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⭐️ I am here to change the world; maybe I can bring you comfort, maybe even ardent hope. www.pensforpals.org⭐ ~Tiffany
February 18, 2019
 

Closure; it slips through my fingertips
As I try to grasp it
Like rain it falls through
the cracks, and crevices too
My soul destined; haunted by this.

Like a gentle first kiss
That taste of innocence,  
Ignorance, really is bliss!

Until you’re the last to know,
And facing the brutality  
That a heart could break so easily and readily.
For it is so fragile, futile,
and heavily empty now.

I will try not to drown in pain
Every time I see or feel your name, your face
I cannot be made numb
No matter what is done
No matter what it takes
This one I must, most unfortunately face and taste.

Once a heart is broken, cracked,
Shattered into speckles
In to tiny pebbles
Speckles of b...

ANGEL OF ELEMENTS
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February 16, 2019
 

So far from the truth
so close to the bend
Where is the beginning
And where is the end?
Is there an end,
I question, again and yet again?
Or do we merely keep
Beginning over and over
Until the absolute end?

One can only bear so much
before you break,
Misery, love, mistakes
They all love hard; they all ache.
Placing everything at stake,  
Locked inside of your cage.
Irritable, inevitable rage-
but then wait, I say!

I see a distant light
Is it leading me tonight?
Just as I hoped it would,
When the moment was right?
Is it finally my time to shine?

Subtlety I feel a warmth
Upon my shoulder now,
In the middle of a winters storm,
The sun begins to unveil. Although I am sure tha...

HEARTS CAN MEND
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February 16, 2019
 

You said you loved me
Every single day
Suddenly you just stopped
And I don’t know what to say.
You disappeared recently
Or maybe you chose to walk away.
I’ll never know because you won’t say it
What I did
What I said
Have you even searched for the truth?
Are you stuck inside your head?
You don’t even have to let me in
Just give me peace instead.

Was I not worth it to you?
Not even worth saying goodbye to?
That’s what it feels like,
To tell you the truth.

Maybe I deserve this
For the way I treated you
Over 20 years ago.
I could think of a dozen maybes but, I wish you’d let me know or let me go.
Free me from your metal chains
They cling and clang and
I can’t break away.

The ...

WRITE WORDS WISELY
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February 15, 2019
 

In slow motion
I began to shatter
Like the ripping
Of my face, my skin,
Just gone without a trace.
I pull down from my eyes
I scratch outside the lines
While inside of me, I die.
I’ve died a thousand times.

That was the end of me
So long ago, and yet
I’m left here haunted,
But you know that already,
You love to watch my pain grow.

Rapidly you scattered.
You took away my laughter
Now all that’s left is tears
Alongside my hate
My rage,
And
Nothing,
I mean nothing
Nothing numbs the pain!

Not even to this day.
But you...
You just get to walk away,
Get to live and move on
While I’m still stuck in an endless feeling of drifting away.
It’s a battle everyday.

Like a tape it j...

PHOENIX
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February 13, 2019
 

It’s harder every day
Are we better off this way?
You watched me grow
From nothing
You watched me turn into something
Something more like a butterfly than fate.
Opened my wings and fought for me like hell to fly
It was persuasive, intense, and invasive
But all butterflies die.

Finger notes or letters in the sand, I write
only to have them washed away
The water dissolves my words like a dancing flame;
In such a gentle sway.
It’s funny that way.

You must think I’m crazy
Crazy for laughing in such a dire straight
But my words, my tears, my piano and my thoughts;
My crazy passions  are what  
have led me here today.
If not for them I wound not be here, not even for a day.
I’m n...

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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February 13, 2019
 

Ya know,
I’m by your side
Still you aren’t at mine
I find it hundiría; love
What a waste of time!
What does that even say
About the way we don’t
Collide or rhyme?
Your distance sucks
It must clearly be
My Repression’s or luck
I deserve this pain, right? No. Not a chance.
Not in this lifetime.
Ignore me, if you must.

I’ll still sing, I’ll still dance all night, I’ll still play music
Always even if alone
I’ll still never complain
I’ll still always remain.
History repeats itself that way.
My song you’ll never take away.
Played on an antique piano,
I continue on. With my song.

I never did really care.
who was watching? Who was looking? Laughing because I don’t mind. Maybe they...

THE KISS
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February 13, 2019
 

Some solemn days
I watch the sunset fade
Along with your love for me
That I never fathomed
You would take away.
I move towards you
Just like you asked me to,
You come closer to me,
But only in my dreams.
You pushed me away,
In all reality.

I’ve missed you, I said,
Still I get no reply.
I’ve waited so long,
Sitting here only standby.
Only to come home
But not come home to me
My home is alone
Empty, cold and unknowns
Of what was supposed to be.
There was a certainty I thought.
We made our fate that day.
Misery I met just a moment ago.
I know I deserve this,
I say to myself.
He wasn’t ready,
He wanted one thing else.
I welcome him with open arms
I leave with empty arms and ...

BHAVYA SINHA
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February 12, 2019
 

Your love is really killing me
I feel tied down in chains
Why won’t you set me free,
Why won’t you let me escape.
It feels as though I can not breathe,
You take away my every breathe and leave me here in disbelief.
I fell like I am choking
I feel so freaking broken
Why won’t you talk to me
Why won’t you let me breathe?
Hands wrapped around my neck
So tight until I choke and turn
Shades of red and blue
Still you won’t let go.
You grasp it harder,
I begun to stop fighting,
I accept that you will be the death of me. I accept that I deserve this from you
Because I was never worth it.
Hanging onto Agee from many moons ago
Has showers you anger, retaliation, and you have lost your way to ...

MAKE YOUR MARK
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February 12, 2019
 

Above all else
We have to put up a fight
A fight for life,
A fight for truth
Above all else we have to open our eyes
We have to see things in the same way in order to ever gain
the same sense of silence,
The light inside of the dark,
That dread turns into miserably
That we aren’t allowed to take anything back.
Above all else
We must live a thousand lives
We only die once that is the disguise
As with most mysteries,
This is hidden in plain sight.
And above all else
We must pay the daily price.
The daily price for life.
No matter what is thrown our way, no matter the size.
No matter what we are dealt
Our senses are so significant
That they can only be felt.  

Like a blind man ...

SLAPPIN' THE BASE
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February 12, 2019
 

There is Something to be said for words and
For art
There is Something to be said for those that tear us apart.
Sometimes it is words,
Sometimes clever thought; manipulation at its finest
Then becomes an art.
Is that what we’ve become?
Where has our honor gone?why should we have to seek the truth when it is carried on?!
The greatest pains come from the depth of our grave
The closed doors we hide behind, within the closed shades. Hide in a room, turn off the lights,
In here or not, doesn’t matter anyways.
But I’d like to express my gratitude for everyday.
Grateful, humble, and peaceful
For all that can not be taken away.
I try to claw my way out from 6 feet under,
It’s deep, dark, ...

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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February 12, 2019
 

Feeling so empty inside
These thoughts just will not die
No medication
No conversation
Could ease the things going through my mind.
These words will live on
Long after I am gone
For they are put in writing
And our bodies will be buried, cremated, turned to ashes or just gone.
Those will try to sell this,
Those will try to spread this
But that was never the point
Some of us just need an outlet
Maybe to vent
Maybe to forget
Either way it doesn’t matter in the end.
Feeling like I’m in a prison
Alone with my thoughts and all of my vision
I see it so clear
What they want to see and hear
What is it I fear?
That is the problem.
For, I do not fear.
Fear is for the weak and
I have a...

READ A LOT WRITE A LOT
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February 12, 2019
 

Do we live amongst strangers?
We live alongside every danger
Are angels here to guide us
What is wrong inside of us?
They say follow the light
But an awakened one knows that isn’t right
The light is the way
They way is so dark
Why do you think they call it the narrow path?
Wake up everyone
This is not time to sleep
Walking around or acting like sheep.
The daily bleep.
Work. Eat. Sleep. Repeat.
Is that all we are?
I don’t believe.
I don’t believe that we are only here to be.
We need to exist
We need to form a future
Of change, of fresh air,
For generations to breathe.
Only then will our time here be non obsolete.
Forgive or forget
It does not matter
They say fight with all y...

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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February 12, 2019
 

Shattered Abuse
By: Tiffany Lewis

Break another glass
And fall to the ground
Weak in the knees
Because no ones around.

So, you look up above
And you say to yourself
Why does have to happen
Why to me or anyone else?
You beg for the peace
That will never come or pass.

The telephone rings,
You know who it is
Still you pick it up, so scared,
Knowing, It’s that voice of his. Always wants to argue, and blame you for things,
That you know you didn’t do,
So you have another drink.

He hangs up on you
Then, you throw down the phone
And there goes that glass,
Once again you’re all alone.

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SUPER HERO OR VILLAIN?
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February 12, 2019
 

One who overthinks
Is surely one who over loves.
Fight too hard for love -
They will call you crazy.
When that hard loving crazy is no more,
When the memories become hazy,
they’ll wish that they
Had chosen to embrace it
Both sooner and when they had it  
That is one thing that’s for sure.
So don’t judge to occupy your mind
Don’t set people into categories
Or you’ll only see the boxes, and
That which makes you blind.
Love instead, love deep
Love hard, love fast,
Love until you can’t sleep.
That is the kind of love
That you deserve
Nothing short of that- for sure.
Love is a choice, Love is the point.  
Crazy as it may seem,
Love with more than you have
Either way,  and every day....

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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February 11, 2019
 

Gone but not forgotten
Body says it’s done
Have you lived with no regrets?
If not, then you aren’t done.
You haven’t won.
Only those that live so fully
That there is no room for mistakes
Will ever truly live
Or be happy by the way.
Mean it. Be intentional!
To live is in your hands
Use it to help others and keep trying
Until you understand
your path
Your dash
The thing that ensures that “you” last   

Memories by loved ones,
Cherished, held deep in a heart
It’s beating like a drum
pounding  for all that you’ve done.
That is what our memory means to those that ever thought
or ever will think of us
once we are supposedly gone.
Only forgotten ones are ever truly gone.
Wise ones k...

THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX
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February 11, 2019
 

Five letter word we fear
Why must we disappear?
Keep us in your hearts
And we will forever live on
Our memories are strong
Our hearts contain our scars
But it was worth it all.
The secret is to have no regrets
Mean everything you say
Mean everything you do
That is your legacy
That is your dash
Spend your life living
Don’t spend it dreading death.
Death is but a phase,
Until we meet again.
Bodies stop living but souls,
They never end. Ever.

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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September 13, 2018
 

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Thank you,
Tiffany Lewis-Castillo
PFPO Pens for Pals Organization
www.pensforpals.org
Facebook.com/pfposaves

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UNITE TOGETHER
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March 16, 2018
 

Carry me away into a walk in the fall, the autumn leaves are falling, I feel the very first snow flake fall. Upon my cheek
My freezing feet.

Loneliness is happiness to those who feel it all.

Depths of crashing oceans pound inside this heart,
waves of life are crashing,
Sometimes beating me apart.

And then they meet my feet, I feel the wind, the breeze.  
My body becomes one Sand and water, both, a few toes deep.

That’s what living feels like. Pure, unfiltered sensations; sensors
never to repeat.
You’ll look back one day and remember it perfectly.
Flashbacks of memories that you can not deplete. No matter what they’ve done to you, no matter
What they’ve done to me.
That is to l...

TINY QUEEN
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March 16, 2018
 

Only the lonely,
Always the Strong
Fight like a tiger
Bow out like a lamb.
We are following his plan.
Humbled beyond to my knees,
I feel the passion,
the pain in my dreams,
if only I could sleep.
That doesn’t make me weak.
We are human, Everyone unique.
Hold strong to your beliefs
Stand up and fight for what you seek.
Open your eyes and you’ll see.

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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May 15, 2017
 

Tell your story.
Inspire or be inspired.
Peer to peer.

Handwritten letters of love and encouragement sent weekly; globally.
We reach out to victims of bullying, survivors, and families of loved ones whose lives have been taken by the hand of suicide or bullying.

If you'd love to be involved, visit pensforpals.org

PEACE AND LOVE
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May 13, 2017
 

Have a great day,
I tell you!

In fact,
Have a legendary day!
No matter what you are facing,
Just promise me
you will stay.

You don't have to be strong,
But I need you to stay.

I will tell you again tomorrow,
And the next day,
But,
I can't tell you if you take my chance away.

I don't want to miss you; I guess I am selfish in that way.

I speak for all the others
That didn't get this chance.

I am Tiffany.
I am Pens for Pals.

Give me the chance to tell you, or another,

Speak up for them!

Pensforpals.org

Pensforpalsorg@yahoo.com

Facebook.com/pensforpals

PEACE AND LOVE
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May 8, 2017
 

Love.
Hope.
Strength.
Encouragement.

But the greatest of all, is love.

Become a sponsor. Save lives. Help me help us all.

We are a small army of lovers of life.

I have the passion and I have the drive.

I need your support in order to thrive.

Tiffany,
Pens for Pals

••Pensforpals.org ••

Facebook.com/pensforpals

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GOLD
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May 8, 2017
 

In case no one has told you today,
You are loved.
You are beautiful.
I care about you.
I want you to live!

I will tell you this often and I will offer you support. You are not alone.

I may not know you but I know your pain and I am here to help you through it.

Please reach out to me. I want to send you handwritten letters regularly.

It doesn't matter who or where you are, I will write to you or anyone that you nominate.

Have a blessed week!!

I am Pens for Pals and
I am the change I want to see in the world!

Pensforpals.org

Facebook.com/pensforpals

Pensforpalsorg@yahoo.com

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TINY QUEEN
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May 8, 2017
 

It's not difficult to reach out and say hello, "you're beautiful".

You have to be the change you want to see in the world.
It's the basic law of attraction.

If you or someone you know would love to be told weekly or bi-weekly that you are amazing and perfect please let me know.

I send handwritten letters regularly to people all over the world. Offering hope, healing, support, and encouragement.

I am in your corner!
You can also send me the name and address of anyone that you'd like to nominate to receive letters from myself and my team of writers.

We are Pens for Pals.

Pensforpals.org

Facebook.com/pensforpals

Pensforpalsorg@yahoo

Letters can be sent anonymously also. Don't ...

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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May 6, 2017
 

When you hurt, my soul feels the ache.
When you want to quit,
When you've been up for days,
I'm with you in this place.

My whole being consumes your pain.

I take it as my own; I will not rest until you feel safe.

I'm here for you,
Because
That's what sisters do.
Sisters and best friends that no one can tear away.

I can't take it away,
And I can't make it less.
But
I'll always be here, no matter the consequence.

Distance and time may keep us apart, but you, my friend, live deep inside my heart.

Stay strong, but remember that's it's okay to cry.
It's hard to let go, but it's always worth it to try.

Love you. I'm here for you.
Take comfort in that, my friend. I won't let...

EVERY TIME
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May 5, 2017
 

Be thankful for what you have. There are many that have nothing, and you'll always see them smiling. Their soul is fueled.

A hug, a few kind words, and a smile all go a long way.

You never know what one is going through, so be kind. Be gentle. Love like you've never been burnt.

The universe always finds a way to let you know that you're appreciated.

Think about that next time a stranger compliments you or smiles at you for no reason. No need for doubt; that gratitude is meant for only you to bear witness to.

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ANGEL OF UNDERSTANDING
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May 4, 2017
 

Writing blindly to a family that lost a son, and a brother to suicide only 5 days ago..

It was one of the hardest letters I've had to write, and I write them everyday.

Knowing nothing I say could fix, alter, or take away the pain,
But I wrote you anyway.

It feels a lot like being under water; like your face is in the ocean.
The pain riding like a wave.

I only hope to help you hurt less today. I know I can't put a smile on your face.

Tiffany Lewis
Pens For Pals

Pensforpals.org
Reach out to me. Find me on Facebook or Twitter. Send me a name and an address. I'll write to them all too.

QUILL CREATION
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April 29, 2017
 

The mind can be a scary place.
One should never be left alone with their thoughts.
Reach out to someone that cares, for that is why I am here.

I don't want to see you hurt, I don't want to watch you break.
Reach out and take my hand, I'll walk you to a place of strength.
For that is why I am here.

Tiffany
Pens For Pals
Pensforpals.org

BE SOMEONE'S SUNSHINE
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April 26, 2017
 

"I know that things will change, if ya hold on for one more day, and break free
Free from the chains
Can you hold on?
Hold on for one more day"

Wilson Philips
Hold on

Pensforpals.org

Pens For Pals

WORLD STATIONERY DAY
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