The Heart is Selfless.
When the human body gets hurt,
And life seems to be bleeding out,
It pumps out more blood,
Stops itself from taking any of it.
Just to keep our brain, lungs, and kidneys working.
It doesn't think really think of itself,
It thinks of the needs of others.
Shouldn't love be like that too?
I met you in the dark
You lit me up
You made me feel as though
I was enough
We danced the night away
We drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up
Then you smiled over your shoulder
For a minute, I was stone cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you asked me to stay over
I said, I already told ya
I think that you should get some rest
I knew I loved you then
But you'd never know
'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go
I knew I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go!
I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling your love is more than worth its weight in gold
We've come so ...
Hey my Secret Valentine!
I promise if I come there to you it'd be a day filled with laughter !
We can run around the room holding hands!
we'll go on various of topics to talk just for you to see how much I really love you !
We can watch a movie
and buy pizzaa!!
and I assure you I'd give you my whole heart and
a list of the things I love about you !
With hint of cheesy pick up lines
and some poem like now I do!
For this day will bring you joy
while we share our secrets
spill out our problems , some old memories and I hope one day
this memory will be something
you'll truly enjoy!!!
And as it comes night time
where we both need a talk -
a hug will be given and a goodnight kiss for promise! ...
I feel like I have a lump in my throat!
Oh wait, those are my unsaid words
Is this what a slow, painful poison feels like?
Like I'm being punished ! My throat is choking ! On what?
Oh yeah, on all these unsaid words may be! That I can't swallow down!
Oh no wait, you totally caught feelings -
You still tryna figure out why you feel so crappy?
Its uncomfortable I know
Just cry already it'll go away
No! I won't mock you the whole day
We in this together
Yeah I know its hard on you
But trust me I got you
Just cry already it'll go away
Don't worry my shoulder is here
Better yet, here's a pen and paper
Jot it down, I swear it helps
You need a pencil maybe? Perhaps you wanna draw
The tears in my eyes are the remnants of my overflowing love and care which I thought was my blissful moment!
The priority you hit with the time I encountered and never will I know this was a phase to overcome my solitude!
You always taken me for granted!
And the moment when you were about to give me love!
It slipped far away!
And then! I never had a chance to taste the way you love me !
And you! Nope !!
And all I do is miss you more than ever I expected!
Fears embodied to myslef I know! But now!
I truly consoled myslef this was your only way to express your countless love I swear !
Im indeed in awe with you!
I may be excited what my future is!
But before that !
All I need is a long...
A hug !
One that lasts only seconds.
Yet could only mean nothing
That finds me struggling,
and offers the warmth in a way’
So the world would simply fall away.
That’ll just take me as I am!
To be a mark of memory deep in my brain!
And a drop of tear that sneaks out in pain!
I ll hold you tight and never let you go!
Will be a longer hug than it’s expected you know!
The very long one that I can settle into !
Coz I don’t have the strength to face the world “Without you”
From then, I realised
Missing you is easy,
Hiding it and faking a smile...
I have no idea how I gonna survive without you near me !
What will be the city look like ?!
For me without you?
What will my front seat in the car do?
Dont you need my car Ac vents by your side?
Who ll take you for roller coaster rides like I do?
Should I take diversion from my regular route?
Wont our regular meetups happen again?
Even the places we go to chill will miss us!
Who ll be my shopping partner?
Who ll I take for movies along?
To whom ll I ask for ice cream ?
Those sarcasms and wavelength will not work with anybody than you!
Nobody can understand me in the way I change my face!
You cant be...
When you’re just an option,
When you’re not loved back!
Its like hugging a cactus,
The more you hold!
The more it hurts!
That weird pleasure,
In loving someone
In caring someone
Who doesn’t value it -
Yes,the pain is inevitable !
Better learn to smile and
let it go!
Anyways someday when they need you
You are right beside them
And you ll never give them a chance to miss you !
Which they fail to hold !
And it ll never be explained
It ll never be told ! ❤️
So much of love I give,
A pinch of it comes back
And thats when sugar rushes my veins!
I ease myself and surrender once again to taste the way you care!
Love me for my heart,my soul,my mind and my eyes,
That sheds love and tears just for you’
Everytime when I’m out of balance in my life!
You’re one of the most irreplaceable skip beat to my heart,
And with these words I tremble, for what more is there to say ?!
My love, I'd wait a lifetime,
but my soul, it dies each day.
Just your presence is more than enough
But a tiny drop of your love could never be too much!
Am falling again,
Am messed up so much!
I’m drowning and gasping for air,
Let your love reside within me and trust me its fair!
Coz I stopped reading our old conversations!
Coz I stopped expecting your calls!
Coz I am missing you!
Coz I cant explain!
Coz I am ignored!
Coz the priority matters!
Coz I am mad!
Coz I archived your chat!
Coz I am never loved back!
Coz I gave you so much of love!
Coz I was always available for you!
Coz I gave you so much of care!
Coz you never know how much you mean to me!
Coz I am helpless!
Coz I am writing here instead!
Coz thatsy maybe I feel lost!
Coz our old days together has gone forever!
Coz I am crying here!
Coz you cant hear!
When you miss me someday!
Will I be there for you?
Will I run to you like always I do?
(I am tired explaining!)
Morning when you jumpstart your day!
I am hre waiting to see you with a new promise! New owe! More love!
Pouring out my love completely to you❤😘
I know its funny the game your mind plays!
Its on a more promising track every single minute you move!
But trust me!
I am here to hold you when u fall!
Accept when you decide!
Love you when you hate!
Give more love when you ask me to leave!
My eyes dances when it sees you happy! ❤
My eyes fears when it see you abnormal!
Heart tears apart when u shed tears!
Lasting a lifetime!
I wanna be there for you forever!
With every little joy!
Every little pain!
And every little everything!
I cant figure out what paved way to this bond!
Get deep! C...
Its her vidai ❤️
Coz she is my bestfriend!
There were the times we played rummy the whole night and she alwaz hit first in my call logs!
And today am so bored without her overnight chattering laughs!
I miss the way she sing the whole night!
I miss the way she insults!
Somewhere between "Cheers! We are single" and "Yes! She found her man", life took us in different path!
But then,this watsapp alwaz wanted that one notification to pop up!
I started watching her quietly! I badly started missing!
And love never stopped,tat it was busy falling over and over again!
But look how mean she is!
She took my happiness along with!!
Somewhere deep inside!
I'm happy that I didn't give he...
With so many questions around!
Gently pulling you towards my heart!
Hoping not to get depart!
A long journey in life together?!
Holding out the treasures of daring chances!
A tune is heard in my head now!
Writing a melody , a song more sweeter!
Extending beyond the another mystery!
Looking forward to the day we meet!
Into the path of scented bliss!
Unable to see your face!
Am trapped in this dark place!
The feeling of my heart! I have never felt for someone else!
The love and love!
Is more than I have ever felt!
I cant wait until I see you!
I am counting down the days to turn new!
When I see you!
How happy will I be?
For,right now! I am locked up!
Until you come and set me free! ❤