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MissyJ

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Philippines
Philippines
heart and mind
May 10, 2017
 

Someone said I'm Boring...

I love books, writing, listening to music and just generally staying in. For others it may be boring and lifeless but for me it was everything. I'm sorry I'm boring in your eyes, but let me ask you? What does boring mean? cause for me boring means not being productive enough in a day and just hanging out.

I don't like being called boring because my life is full of fun and exciting adventures unfolding everyday. I write a new story and feel fulfilled with it. I read a book, where in it takes me to different worlds you could ever imagine. I listen to music, where in i'm filled with different emotions. And i stay in not because i have nothing to go but i choose t...

UNIQUE
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May 3, 2017
Toronto, Canada

You kept breaking me... I'm trying to reach out to you... but you have been disappointing me nonstop... i feel sad and it breaks my heart because i love you so much... if you keep doing this them I'm scared that Everything I believed will keep changing and falling apart...

Ms.

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MAY PHOTO MONTH
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April 19, 2017
 

Man...

I've seen you many times...

Blurred in my dreams, i wonder...

Who can you be?

Do i know you?

Will i ever know you?

You seem to be very familiar to my movements...

You know how i act and move around certain things...

Who are you?

Will you play a vital role in my life?

You are messing up my mind...

I'm scared of it...

You...

and...

The emotions you bring...

Ms. J.

HASHTAG
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April 5, 2017
 

Imagine

Imagine a life with only happiness and bliss...

A life that surrounds your heart with warmth...

A love that will keep making you smile every waking day of your life...

A family that only knows the language of giving, patience, forgiveness and love...

A dream that will keep moving your passion going...

A friend that will never ever betray you and accept you for who you are...

A place that is so serene that you can't help but want to fall in love all over again...

A heart that can speak and fight for what it believes...

A mind that can think but also feel...

A world where nobody needs to get hurt...

People who will respect and treat you fairly...

Just...

PEACEFUL
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March 10, 2017
 

Dear Life,

I'm a step closer to my dream, an i was thrilled when you gave me that chance. I do know i wont be easy, expected it actually. But aren't you too harsh? Too harsh that i don't know if i'm regretting it now.

My Mind is filled with so much, School's be tough, budgeting been hard, work is hard and being away from your family is harder. I think i hate the things that i used to love, my dreams that used to motivate me and give me a sweet smile is gone. my will to go through life went far ahead of me. You my dear life took away that glitch of light in my eyes. You took away my chance of happiness but rather made more emotionless and live to survive type of person. i hate you! i do....

ORIGINAL
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February 18, 2017
Toronto, Canada

Dark, silent, cold and alone defines not only the street i walk to every night but also the heart i have right now.

Its cold and always dark inside...

The silence consumes me and being alone feels like the most basic thing i feel now.

Im being consumed by everything right now and I don't know what to do...

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DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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February 16, 2017
Toronto, Canada

Hearts day is over. My heart was broken by the sole man i thought wouldn't. I believed and trusted him. I'm broken and clueless of what to feel and how to pick myself up.

I have to toughen up, but why do i feel weaker and more frail.

My tears wont even fall even if i only want to ease that heavy feeling i have kept since the day i found that out.

My status right now does not give me that right to be human. Am i less human and valuable now to this man?

Trusting would be harder. Falling in love will be harder...

I'm lost because of you...

I wish you didn't break me that hard... my dearest father...

Ms.

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LOVE IS...
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January 20, 2017
Toronto, Canada

You try to think about so many things and all you can do is to so much.

Its being tough walking throughout this rough road. And you can't get to talk this out. Because everyone else is probably experiencing the same tough road as you.

I want to keep going but how...

I'm starting to get scared.

Miss.

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TINY QUEEN
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January 12, 2017
 

In the midst of reaching once dream you lose hope. You miss home. The life you used to live in. But everything went blank. And you remembered why you are reaching your dream... its because of the people you left behind. You wanted to give them a great life.

Feeling more determined and breaking...

Ms.

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ORIGINAL
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December 4, 2016
 

I woke up feeling lost.

In your eyes...

I lose myself but you never noticed how smitten i became...

My smiles betrayed me...

I cant help but blush as you smile...

My heart flutters as your eyes met mine.

Slowly i fall...

Slowly im losing...

And you are just playing...

While i've fallen...

And your not...

I give up...

But you didint notice...

Missy.

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TINY QUEEN
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September 20, 2016
 

Smile,

Always remember to smile

Everyone loves to see your smile

You should smile more, its burden when you don’t

You look snob when you’re not smiling, that is why everyone is hesitant to approach you.

Smile no one likes someone who barely does.

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Yeah right, Smile even if you’re not happy.

Smile, Keep hiding your pain.

Smile, To be friendly and be approachable.

Smile because that’s what others ask you to.

Smile, even if it breaks you.

Keep smiling, Just to make them believe you are fine…

Smile...

BRAVERY
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September 20, 2016
 

A Random hello

We met by a simple Hello…

From strangers, we became acquainted and turned out as friends and changed everything

Slowly we became closer and as the days pass by we created more memories…

I started relying on something as if I’m sure that one will never leave…

The closer I get the more scared I became that I might lose you…

Meeting you and that Hello is the best thing that happened to my life…

Now that I feel alone, tears started to fall…

I don’t want to say I cannot wait anymore…

I am hoping that we stayed at that hello…

If only you said Goodbye, I won’t be here feeling lost…


ORIGINAL
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September 15, 2016
 

A Random Hello...

We met by a simple hello...

From STRANGERS we became friends and changed everything.

Slowly we became closer and as the days pass by we created more memories...

We started relying to each other as if we are sure that one will never leave...

The closer we get the more scared i became that i might loose you...

Meeting you and our hellos is the best thing that happened to my life...

Now standing infront of you, tears started to fall...

I don't want to say that word, i cannot...

I am hoping you won't say it too...

I am hoping that we stayed at that hello.

Then you said GOODBYE, it was nice meeting you...

And im broken...

CITYSCAPE
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September 15, 2016
 

Best Friend, A word that is powerful enough to make one person Smile, Cry, Mad and many more.

Together, We Dreamed, Planned our Futures. We filled our blank pages with memories.

Together, we laughed, smiled, and had fun of the simplest things that we notice.

Together, we fought battles and got through them with a smile.

Together, we stayed up late talking endlessly.

Together, we fought each other, made up and became stronger.

Together, we were envied by many, as our friendship is one of a kind.

I once treated her like my very own sister

She once was my safe haven, the one I ran to whenever I needed someone to talk to.

The You and I used to be US.

Together, We, & ...

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August 23, 2016
 

today i'll open my heart to you and let go of the hate and pain that I know will just hold us both back.

I love you and you will always have that part in my heart. you claimed it and i'll never ask you to give it back to me. I miss you and yes I still do, I miss our memories but I've decided to not wait for you and live my life like anybody else. I'm letting go and moving forward in order to heal my heart from that pain.

we both deserve to move forward be someone in our own ways.

Yesterday I was your friend and you are mine...

Today I am still your friend but I am letting go and letting myself grow...

today I say goodbye to that painful experience and make myself better...

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ORIGINAL
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July 21, 2016
 

There is silence even in the room full of people...

There is breaking even in the smiles and laughter.

There is pain even in the sunshine...

Im breaking and tired but i am smiling and fighting without a doubt...

I am not allowed to get hurt, or get mad, or hate.

I want to be fighter i believe i am...

When time comes i want to show others that this girl had been fighting and will keep on fighting till they break her bones, heart, mind and soul.

I will not give up and will never let other win.

Fighting.

And fighting...

Ms.

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ORIGINAL
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July 5, 2016
 

In life,

You stumble...

You fall...

You break...

You stop believing...

You fail...

You get hurt...

But the best thing is that you will be able to fight back. No matter how tired you are. How broken. How bruised. Because you cannot just let life get in to you. Everyone has their battles to fight and no one deserves to be judged by that.

I am in for an endless battle of heart and mind. For the passion and dreams my heart belives in and for the logic and reason my mind practices.

You what battle do you fight?

Ms.

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HOPE BATEMAN
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June 8, 2016
 

I stayed while you walked away...

I called your name while you ignored me...

I smiled while you gave me a cold stare...

I reached while you break free...

I cried while you laughed...

I hurt while you cheered with joy...

I break while you proudly stood tall...

I am stuck while you have moved on...

That is how different the world we live in now...

Ms.

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CUP A JOE
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May 21, 2016
 

To you,

Walking down the streets i saw you. You are standing right there smiling happily. I slowly walk towards you and i saw that you are with someone. Stoping on my tracks i saw how happy you are without me beside you. Weakly i smile and wished you well and started walking away.

As i turn my back at you i smile and said to myself you have yet lost a friend my dear. Tears start to file up and like running people pushing their way out the collapsing room. I can't breathe well and my mind hurts so bad. I don't know which should i attend to first my heart who seem to stop at any time or my mind that is like a time bomb that will explode at any moment. I glanced at you again and there you are...

ORIGINAL
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May 20, 2016
 

To Mind,

How are you up there? have you been well? did I made you hurt? I'm sorry mind, you had to endure things for me.. I thank you for that. I know you are strong and have held on like a stone without any signs of pain. You protected my compassion and dreams for my sake. thank you for protecting me so well and doing things for me. but please remember that I'm here and I should be doing things as well. we should be partners in crime. I should have been your other half. I've been knocking all this time to let me help you. but you kept everything in yourself. your must've been hurt so much. I see you hurt yourself so much that youvhave to shut everyone down. Even me. I want to hug you and ...

DIKSHA GABA
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May 14, 2016
 

Been away for a while... Missed writing my thoughts that has been locked and crazy lately.

I fear my life right now, cause they had been crazy hell. I remember someone telling me you've been strong even you wanted to breakdown.

Days ago i feel more and more stressed and disappointment in my life. Im still trying to hold but day by day i feel more and more sensitive and fragile.

Smiles disappears and laughs slowly becomes more inaudible.

You fight battles everyday but times make you fall every now and then. You fought the hardest and fall the deepest.

Wounded you stand and try to crawl back up and just before the finishline you fall back again.

But you still keep on. Heads up fight!

Ms...

POKA DOT PORTRAIT
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April 14, 2016
 

To that one guy I failed to see,

I am very sorry, i know i had been the worst. I never saw your intentions, i failed you. And i hope that wouldnt change the way you think of me. I care and love you perhaps not how wanted to be but i did saw you as someone reliable and amazing but i was to scared and coward that your actions might be just not what i think of it. I am clueless of your feelings. My heart still a work in progress. A heart that is under construction. A weak and insensitive heart yet very loving. I failed to see you as the man you are, i deeply am sorry. You've waited months and showed me what it feels like to be special. You've treated me more than i deserve, but I've failed to r...

BLUSHED
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April 7, 2016
 

To my loving brother,

Thank you, a word ill never be tired to tell you... Thank you! You are the greatest and the most influential. You made me strong and you've let me grow understanding of the most complicated things. You kept your promise that I'll never feel that we dont have our dad beside us. You were strong enough to take on that responsibility yourself. I am greatful to you because of that.

You stood quietly outside my room as i shed tears and felt pain. Thanks! I know that quietly you protect me of those who want to harm me. I know that you love me for who i am. Thank you! I know that secretly you brag about how great i am even though i am not... I know that the things you do that...

LETTRS WOOD FADE
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April 7, 2016
 

To those guys who admires me.

Hi! Hello! I know you know me though I am not very sure if I do know you. Probably by your name or your face. I have a single request to you and I hope you can give in to this single request.

Please... Please stop staring at me like I am some girl from a movie or poster. I am clearly not, cause if I am I wont feel awkward by your stares, Stop it! its making me greatly uncomfortable you see. I am not a mannequin you can stare all day and not feel a single thing. I appreciate your likings but please don't make me uncomfortable with your presence that I wish to be out of the same place you are.

It is not rude to look but it is to stare, don't violate my p...

ORIGINAL
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March 18, 2016
 

I am a  fighter...

I fight pain so I can stand for others.

I fight anger so that I couldn't cause pain to others...

I fight for my family so that they wouldn't feel burdened by me.

I fight for my friends so that they'll be happy and nice...

I fight for the life I know will come and will be in the future...

I FIGHT for myself because if I don't I know all else will fall and I wouldn't be able to protect them...

You...

Are you a fighter?

And what do you fight for?

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March 15, 2016
 

In drowning, struggle to swim up...

In burning, jump to the waters...

In lack of air, keep your head straight and breathe  and breathe till it stabilizes...

In the dark, continue walking and find light...

In fear, close ones eyes think something good...

in pain, think of good memories and smile then say to yourself "I'm a fighter, I can go through this"...

when in doubt your life, look back at your life and ask "should I waste this?"...

when in feeling that you want to stop fighting, ask "have I fought all this years just to give up?"...

Life in general is hard to live but I've came all the way here just to give up...

Every tear that fell in your eyes, every fear, e...

SIMPLE STRIPES
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March 1, 2016
 

Im broken when:

I smile crazily without a reason.

I walk alone with earphones on and kept looking/staring at the sky.

I stayed locked up and my thoughts with no one can penetrate.

When i laugh but very timidly.

When i cant even eat properly.

I feel cold and shiver relentlessly.

I answer with a smile and a small nod when you ask me if im okay.

Thats when i am broken inside.

Ms

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ORIGINAL
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February 24, 2016
 

All thoughts is scattered like a mess inside my mind. Things i shouldn't be thinking but cant help but do.

What will i do when everything fails and i still couldn't bare to give up?

What can i do not to hurt other people feelings without hurting mine as well...

What should i do in order to make other feel that they are in deed important to me...

What can i do to help them ease up their pain...

What and what. I don't know really... I am a mess and i don't know what else can i do...

Ms.

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SCRATCH THAT LOGO
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February 17, 2016
 

Friendship...

The best thing we all know.

The reason we give to our parents just for them to believe our alibi's.

The thing that made us extremely happy... And sad too...

The only thing that i believe will last a lifetime...

The thing that made me proud of something...

The best story ever told...

The thing we always want...

The one who made us do crazy thing...

The thing that protected us...

The thing that never made us feel so alone...

That word that made us believe that in deed i am not alone...

That thing i always say when i smile...

That word that made me so broken right now...

That i misses the most...

That showed me i am just someone you'll p...

A LIST OF PEOPLE
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February 9, 2016
 

You're a FRIEND...

You're a friend when you broke a rule just to have fun with a friend...

You're a friend when you laugh out loud at their corny jokes...

You're a friend when you listen to their dilemmas for hours...

You're a friend when you saw them cry, mad and insane...

You're a friend when you've protected their image for their sakes and for your own.

You're a friend when you had broken your heart because of them...

You're a friend even after you've been broken you openly accept them without a single word...

You're a friend even if you're left behind you still patiently wait for them to come back...

You're a friend when they take you for granted you still believe they didn't in...

LETTRS WOOD FADE
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