She often thought..
She often thought how can she love him so much whom she knows is damn different than her..
We look for similarities in our partner.. But he was different in every damn aspect..
She loved to listen kodaline's- 'all i want', he loved to listen any bollywood item no. Song..
She took everything seriously, he took every serious situation as if it's nothing..
She thought everyday there's so much to do..He thought.. He had happily lived one more day on this earth..
She wanted every birthday or anniversary to be special.. For him, every day is special, a date cannot change it's importance..
She was a hopeless romantic person.. He was practical in every damn aspect..
She sat there for a while..
Staring at the sky.. She was staring at the moon nd thought I never knew I was this brave..
She always thought herself as a girl, who was always rescued by her family...she was pampered alot..her family was always there to do things for her.. But this time.. It was different..
She was left alone.. Nd it wasn't anyone's fault.. But she handled everything beautifully.. Atleast.. That's what the people said.. How she was the perfect daughter..nd she never knew this side of her..
But she had a breakdown.. Every night.. She cried.. She asked for help.. But no one heard a voice..
She was the type of person who was afraid of changes.. But guess, dt's not the situati...
How do you do this papa??
How do you keep smiling, inspite of feeling so much pain..
How do u always always are able to hide your tears..
How do you pretend dt u have slept all night wherein reality you had been tensed all night..
How do u crack silly jokes just to see me smiling..
How do u force me to study inspite of struggling all night in pain, just to see me as a judge one day.
How do you always put me first in everything..
How can you just hug me.. Nd say nothing how you are feeling..
There can be no love greater than the love of your parents..
I am saddened by the thought of how easy it's for people to say these days that I am sad and for no reason.
You even know what counts as a real problem??
A women who was raped at the age of 14 , when she didn't even realized what was going on, who is traumatized by that incident even after 20 years.. a women who can never allow any man to touch her, coz it would just remind her of that horrific day.. Dt' a real problem
A daughter who is feeling helpless to help her father when he is suffering from a disease.. Who just cries day and night hiding her tears from others.. But showing her true self to God.. That situation she is facing.. Is the real problem.
A pregnant elephant who just died...
Before asking God for help.. Ask yourself first, whether you have done something worthy enough that he helps you??
He asked - why are u so happy all the time??
She said- coz the world is not ready yet to hear the voice of ocean..
We all want a perfect life partner in our lives but we do not want ourselves to become perfect..
We want them to love our imperfections but we fail to do so when it comes to us..
I still miss her. .
I miss how she was the perfect friend anyone could ask for..
I miss her stories of complaining all day of how boring her college life was.. How she fell in love with a guy and how he broke his promises and left her all alone..
I miss how she used to share damn thing happening in her life..i saw her crying..i saw her blushing..i saw her laughing..nd lastly I saw how she changed..!!
We never named each other as best friend coz we knew always we don't need these stupid tags..i used to always tell her dt i am always there for u.. U call me nd I am dr..
But i guess with time i was only there.. I was the one.. Who made all efforts.. I was the one who understood every damn ...
When u have the motivation of changing the sentence from " I'll surely do it from tomorrow' to 'I'll do it today.. "
You have to know that you have already walked half way of your road to success..
When the whole world just wanted to see her body..
There was someone who wanted to see her soul..
What do we fight for?
We live this temporary life.. Knowing dt death is the final destination.. Yet we complicate our lives..
We fight with our loved ones, we cut off with those people whom we love just coz of a simple misunderstanding.. We crave for attention from our loved ones.. We frustrate ourselves from stupid emotions like jealousy and hatred..
My question is..
All of this.. But what for???
Is all this worth for this temporary life??
She thought about him everyday
She thought how she would love him
She thought how she would tease him
She thought how she would leave her whole world just to be called 'his girl'
Little did she realized dt 'he' doesn't exist anymore..
When u see a person suddenly stops sharing stuff that they used to before..
When dt person suddenly goes quiet..
When dt person goes numb while talking..
When dt person cries for no reason..
When dt person wants to talk to u nd u give an excuse as u don't wanna be with someone dt dull..
When dt person sleeps all day..
When dt person suddenly becomes so happy without any reason.. Nd suddenly vanishes in the corner ..
It's not their drama.. Don't taunt them and say 'stop doing the same shit again and again.. '
Just Go and hug dt person.. Nd ask what's wrong.. Even if u don't know him/her..just be there..
Depression is real..
No matter how many motivational videos you watch.. No matter how many inspirational stories u listen.. If you do not have the fire within.. If you are not passionate enough from within to achieve your goal.. U will never succeed
Want to be famous
Want to be respected
Want to live a luxurious life yet be grounded
Want to give my parents the life of their dreams
Want to travel the world
Want to meet 'the guy' who not only knows me but my soul
Want to spread love in this depressed world..
This was my bucket list when I was a teenager, nd yet somehow its still the same..
I am writing this letter to share a different level of feeling I felt yesterday..
As there is lockdown In the whole world due to Coronavirus, mine is no different..
But, yesterday I had to go out coz I had to buy some medicine for my dad..
While I was driving, I couldn't see even a single soul.. It was good to see that people are respecting govt decision, but while I was driving.. I was hell scared.. The weather was like it's monsoon over here.. The corner of roads were covered by dried yellow leaves.. Nd I was driving all alone.. Till yesterday, I was the person who loves.. Just loves to be alone.. All by myself.. But yesterday, when I couldn't find any human.. I felt like.. I am in a sca...
How people love the fake version of you& hate the real you
How people always expect from others to be in a certain way, but when it comes to them they simply become self-centered..
How when u show your emotions, you are given a tag of being a 'emotional fool' & when u hide it, you are termed as ''cool"
It's strange how people always say, that they want to see the real you, but when u show them who you really are, it's a bit too much for them.
Now even her soul was yearning for pain...But she can't even get dt..
Life can be pretty ruthless at times
He said- are you a mind reader??
She said- No, I just have a good relation with pain...
He said - you have changed..!!
She smiled nd said- change was necessary, coz when u were not here, I craved for your presence..
I felt like a place u visited when no one was around..you know, I longed for dt place, as i am human too, I have expectations, But not anymore..
Sometimes change is necessary to help yourself from getting hurt.
Don't think dt i am some heartless person, but sorry i cannot change myself..
Deal with it.
Be around people who make u happy nd energetic..
Life is too short to feel dull& frustrated..
In the end, it's all about how happily we lived.. How many happy memories we created here..
Sometimes u have to travel..travel a little back to find those answers u r seeking for a long time..
Travel back to dt memory lane, visit those places, which u did once.. Nd when u feel like it's all lost..
U will find a solution to your problem..
I guess life is not always about moving forward, sometimes u have to take a step back, travel in dt memory lane, where it all started, nd trust me.. Dnt be afraid to do so...you will be more than okk that day..
What if you don't care how perfect your make up is or how fab is your dress?? Aren't u Beautiful naturally??
What if you don't care how big your muscles are or what package you earn?? Are u worth only for your money??
What if we don't think how other people would react by each of our action? Like seriously, are we doing every damn thing in our life for their reaction??
What if we stop thinking about every damn other person in our life nd just start living for oneself??
Is it too much to ask for???
Sometimes I feel dt..
Those days were better than today, when I used to think dt-
Hogwarts was a real place nd magic do happen..
Dt Hansel &Gretel are dr for us whenever a witch comes..
Dt holding hands wd a boy is enough to convey how much I love him..
Dt 'love story' song by Taylor Swift was the perfect ending to every love story..
Dt world is such a nice place to live in, and people really care..