|Queen to my feelings and sometimes a prisoner to them too. Most of what I write, is driven by the happy energy or the sadness that broke me. 😊🤓|
What did I miss?
I scrutinized every last detail of your problem, I even asked you repeatedly about what you're going through with,
I literally sat there listening to your story for an whole hour,
Only to realize that I missed the big picture of it all...
It's too late to even turn around because I'm back home..
Realizing that I have to open my mind up to see the larger picture, so that I wouldn't make the same mistakes twice.
I've no one but me to blame
For the way we're drifting apart,
We're no where close to what we used to be,
Again it might be my heart missing our happy moments,
It might be my wishful thoughts to spend more time together loving each other,
Than me loathing you for being absent in my life,
I've grown lonely without your attention,
I've grown tired of waiting,
I've grown to be happy with the little things I have, the little time you spare me, the little comfort you give from time to time over the phone,
but my heart desires to be wanted.
I'm afraid it has grown cold and hard,
I am trying my best to keep it warm for you, but the empty promises you make and the amount of disappointments I'v...
Sometimes, it's nice to dwell upon the moments when you first started out together,
In relationships, the best memories were always when you started courting and enjoy the flirty comebacks..
If things were as smooth as that forever.. It'll be sweet pie..
But honestly, it's always a bittersweet ale.. You can't put a taste to it, but you keep on sipping it and ask for a refill..
How sad is tis life..
L : Learn to tolerate each other dearly,
O : Opt to share responsibilities for each others happiness and life
V : Very sincerely apologize and improve on mistakes.
E : Enjoy the sex and adventures together
L. O. V. E = love operates very equally.
I'm on the way to losing my luck with words since lately my words have been so sour to read. Heartbreaks doesn't help me write... Only happy times are my muse.
There's this one thing that always haunts me wherever I go.. I am scared to be alone. I know it's good to be independent and strong willed, but must I feel lonely doing that? I've always found it hard to find someone who is worthy of being good friends with me. I just want to share my thoughts with someone without having to filter it.. And I wouldn't mind listening to what others have to say. I want to have good times together, to go out together.. But that's all have been wishful thinking for the past 20 years. When I do find a good friend, my circumstances change and I have to move else where.
I've never really entertained the fact that besides being a hardworking and a bright g...
Romantic Love doesn't build up on its own, does it now? If it did, it's probably a premature crush or a one sided admiration. Love mostly builds up on patience, patience to see each other after a long long time.. Patience by putting up with the incompetent lover, patience to deal with immaturity and patience to wait for the love you long for because you know deep inside that you've met someone worthy of all the heartbreaks in the world, because he loves you just as much. There's never been a perfect love.. Just love with patience and a sincere heart.
My light may fade from time to time, which is why I need you more like oxygen to keep me alight.
You're most welcome into my life, and I wish you know how much you meant to me. I need you to keep me going, to keep me in line, to keep me in check with reality before I lose my sanity to the workload and stressful environment that I live in. Yes, you're right I maybe a strong girl, but it wouldn't hurt to have someone else to lean on when I'm taking a breather.
You're my fuel to my light.. And I love you enough to let you know how vulnerable I'll be without you in my life.
She's wondered if she's a little bit less tougher, would she get the attention that every other girl gets from their lover?
If she's a little less independent, little less stronger and little more dependent on him, will he be aware of her feelings and come home to her?
Or will he find her weak and leave her for leaning on to him even more?
Boy does she feel,
that her strength puts a distance to them.
There's no doubt about their love when they're together, but he's obviously delusional about her not craving for his attention.
The boy's a wanderer and the girl is a love sick soul.
Some people get inspired and wordy after they get their heart broken,
While some just lose their smile,
Some get bullied so deep into their dark mind, they get depression,
Some wake up from the nightmare, and build a life for themselves,
What about that girl?
She feels like she's losing her peace of mind that prevents her from going cuckoo and kill someone.
She wishes her life was a lil balanced to keep herself going.
She wish she didn't get her heart broken again,
The ironic tale of the girl who kept chasing after love.
Her heart is pure and simple,
You have to protect it if you believe she's yours,
She wears her heart on her sleeve,
she keeps her heart open for others to peek in and connect, but you're supposed to be keeping watch, to make sure she's not gonna get hurt from being too naive,
But if the man she keeps her heart open to,
Keep letting her down, again and again,
She's already broken by the time you get to her,
Her heart's been scarred over and over,
Now she's just a soul with a broken heart.. No longer waiting for a fix,
she's just waiting to end it.
She's unguarded and dependent on you,
For her heart is pure and simple.
The biggest pain in my life, is my sorry ass.. Haha
I'm sure you'll all agree with me as soon as I give you 5 reasons why..
1. I love doing things that makes me feel happy, but when I'm not happy I end up with a crappy work that makes me unhappy even more after finishing the entire project...
2. I agree and disagree with my own opinions just be sure I'm making the right /best choice but in the process I'm sure to drive myself crazy.
3. My ability to reflect on things I do has got so much better, that one things lead to another.. I'm planning 10 years ahead of me.. Isn't that crazy, I'm just a kid.. Gimme a break girl!!
4. I don't think there's just 1 me in myself, sometime I wake up argu...
I miss you, my Rockstar,
I miss the music you play on your guitar,
I miss the hummings you make while writing a song,
I miss the words you sing while you're in bliss,
I miss your vibrant energy after a gig,
I miss the hearty laughs you have when we joke,
I miss the lullabies you sing while you stroke my hair,
I miss your warm hugs, whenever I'm sad,
I miss the long hours of shopping while I watch you pick your clothes.
I miss the time you give to the both of us, it was limited and I cherished it a lot.
You were my perfect Prince, yet you betrayed me.. And you left me picking up my broken pieces just like a song being stripped off it's chords..
I miss you? NO! I just miss my unbroken...
Note to herself:
She's only left his arms less than a day,
She's been missing him since he took a step back away from her,
When his back was turned,she quietly wishes that he'll come back to her again,
He's not the Prince Charming she wished for, neither is she a princess worth slaying the dragon for,
But she truly believes that this two souls are meant to be forever and ever.. Because there's no other love she wants to live forever for.
Stretch your arms to the endless possibilities,
Close in on the one that caught your eyes,
Stare at it again and decide if you're gonna take it till the end.
That's how you get to finish up one thing at a time.
I am a traveller,
I've traveled so far into my deepest thoughts, it surprises me
I've gotten into one of the million worm holes in my head, it's so scary knowing what lies in my dark thoughts could possibly haunt me if I ever acknowledge it.. Fear is self brought, I think I've been smart enough to get by without it.
It's funny what goes around in your head when you feel lonely even with the people around you up and about..
Love is the magic that comes alive when the right thing is being done sincerely.
Love also comes to those oblivious to it while they passionately help others ,
So, love comes and goes everywhere everyday, you just have to believe in it to see it.
10 things that makes me smile
1. When I see a familiar face who smiles
2. When I hear his voice after a long day
3. When I wake up with a happy heart and clear head, I smile to myself
4. When I'm kind or witnessed kindness
5. When I see kids playing
6. When I think of him, I smile for sure
7. When my parents are pleased with me
8. When I feel the gush of wind while I skate
9. Hugging teddy or Panda
10. When I hear my favorite song
Love doesn't blossom in a day,
It takes so much time and effort to nurture it while it's being seeded in the soil, it takes trust and hope to have it grow strong and healthy, it takes passion and kindness for it to flourish, and finally it needs to be watered with attention just right for a lovely "love" to blossom and glow..
Don't pick the flower if you're not gonna make sure it's safe and happy, don't water it, if you're not gonna care later, don't show it too much kindness and care for it'll grow wild and creeps all over you,
Just pick the love you deserve and let others bloom with someone else.
We shall begin a new leaf,
you and I,
I'm taking another chance because I'm uncertain and us? Are we a pair of flop? Some say we're odd together, you say we're going good and darlin I say we're just plain weird..
Anyway, I'm gonna hope for the best because I have faith in myself for being nice to some people who are dear to me..
A chance for a change...
I know too little about you,
The mystery makes me wanna know more,
My questions unanswered leaves me with the pages unturned,
So I won't move on till I know you better, if I'm satisfied
Then I'll decide,
To stay or to move onto another mystery's calling..
You don't have to understand it all at once, when the time comes, you would know! Words are everywhere to be read, but for it to be understood, it takes time and experience.
Just go with the flow.. Just like the breeze, slow and steady...
Love is returning to that same place you call home, even if you've been hurt over and over, even if you've been disappointed so many times uncountable, even if tears came down running uncontrollably, because you know, all that pain ain't worth a reason to leave the side of a good man who gives you happiness, warmth and hope when you're in his arms, plus he tells you lovingly that he loves you more that the universe everyday...
I'm good with words like a kid with her favorite candy in her mouth while finger painting..
Will I forget your voice if I stopped talking to you?
Will I forget your face if I deleted every photographs of yourself and I,
Will I forget your gentle touch, if I swear off men my entire life,
Will I forget your scent, if I threw out your things..
Will my thoughts be free of you, If I have erased all your physical presence in my life..
But how can I erase the love that's etched within me, how could I ignore all the deep feelings I have had for all these years..how could I erase your name that's tatooted on my mind.. My heart would say you're worth every pain and happiness I've ever felt, but it says ouch sometimes too you know...
My words wouldn't hide my true feelings, I mirror my thoughts in it.. It's the one thing I can be honest about..
Pretty words can tell pretty little lies,
Pretty face can hide the deepest pain with a smile,
Pretty body can hide the scars within the long beautiful dresses,
Pretty eyes can hide the haywired mess in her head,
So of which shall you believe? When you see the pretty girl?
This wallpaper is so perfect,
The colors bright highlights the good vibe between this couple that I see in my head,
This sunset feeling, gives that glow in the lucky girl who's about to be kissed while gazing into his lovely brown eyes,
And that handsome lad struggles to think straight as he's lost in her dark eyes, pretty lips, pink rosy cheeks and raven hair, her beautiful visage so tempting he finally gives in to kiss his beloved beauty.
Reminds me of "beauty lies in the eyes of its beholder"