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rayie

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I m making a part of me immortal by writing it down. Ig: @a_flightless_bird__
April 25, 2018
 

And if only feelings can replace the bloid in my veins,
The wounds  on my wrist will never heal.

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FACE YOUR FEARS
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April 23, 2018
 

#Extract
And it came late, but I m glad it came to me.
No, you never deserved any of it. The tears I've shed for you, the pain I went through and the efforts I made.
I should never have done those things, you never wanted them, you never cared.

I don't blame you for being who you are,
You were never there to wipe my tears off, never reciprocated my warm gestures and me, I honestly never wanted you to. I respected you enough to accept you for who you are. I loved you for what you have always been.
What I blame you is for knocking my door hard continuously when I had it shut with a signboard of do not disturb.
For climbing those high walls that I had built around myself to keep the war...

ORIGINAL
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April 22, 2018
 

You know that drop in your stomach?
That little pain
You just felt?
Those goosebumps on your body,
That tiny shiver?
Once again, something you saw snatched the smile off your face??
No girl! He isn't worth it.
  
Rayie

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 21, 2018
Bengaluru, India

Insecure. Afraid. Hopeless.
That leads you to,
Impulsively jumping on conclusions,
Angry actions.
Guilt filled reactions.
You kill your own happiness,
Expecting only sadness.
Its all a cycle,
One leading to another.
Only if it could ,
But Sorry does no good.

Rayie.

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 20, 2018
 

When you wanna scream so loud because it is becoming unbearable day by day.
When you wanna cry because the work is never ending.
When you cannot tell exactly where it pains because its all over.
When you prefer to walk miles because you are done sitting on that one desk for hours!!
When you don't wanna listen to one more motivational speech or a sympathetic lecture.
When you feel disconnected to wverything and everyone because no one seems to step in your shoes.
And you all this is for nothing
And maybe if , if it is for something
You are afraid that its not worth what you are losing to get it.
What do you do then??
Rayie.

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 11, 2018
 

Skylark challenge 134
* LUCID
* NOSTALGIA
* INFECTIOUS
* ESSENCE
* HALLUCINATION

Her presence was lucid , it use to brighten the world around her. Her smile infectious, you cannot help but smile back with her.
She keep saying that the essence of life is to live without regrets and yet the nostalgia of the darkness kept shadowing her.
Her facade was impenetrable.
When I think of her , I get Hallucination of her crying for help.
I couldn't save her from drowning in her own tears and chocking on her own screams.

Rayie

LOVE, HER
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April 11, 2018
 

At 3am when you are lying on your bed, chocking on your own scream, with a pillow wet with your tears and you feel like it cannot get any worse than this? How do you wait till morning? What hope can you possibly dare to have? That it gets better as the sun comes up?
How long does the hope lasts? Until the next sunset or even before that??

Rayie

LOVE, HER
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April 11, 2018
Udaipur, India

When people show faith in you that you don't have in yourself; you start feeling the weight of it on you.

Rayie

LOVE, HER
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April 10, 2018
Udaipur, India

Every time someone breaks your trust; it cracks your ability to trust as well.

LOVE, HER
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March 8, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DESERVE,
BUT I HAD DECIDED A LONG WAY BACK  THAT I DON'T CARE! I KNOW WHAT I DESIRE AND I'LL FOCUS ON THAT.

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LETTRS CHALK
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March 8, 2018
 

They were two different souls,
She was fire and he, ice.
She was storm and he, calm ocean.
They both attempted to save the "us" part.
She with her fierce passion,
He with his emense  wisdom.
He by creating oceans between them,
She by crossing those oceans.
What they both failed to realise was.
The fire and ice both burns!
It did!
In order to save "us"
They end up hurting each other.

Rayie.

LETTRS CHALK
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March 3, 2018
Udaipur, India

Ehsaan kar mujhpe itna,
Chod de uske age dard byaan karna.
Rakhle kaid kar in kagazo me ise,
Kho dega tu apna wajood warna.

PULSE
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March 3, 2018
 

Sometimes you just need to say things out loud!

Rayie.

PULSE
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March 1, 2018
 

Khudki parchai se wakif nhi, 

Mere kwab meri haqiqat me shamil nhi, 

Sunhere aksharo m likh toh diya h tumhe,

Gar hasiyat meri kali shiyahi se badhkar na hui.. 

Wo sab kuch gwa kr apna,  pana jo chaha tumhe,

Tumhe pakar bhi mukammal meri Mohobbat na hui, 

Juthla kar wajood mera, 

Mujhse hi mene khudko cheena.. 

Badi der hogyi yeh janne m ki tu is kabil nhi..

Teri khudgarziyo ko sawara h sab kuch luta k apna lekin..

Phir bhi teri nighaho me meri wo kimaat na hui..

M khud ko itna baksh du ki meri deewangi me

Na krdu khudko hi me bedakhal

Ki jagah mujhme tere lie kaafi na hui..

Rayie
 

PULSE
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March 1, 2018
 

It's a phase,
Overrated and over evaluated.
Its a phase like no other,
A phase between two main phases.
An interim phase of sorrow and clashes.
Where pain is inevitable.
And life is lifeless.
Its a phase of unknowns
And a phase of
Carelessness.
Where risk is dreadful
Whether you take it or not.
It's a phase

Of a bright night

Full of dark light.

It's a phase of

Revelation and

Creation of a new you

Somewhere out of the blue.

It's a phase!

Just a phase!

And like all other.

It shall pass as well.

Rayie

PULSE
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March 1, 2018
 

khudki tabahi ka zasn b mnate h,

Zrra zrra jud kr fir bikhar jate h,

Kaym h mohobbt jinki bewafai k bad b,

Begunahi ki saza wo hr roz khate h.

Rayie

PULSE
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March 1, 2018
 

The best part of being a writer is you can write your heart out and more than half of the readers won't get the depth of your masterpiece. Most people go for words, not for the feeling.

Rayie

PULSE
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March 1, 2018
 

Wo cheenkh jisse rooh kamp uthe,

Aksar suni nahi pdhi jaati hai.

"The soul piercing silence is often read not heard."

PULSE
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February 26, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

Atrophy of "us".

I am afraid to let go,

I am afraid that I won't be able to feel again what I felt with you.

I am afraid that something this beautiful will not happen again,

That this is a once in a lifetime thing and I will forever be haunted by its memories.

I am afraid that with time I'll forget it ever happened that I won't be able to forget how I felt.

I am afraid that no one will ever be able to touch the parts of me you have marked with your touch.

Every cell of my body dances on the tune you hum and I'll forever be immobilized in your absence.

You bring out the sides of me, I still have to explore. 

I m afraid of how vulnerable I get at the thought of losing you.

I am afraid...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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January 29, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

 Had hai berukhi ki,  beparwahi ki had hai! 

Dikhta teri ankho me,  dard bhi toh behad hai. 

Bebasi k ansu hai,

Hai besharmi k zakhm.

Be hisab Mohobbat me jo barbad hue ho tum. 

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POETRY BOOKS
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January 23, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

The world stopped, 

The time went beresek

And the life fell lifeless. 

Standing there,  

In the midst of chaos, 

With lips sealed and

Heart broken. 

With pain trembling

With my bones

And blood draining 

From the eyes. 

I refuse to let

The darkness suffice

Rayie

TIME TO RELAX
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January 13, 2018
Ahmedabad, India

Some sinful desires, 

Lusty attires, 

Ripping of the clothes, 

Just reading, turns you on. 

Our bodies wrapped like

Part of one

Trailing my body with kisses

Teasing the tenderness

Our eyes met, 

The pace is set, 

Lips syncing 

With the rhythm  up and down

Whispers and moan

Sigh and groan

Reality meets fantasy

And we reach the edge of ecstasy. 

Rayie

 

MAKE DREAMS COME TRUE
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December 31, 2017
Ahmedabad, India

Dear 2017,
You have been an overwhelming experience for me; a year full of discoveries and learning about the world and self. I may hate some part of you. I do love a few, but I'll always retain what I have learned from you.

Rayie

CHRISTMAS ICON
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December 29, 2017
 

I want that when you look into my eyes, you find them blank.
I want the words that come out of my mouth are full of indifference.
I want that the smile of my face is not tinted by your presence.
But before it all happens,
I have to go through my own personal hell.
My eyes will be full of broken pieces of hope.
My mouth will convey nothing, suffering in silence.
My face will reveal my heartache.
And even if i achieve how to plaster a happy face.
It wouldn't heal my hurting soul,
Was it worth fighting for?

Rayie

CHRISTMAS ICON
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November 20, 2017
 

For once I went blindly with my heart and it backfired. I don't know my way back and there is no way ahead;the darkness is Sneaking in.

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 19, 2017
Ahmedabad, India

You healed me only to give me fresh wounds.

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 11, 2017
Ahmedabad, India

Sadly there is no such word or thing as "unfeel".

Rayie

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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October 26, 2017
Udaipur, India

She believed once, never again.

Rayie

INTERNATIONAL ARTISTS DAY
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October 25, 2017
 

I bleed,
I breathe,
I cry,
I cheer,
I crumble,
I dance,
I smile,
I shout,
I whisper
I stutter
Anger, Sorrow, lost
Good, Evil, ghost
Agony and pain
Sunrise and rain.
Everything I feel,
Every time  I write.
Rayie

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INTERNATIONAL ARTISTS DAY
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October 25, 2017
Udaipur, India

Tareefe khamiya ginane lgegi, 

Zara sa risto ko azma k dekho,

Bhano ka silsila b shuru hoga, 

Zarasa or pass jake toh dekho, 

Yeh shuru shuru ka suroor h,

Chand taro k vade. 

Khud apni juban b dusmni nibhane lgegi,

Zara pyar m khudko bhula kar toh dekho. 

Zikr hoga oro ka or zalil hoge tum, 

Uski parwah m apne jakhm chupa kr toh dekho, 

Khud se upr use manoge jab. 

Khud Rokar b use mnao tab

Apni hi halat p hasi aegi,

Zara shiddat se use chah kar toh dekho. 

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INTERNATIONAL ARTISTS DAY
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