Plz don't make fake promises..
Plz don't say things which u say to every 3rd person in your life..
Plz don't use me as your secret place, where u can come nd go any time you want when you are tired of people around you..
Plz don't show like u care about me when all you wanna do is casual concern..
It affects us alot.
Strange how we know someone for like ages.. Nd they suddenly just disappear..
Nd we keep on wondering whether they existed for real Or was it just our imagination..?
I sometimes wonder how easy it is for people to just leave.. Like they never existed.. How selfish can this world be?
Has it always been like this or was it i who always had the illusion of this 'perfect world' nd now I am hitting reality..
And when the night comes, she becomes silent..
All dt thought of she is a creation of beautiful mess just vanishes..
She started thinking.. Exactly when she lost her best friend, exactly when she stopped searching her happiness, exactly when she lost herself in trying to make people happy.
And once again the night went by, nd she woke up again wd dt beautiful fake smile...
Stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop loathing yourself.. If u envy others for what they have.. Be it lifestyle, career, or anything.. Stand up and make a move..
Life isn't easy, it has never been.. So just breathe in &move..
She sat down at her happy place.. thinking if what she had lost so far.. but she stopped..thinking what to think about..?? Money/ feelings/friends/lover/ herself..??
She then closed her eyes, tears felt down.. how she always admired strong women but she failed to become one..
She saw birds flying.. and then a new thought popped in her head.. she too was free once.. but now she is caged in her own thoughts..
I still can't believe dt i haven't written a single letter for the only person who matters to me the most in my life..nd dt is my brother..
I guess most of the happy parts of my life involves my time spend by you..
I still remember how u used to call me a adopted kid all the time just to annoy me..
How u always used to take last bite of maggi..
How you used fight wd me nd pretend in front of mumma dt it was me who was at fault..
How we used to and still call each other wd funny names even in public ( and when people stare at us we give each other dt devil smile of ours..)
I still remember when u didn't talked to me for 6 days when u got to knw about my first relationship,nd dt killed me...
I know its good to be practical...
But what good this world would be if i stop thinking about unimaginable??
May b we were not destined to be together..
May be we will be together beyond the stars and moon..
May be we will be together in the depth of ocean..
May be we will be together in heights of those mountains..
We will perhaps meet one day(not on this planet , not as humans) just as two souls who were waiting for don't know how long to just meet each other...
One day.. perhaps one day.......
The silences screamed between the two - " there is nothing left between us "
Yet, she was only able to say " plz come back "
I guess in the end " the heart wants what it wants" indeed is true..
I & YOU
We were young and stupid when we fell in love..
Nd dn.. just like dt.. all seemed a little blurry....
Dt confession of love at 2:51 AM, both wanting to sleep but not prepared to let each other go even till the morning...
Dt day..when not talking to each other for one whole day seemed like ages..nd the first text was itself a series of questions..
Dt belief on relationship, which gave the me the courage to tell the truth to his brother, even she knew its consequences..
Dt day of your Coming to see me(by traveling almost 3 hours in a metro).. just once when u knew u cud only see me for 2 min..or may b less..
Those days when we used to fight even on st...
She could hear loud music coming from her neighbours house..
She could see people holding their champagne glasses waiting for the clock to turn 12..
She could see on her Facebook wall how everyone was having a gala time with their friends nd family..
But amidst all this, all she could think was how by each passing year people are covering their face with another face.. they now have layers of fake faces..
Japanese believe that people have 3 faces... But she believed there were many..
I just hope with this new year..people are more real..
They say what they actually mean..
They do what they really wanna do..
They enter into a relationship not because of their physical neends, but coz they ...
Enough of crying
Enough of trying
Enough of sleeping
Enough of waiting
Enough of goving someone else the power to make me happy..
Enough of loosing oneself just to make them happy..
Enough of giving endless thoughts dt how to make everything back to normal..
Enough of thinking about society about what will they say..
Enough of thinking about your friends, about how to make them happy, even if you end up being alone..
Enough of putting everyone's comfort first, nd ending up in pain..
Eveyone says its not good to be selfish, well i believe sometimes live for yourself only..do what u really wanna do.. first make your self happy..its not your responsibility to make others happy all the time..
Tu wo musafir h.. jisse mili thi me ek br, jise jaan ke bs yun lga ki ye safar ab yha to na ruke...aise to nii...
Uss mulaqat me kch to tha.. kya tha ye aaj tk ni jaan paayi me.. kch khaas tha, kch alag sa..
Bs tjhse bt krke yun lga , jaise barso bd me khud se mil gyi...
Tu uss hawa ki trh tha..jise chahte hue bi pakadh ni ski me, uss leher ki trh jise ek br chua to tha..pr jiske phir wapas aane ki ummed nii...
Pr zaruri to ni ki hr chiz saath ho/ pass ho tbi uski ahmiyat ho.. tu mere liy ek ugte sooraj ki trh h.. jise dekh ke ek umeed si jaagti h, uss khoobsurat si shaam ki trh jise dekhte hi kch alg sa lgta h..
Is death greater than life????
I still don't understand why do people still wait for the 'correct' time to tell sum1 how much sum1 mean to them..
Or to tell them how sorry they were in the past for their actions.. i have seen people doing this.. waiting for the correct time nd then at last confessing all of it at their funeral...
Plz don't be dt person.. its still not late..
When NO one believes in you..
Well then just look once in the mirror..nd there it is..!!!!
After so many years i have realised that -
"Some people are just meant to be NOT there in your life.. so just let them go.."
Sometimes its best to say 'nothing' at all..
Words have power.. but we often forget the importance of silence..
There are things which u won't understand.. nd I don't expect u to..
There were days when u were gone.. nd i kept waiting Hoping u wud return..
There were too many happy days with you..nd now it had just become a memory, which keeps on flashing in my mind...
There were days when i didn't liked to talk to anyone.. not even my closest friends..becoz i was so damn broken cz of you..
There was a part of me which wished to stay wd u forever.. but now it just wants to stay alone..
Back then i used to cry for days.. hoping u wud call.. now even if i see your name flashing , i just happily let it go....
He - why don't u give "us" a chance??
She- cz i am afraid dt one day i'll have to live in a "illusion of love" rather than actually "being in love"..
Every next level of your life..
Will demand a different you...❤
(FYi- i found these lines somewhere while reading.. its not original me)
Be the change u want to see in others..
and the rest will change itself..
I wish love would have been easier as portrayed in movies.. u fall in love at first sight, nd then happily ever after...
While in reality when we love, we face all different kind of emotions.. happiness, frustration, wanting to be alone for a while, feeling on top of the world, finding she is the one, realising she is not.. everything..
Falling in love teaches u the most important lesson in life.. if u break-up- u come out stronger, like u were never before.. u learn to be okk with yourself..
While if find true love- u know dt its the best thing in this world.. to know dt someone will truly be always there for you..
Most painful moment -
When u realize it was all in your mind.. nd reality is far far away..!!!
Tjhe paane ki koshish me ek br khud ko kho chuki hu me..
Pr ab unn raho ko alvida bol chuki hu me,
Unn vaado ko bhool chuki hu me,
Tu mjhse bht alg h , ye jaan chuki hu me..
Bs ab aur nii.. tujhse nazar modh chuki hu me..
Tu khush reh apni zindagi me, me nii aaungi wapas..
Ek akhri br alvida phr bol rhi me..
Sometimes its okk to live in a story..and its okk to believe in a world which is not real..
Sometimes its okk to feel weak when you aren't able to deal with the situation..
Sometimes its okk to leave things as they are..
Sometimes its okk to be you.. as you really are..