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I really don't know..what to say.. millions of thoughts just exploding
October 7, 2017
 

I choose you at 16
You didn’t choose me ......
Time files on..
I went on to choose someone else at 19...
I told you...
You are happy..
That love didn’t last long....devastated with breakup at 21..

You stood by me,asked me to choose you..

Time files on for 4 years...

We had everything,we know each other in and out...

You know my anger..I know your hesitation’s and fears ...

One day,you choose to break that up try someone else....for marriage.

I didn’t say no..my last words were it’s ur life it’s ur wish.....

3 months into marriage,you say you weren’t happy,you want to comeback and choose me..

I say let the world know,because it’s no longer between two persons, because marriage is betw...

NICK WALKER
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September 30, 2017
 

                          Sweaters

Walk among woods with loved-ones

                            Hot cocoa with love

The fireplace with one blanket and love

             
Chill in the air to bring closeness and more Love and togetherness

INTERNATIONAL COFFEE DAY
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September 17, 2017
 

We often search for the one we lost in past in many people we meet in future..

We think that without him/her life is not whole..

This was my perception from 21 to till now..

I am 27..and I realized to stop searching for one who has gone..

Self preservation is the thing that stuck me..
Why can't I be happy now?
Why am I searching my happiness in others and in foreign places???
It's all with in me...

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BE YOUR OWN YOU
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September 16, 2017
Jersey City, United States

Here I am at 90 , looking at our 70 years together....

Memories flash across:
from our first kiss in moon light beach..and cool breeze drifting between us to make us little more closer with each passing second...

From our first dance we  had in candle light and our favorite song: can't stop falling in love...

From nights where I just watch you sleep...feel how lucky I am..

From fights we had , I would just wait for you talk first..then I would throw off something to make you understand that I am ready to make love...and you understood to say sorry and make me feel more lovable...

Then, I see you in our children ,grand children...I just try find you in them now..
We had a rare opportunit...

HUG ME
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June 5, 2017
Jersey City, United States

When someone is not yours, they are not yours.

No matter what you say , what you do...

Sometimes, if I want to start something with someone, i say it.

Most of the people, think that love is divine spark and so so.....

But they don't know ,it happens when you decide to love somebody,it's not spark or something...

It's your decision to let love other... and put effort towards it.

I never give up, no matter what..

For all the failures , it's decisions made  that caused the failure in relation.

WORLD ENVIRONMENT DAY
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June 1, 2017
Jersey City, United States

I never told how special you are to me......

Saying love in three it's impossible...

Having our unborn inside you ...

what can I say..??

you are always precious to me , pregnant or not pregnant.

I am always at service , patient enough to bear your morning sickness to mood swings and fighting's...

Never worry,no matter how munch you fight, there is always love in here...

I always had one nice dream , waking up by looking at you sleeping beside me...

Our kids ,boy and a girl running allover to wake us up...

I love you, will be loving you wherever you are....

None of these dreams , will ever be true..
Because I loved once, to break my heart  up into half...

Then again in two years , t...

SAY SOMETHING NICE
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June 1, 2017
Jersey City, United States

Feeling like ejected , rejected ,dejected and all the jections....

No matter how hard some try to get a thing going on..

Other at opposite end never understand...

You come to conclusion,some are lone wolf...

They are meant to dwindle unknown and achieve greatness...

That's i what keep telling myself..

But don't know what's the future and where it goes...

SAY SOMETHING NICE
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May 16, 2017
 

Sometimes you get to point where you don't feel anything...

After repeated failures in relations..

You just see yourself, and think what's point ?

Then it strikes, become great...

Let greatness in you flow out like anything..

At start ,you are with you and nothing.

In the end, make name and ideology resonant in time, making you immortal..

DRAWING DAY
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March 26, 2017
Bengaluru, India

Why don't i be just love in with you...

Naah Naah Naa....

Its just i got to love you more....

To love a life , is to just look at you in morning.

Naah naa Naah naaa....

Its just that i never got a chance to express love for you..
for you...

Naah naa Naah naa..

Why don't I be just in love you....

Hmmm hmmm hmmm mmmm

Its just that you are near and but yet so  far..

What do I do ,to say I just love you....
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Its just that you moved on to someone else....

Naah naa Naah naaa....naaaa

What do I have just a smile , whenever I see you in dreams...

What do I do to just say I love you...

I just love you....
I love you...
I love you......

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 6, 2017
 

This is the letter that has been by John Steinbeck (the author of Grapes of Wrath, Of Mice and Men, East of Eden) to his son Thom, when he said he was in love, i find its  always helpful in sadness.

New York
November 10, 1958

Dear Thom:

We had your letter this morning. I will answer it from my point of view and of course Elaine will from hers.

First—if you are in love—that’s a good thing—that’s about the best thing that can happen to anyone. Don’t let anyone make it small or light to you.

Second—There are several kinds of love. One is a selfish, mean, grasping, egotistical thing which uses love for self-importance. This is the ugly and crippling kind. The other is an outpouring of everyt...

Hurray for Hollywood
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February 14, 2017
Bengaluru, India

Boy friend?..dumped him.. because he is psychopath...

Work?.. someone took credit of my hard work.so no pay rise or level rise..

Family?..came away from them..just to prove myself,stay independent.

What else..just my dog and me walking along in solitude in a national park..

Just staying alive..breathing fresh to move ahead...

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February 14, 2017
Bengaluru, India

Love Actually:

This one shows love across generations, from young to old..married to unmarried love...

What  like most about it : message it conveys ...there can be crushes,but we always stick to our love again... && nothing is perfect in this world..

My favorite actors would be Tom Hanks...

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February 13, 2017
Bengaluru, India

Love....where do I start about it?....

School love was too shy,..never expressed it.. not even a word,just stood by never expressed anything...

Highschool - we were again in same class,....
Got beaten up by people who teased you..
You just didn't know it...two years gone by with out expression again.

College- both of us 1000 km apart , diff universities , different life....i fell for a crush and it broke me away...
You again brought me back in life ,after knowing about it...

Job life: You again, now continents apart..you studying,me working...but your surprise trips to meet me, late night trips, drinking contests,fights,adventure rides...
2 years ,we both defined how to be happy..best 2 ...

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February 9, 2017
Bengaluru, India

What can I say about music???....

Of all stress and work during day....what makes and brings inner peace is music....

How do I find it??...

I am not talented as original artist but I find peace in recreating background scores of AR Rahaman with music keyboard...

Every time , i try to do it perfectly to recreate it...I find my soul peacefulness fresh again...

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February 3, 2017
 

Its just nature quietness of skies to waves sound on beaches to bird singing in forests.....

All drama about life...and we never understand it's temporary

What else I want?..  I wish that trees and animals an communicate like us...then they wouldn't destroyed....as they can also fight for their rights and boundaries just like us....

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February 3, 2017
Bengaluru, India

Choice and circumstances or destiny.....

You know..when we desire for something strongly and we dream about it every second...put your work towards...it was your choice....choice leads to circumstances when we put effort towards it.....

Choice and circumstances together lead to destiny...your dream...

Its not destiny for Edison to invent bulbs and numerous other things...its his choice and effort made him to reach there....

Nothing happens out of thin air...your choice and effort makes you reach wherever you are now......

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February 1, 2017
 

Faith is one thing questioned lot of times in my life....

Being born as human...I was introduced to God in form of Hinduism......I loved it, because there were many stories of passion of love and friendship , sacrifice...on what's difference between good and bad...and there never be in practical a complete goodness or badness in life...its mixture of both.....

As I grew up, i was introduced to Islamic traditions by my friends and Christianity by my school....

I had hard time in understanding what's right and who's right....

Once in college....i found God in myself...when I spent way the entire semester fees on a unknown guy who met with an accident on a highway....his family made me God i...

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February 1, 2017
 

India....my country..

Country of numerous traditions and cultures..13 languages widely spoken from Hindi to Malayalam all are majorly spoken languages..they will account in top 10 language s spoken across world....

Still people coexist together inspite of their differences...I can say that there would have been as many as countries in Europe as in India..if people didn't choose to live together.....

But I still see some actors to politicians going out and saying my country is intolerant...inspite of all the freedom they have to say anything....

I am not judging them...
but if you say something controversial...you attract controversy.....

If you say all the men are Same in country ..based...

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January 30, 2017
Nandyal, India

Time is onething that doesn't stay still....

Sometimes, we loose a championship by seconds...

Sometimes,we loose a job.. because of being late by minutes...

Sometimes,we loose person we love,because you are not ready for engagement this month....

Sometimes,we loose a year,when work put towards a project doesn't give results....

he or she if they dont have time to share for petty celebrations like birthday's,dogs,datenights ,dinners and so on.......All we have lost chances or good chances which doesn't leave any person to share with...

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January 30, 2017
 

Dear John,

How are you doing?..its been weeks since I wrote to you.....

We were in Safe Haven ,when walked along beach in moon light......

But then we found a message in a bottle along the beach....which contains the love letter....

That was A Walk To Remember , because letter reminded us the choices we make in life......

Choice of love and hate
Choice of waiting for right one
Choice of good and bad
Choice of customs and principles..

And you gave me all of them...
Am I not the Lucky One??

To answer that more, I have written down the lyrics of Can't stop falling in love....in lyric notebook that gifted you...which would be last song in it..

Yours truly,

Your love

CELEBRATING REPUBLIC DAY
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January 29, 2017
 

Every time I think that this is going to be 'The End' happily ever after....

Then something happens , next blank page of life opens up..

Now,after tiresome writings of 27 years, there a lot more to be written...and it goes on.......

CELEBRATING REPUBLIC DAY
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January 24, 2017
 

What am I thinking now....

Since start of this year...things have been boring ....

Thought I would be busy as forever ,11 hours work schedule changed to zero...

Just waiting for new opportunity to come in, which evades its start getting delayed....

From jan 1st visited over 3 states in India from beaches of Kerala to Araku valley of AP..and my home town...

Found way to best use of my time with travel and family....

But since this week, nothing has moved yet...its the same since that left to kill the time....

I am very restless man....I may 15 more days to actually start working again ...

Tell me guys,... please suggest me a way to kill the time....

TRUMP, 45TH PRESIDENT
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January 19, 2017
 

I  am thankful for family that I have...we all tend ignore what we have and try to explore for new relations...that's human nature
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Last time extremely happy was at winning a inter college cricket tournament in university

DOUBLE THE FUN
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January 19, 2017
 

Always lived like there will be no tomorrow... waiting for last breath next second...

Tomorrow is just day,which would be same as today.. until you choose try something else...

I like to try love Little more...

Run Little more

Laugh little more

Be patient little more

Show care little more....

Little of every day makes it big in month,year until there is end ...

BLACK AND WHITE MOVEMENT
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January 19, 2017
Bengaluru, India

There he met her for first time,...while coming out of telephone booth...

Ever since, he came over to telephone booth at same place and time just to see her daily....

Day came when he proposed her at the same place.....asking for one coffee with him.....

She agreed ,for just one coffee,but they ended up staying together forever...

COMING CLOSER
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January 17, 2017
Bengaluru, India

Just sleep into that night.....

Sleep from  pressure at work...

Sleep from troubled relations...

Sleep from pain both physical and mental....

Sleep from all melodious family drama....

Just sleep into that night....

Don't just sleep into these nights alone....

Sleep from joyous night party....

Sleep from meeting your future partner....

Sleep from success and failures...

Sleep from family meetings once in a while...

Sleep from loved ones for first time...

Don't just sleep on them...let night be memoir to remember forever...

BASEBALL
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January 16, 2017
Nandyal, India

Things we do....

Things we love....

Things that we learn in painnnn...

Things that we rejoice in happiness

Things we do......

Things we hate...

Things we show to care ....

Things left unspoken in fights

What ever thing is...I will not be leaving you......just loving you more and more......

That's thing I do until last breath...

BASEBALL
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January 12, 2017
 

What I like in Power Rangers...

Group of college friends , hanging out often with bunch of dumb villains...and kicking them and having fun.... together....

How many of us can have such life??... hanging out with out college buddies often...

BASEBALL
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January 12, 2017
 

How far you can go to search for your love..

I have been searching it since the beginning of human life......

For the first life,I missed you when asteroid hit to extinct everything on this planet...

Then in second , flooding of Indus valley killed us,then we were just married....

Then in third, black plague in Rome killed us , we just met then...

Then in fourth, Crusades, I was Christian knight, you were Muslim princess...I saved you, but it cost me my life...

Then in fifth, I lost you for small pox in West Indies, we were part of Columbus expedition....

Then in sixth, we were Apache Warriors, we lost our lives  in fighting English for defending our home...we were just bethorn...

BASEBALL
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January 10, 2017
Nandyal, India

SKYLARK CHALLENGE:

During graduation, A Guy(my friend) loved  a girl lot,

He was so much in love with me...that when I have decided to marry someone else during my 3rd year of graduation....its was a match made by my parents.

He decided to REACH my heart,by showing he can take his life in a glimpse...by just taking non lethal  amount of sleeping tablets...

He recovered back in time, I was in crush before that..but I fell in love at that point......my match got cancelled due to groom being met in a accident.

By that time, everyone in college blamed me.....for this failed suicide...that led me into more depression from a failed marriage already..

He tired to get back to me.. but I thou...

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