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Friendship is a promise made in the heart..
Unbreakable by Distance
Unchangeable by Time.
Can you relate to that feeling when you wake up? The feeling that it's your day? Something inside you just blooms when you stretch your arms and legs like a puppy. You smile when you look outside and see the sun rise. Do you know that feeling?
I have been missing that feeling for many years. I didn't want to get out of bed for so many days.. But today was different. I woke up and I felt an arm around my waist.
I felt a little sigh in my neck and a mumbling voice saying that I should stay in bed. I turned around and saw his face, innocent like a little child. Eyes still closed but a little smile around his lips.
Today I did want to get out of bed and see the sun rise. So i g...
I couldn't look at him..but I felt his eyes all over me. "our first summer together..I felt so happy and special that someone actually liked me.. for being me" I shivered at that thought of many years ago..
"Then why did you tell me that you wanted to be friends after that? Why didn't you just tell me that you still liked me?"
He was right. I should have told him but I couldn't.. How would I ever tell him that I didn't even like myself, that looking in the mirror was breaking my heart of all the imperfect things that I see.
How will I ever explain that even when I disguised the thought of loving myself..
I still wanted him to love me..
You can tell by the way someone talks about Love, how much they went through..
Not just one of those moments that she doesn't feel okay and a bit sad because it wasn't her day.. it was even bigger than that.
Imagine your biggest dreams and hopes. The thing that you held on to.. The only thing you looked forward to in life and made you wake up in the morning even when you cried all night long.
Now imagine losing it and shattered into million pieces. Now you have nothing to dream of. Nothing to wish for. But most of all you have nothing to wake up for..
That's how she felt when he turned around and walked away saying;
" I do not love you anymore."
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger.
But when you lock eyes with them, you know that at that very moment they will affect your life in some way..
You better make the best of it!
I want to be the first thing on your mind, and the last one in your heart.
I want to fall asleep in your arms, and wake up with the morning sun in our eyes, the birds chirping, and me, still wrapped up in your arms.
I Don't want to be your first, or your second or third.. I want to be your last.
Your last kiss,
Your last girlfriend,
Your last love.
I miss what we almost had..
I want you in my life. Not just as a friend i want you as my other person. I don't want to do this. I don't want to sit here and think about you all day. Thinking about how your day was and if you liked your dinner. If you went to college. If you watched your favourite show.. i just want to be with you. I want to hear your voice. I want to listen to all your stories. I want us to be together. I want to try again what we started years ago. I feel suffocated when i think of our days together.. i don't want to pressure you in any way.. but I really really like you.. i am not even sure if it's like or love.. cause i can't get you out of my mind.. and it hasnt been jus...
If I asked you to name all the things that you love..
How long would it take for you to name yourself..?
I have been staring at this page for a while now trying to find the words to explain how he makes me feel.
Unfortunately i have to use the words that everyone does to express their love. Even though I can't fully explain myself with it, I would like to tell you this ..
He makes me feel the way that no ever has. Because even after 5 years my heart races when he looks at me. I get chills by the thought of his touch and I melt when i hear his voice.
When J close my eyes, I can see every moment that I have spent with him. Not just an image. But every detail. Almost every word that has been said in that moment comes to my mind. And when it does, it makes me fall in love with him all over aga...
"We almost loved once," She said, biting her lip at the memory.
"Our eyes met across the room in a full crowded room. We were innocent 14 years old. We made jokes and looked too many times at each other for us to be just friends.. I felt electrified every time our bodies touched in the few meetings of our first summer.
Almost love is the worst. It's full of 'what-ifs & I- wishes. When i think that it could have worked even years after under different circumstances, it tears me apart."
Almost love hurts but if anyone could be my almost lover.. I am glad it was him..
The best love is unexpected.
You don't just pick someone and hope it works out like friendships.
No, this is different.
You meet by fate and it's an instant connection and the chemistry between you is way above your head. You just look at them and see the lips moving as they talk to you about something they love. You see the lips curve in a certain way when they smile or the colour of their eyes that just mesmerises you.
And then.. all at once.
You know you are either lucky or screwed..
Love is something rare, something strange, something i can't describe..but love is always new. Regardless of whether we love once, twice or a dozen times in our life, we always face a brand-new situation.
Love can consign us to hell or to paradise, but one thing is for sure..
Love takes us somewhere. We have to accept it, because it's what nourishes our existence. If we reject it, we simply die of hunger.
Just because we lack the courage to stretch out a hand and pluck the flower from the tree of life.
You have to take love where you find it, even if it means
hours, days, weeks of disappointment and sadness.
Because the moment you begin to seek love, love begins to seek you.. an...
I promised myself i would never fall in love with you..
But it was 4am, and we were laughing way too hard, everything felt so perfect..
I felt happy again after a long time
At that moment.. i knew i was screwed.
I never understood how someone could just come out and say;
' i do not love you anymore'
So casually, as if it rolled off the tip of their tongue. After all the words
and promises about forever
After all the memories, the laughs and the tears. After the fights and
endless talks about the future.
You can not just stop loving someone. You just can't.
Your heart, that once loved that someone, can not suddenly change.
You either loved me.
You never did in the first place.
One of the risks of being quiet is that the others can fill your silence with their own interpretation: you are bored, depressed, shy or stuck up.
The fact about people is that when they can't read us, they write their own story.
There are people who won't understand the thousands of words you say and others don't need anything else than your silence..
Behind every beautiful smile, there has been some kind of pain. Behind every beautiful life there hides a path of struggle.
You trip and you fall, you make mistakes and you fail, but look at you now, you still stand strong through it all.
You have been living and learning. Maybe you are not perfect, but you are human.
You have been hurt, wounded, backstabbed but you have not been defeated. Don't you think it's a priceless gift, to grow through these tough experiences, and still be able to breathe, to think, to fight and to overcome the challenges in the pursuit of happiness?
Yes ofcourse, somtimes you will get heartbroken along the way. You will break down and lose your...
I still remember the first day I met you. I couldn't resist staring. You felt it, looked away and started correcting yourself,
even though in my eyes you seemed perfect to me..
It made me realize, that you are the kind of girl who is scared to be seen.
You flinched when I tried to put my arm around you, it made me realize that before mine, someone's hand wasn't nice to you. When you walked through the dark with me, you kept looking behind you..
It made me realize that your biggest fears are hidden in the dark.
When I looked into your eyes, i could see everything except happiness. A whole mystery was hidden in your smile. And everytime you pushed me away i couldn't stop trying t...
She had always a positive thought that life has many chapters and that One bad chapter doesn't mean it's the end of the book.
but that was before she lost her strength..
You won't understand what her pain feels like, until you're staring at yourself in the mirror with tears streaming down your face, begging yourself to hold on and to be strong.
Even after everything that has happened, she still feels blessed with the things she has.. She just lost hope and faith and her tears don't stop flowing..
Her demons were asleep but they won tonight,
Everyday she is scared that someone will see the truth behind that fake smile,
but what she doesn't realise is, that even though when her smi...
The two most important days, in your life, is the day you are born and the day you find out why.
- Mark Twain
Everytime when she laughs out loud. Everytime she can't stop talking about something that she loves. His eyes starts to shine. His heart starts racing. Still He doesn't say how much he loves her. Instead, he smiles, shakes his head and says;
"you are an idiot!"
but deep down he knows that he is lucky to be her friend. He knows that he can't be alive without seeing the way she acts like that.
A feeling deep down inside that makes him dizzy everytime he looks at her.
But when someone asks if he is in love. He denies it.
Cause even if he would say the truth.. it will make things worse than better. He is her bestfriend, he can't cross that line.
But even though he lies to ...
It starts with smile and a tear. Her hands held you gently from the day you took your first breath. She kisses your forehead and strokes your hair.
The way she shows you love, can't be compared to anything else in this world. She will see the struggle in your eyes and she will feel when something isn't right. she could never be appreciated enough. She could never be thanked enough, for the gift of just being her.
It's so rare, cause not everyone is the same. Some won't get the love they deserve and some get everything they have longed for.
Not every mother knows how to show love. But that doesn't mean that she doesn't love you.
Every mother, overcomes death when she gives birth to ...
Hello there Everyone!
Today is my first day here, i actually don't really know what to write hehe. I am a person that loves to communicate. Oh btw im not that good in english so i already apologise for my mistakes 🙈 I love smiling and most of the time i do that, i love writing, reading, drawing and cooking! so yeah first day.. im excited about this, let me tell you something.. I have many things to be sad about, but I've chosen to smile.. you should do that aswell ;)
Take care y'all!