I let a 🗣*mutha father uncle sister* in to easily, to fast, or to quick. And it's all my fault I know, but what made me feel that feeling of being cared about is what people need time from?? What was I thinking too...
(Excuse my language)
I wish I was a better all rounded person for myself right now. Then it might be easier for someone else to know me. Trust issues galore :(
Negative self talk... You are the most beautiful sound a piano has even witness from me. You never speak back but I know how it sounds to be in the wrong state of mind. Thank you for always being there when I need you to make me feel better to your tune.
A friend of mines said:
Sometimes we don't know how to say no to what we want because we don't know how to say yes to what we need.
I remember exploring your mind and thought to myself how detailed it was. I wanted to find more that would spark a flame. But all I think about now is how you can never be broken.
This world already has enough opinions to battle.
Better than yesterday!
All you had to do was simple. Care about me because not everyday is promised. You ain't gotta like me sometimes, but love me like a day dream. And feed my spirit good. That's not so complicated.
Going through life with the weight of a heavy heart is never easy. It's neverending and never not going to happen. But the amazing thing is that it will get better if you just hang in there... Motivation to myself!
I wish love was easy. Overthinking this possibilities, what if's and because makes me feel like I'm strange. Gotta my head up even when my eyes want to look down.
Music is such a wonderful creative gift we all share differently. But when affliction occur we all experience them them as one. The Westside... RiP.
Usually misunderstood. Treated like a villain or a heartless victim. I thought you were different but my senses told me before I took the path. So as I sip my last sip, remember, I does this 👌🏽
It's the thoughts of so many views of the future that can be overwhelming. A peace of mind doesn't come easy like I would've thought.
I remember when you said you were excited to learn more about my dreams. Now, it's more like pushing a closed door. I was excited to tell you more. 😏
Ive never been big on words. But if I would change up a few things, I'd tell you how wonderful and beautiful you are. I'd keep less to thinking and more saying. But that's my gift. Being that little mouse that sees and hears it's surroundings. Observing every possible outcome for safety sake. Now that I've mastered the art Zen emotions, I'm afraid it's turn me into a ghost. Completely different and empty inside. RIP Mom