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Sound of Silence

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Taken out of context, I must seem strange.
September 9, 2018
 

Sunday experiment

I defrosted my refrigerator for the first time in one year. Thought I had done a great job digging out all the ice one stretch using a screw driver, cutting plier and a hammer. I still don't understand why my uncle is yelling at me. He says my refrigerator won't work anymore. Have I messed it up? I don't know. I didn't have the patience to wait till the ice melted on its own. Oh I've caught cold also I guess. I'm sneezing.

GREAT THINGS
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September 1, 2018
 

Dear Maturity,

I admire your ability to quieten me. I can't believe that I'm the same woman who used to make blah blah blah the whole time. I've finally reached a stage where I open my mouth only when it's really really necessary to say something. My eyes have seen enough. They've grown tired. There's nothing left to see. Thank you. I've grown up.. finally.

Angela

MAKE IDEAS HAPPEN
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August 24, 2018
 

Hey Dad,

Happy Birthday! Rest in peace.

Your girl,

Angela

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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August 21, 2018
 

Currently listening to. ...

May the good Lord bless and keep you whether near or far away
May you find that long awaited golden day today
May your troubles all be small ones and your fortunes ten times ten
May the good Lord bless and keep you till we meet again
May you walk with sunlight shining and a bluebird in every tree
May there be a silver lining back on every cloud you see
Fill your dreams with sweet tomorrows never mind what might have been
May the good Lord bless and keep you till we meet again
May you walk with sunlight shining and a bluebird in every tree ...

# Lyrics

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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August 20, 2018
 

The tongue is a double edged sword. So they say. You gotta think before you speak. So they say. What do you think about it? Is it always possible for you to weave your words carefully so that you don't offend the one hearing it? Is it possible to keep thinking and thinking before you blurt out something so that every word that comes out of your mouth sounds nice to the one hearing it? I'm thinking...

The new Melody (Angela)

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 19, 2018
 

Random thoughts

Even the dreariest task will make sense once it is connected to the whole. Use the lessons you learnt in the past to clear up what is unnecessary.  Stay focused. Happy Sunday.

The new Melody (Angela)

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August 18, 2018
 

Saturday thoughts

Pray. It works wonders. Connect with the supreme power. Beg for forgiveness because no man is free of sin. Pour out all your sorrows unto Him and feel light. Unless you empty yourself, He cannot fill you with the joy you seek. Pray.

The new Melody (Angela)

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August 18, 2018
 

Saturday thoughts

There's this human at my workplace who gets offended by anything and everything I have to say. I hide from him everyday. Not that I don't have the courage to face him. It's just that I don't have the time to debate on issues that aren't going to help me grow. I want to stay optimistic. I want to enjoy this one life that God has granted me by keeping it all simple. It's as simple as this.. " If you have an argumentative mind, I am helpless. I want to be happy. So please stay away from me or I'll hide from you". Chapter closed. Life is short. Live in the moment. Stay happy. Stay blessed.

The new Melody (Angela)

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August 17, 2018
 

Can prayers help save the dead? Is this mother nature's fury or God's will? I don't understand.

# floods in Kerala

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August 17, 2018
 

Growing strong

I'm beginning to sense the subtle
Connections and patterns in life
My consciousness is growing
Stronger with time
I've begun to release attachment
To things that no longer serve me
Not worried about the fear
That accompanies my decisions
I possess the power to see in the dark
And I'm ready to face the truth
And move on.....

The new Melody (Angela)

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August 17, 2018
 

(People call me a mad bitch because I take instant decisions and I don't care because I know what I'm doing)

Uncle: Looks like you love writing letters to people. You didn't even keep me informed about the decision you took. I'm disappointed in you.

Me: Hmm I act on my impulse. I felt I should do it. I typed that letter at 3 in the morning.

Uncle: People crave for power. You stepped down happily. Something is wrong with you. I need to take you to a psychiatrist.

Me: Exactly. People crave for power and when you don't give them power, they don't let others be happy. That's why I took this decision. I gave power to the one who has been craving for it.

Uncle: She'll mess up everything. Stude...

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 16, 2018
 

Dear Self,

I understand what you are going through at the moment. Don't let your troubles take you away from God. Persevere. All this shall pass.   You should grope in darkness before you emerge in the light. Have faith. Don't lose hope. Don't give up. Be brave.

Angela

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 15, 2018
 

I'm currently listening to.....

I love you because you understand, dear
Every single thing I try to do
You're always there to lend a helping hand, dear
I love you most of all because you're you

No matter what the world may say about me
I know your love will always see me through
I love you for the way you never doubt me
But most of all I love you 'cause you're you

I love you because my heart is lighter
Every time I'm walking by your side
I love you because the future's brighter
The door to happiness, you open wide

No matter what the world may say about me
I know your love will always see me through
I love you for a hundred thousand reasons
But most of all I love you 'cause you're you

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LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 14, 2018
 

Let your heart be moved but
Keep your feet on the ground.

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 11, 2018
 

When I'm tired as hell and doze off, there's always some evil disturbing my sleep by making my phone ring. This time the evil is a nun. I'll kill her. " Sister.. you ruined my peace. You ruined my holiday. I'm sorry. You are not God chosen!!! How could you do this to me? My head is aching and I cannot go back to sleep"

The new Melody (Angela)

BE KIND
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July 29, 2018
 

I looked in the mirror
And saw a woman so strong
Nothing in this world
Could move her
Nobody could do her harm
She looked like a
Fully grown lioness
Who none could prey upon
Her eyes revealed stories
No one could understand
I fell in love with her
As I watched her without
Blinking my eye
She deserved a love so true
No man could afford at all
I fell in love with her
And I know..
She cannot be loved more
By anyone else but I.

#I'm so in love with me

The new Melody (Angela)

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STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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August 10, 2018
 

Friend: Girl.. You're playing with fire. Beware! Why do you want to go against him? He doesn't spare anyone who tries proving him wrong.

Me: Because he's been unjust to most people. I can't let him continue that.

Friend: Have you lost it? He's deadly! He'll go all his way out to duck your happiness.

Me: I know.

Friend: And you still want to risk it all?

Me: Don't worry girl. Don't you remember what the astrologer said? I was born to destroy evil.

Friend: I see. I think you're evil yourself hehe:)

Me: hehe. Maybe.

Friend: Jokes apart.. Be careful. He's not entered your den. You've entered his. You have to be extra careful. That too you're a female!!!!!

Me: Jesus loves me and He will s...

BE KIND
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August 10, 2018
 

True power lies in unwavering conviction.

BE KIND
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August 9, 2018
 

A decade ago I began to use all the strength I have to overcome what is standing in between me and the life I'm longing for. I ain't exhausted yet. I'll make it there someday.

#determination
#The other end of the road

The new Melody (Angela)

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BE KIND
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August 8, 2018
 

Self talk should be constructive, not destructive, for a positive impact.

BE KIND
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August 7, 2018
 

My day at work was much more hectic than usual. I had to welcome my new students, make them feel at home, warn my senior students not to rag their juniors, explain to them the college code of conduct, engage classes, complete all the pending departmental work blah blah blah. I'm tired!!!!

I had the idea of resting for sometime after I got back home in the evening. But how? I had to wash clothes, mop the floor, cook and what not. It's already 8 pm. I am not able to keep my eyes open. I'm hungry as well. I don't know what to do:( should I eat or sleep?

The new Melody (Angela)

BE KIND
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August 6, 2018
 

I'm depressed. I don't understand God's ways. Just read a letter about a little girl suffering from cancer. I want to ask God.. why? Why that little girl? I mean how could He be so heartless? I've hardly dealt with little kids in my life. So I know nothing about how they feel when they're happy or how miserable they feel when in pain. I can only imagine. But... this isn't fair and just. They say.. " everything happens for a reason" . What reason? I don't understand this. Atleast adults have the ability to endure pain. How can kids live through it? It sends shivers down my spine.

Tragedies like this make me question God's ways. I hope I don't begin to lose faith in Him.

The new Melody (Ange...

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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August 5, 2018
 

My "friends with benefits" are all slowly disappearing from my life. That's a good news I would like to share with the world. I'm feeling happy.

The new Melody (Angela)

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August 5, 2018
 

Eat a live frog first thing in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you the rest of the day- Mark Twain

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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August 4, 2018
 

( Why do they have to miss the old ME?)

Coworker 1: Oh God! She finally smiled. Don't we all miss that old Angela?

Coworker 2: Yeah we do. We miss that live wire! Didn't we love to hear her talk? Sometimes childish. Sometimes childlike. Sometimes boisterous. The new Angela is always silent. We don't like this.

Me: *giggles*

Coworker 1: Look at her. She's laughing. I hope she begins to talk the same way she used to.

Me (thinking): I would continue to be the same talkative Angela if my words were not misinterpreted, magnified and conveyed to the right person at the wrong time. I've had enough with people here. I prefer to stay quiet. I've no energy left to defend myself when in trouble.
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SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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August 4, 2018
 

Dear Sita Ma'am,

Many more happy returns of the day. You're the most caring  teacher I ever know of. Everybody can teach but only a few exceptional ones like you can transform lives for the better by setting themselves as examples. Continue to inspire students like the way you always do. You are remembered and loved now and always.❤❤❤❤.

Always your student,

Angela

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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August 4, 2018
 

It's my favourite teacher's Birthday!!!! I miss her so much. There's no way I can forget her Birthday even if I forget mine. I am indebted to her forever. She is more than a teacher to me. She helped me pull myself together and move on when I was bruised and broken on discovering that my dad was not going to live for more than a year. He was suffering from cancer. My teacher stood by me then. She kept saying " You are a strong girl. Your dad knows it and I know it too. Cast your sorrows unto the Lord and he'll show you the way ahead. Life is short. We all have to die someday. Your dad's time is up. Show your dad that you're not a weak woman . Help him think that he's not leaving you in the lu...

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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August 2, 2018
 

I'm tired. Not like sleepy tired. I'm tired of everything:(

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August 2, 2018
 

I'm up with a heavy head as usual. My mind must have been wandering in No Man's land all through the night. When you can't cure something or even endure it, you have to give up. But my obligations come in way of my decisions always. What a thing it is to be obligated to someone? You can't live a "free life". Thoughts like.. "Why is God being so unkind to me or if he has a plan in the near future and if he's preparing me for something better?" make my head heavier. I wish someday I wake up and smile wholeheartedly. Someday I wake up and feel "free".

#struggle for freedom

The new Melody (Angela)

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August 1, 2018
 

Is it my fault that I trust a few
And that I trust them completely?
Is it my fault that I really care?
Is it my fault that I give away
All that I can to see them happy?
Why is that people give me
A thousand reasons to believe
That I should not trust a thing
In this wicked world?
Or is there fault in my stars?
Why is it all this way only with me?
I don't understand.

#trust broken once again

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