There are so many things about you that don't agree with me,
But I welcome all of you
I embrace it..
They say pyar aukad dekh kar hoti he,
That's why I never approached him. Khudki shakal kaise he Hume toh malum he...
But when he said ki I don't want to marry but tumse kar lunga sunke bahut acha laga..
Yaar bandhe k liye me wo ladki hu jo set ho sakti hu..
Aur aage jo ho jaaye tel lene..
Filhaal let's do the happy dance
Honour of a woman
What she holds dear and can go back to banking anytime she needs it.
Bas kehdo ab,
mujhse hi khafa ho tum
Is martaba bajay tumhare, maine khudko jo chuna.
Yes we hide our vulnerabilities and deepest darkest fears,
We appear tough as though there's nothing to rip,
We don't fake it, we believe in it for otherwise ambiguity can create curiosity and poking...
We open up to those who can't touch us or won't leave us,
One weak moment can displace us,
It's our choice to move forward or get further pulled behind
The best part is tomorrow is a new day.
Zindagi me kuch ukhadna he,
Kuch mukaam haasil karna he,
Fir Jaake mohabbat mukammal hogi,
Fir panah milegi
Tab sahi lafzo me kuch ho payega...
Tab tak thoda sabar karo?
I like time these days.
It changes a lot of things.
So let's give time sometime to figure out the if's and but's of entwined estrangements.
Life is funny after all.
So is time.
It reminds you of how stupid you are or could get.
It changes people, it changes you, it changes the circumstances making you wonder,
Are you kidding me??
Usko mere pyar ki sachayi nai dikhi,
Kyuki usme wo pyar tha hi nai..
Isme meri galti bas yehi he,
Ki maine Keh dia
Jo wo sun na saka..
I'm growing a feeling in my stomach today which tells me you don't love me.. (It's something my head gets to every 5 minutes)
So I'm going to try and remember moments when I have felt loved,
I went into a bar and ordered for a drink,
The food came a lot latter and the waiter asked me if i was going to eat all that by myself or am waiting for soneone.
My someone was coming to me soon as I waited to pick on the food and i sat on the door,
At my rear I caught a rather old man continously staring at me,
I didn't care for it was my time alone I had to be enjoying it..
And I did, minutes after the food turned up my Mr Big turned up, I hugged him and i told him that there's someone staring at me.
When he turned around to order, he went and waved exactly to the guy who was staring.
I wanted to tell him but now is not the time.
So i WAIT TILL he leaves, he talks to the creep before we ...
Since you live in another country and online didn't help me find something suited for the day am resorting to what I do the best,
Let me warn you, this can need a few tissue papers.
Remember the time when Varsha and you made cartoons, played outdoors and hid as you cheated your way.. I only wished I was half as talented or smart as you to be in the major leagues but I admired watching you...
As we grew up, you took the hit for being the elder one on more than one occasion and I thought it will toughen you up, make you coarse but you became a beautiful wonderful charmingly innocent lass whom all my friends crushed upon. You have a lot of mother in you for y...
Today after I spoke to you, I have a smile on my face. Its the toughest time my family has seen, yet I cannot help but cherish that one hour of comfort our conversation led me to.
Life since I have known you, sharpening pencils, not writing your name on the board even when you were talkative, to being jealous about a gal whose not me holding your hand and ban dhan chalo, post hum he naye andaaz kyu ho purana, to not tying you a rakhi. To leaving Gulbarga with a hope someday when I grow up, I'll find you again.
But of what I understand the forever and always is not important
It's those little moments that matter. The finding you on the railway station Mumbai to Gulbarga ju...
bas yaaad rakho : KI BHAIYAA WAQT WAQT KI BAAT HAI, KAUN KISKE SAATH HAI
I always thought that,
she'd feel am a crazy 40 year old
to dress up like that.
On one birthday,
I saw my maid wear a funky dress.
I showed her my collectibles
and that she could take anything
she liked I hadn't fit in for years.
Now we compliment each other every other day.
I didn't know what to write about when you waned into oblivion,
"Earth had to have a moon?"
Then I wrote about the million stars that kept me company..
Feeling of home..
So were we secretly waiting for a moment,
I thought we were heading there,
When you took me inside your heart,
Why were you too scared to let me in,
You were holding back on something,
I wanted to be loved,
To wake up from my dream
But nothing happened under the sheets,
Instead we went out for a smoke and talked till the night disappeared into the day..
"You happy people don't know to feel pain."
" You sad People, can never appreciate happiness"
She did not know whose side to take, they were her genes afterall.
Then if someone said, oh not your own?
I'd say ? You just don't know.
When one has a family they'll have their four or five profound, but when everyone you know is your family,
You're bound to them as they're bound to you,
So don't be surprised to see them come to see you,
As you stayed with each of them during their toughest and lowest times,
Like I have heard, you were there when I was born, and several others were.. the endless list tries to make a way to come tell you, be proud you raised good people..
So how hard are goodbyes,
I'd never trouble someone whose going to be through it because I fear them the most,
Also they never seem like the end to me, so I'd simply wait ...
I love! Goes without saying,
But if you were a little more considerate to my mother you'd have seen your daughter's nicer side..
Now you can call me devil all you like..
Why did I say yes ? Because I wanted to write a nice story..
Then why ain't I writing one now ?
The bubble broke,
Am drenched and it's not so nice anymore..
I hid in a jar so nobody could take away,
But it couldn't stand the power,
Pfft it broke and vanished in dark air,
As my fingers bled mourning the loss of my sanity,
The chaos in my head failed to pass on-
I never left.
And I know the Thousand times you saw me you stopped yourself from holding my hand,
But I'll let you now, in your head and mine
That's my peace..
To have you anytime anywhere I want,
Without your knowing..
You're my one last chance and shot at peace, if it's not you then I'll live in my chaos.
I'd talk for you and you'd ya ya for me..
When your out from the dust,
The shine seems just like another layer...
Only someone as far away as I,
Can call you a star..
Someone as loving,
Always ready to eat,
hungry for food and ears to my stories.
A patient teacher,
A caring Friend
Love and more,
Miss you Rohit.
Learn to listen to your beating heart..
Just fall on your bed and wait till the beats fade away,
To take you away from yourself to another night of dreams..
The sun smirked wondering I'll shine tomorrow,
Enjoy your darkness when you can.
I am not afraid to watch you
die and I know
someday it shall happen,
but am not strong enough
to watch you suffer.
You have eased my pain over the years and I shall do
what I can for you
to get through yours.
You won't be alone tonight,
I am here right next to you.
And tonight won't be our last,
but I want to be here with you in the hospital,
just in case
to talk to me...