now all I can do is attract better,
It isnt easy to let go when you get attached,
But I guess we were just something never meant to last.
I guess the old me died,
When those tears dried,
And I swore that the next time I try,
Will be the last time I cry,
Now you dont get me so easy,
I wont give myself away so easily,
If you want me now you'll have to fight,
Prove to me, that what you say is right,
Because my heart is tired of empty words,
I have me to think of first,
Love used to have feeling like I'm cursed,
But now that I've made my way out of this mess,
I can't let anything make me feel less than blessed.
I can only imagine, how to explain what happened,
As those tears fell onto the floor,
My heart shattered, but it became the plaster I needed to build these walls so high,
Now part of me hopes you'll stay, that you'll try,
To scale these walls and find me again on the other side,
I would say I'm scared, but the truth id that's just one big lie,
Because no matter how hard I try I just cant seem to trust a word you say,
Because everytime I try to, pull you in closer, you just seem to run away,
So forgive me for believing, when you said you were leaving,
That this time you were gone for good,
I'm not asking, I am only saying my heart has alot for you to prove,
Dont speak about forever, unless th...
Your heart has become like the winter snow,
I can no longer reach out,
Not against something so cold,
When did my touch become too much?
And my presence to feel empty,
To see the end of our days when I was convinced we would have more and plenty,
We were much more than anything I experienced before,
But our flame became kindling,
And with my hope for us dwindling,
I began dreading a new beginning,
When I have no desire to restart with someone new,
But you left and I knew,
My heart would continue to beat only for you.
Why take me back, just to let me go?
Why give me hope, and then just let me go?
Why did we go through all that for nothing to show?
I tried to right my wrongs,
And we almost made it through the storms,
You let me go,
I loved you and yet...
You let me go
Awakening in this new place,
It's like I've awoke from a daze,
Phazed by the events that just passed,
I was drowning, gasping for air,
But I dragged you down into my despair,
Hurt a heart I only wanted to repair,
My love, I hope that you still care,
Because I awoke to find you,
But you weren't there...
Why? Where? How? What have I done,
What has the pain become?
This should've been enough to make you run,
I was too blind, too numb,
To foresee what was to come,
I can only understand if you say you are done,
I sank faster than the setting sun,
Only now, to awake, to see what the pain had done...
Like haunting memories I remember how things used to be,
My best friend, my love, you were so good ...
I can't sleep...
I cant sleep without saying goodnight to you,
It will never feel right saying goodbye to you,
Because sleep comes easy when I'm lying beside you,
Your head on my chest,
I find it so easy to rest,
You are the peace to my stress,
Thanking God that I'm so blessed,
But also praying for rest,
And I know I'll see you in my dreams,
But without you here.... I can't sleep.
I've always been my own worst enemy,
But to lose you when you were a best friend to me,
Now I'm just staring at the settled dust,
I hope you see that love was reason why I fussed,
I hope you understand the cost,
Of everything we just lost,
Now I've to pick up these pieces and try to move on,
Tears falling as my phone repeats our song,
I guess I've gotten used to how heartbreak feels,
But it hurts more because this time my heart believed we were real....
Babe, I love you,
Not in just the mere essence of those words,
You are it,
The one my soul calls home,
You are everything my heart has been searching from since it first learned of love,
All that I am loves all that you,
My best friend, my Queen and everything in between,
You are the one!
The one my soul calls home.
Shes like the stars at night,
A powerful sight,
Admist the darkness shining bright,
The creator in all His might,
Created something with such beauty,
And proclaimed it my duty,
To love her... completely,
Unknowing that she loves me just as deeply,
We both then knew, and said,
He designed you to be the one to complete me.
You are my everything!
Everything? What does that even mean?
It means that every little thing in my life makes me think of you,
From the stars twinkling in the same way that your eyes do,
Or the sun glowing in the sky just like your beauty,
To the simple things, like just hearing your voice and it making everything alright,
To you telling me how much you love me every single night,
So you see that every single part of my life has been touched by you,
And I never want it to lose your that touch,
To lose you would truly be to lose everything,
Everything I've ever wanted and adore...
I LOVE YOU,
Those words explain it all but they're still not enough,
How could I begin to explain love?
Or that the love I have for you?
All I know is the truth and that this is TRUE,
This is real, and its everything I've ever wanted,
You are.... everything, everything I've ever wanted,
No you see those words will never be enough,
Never enough to describe our love,
I guess it will take a lifetime,
A lifetime of laughter, joy, friendship and....
She is the most precious thing on this planet,
God, the creator must have planned it,
None but a loving creator,
Could create something with this much magnificent splendor,
The love of my life,
My day and my night,
Are so much better with you here,
I could get lost in those arms, just you holding me near.
We found each other unexpectedly,
It could never be said it was coincidentally,
Like a science topic filled with chemistry,
We matched so well it could only be destiny,
No this was no mere meeting of chance,
Because this love was never in our plans,
But we've grasped this new romance, with both hands,
And eyes wide open, watching my every love wish be granted,
Because baby, you are,
Everything I've ever wanted.
How could I describe you?
Your eyes? The deepest blue,
Your smile? Beyond splendid,
Your love? Never ending,
Your body? Captivating art,
You? The reason for my beating heart,
These words really dont mean anything,
Unless I explain to the world that you are my everything.
She is beautiful, in every expression of the word,
She's the reason I believe in answered prayers,
A true Angel in the flesh,
She will always have my best,
I will always give her my all and no less,
Because, to me, shes worth it,
I've been blessed, with a Queen I could only describe as,
She tells me that's shes flawed, that shes not perfect,
But baby, I see your imperfections perfectly,
So you see, you're perfect to me,
And if it's only me, then I'll be everything you need,
Since I've met you my hearts been freed,
And I could never leave,
Because then I'd be the fool that left, the best thing that's ever happened to me.
In the right hands, she flourishes,
The right heart has her nourished,
The right one has gave her courage,
To go after her dreams,
On my shoulder she leans,
She trusts in me to be, her protector,
Her knight, her shelter,
To be a King worthy of this Queen,
I had to become and I became, the man of her dreams.
You've taken it all,
Nobody heard them fall,
These tears fell with my last wall,
Now you have my heart, my trust,
I promised you I believed in us,
Now it's all open, I'm vulnerable, pleading,
Please dont hurt me,
Because it's your love that has healed me.
When I prayed to God I had no idea He would send me you,
Like I prayed for this, I prayed for you,
That He knew a King needs a Queen and nothing less,
But He sent an Angel, He sent His best,
That when I was praying I never could've guessed,
That when I rose off my knees, that I would rise up,
Your love has set me free,
I was blinded but now I can see,
God kept us apart, until we were meant to be,
You're a gift sent from above,
Without wings, I'm flying high upon your love,
That's why I dont fear the fall,
My hand and my heart, you have it all.
Dont you say it unless you mean it,
Dont you say it unless you feel it,
Through your eyes I can see it,
If you say it I'll believe it,
My heart aches to hear it,
It feels the power when you're near it,
Babe you dont have to fear it,
Because baby if you really feel it,
Then dont hesitate to reveal it,
I'll say it first, I love you,
because I know you need to hear it.
I wont make promises I cant keep,
So I cant promise to be there when you cant sleep,
But I will be there when you need,
You see, although are lives a pretty when seperate,
They are more beautiful together,
Everything just becomes better,
With you near and next to me,
Baby you truly bring out the best in me.
If you go then be gone for good,
If you stay then stay forever,
I cant promise no stormy weather,
But I can promise more sunshine than rain,
More happiness than pain,
Yes more than loss,
Because I too have loved and lost,
But in you I have that the price is worth the cost.
Her eyes shine like tanzanite,
Deep, blue and bright,
Like the sun breaking through a cloud,
They shine loud,
The twinkle in them when she smiles,
Shining bright and wild,
No I couldn't begin to describe her true beauty,
There isnt enough words on the earth to even begin to describe her fully.