He never knew how much I loved him. It was long ago; I was a lass on fire with so much will and determination within her burning like fire. I was persuaded and at the same time dreamt of conquering the world. And to me Jover is Superman – delicate, distant, beyond your reach, my every heart’s desire. Jover is my Batman – vulnerable yet remote, mannered yet grueling, continuously engaged in a battle of intellect. And I love Superman, Batman, and Jover in the same measure.
Jover is the one that got away. And he never knew that. Maybe, he knows it now since I’m talking about him in this work. We are older and wiser now, we have gone our own ways, and we are no longer the same. But the fire ha...
Grasses are burning like matches
Floras have withered in phase
They drop to the ground like carcasses
We feel like we're being enslave
Birds soar no more in the blue
Do we want to expire?
Butterflies litter the earth
Got to find water to sink.
Look to the sky and you drain
When are we going to be unbound?
Crimsons flood your wrists, you ball up your fists
And they ask what should?
Ocean of scarlet and smarting eyes
We start to feel ease
I think that we're gone,
Everybody cries, time to go in harmony.
This things will transpired
If we let our nature expire
This things will chanced
If we go deafened and sightless to the cry of nature
(c) Goodbye Nature
Love, it's been awhile since the last time I saw you face to face. Your mere existence brought relief to me. Your smile gives light to my darkest day. Your eyes of brown calms my erratic heart. And your words of kindness delivers me to happiness.
But, now that your not here by my side tell me how will I live without taking a glimpse of your smile. Tell me how to breathe knowing you're not here to see it. Tell me how life will be without you. And please tell me how to move on?
I know I sound pathetic right now. It has been 2 years, 1 month, and 8 days since you let go of me. I know I should have moved on by now but knowing that you're the first person who made me realize how terrible I am to...
Once there was a lass
whose love left her
for a girl who's prettier. Along came a lad with azure eyes who reminded her every day that she was the most beautiful girl he'd ever lay his eyes on.
Once there was a lass whose friends left her to pace down home under the rain. And came a lad with cerulean eyes holding an umbrella who made sure she was dry by letting himself get soaked.
Once there was a lass whose thoughts kept her up until sun crept out. At that moment came a lad with sapphire eyes who would stay up all night to make sure she is fine even if he wasn't.
Once there was a lass who made a mistake she wished she hadn't. Then the lad with cerulean but depressed eyes decided to...
People do things on their own way
A child see
A child flee
For innocent lives should be free
A teen smile
A teen cry
For puberty strikes them by
An adult work
An adult weep
For adults are for keep
The olds laugh
The olds die
There's no permanent in this life
So take a step
And stand tall
Cause' life knows it all
I say to you
This is a plea
Live life as you can be.
I got broken by love but I got also fixed by it. When he came back into my life, I have not been informed or expected it to happen. All I know was he would always come back to me. I just don’t expect it to be soon.
All of the men that I adore they just made my heart skip a bit for a moment. A momentary lapse of self-consciousness and adoration. But him… He is love physical, mental, and emotional combined. He made me gasp for air every time I don’t see his smile. He gave me a life to live with. He made me own the world. He was the calmness of the night and the turbulence of the sea. He is my own superhero, the oxygen on my tank, the apple to my pie, and the calcium of my bones.
He is a...
Physically and mentally
Life's ahead they say
But it's not everyday
All blooded brain and bones
White and black space
All over the floor
Smile and laugh
Smiling eyes and sweetest lips
Makes every person in fit
Red and hearts
Colored in pinkish white
Hear the heart and love
Sick. Pain. Heal. Love
Love, I saw you today. I wasn't really expecting seeing you but you just popped out of nowhere. You seem so happy today and it made me smile though I'm not the reason of it.
Love, take care always I can't remind you that now since you refuse to read my letters. Always change your shirt every time you sweat out. Drink a lot of water because you're always thirsty.
Love, smile always. Though I'm not there to witness it, just smile though the world is so cruel. I'm always here just remember. I will shield you against rumors and false words.
Love, remember to love yourself as much as I love you. Don't give all your heart to that someone you fancies. Always give and spare some love for you...
"This potion will make anyone fall in love with you for the rest of his/her life. Use it wisely."
I won't use it for my own purpose, as they say to love and to be loved is the greatest thing in the world. But if having it, means I need to make him fall in love with him with that potion, I won't use it. Love is something you earn. It is a feeling that comes from our hypothalamus, it is being wise and giving. I just need to let the fate makes its move. I will wait for my time that he'll see my worth. And if that time comes I will hold it tight and continuously prove that loving me is worth it.
If loving him is waiting and waiting is pain then the pain is worth having.
I met a honest guy
I don’t think I can find any one like you again.
You are so perfect.
How could I resist not to love you?
Ideal, you are.
You are like a real prince to me.
I had been looking for a good guy for many years.
And I finally met you now.
You are the one.
You like to take care of me and pamper me.
You are just what I have been looking for.
You are the one.
I’m not lonesome anymore
Now that you came into my life.
I fall for you and I think this is true love.
I’m a princess in the arms of a prince.
This is so delightful.
You are the one and you take my breathe away
I want to be yours only, not anyone else.
You are the one and you ma...
I, who dream of you from afar
I, who wishes for you to be near me
I don't want anyone else but you
My heart is for you
I'm so far away from you
And I know for sure you won't take glance of me
And though you will be gone from my sight
Always remember, I will always love you
You will always be the one that I will dream of
And even if you are far away
My heart will always be devoted to you
Always remember that
Though I will lose sight of you
I will always see you in my mind
I will be strong
Because I know you are not that far
Stars maybe out of my hand
I won't dream of it
Because it's not you
For you are the only star that I will want to have
It was nice seeing him happy even though we started in a moment of sham. I am happy to see him smile along with his friends I knowing that I am not the reason of his happiness but I'm fine with that.
He is tall, fair-skinned, has a chinky-eyes, well-built, and has a mesmerizing aura. I didn't like him because of his physical attributes but the beauty that he possesses during an emergency situation. He was composed, well-mannered, he still smiles though he was drenched in blood because of the wound of their patient. Though he has an eye bags he always says that it was for good cause so why would he bother those petty things.
I wish him to be always happy.
I still miss my Miguel. ...
Mergen to UlanNgPilipinas
UlanNgPilipinas means rain of the Philippines, that's the literal meaning but for me changing my pen name means having a new beginning, starting a new chapter of my life, ending the darkness hours of my life.
Rain signifies new beginnings. After a drought when it rains the soil gets watered, it becomes soft, it is ready to be tilled, and be planted by crops. So I chose UlanNgPilipinas because I like the rain more than the sun.
I don't know why I prefer rain more than the yellow thing that lights up our world. Maybe because when it rains, I find the solitude that I want. The cold breeze it gives, the soft smell of rain, the sound it makes when it hits the ro...
How can I bid goodbye
If we aren't together from the start
How can I call you mine
If from the start you aren't mine
As rain forms up in the sky
Tears were born on my eyes
Grew on my cheeks
Died on my lips
It's crazy to think
You can be mine
For I know it's wrong
To wish to love a broken girl like me
But I'm ready now
To fight the monsters
Not under my bed
But inside my head
They have been residing for so long
It's time for me to step up
It's time to see the light
It's my time for me to let go
For as long as I hold onto them
Though they helped me from the time being
Imagining is not a solution
Facing reality is the cure
For taking risk is worthy
For loving is a gamble
I'm willing to lay...
A void is visible
Lifeless and soulless
This girl in front of you
Staggering to live
Living in this colorful world
Leaves her life white and black
This untamed feeling
Brings havoc to her veins
Looking in her eyes
Colds the entire person
Seeing the depths of her soul
Enough to damage someone's sane
She is left to be cold
Tied down in this light post
Thinking that light
Will shines up her life
As she unchained herself from the post
She walks in the chilly street
With a thought of what's next for her
In this colorful but bland world
(C) Mergen Originals: Unchained Visibilities
I'm standing and staring at the black space between us two
Thinking life wasn't a mess and a colorful goo
Our paths had once been guessed
And I hope it will won't end up as a mess
Distance between us isn't that far
But as I look at it we went afar
It's like premeditated
A picture replicated
We once look at each other with love
But why is it taken by the above
Life is a circle
It turns up and down with able
Hoping the next time we meet
Our paths collide in repeat
For meeting you wasn't a mess
But a puzzle that I need to guess
(C) Mergen Originals: Nightly Path
Black like ebony
Red as an apple
Pure like white
Now that you're gone
I won't see the light.
Look into my soul
As you criticize my facade
Look into this eyes
You can see the monster in disguise
I'm not that devil
But you made me to
I'm that angel
But you turn me into this
Life isn't a mess
Death is always possible
Life is a budding rose
Death is the thorn that poisons
Don't look back
For I might stab you
So I can be silenced
Since you made this monster
Life had been cruel
But gather all the positivity
And turn me into a flower
(C) Mergen Originals: Unrhymed Synch
You're perfect the way you are and don't let anyone even yourself tell you otherwise.
He told her not to get too close. She didn't listen. He said staying would injure her more. But she would tell him parting would be worse than dying.
He recall they used to lay in each other's arms and just sleep. And in the middle of the night she would caress his cheek and check his pulse. When she was sure it was still beating, she would kiss his forehead and hold him tighter and whisper, "Please don't let go. I can't lose you."
He remember when she found him in his own pool of blood. He never seen her shed a tear. After his funeral he followed her home. He watched her cry herself to sleep every night, holding a picture of them. And when she did fall asleep he would kiss her foreh...
There was a lass dancing through the field of flowers. Glistening happiness is evident in her eyes. The sweet smell of unsullied flowers hovering in the air around her like a cloud. The sun was faultless. The birds were twittering. Off on the horizon, her parents were watching. Everything was great.
Until it wasn't.
What if that lass was sensitive to pollen? Deadly, I think. Or what if a girl with a gun popped out of nowhere and shot her dead because she was jealous of her? What if a bear or a wolf attacks her? What if her heart just stops? What will happen then? Will she just be another name on a list of people who died? Will she feel any pain? Will she feel scared? What if her par...
The deafening silence
Invades my sullen life
How can I be saved
If I myself isn't willing
The remorse in his eyes
Cut through my veins
It pierces to my soul
Slain my hope
This is just a note
A note to help me be saved
Save me from myself
Save me from this marsh of mess
I call to all the souls
Assemble to save
This girl from herself
This girl who secretly wants to be saved.
(C) Mergen Originals: Saving Cry
He lived a busy life in the city. But he was never truly happy and he knew something was missing.
One night he walked up the hill overlooking his city. The thousands of lights couldn't brighten his mood though with all those bright lights, he feels he is surrounded by shadows and the faint sounds of voices.
He would lie back and think to himself until the day one of the shadows will fade away. Since it seems the shadow handcuffs him and drag him to a door she had never noticed before and proceeded to push the man through it.
The shadow led him and for the first time living in the city he felt safe and excited to be exploring the world outside of his cocoon. He was quickly far from the do...