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I can’t begin to explain how much this man means to me. Getting to know him and talking to him and now being his girl has been the best thing I’ve ever done. I feel so happy, it’s the happiest I’ve felt in a relationship. He’s one thing I don’t think I wanna live life without. I got someone who is almost like me. His personality, his taste in music, the way he is with my boys. He makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. If I feel sad or alone or scared he’s there. If I just wanna get away and have a drink we go together. He sleeps next to me and makes me feel safe at night. When he gives me kisses and undivided attention I’m at peace. We can talk for hours, and I’m ALWAYS laughing ...
Lately everything has been so crazy, but he’s literally my peace. He is the reason I literally smile daily. He’s been so helpful and cares about me and we’ve only been talking for almost 3 months now. I’ve been more happy since talking to him than I’ve been in a long while. I think this is the plans god had for me. I think he knew what I needed and felt he needed me too and since we have so much in common and like a lot of the same stuff. We get along so well and he’s so sweet. He makes my heart melt ❤️ my handsome doesn’t even understand the amount of blessings he is to me and my boys 😍🥰😘
I’m slowly starting to let myself be happy ❤️🥰 I cannot begin to explain the feelings I have being around him and just talking to him. He makes it seem like someone could honestly really care about me and actually wanna be with me. Allowing myself to be with people who aren’t worth my time have taught me I need to do for me. He’s been soo sweet and I wake up to good morning txts faithfully every day and good night txts before bed 🥰❤️😍 I couldn’t be more lucky. My handsome has been my peace 😌 I love to spend time with him. I can’t wait for tomorrow ❤️ Good Night 😘
I’m so happy for my best friend and her hubby ❤️ they have come A LONG WAY 🥰 but have managed to finally have things exactly how they always wanted it to be. I haven’t spent as much time as I wished I could and I can’t be the support she needs but I’m happy he is able to and is there for her 😍❤️ my best friends means everything to me. I couldn’t be more happy for her ❤️
My child’s father is the funniest person in my life! He’s got a HUGE imagination and very BIG dreams 😂, as much as I would LOVE to make them dreams become a reality for him, there are some things I just cannot allow myself to do. He wants a life style of a polygamous relationship and have a big happy family. HOWEVER, I personally don’t think I can do that. I love too hard, I’m too much of a jealous person and it would cause our relationship to fall apart. The mother of his middle children and I have a bad history and it wouldn’t end very well between us two. Since I can’t stand not even the sight of this girl I wouldn’t want to try to be friends. She’s drama filled, doesn’t wanna be mature a...
One thing I have always worried about and been picky about is the car seats my kids used. When my boys were new born I ALWAYS had Graco infant car seats, when my oldest got big enough to where it was time to upgrade his car seat I went with an Evenflo car seat, but today when taking it apart the styrofoam started to break and i realized now I need to buy him another seat. So not only am I stressed because I don’t know which seat to get my almost 1 year old, BUT I also don’t know what to get my oldest since he will be 5 this year and is only 45 lbs but he’s very petite and I want my boys as safe as possible. I was looking into the Graco Extend to fit for my 1 year d since he has to rear face...
To know that I’ve finally found an app and a place where I can be open with myself and not have to worry about the bitter and drama filled people in my life makes me happy. Only thing I’ve been thinking about are these blessings I’m waiting on. God knows I’ve had a rough start, but there’s always a rainbow after the storm ❤️
Lately I’ve been thinking about my life and how much I’ve grown. I’ve been through heartache, I’ve been through emotional break downs, I’ve had anxiety, I’ve over thought most of my life. I never thought I’d be good enough. I never thought I’d ever get the chance to have my own place, I always put myself down.
But lately I’ve realized I’ve been so blessed. I’ve learned from every situation I found myself in. Now I chose to focus on me and my boys and getting us right. Slowly but surly everything has been falling into place. I spoke to my dad over the weekend while he was in town visiting his grandkids and me and my sister. He told me he would help me get a car and wants to see me to do goo...
If I found a magic pen that only allowed me 24 hours to write anything it would be a book on my personal life and experiences. I want to be able to touch the lives of those who might be going through anything I could have possibly gone through and maybe with them reading how I over came and dealt with those certain situations be able to help someone else. I love the feeling of being able to help anyone. Sometimes it’s the wisdom that’s put into books that helps us get through tough times. I will make sure I write a chapter everyday. And make sure it’s shut off every day after I finish until I have made my total chapters. I’d organize it to where I can set a chapter per even that happens in m...
The most dreaded day of each month. GROCERY DAY! I hate going to these stores when they are full of people especially those who are so rude 🙄 but mommies gotta do what she has to do her babies have food and snacks at home 🥰🙏🏽
My babies are always good. Mommy will forever have them straight before herself. My babies have food, clothes, toys etc. I love my boys so much! And my jax will be 5 this year 😩😭! We are currently planning him a surprise trip for his birthday 😍 maybe somewhere tropical or just a quick family get away ❤️
I’m so EXCITED! We are just about ready for Dominic’s First Birthday Bash 😍👏🏽🥰! Party venue reserved! Cake and cupcakes are set and taken care of! Invites sent out! All we need is his outfit and we are ready to go ❤️ can y’all believe it’s been a whole year already 😭 time flies TOO FAST! My boys are getting so smart and growing up so quick I feel like I haven’t gotten the chance to enjoy them being little 😫😩, but me and baee got almost all things together, Dom is gunna have a BALL! Family will be here and everything!!!! 💪🏽 this is definitely one party I’m looking forward to ❤️❤️❤️
Prove it then mf! 🤣 🤷🏽♀️
Nobody be believing shit you say because you don’t have the proof to back it up baby! Money talks and bs walks 👏🏽👏🏽
You can sit there and live in your delusion all you want. And try to say some shit to make mfs feel some type of way, but until I see pictures and a written proof of pregnancy signed by a doctor I call BULLSHIT PERIOD 🗣🤪
Sadly you continue to be the dumbass of clown bitches all 2k19 😂🤣🤦🏽♀️ 💯
Having him in my life has made everything a real life rollercoaster. But when he called me yesterday I realized he’s worth so much more to me ❤️. He brings a smile to my face just spending time with him. When he called and wanted me to get dressed and be ready for him to step out I was shocked. I’ve never been out with him late at night like I was last night. Made me feel so special and like he really loves me. Anytime I’m out with him someone always tells me how highly he speaks of me and how much he loves me. It means a lot to hear it constantly from people because from my point of view the past two years haven’t been much considering how much love and determination to make his first littl...
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I think it’s funny how people wanna constantly put their noses in grown folks business. Mfs is seriously PRESSED! Are y’all seriously this DELUSIONAL? Bitchs need to either worry about themselves and stay out shit that do not concern them OR CATCH THESE HANDS! I’m over mfs constantly trying to act like “ gods angels “ but instead are the children of satan. Get a mf life please! 🙄🤦🏽♀️ seriously the shit is getting old. GROW TF UP! Is somebody clearly don’t want u and obviously wasn’t planning to have shit with you MOVE TF AROUND AND GET A MF LIFE! 🙄✌🏽
It’s been a rough bumpy road lately for my best friend. But I’ve been doing my best to keep a positive mindset for her, reassure her and just be her biggest support where it is lacking. Even when she thinks shes the biggest screw up in the world and everything doesn’t seem to be right, I know in my heart that this may not be the path she wanted to take in life, but god never makes mistakes. He puts certain people in your life that are supposed to be there for a season just like the leaves on a tree they are there to throw shade every now and then and then they wither and die. I was meant to be a root in her life, the ones who provide the things that keep her going and never let her give up o...
Being a mom has taught me some of life’s most important lessons. When I first became a mom, I thought I had it all figured out. And for the most part, I did. I knew how to feed, bath, change, hold, burp and care for a new born baby. I had experience in taking care of babies from newborn to toddler and potty training stages. But when I had my own child not only was it easier because of all the experiences, but it was so much more than just that. I learned that nothing in the world could ever compare to the happiness of having a child of my own. I was always so cautious and trying to do my best as a mom when it came to my first born. He was born with erbs palsy. Erb's palsy is a form of brachi...
Today I’m beginning my journey that I refuse to let myself down in. It’s a clean slate, a new chapter to be made, bigger steps to be taken. It’s time I completely start to financially support me and my small family. I want to prove to myself that I can do anything as long as I’m pushing myself to do so. I want to work double jobs and double shifts if I have to. I wanna get my own space, my own furniture, my own car and my own life together. I want to be able to try to have my kids in their own home and be able to possibly become a whole family IF my bae actually takes a step and try’s to be become one with me and work together to be a better US. My first step was bringing god back into my li...
They say that as you begin to seek god and focus on the path he already has made for you, everything else will fall into place.
Happy Moments.... PRAISE GOD
Difficult Moments.... SEEK GOD
Quiet Moments.... WORSHIP GOD
Painful Moments.... TRUST GOD
Every Moment.... THANK GOD
🙏🏽 AMEN ❤️
I close my eyes and I can see
A world that's waiting up for me that I call my own
Through the dark, through the door
Through where no one's been before
But it feels like home
They can say, they can say it all sounds crazy
They can say, they can say I've lost my mind
I don't care, I don't care, if they call me crazy
We can live in a world that we design
'Cause every night, I lie in bed
The brightest colors fill my head
A million dreams are keeping me awake
I think of what the world could be
A vision of the one I see
A million dreams is all it's gonna take
Oh, a million dreams for the world we're gonna make
There's a house we can build
Every room inside is filled with things from far away
I find it amusing the many things some girls will do just to keep a man around they believe is all about them. It’s crazy how some have delusional fantasies, some will use their children against them, some will get pregnant without them knowing, some will even use their past against them etc.
I cannot even wrap my mind around the fact that these girls think they are the bomb diggity and think they love them just because they deal
With them or put up with them for these reasons. These men don’t even care about them half the time. They always have someone on the side. Always cheat. Always lie. And yet they STILL believe in their relationship🤣💀.
Let’s make this completely clear, HE👏🏽 DONT 👏...
Today is a day for love.
A day to make memories.
A day to show your spouse or significant other how much they mean to you.
Today is a day where married couples keep the spark alive, and the single people wish they could have that love.
Today is a day where the smallest gestures can make a big impact.
Today is the day that is dedicated to love and everything about it.
Happy Valentine’s Day ❤️
Today I tried to catch up on my missed services online. And I feel like the words that were spoken were meant for me to hear. They spoke about feelings and being able to control them and doing right by them.
One of the feelings that were spoken about was anger. A lot of people don’t know how to control them. Some act out of anger. Some keep it all to themselves. Some find ways to blow off steam. Pastor told a story about president Abraham Lincoln and says that when he would get mad he would write it all out on a letter to whomever he was mad at and would put it in his suit pocket and leave it there until he forgot about it and then he would take it out and shred it and move on.
The past few days have been a bunch of emotional rollercoasters. But as soon as I got that message I was instantly back. Knowing I can’t stay mad forever and no matter how much I try or want to I can’t Seem to make myself fully let go and forget you. Your the one who gives me butterflies when I get a call or text. All I have to see is your name and I get bubbly and smile and butterflies are just there. When I’m with you it’s like my whole life is on hold and everything just for that moment is perfect. We may not be together at the moment and we may not have our whole lives set quite yet but, who knows what the future may hold for us? God has a plan for us, we just gotta stay strong and keep ...
It is times like this when she makes me realize I have the right person as my right hand. I would never ask for more from being the support I need when I’m at my lowest, to being the one to cheer me on when I’m at my highest. She will be the one who will be there for all my future memories. The one who will probably have a picture for just about anything. Someone I can trust with my kids if anything were to happen to me.
She is my best friend. I absolutely love her with my entire heart and soul. Even though she may not love my decisions or ways of handling things, she still my backbone for it all. She loves me and I can’t imagine life without her, we got 3 more months til our 1 year BestFr...
Anytime I get a call or message, I instantly get butterflies. This time I get those feelings along with the feelings of frustration and anger. I hate that I get this way, just with the thought of you. But I’ve been down this road so much it’s like my nightmares from my past have been put on repeat minus the physical abuse.
My heart aches so badly I can’t think straight. It becomes hard to breathe and suddenly I just feel like I want to be around no one, speak to no one, do nothing. Just be alone in complete silence and shut myself out and down from everything and everyone. I recognize the pain, and it’s nothing I’m able to control anymore.
I’m back in the dark places I never wanted to re...
Today was the worst I’ve felt in forever. Woke up sicker than life. But I’m feeling better a little bit, still not 100% but I’m better than I was this morning. My baby took care of me all day and sat with me while I slept, helped my mom with his baby brother and brought me medicine and checked on me while I slept and every time he saw me up. My baby was a big help today, I’m so happy to have such a good boy who loves me and helps when we need him most ❤️🥰
So my baby brother received his soft orders and sadly he will be going over seas soon. He will be gone for a year and since everything is so different I’m hoping I will still be able to communicate with him.
My brother is a us army soldier and I’m so very proud of him. He has always done such a great job to push himself and do great things. He’s always been an honor student and has had high goals for himself and managed to meet them.
I pray nothing but blessings come his way, may god keep his hands over him as he goes on this next chapter of his life right after his graduation for ait. I love you baby brother! Thank you for being a great role model for both your nephews and for serving ...
I hate having to start from scratch with someone, but I’m happy it gives me the chance to have the person whose meant to be mine. The person who I will be able to talk to, bother, laugh, cry, argue and make up and just be complete with.
I’ve always told myself I wouldn’t have anymore children or do anything drastic until I’m married to the man who can be the perfect husband I need. Although that hasn’t quite worked because obviously god has other plans, I’m hoping to keep it that way this time.
I want to be best friends, go out, have fun, do things as a couple and just enjoys life, marry then have one more baby.
I want to start my career and work together to build together and grow tog...