You bring the worse in few people.
But we still wait for you.
A hopeless lover.
Tell me over,
Tell me it's all right
Hear out hearts out
Some days are dirty
Some days are harsh but
We got each other
Just like the moon and stars does.
Tell me you need me
Tell me you won't run
Baby it's the hard time.
And we just need some fun.
You look amazing
I look awful.
But we got each other
Just like moon and the stars does.
We hold on to things of our own
We break the bridges that we build
Baby you have not need to worry
We will sort things around.
Tell me if i hurt you
Tell you you are hurt now
I am sorry
For putting the guards down
Note:- this is something i wrote exactly 2 years ago on the same day.
In this lockdown
May be you
Weren't worth the wait
Or may be I waited too long.
May be I should have
Given up on you
Or may be
I should have tried harder.
Maybe I shouldn't have looked for you
I should have left you already.
May be I forgot to give
My self a chance
Or maybe I thought.
You would complete me.
May be I was afraid of losing someone again
May be I never found you
I have learnt to give up.
Or may be i already did.
I thought it wouldn't have made any difference
But seeing you holding someone's else hand
And listening to your favourite song made me realise
May be even I get jealous sometimes.
May be this heart still wants you
Or may be this heart always wan...
Sometimes i think
And by sometimes
I mean most of the times
Is being single
Really awesome and
I know the benefits
Like no commitment issue
No breaking heart thing
No worries about remembering dates
Meet who ever you want to meet and whenever i want to meet
But sometimes i feel jealous of committed people.
Like they have what we don't
They have a person
With whom they are comfortable with
They don't need anyone
Other than them self
They can share stuff with each other
There good bad every thing..
And they are always on each other side
I know there are fights between them
But it's good cause it's carves them to make up with that pe...
Maybe it's time
Maybe it's not
Maybe we need
Maybe we could
Do this alone.
Maybe we should
Be very worried.
Or maybe we
Can be sorry.
Maybe it's all
Our own fault
Or maybe we
Are only one
Responsible for this..
Maybe we are
Pretty much ourself
Or maybe we
Are just fooling
Our own self
Maybe this is
And always be
This hard or
Maybe it's just
Gonna end soon.
But whatever happens
Maybe we would
Learn to love
Again and again
Or maybe this
Is just a
Dream we are
Dreaming all night
And waiting for
The sun to
Shine from the
Eastside and with
All the hide
tides This all
happening will be
A past happened
And maybe darling,
Maybe we would
Learn to live
4 rooms and 3 people,
But for the first time the house looked small.
40 days since I have met the city
For the first time
The distance felt long..
A lot of things have changed for this time
A lot of things are still same
People are scared even today
But not from betrayal of one another.
For the first time silence
It feels like much home.
Time is not a issue now
For the first time
It feels like we have a lot of it.
All people are suffering
Some of agony
Some for daily living
The situation have tugged all of us together
But for the first time
Everyone is fighting for one self.
4 rooms and 3 people
For the infinite time
The conversation felt short of words
Dear best friend,
I know you dont like hugs.
Actually i am trying to figure
Whether you dont like hugs
Or you like them with a specific person...
But whether the case is it is not about that
It never is... honestly
It about us
and for me it has always been us
for most part of my lifestyle.
The thing is we had such a rollercoaster kind of journey...
That predicting what going to happen next is quite uncertain...
Like today we are bestest of friends
And tomorrow for no reason
No fault of us we argue and be miles apart...
I thing we sometimes fight more than a couple
But whether the scenario had happen...we never stopped being there for each other..
Cause most of our partnerships i...
These many times i have stared
At your photo today
Knowing that you won't be around anymore.
The feeling of emptiness
Will always be there
And now that you are gone
Things ain't gonna be same
Your green dress that you wore in the photo that you clicked at
Your brother's wedding...
You looked like an angle
It reminded me of how imperfections can make anyone perfect.
That kaajal and your brown eyes
Matched perfectly with your soothing aura.
Aura that created magic when ever anyone was around it...
That aura i cant get to witness anymore..
I don't know what was hard...
Letting you go
Or someone else take you away from me...
But whatever it was...
It felt a little harsh....
कल वापस बात हुई
तुम्हारी यादों से
केह रहिए थी
वापस चले जौ।
तुम मुझे अब अच्छे नहीं लगते
तुम चुभने लगे हो।
अब साथ वाला हर पल
भोज सा लगता है
ये सब अब
पर तुम नहीं समझो गी
की अब तुम नहीं
सिर्फ ये यादें ही तोह है
जिसके साथ अब मे अपना
लम्हा गुजार सकता हूं
जिसने में तुम्हारी बातें कर सकता हूं
ऐसा नहीं है कि दोस्त नहीं है मेरे।
पर वोह भी परेशान है मेरे इस बाबलपन से
लेह चुके है मुझे
ये यादें सिर्फ दर्द देगी और कुछ नहीं और कुछ नहीं
पर वोह सायाद नहीं जानते
ये दर्द है मुझे
तुम्हारे करीब लेकर जाता है
और ये दर्द तुम्हारे नए होने का एहसास दिलाता है
तुम परेशान मत होना
में तुम्हें बस चुप चाप घूरता रहूंगा
हर बार की तरह
बस तुम गुस्सा मत होना
रोजाना की तरह
कल वापस बात हुई
तुम्हारी यादों के स...
I know its been so many years..
And you might as well have forgotten me just like the class photo in your album.
But I still remember you..
Your memory is still as fresh as the new boy you met couple. A days ago...
No no don't think that I had stalked your profile..
I "accidentally " saw your post while scrolling down the long tiring news feeds.
Don't worry I didn't feel bad or anything...
But I was little dishearted...
That apart from me you gave every stupid person a chance to
Break your heart...
I guess the mistake was mine
I never conveyed to you
I guess i never had the courage too..
I still don't have any...
You were one of a kind and ...
Some things were left unsaid
Between you and me
Yet our silence spoke so much more
Than what our words could have ever aspired to say..
That evening light
I was by your side
There was nothing much to do right
So we just had each other by our side
We sat there in silence
Hoping someone amongs us two will say something.
But we chose to be quiet.
We sat there
Not evening looking at us.
There were so many things
Running on my mind
I guess you had the same thoughts.
Was it that hard?
Was it all we deserved?
Was it everything worth trying for?
So many questions
So many answers to expect
So many argument to have
But all we did.
We sat there in silence
Looking at the reddish sky.
The sky which looked beautiful once.
Looked so dull and sad.
There were moment you looked at me.
I guess you wanted to say something.
About us tonight..
Not even we
Let's talk about us...
The pain of being us.
We laughed at the baddest joke..
And cried on the funniest moments..
But for most part of it..
We have always been us.
Let's talk about
How silent we have become..
Not with words.
Not with emotions.
But with thoughts
That we use to have about us.
I have remembered just sitting with on that lonely bench for hours and hours without doing anything...
Just being with you...
Because you felt shitty
And you thought life sucked...
And you have held me tight when ever I thought of letting go
Not from you
But from every one around me.
And in these bizzare moments we were us.
Let's talk about us...
Off all the things you have loved...
You forgot to love yourself...
In the darkest of time
Or the very bright sunshine...
When no one was around...
You had yourself by your side...
People are temporary...
Even the best one leaves without telling you first...
That doesn't mean they are fake
Or they are not trust worthy....
The time they were with you...
They were loyal to you and your commitment...
But you got to understand this..
Everything that starts
Has to end...
May be there time with you was for a limited moments...
But in these limited moments they have made an infinite memories with you...
And it will all you will take back
In that process
Don't start hating yourself ...
The night we met
Silence can teach us way more thing than voices can....
Like importance of self belief..
One night at the roof top of my building
I was all by myself...
Just looking at the dark sky.....
I tried to look for the stars
But i could find one
I guess they didn't want to come out that night...
Slow breeze was blowing around which made the atmosphere less hot...
There was pin drop silence around me...
It felt like I was the only one alive...
I kind of started to like presence of only self for a while
It gave me a while to figure out what kind of person I wanted to become...
I had a self doubt on my self....
I always did..
Right from that start...
I kept cursing myself
May be love
Was isn't always about being right.
It was all about
Being in the moment
And feel it.
To all the little lies
To all the moments that have died...
To all the perfectly made tries..
I summit to you
All that is between us should not die..
Perfect as moments
Not so perfect as life.
Our lifes are the stories
That does not reflect where we stand
Be we know stand
Toe to toe
Tongue to tongue
All the facts that we talked about
They are certain about none
To all the moments
To all the fights..
Wish I could say sorry...
And didn't something to work this out....
There she goes
Just like she never came
There she is
In every click of the frame
How we are bound to meet
Is our destiny
How we are separated is our philosophy.
So here we are watching each other
Smiling at each other
Just like strangers do
When then cross each others path
And we know
We aren't stranger
We were familiar
Just like our habits
Just like I knew
How much you loved to walk in the rain
With your earphones on.
And your favourite song played on loop...
I could still hear that tune running in my mind
And just like you knew
How I loved playing with your curly hairs..
And how I loved to talk about the things that annoyed me...
Like chewing your hair while I talked
So there you are
So this is an interesting way of putting what has been lost...
My life may be
Series of some unimaginable events...
But most of it has been the best of events..
I have got to meet new people...
A lot of them actually
They taught me
Everyone around you is not your well wisher
And nor your enemy
Revolves around a certain idea of exitense
And every one has there own fear
But all are attached to that one string that we call
That's what define us at the end
By any means
BY any how
Until you get knocked down
And at the end
You regret the things you didn't do
It's my life a series of disappointment
A disappointment which tau...
To the friend I rarely talk..
We may not be connected as before
But all those moments that we have spend are still very fresh and alive with me...
Through thick and thin of life
You were the one who have hold the back of life...
I know these times have
Completely torn us apart
But in our hearts we are still the one for all the soul...
As some one said
Friendship isn't any kind of revision for exams
That we have to do it compulsory..
And you my friend are the prime example of that
Wish she had that laugh
When she laughed with me.
Wish she had that charm
When she walked with me
Wish she called me her man
When she talked to someone else
Wish the faith was not the one to be questioned
When things could have been just fine.
Wish she could believe in me like
When she believed on the other guys
Wish she just give it a chance just like
When she gave to others
Wish this was not my story
Just like the other
Wish heart was pure and
Words were sweet
There nothing we could have waited for
Until that wait was sweet
Wish she knew I was patient too
Wish she could she the love in my eyes
When she talked it all through
Wish she could have been mine
When she was not with m...
Rainy season I have never liked you..
Those black clouds reminds me of all the wrong we have in our world...
And in our self
But as usual,
Things you don't like
Tends to happens more in your life
As usual Mumbai rains were at its peak.
The roads were filled with water and vehicles stuck in traffic..
All I could see was traffic
It was umbrellas umbrellas every where
But I could not complain about it as I am one of the person holding it too...
Holding umbrella in right hand i started walking towards my destination.
It was raining heavily
And i could barely see anything...
With the minimum visibility I had I started walking
I must have walked 200-300 Mtrs
I don't know how it feel like to be your man...
But I do surely know the feeling of being in love without knowing.
Perhaps it would be not to strange to call it
But you still are the best
I have ever met.
It's completely true
That having you around me made me nervous as well as happy..
Whatever time I spent with you is still as fresh like leafs in my head.
9 years seems like 9 mins to me
Each memory has made a specific moment in my head
As days passed
But you didn't
It's an astonishing feeling
I get when ever I meet you
I thing i have lot to say to you
But i don't know how i becomes speechless when you are around.
I don't know how it feels like being...
An alarming call
I must say.
Not the one you wanted
Of all I have got
I must say
Life is precious
Life is brave.
We have all that we want
Not all we need
There is some much to earn
Yet so much to pay
Of all the grieves
Of all the sorrows
There is nothing
That holds you back.
Be this your last day
Or the last minute
Remember you were not alone
And you were never unsafe.
Your dreams are mine now
She was different...
I was same...
She hit my heart...
Jus like a bullet..
But there ain't any pain..
I knew she was the one made for me...
My heart pumped up..
When river meet The sea...
She so stubborn...
She had a heart made of gold...
And body so perfect...
That my words fail to describe it too...
Always made me forget this world...
Love is not just a feeling...
And her eyes told me that...
She had a dream...
And I wanted to dream it too...
All her wishes and all her dreams...
I wanted to live it with me too..
Finally the day came...
We are together...
Her dreams coincided mine...
Happiness was all around..
I suppose the best relationship is when you are a little more than friends and a little less than commitment. You are carefree. It's like that phase has its own different charm. I have seen people jumping into relationships, missing that phase and I feel bad that they are missing out on one of the most beautiful feelings in life. For that un-named relation is what ties both the individuals in a different way. Some people never get a chance to enter this phase. While some people enjoy this phase more than the others. I feel sooo good :)
Words left unspoken, lost somewhere in time
Visions of yesterday remain in my mind
Silently I cry, for my thoughts I must hide
years gone by, feelings denied
Why must love end with such pain and sorrow
For the love that we shared was filled
with hope and dreams of tomorrow
How can we destroy the lives that we touch
and continue to say, that "I love you so much”
Could it be that with love
we create our "Hell"
breaking the hearts of those that we tell
For the love you are given, a price you must pay
you will be broken, your love thrown away.
To the lost times...
That I waited upon...
Through all the odds...
I held upon..
I waited for the door to
That the door never existed...
To those people
I met while I was lost.
You were the one's
I needed the most...
Through thick and thin
Day and night
I still hoped some miracle happened...
But long gone was
Long lost too...
To the person who lived
A life like hell
To that person
You are the only ray of hope
And you cannot disagree with that
To my love...
I convey you this
Even when you lose hopes in me...
I wouldn't lose even a single bit of you from me
To the times that I have lost
While I have waited
I may not get it back ..
But I can surely live
The rest I...
To the girl I still think about,
How strange life could get sometimes..
Most of all that have pictured may not come around
I say that with at most certainty..
I still think about you whenever my thoughts are around.
I remember specific details of every moment I have spent with you..
We may not had all the conversation and all the talking that needed to be done..
But for you I have skipped my lunch breaks with friends.
Just to see you for a little while...
I would stay in the class..
Those truth and dare
They were the hardest thing I have ever played believe me...
Cause all my dares were associated with you...
For you i have missed my buses.
For you i have attended all the classes.