I went into a bar and ordered for a drink,
The food came a lot latter and the waiter asked me if i was going to eat all that by myself or am waiting for soneone.
My someone was coming to me soon as I waited to pick on the food and i sat on the door,
At my rear I caught a rather old man continously staring at me,
I didn't care for it was my time alone I had to be enjoying it..
And I did, minutes after the food turned up my Mr Big turned up, I hugged him and i told him that there's someone staring at me.
When he turned around to order, he went and waved exactly to the guy who was staring.
I wanted to tell him but now is not the time.
So i WAIT TILL he leaves, he talks to the creep before we ...
Since you live in another country and online didn't help me find something suited for the day am resorting to what I do the best,
Let me warn you, this can need a few tissue papers.
Remember the time when Varsha and you made cartoons, played outdoors and hid as you cheated your way.. I only wished I was half as talented or smart as you to be in the major leagues but I admired watching you...
As we grew up, you took the hit for being the elder one on more than one occasion and I thought it will toughen you up, make you coarse but you became a beautiful wonderful charmingly innocent lass whom all my friends crushed upon. You have a lot of mother in you for y...
Today after I spoke to you, I have a smile on my face. Its the toughest time my family has seen, yet I cannot help but cherish that one hour of comfort our conversation led me to.
Life since I have known you, sharpening pencils, not writing your name on the board even when you were talkative, to being jealous about a gal whose not me holding your hand and ban dhan chalo, post hum he naye andaaz kyu ho purana, to not tying you a rakhi. To leaving Gulbarga with a hope someday when I grow up, I'll find you again.
But of what I understand the forever and always is not important
It's those little moments that matter. The finding you on the railway station Mumbai to Gulbarga ju...
bas yaaad rakho : KI BHAIYAA WAQT WAQT KI BAAT HAI, KAUN KISKE SAATH HAI
I always thought that,
she'd feel am a crazy 40 year old
to dress up like that.
On one birthday,
I saw my maid wear a funky dress.
I showed her my collectibles
and that she could take anything
she liked I hadn't fit in for years.
Now we compliment each other every other day.
I didn't know what to write about when you waned into oblivion,
"Earth had to have a moon?"
Then I wrote about the million stars that kept me company..
Feeling of home..
I have never written a letter on such colour! Guess that's what you add up in my life..
I have been wondering too how long have I known you, probably as long as I know myself. . We are so similar which is why I can read you the way I think I function.. I may reserve some clingy qualities to myself..
Truth is you're awesome and already a non extinguisher part of my life.. that's why friends are the best..
You're my eating partner and let's hope soon travel partner too.. once you get a seat on your bike..
Somehow I always think I am on war with Cigarettes, and I win with people I can pluck ears of..
Good choices you made..
Let's wait and see what life has to offer,
For now am...
So were we secretly waiting for a moment,
I thought we were heading there,
When you took me inside your heart,
Why were you too scared to let me in,
You were holding back on something,
I wanted to be loved,
To wake up from my dream
But nothing happened under the sheets,
Instead we went out for a smoke and talked till the night disappeared into the day..
"You happy people don't know to feel pain."
" You sad People, can never appreciate happiness"
She did not know whose side to take, they were her genes afterall.
Then if someone said, oh not your own?
I'd say ? You just don't know.
When one has a family they'll have their four or five profound, but when everyone you know is your family,
You're bound to them as they're bound to you,
So don't be surprised to see them come to see you,
As you stayed with each of them during their toughest and lowest times,
Like I have heard, you were there when I was born, and several others were.. the endless list tries to make a way to come tell you, be proud you raised good people..
So how hard are goodbyes,
I'd never trouble someone whose going to be through it because I fear them the most,
Also they never seem like the end to me, so I'd simply wait ...
I love! Goes without saying,
But if you were a little more considerate to my mother you'd have seen your daughter's nicer side..
Now you can call me devil all you like..
Why did I say yes ? Because I wanted to write a nice story..
Then why ain't I writing one now ?
The bubble broke,
Am drenched and it's not so nice anymore..
I hid in a jar so nobody could take away,
But it couldn't stand the power,
Pfft it broke and vanished in dark air,
As my fingers bled mourning the loss of my sanity,
The chaos in my head failed to pass on-
I never left.
And I know the Thousand times you saw me you stopped yourself from holding my hand,
But I'll let you now, in your head and mine
That's my peace..
To have you anytime anywhere I want,
Without your knowing..
You're my one last chance and shot at peace, if it's not you then I'll live in my chaos.
I'd talk for you and you'd ya ya for me..
When your out from the dust,
The shine seems just like another layer...
Only someone as far away as I,
Can call you a star..
Someone as loving,
Always ready to eat,
hungry for food and ears to my stories.
A patient teacher,
A caring Friend
Love and more,
Miss you Rohit.
Learn to listen to your beating heart..
Just fall on your bed and wait till the beats fade away,
To take you away from yourself to another night of dreams..
The sun smirked wondering I'll shine tomorrow,
Enjoy your darkness when you can.
I am not afraid to watch you
die and I know
someday it shall happen,
but am not strong enough
to watch you suffer.
You have eased my pain over the years and I shall do
what I can for you
to get through yours.
You won't be alone tonight,
I am here right next to you.
And tonight won't be our last,
but I want to be here with you in the hospital,
just in case
to talk to me...
Where did all this love come from?
And where does it plan to go?
Will you take it with you,
Or just take me and go?
Do the waves still sooth you to think of me
Of times you had me by your side..
Now that I am dead,
How do you plan to keep me alive..
My One off happiness, glittering in the night sky. I know you're there everyday but I know if I have found you today I may not tomorrow. .
I'll hold onto today' memory so I don't lose this smile.
The smile you put on my face today and tomorrow..
"What have you done? Aren't you close to human to grow cold to someone's emotions?
Some you so dearly love or loved?" Creeped the voices in my head.
"Well I can show you the door too, I can't anyone in who ain't gonna stay"
Folks thought I was crazy talking to self.
And you were celebrating that it's over,
How'd you feel now, that you took your feelings for granted, and that you can still loose your calm. It isn't so simple yet you believed.
Faith is rewarding, just not today. Like today you didn't turn up at my door so it's not a bad day after all.
You're rude but this is the new shaping you..
You'll love yourself and that's enough.
For the rest of the world can break down to find what you stopped seeking. And because you didn't join them, you were never in the race.
I saw you walk in the dark, looking for light.
You find a grim glow..
You walked towards darkness thinking it's light.
"What's the sweetest thing in your life?" she asked when she was in my arms. I was sure the question was routed.
"First give me a kiss please" and she did. I told her "you're".
I started to think how I may have been the same for my mother as a kid.
Why have you been so hard on yourself? Okay, just breathe now and hold yourself together.
It's not even a bad day, why would you generalise to life. .
There'll be lot of moments where you'll feel, this is the end. . But if you breathe, you'll find yourself looking back someday. But if you give up, you'll have found a way.
And why do you always have to..
I know the mirror reminds you of how much time you spent in front of it, loving yourself. Go back there for a moment and stay until your troubles are gone, that black ring is somewhere in the house.. it's in you to find..
Work is messy, learn! Sometimes they'll be good, sometimes not. Don't break your head. Try withdrawing ...
I remember how you held my hand in kindergarten, when I fell off my feet like you hold them today as I stumbled on the rocks..
If only I did kg classes with you, would we be closer or further apart. Because I ain't in touch with anyone else from so long ago..
So you remind me of a time when I was beautiful, confident, passionate about my career, never got mad, always cried to be consoled to sneakers..
Could you take me back there ?
Or just maybe remind me more often, that's who I am
And that's the person you were in love with..
A happier me.
I have been promising you for ever and never keeping up and am sure you will accept my humblest apologies.
So we became friends in third grade and when I look at those pictures, I realise how far we have come. I have to thank you for being my friend even if I did injustices sometimes. I never felt things for us would ever fall apart cause your so sweet dealing with all of my tantrums.
So how's the nerd doing.. Did you tell my school days crush doc yet you got a life? And he should get one too, instead of talking about you.
well am in Nagpur and studying for my exams, hoping to move to Udupi soon so I can be home and happy. amazing you will be giving your finals this De...
What do I decipher? that we are still mourning. And still living..
I hope weekdays are busy and happy, less tear shedding..
I hope the rain drops on your face reminds you of how beautiful life is..
how much more there is to it, than our everyday.
I hope you take a moment sometimes and wonder isn't this crazy, and wasn't she too.
I hope you say to yourself I don't love her and then smile within..
Your starfish 🐚
As the rains flush the city,
I hope you're out there helping someone silently and adding to your blessings,
Don't forget to dry yourself, or you'd catch some cold. Tuck yourself cozily and drift away from the harsh realities of life, to me.