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Rayzer I

PO# 129749
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United States
Self Awareness & Consciousness is Freedom.
June 14, 2018
 

             The You Beneath You

The gentleness of you is what I miss.
The soft sweet subtle mind state you hold when you are here in this present moment.
When this is all you ever need..
Just this.

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TAURUS
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May 23, 2018
 

                    Discredited

Somewhere in your memories,
beyond the gates of your negative thoughts of me, there's a paradise of goodness in which I exist.
It's getting past those gates that's the hard part...
but once you do, I'll meet you there.

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ORNATE
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May 15, 2018
 

               Dad, I Remember

You dragged her across the hallway by her pretty hair..
Based on the assumption that she had an affair.
She was kicking and screaming but you didn't care..
What hurt her most was that her child was standing there.
You threatened her not to leave while you took a shower..
But she wasn't going to stay there and cower another hour.
She drove off refusing to be overpowered..
You ran out in your towel chasing her as your demons became louder.
SMASH! Goes your fist thru the neighbor's car window..
You've mistaken the neighbor's vehicle for your wife's blue pinto.
The cops arrive and your son's crying into his pillow..
Sobbing for his mommy as his blood begins to siz...

DESPAIR
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May 10, 2018
 

Perhaps I Don't Even Make Sense

I can feel my stress level extend to the ceiling,
the negativity surrounding my life in which I've been dealing is becoming so heavy on my mind that it's numbing my feelings!

I don't care,
I don't care,
I'm aware that it's there!
I don't care,
I don't care to tolerate what ain't fair!

I guess it's the highway,
cause very little goes my way,
deaf ears can't hear what I say
when I speak with logical mind play.

How much is that?
it doesn't matter, I can't afford it!
This system is so distorted that I go unrewarded for all the hard work that I do..
..So mission aborted!

Towering stakes,
on stand by are those devouring snakes of whom we get our co...

DON'T GROW UP
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May 10, 2018
 

                   
                     No Fate

Encapsulated in a dreamlike state..
Life is imaginated through third eye's wake.
Frequencies bend not break..
Die no death, nor accept no fate.

STAR EXPLODING
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May 10, 2018
 

My Love,

I want to be touched by you..
In a way that makes me feel significant..
I want to be kissed by you..
In a way that makes me feel rich again.

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SLOW DANCING
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May 9, 2018
 

                     80/20

I'm Growing weary chasing after you..
You slow down to arms reach,
then gain momentum as I grasp for you.
Feeling faint everytime you escape..
This picture you paint ain't up for debate.
It's plain to see the disaster you capture..
The emotional fracture after I slip from your rapture.

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