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PO# 613594
Philippines
Philippines
eagle by day, owl by night
August 11, 2017
 

You make me your fool
And make me do things against my goal
I feel like I'm being controlled
Like I have no cool

I play my part
So we won't part
I smile and laugh
Though internally I know there's a hole

I try so hard
So we can impart
But no matter how I try
I'm still controlled by

I want to cut myself loose
I want to stop this cause
But I can't move or say a thing
For I am in string

You control these webs,
You put me in debt
For I am your puppet
How long are you gonna keep me like muffet?

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ONE VOICE DAY
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August 8, 2017
 

Dear Love,

There's no greater medicine than holding you in my arms. Your tenderness heals the wounds of my heart. I will never get tired of your cuddles, or your pouting lips every time you're jealous. You are my gigantic bear.

(C) Mergen Originals: Dear Love Collection

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ORIGINAL
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August 3, 2017
 

Again, I don't want to be goaded into certain conversation that would bury myself in a while so deep that it'd take a backhoe and a crane to dig me out.

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ENDLESS STARS
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July 19, 2017
 

Dear Love,

Was there anyone who called you dear and moved you to the point of tears? Who promise to never disappear and to ease your fears?



(c) Mergen Originals: Dear Love Collection

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July 15, 2017
 

Dear love,

A home isn't always four walled structure and a roof over our heads. Sometimes it's a pair of arms that held you in their tightest embrace.

The windows aren't always made of glass. Sometimes they're a pair of brown eyes looking at me adoringly, even if you have your"man period days".

No structure can ever compare and can ever provide me with the sense of secured love that you do. You are my home. You are my love.



(c) Mergen Originals: Dear Love Collection

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July 9, 2017
 

Dear love,

On your worst days, I'll be your home. I will shelter you from the fiercest storms.

Mergen Originals: Dear Love Collections

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DAY OF TRUTH
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July 4, 2017
 

What would I gain from this pain? What would life without pain? What would I be without the pain?

Life is full many uncertainties. Life itself is a puzzle that needs to be solved. Life is what we make it.

Life without pain might be nice, but we would never realize how lucky we are without pain. We might not appreciate the goodness of life without pain. We might not be feeling fulfilled. And we won’t grow from sadness to happiness without feeling the worst emotion that life brings.

So I say love pain, we could gain strength. We grow with the pain. And I felt the pain that, I, more appreciate the people that loved me and didn’t gave up on me during the time of misery.


(c) Mergen O...

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July 3, 2017
 

To the Invisible;


I know you. I hear you. I care about you. And  I love you.


Daybreak always come too fast. Unenthusiastically leaving your bed with disordered hair and weary eyes. With an average of half an hour to get ready, pray to God no one sees you. Earphones in with blaring music to conceal the voices of the same old familiar faces upon sitting down in your designated seat beside the window. You want to raise your hand and ask a question, but you don't. You don't want to be noticed.


I don't know what baggage you carry around with you day by day. I don't know your struggle. But I can relate. I know the obscurity and complexities of unhappiness just fine. There was a point...

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July 3, 2017
Bacolod, Philippines

Sorry heart, I messed up this time. Sorry for hurting you.

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LETTRS BRIGHT
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July 1, 2017
 

A void is visible
Lifeless and soulless
This girl in front of you
Staggering to live


Living in this  colorful world
Leaves her life white and black
This untamed feeling
Brings havoc to her veins

Looking in her eyes
Colds the entire person
Seeing the depths of her soul
Enough to damage someone's sane

She is left to be cold
Tied down in this light post
Thinking that light
Will shines up her life


As she unchained herself from the post
She walks in the chilly street
With a thought of what's next for her
In this colorful but bland world




(C) Mergen Originals: Unchained Visibilities

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June 30, 2017
 

I'm here
Sitting
Standing
Talking

I'm here
Whispering
Looking
Smiling

I'm here
Loving
Laughing
Living

But why?
Why can't they see me?
Why can't they acknowledge me?
Why can't they love me?

But why?
Why can't they look at me?
Why can't they smile at me?
Why can't they laugh with me?

I'm here
But why?
Questions are blabbering
Silence is deafening

(C) Mergen Originals: Invisible

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BALLPOINT PEN DAY
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June 27, 2017
 

He never knew how much I loved him. It was long ago; I was a lass on fire with so much will and determination within her burning like fire. I was persuaded and at the same time dreamt of conquering the world. And to me Jover is Superman – delicate, distant, beyond your reach, my every heart’s desire. Jover is my Batman – vulnerable yet remote, mannered yet grueling, continuously engaged in a battle of intellect. And I love Superman, Batman, and Jover in the same measure.

Jover is the one that got away. And he never knew that. Maybe, he knows it now since I’m talking about him in this work. We are older and wiser now, we have gone our own ways, and we are no longer the same. But the fire ha...

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June 17, 2017
 

Grasses are burning like matches
Floras have withered in phase
They drop to the ground like carcasses
We feel like we're being enslave

Birds soar no more in the blue
Do we want to expire?
Butterflies litter the earth
Got to find water to sink.

Look to the sky and you drain
When are we going to be unbound?
Crimsons flood your wrists, you ball up your fists
And they ask what should?


Ocean of scarlet and smarting eyes
We start to feel ease
I think that we're gone,
Everybody cries, time to go in harmony.


This things will transpired
If we let our nature expire
This things will chanced
If we go deafened and sightless to the cry of nature


(c) Goodbye Nature

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GOODBYE
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June 11, 2017
 

Love, it's been awhile since the last time I saw you face to face. Your mere existence brought relief to me. Your smile gives light to my darkest day. Your eyes of brown calms my erratic heart. And your words of kindness delivers me to happiness.

But, now that your not here by my side tell me how will I live without taking a glimpse of your smile. Tell me how to breathe knowing you're not here to see it. Tell me how life will be without you. And please tell me how to move on?

I know I sound pathetic right now. It has been 2 years, 1 month, and 8 days since you let go of me. I know I should have moved on by now but knowing that you're the first person who made me realize how terrible I am to...

BALLPOINT PEN DAY
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June 11, 2017
 

Once there was a lass
whose love left her
for a girl who's prettier. Along came a lad with azure eyes who reminded her every day that she was the most beautiful girl he'd ever lay his eyes on.

Once there was a lass whose friends left her to pace down home under the rain. And came a lad with cerulean eyes holding an umbrella who made sure she was dry by letting himself get soaked.

Once there was a lass whose thoughts kept her up until sun crept out. At that moment came a lad with sapphire eyes who would stay up all night to make sure she is fine even if he wasn't.

Once there was a lass who made a mistake she wished she hadn't. Then the lad with cerulean but depressed eyes decided to...

BALLPOINT PEN DAY
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June 11, 2017
Bacolod, Philippines

People dream
People scream
People do things on their own way

A child see
A child flee
For innocent lives should be free

A teen smile
A teen cry
For puberty strikes them by

An adult work
An adult weep
For adults are for keep

The olds laugh
The olds die
There's no permanent in this life

So take a step
And stand tall
Cause' life knows it all

I say to you
This is a plea
Live life as you can be.

(C) Life

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ORNATE LUXURY
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June 10, 2017
 

I got broken by love but I got also fixed by it. When he came back into my life, I have not been informed or expected it to happen. All I know was he would always come back to me. I just don’t expect it to be soon.  

All of the men that I adore they just made my heart skip a bit for a moment. A momentary lapse of self-consciousness and adoration. But him… He is love physical, mental, and emotional combined. He made me gasp for air every time I don’t see his smile. He gave me a life to live with. He made me own the world. He was the calmness of the night and the turbulence of the sea. He is my own superhero, the oxygen on my tank, the apple to my pie, and the calcium of my bones.

He is a...

D-DAY
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June 6, 2017
 

Sick
Physically and mentally
Life's ahead they say
But it's not everyday

Pain
All blooded brain and bones
White and black space
All over the floor

Heal
Smile and laugh
Smiling eyes and sweetest lips
Makes every person in fit

Love
Red and hearts
Colored in pinkish white
Hear the heart and love

Sick. Pain. Heal. Love

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SAY SOMETHING NICE
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May 30, 2017
 

Love, I saw you today. I wasn't really expecting seeing you but you just popped out of nowhere. You seem so happy today and it made me smile though I'm not the reason of it.

Love, take care always I can't remind you that now since you refuse to read my letters. Always change your shirt every time you sweat out. Drink a lot of water because you're always thirsty.

Love, smile always. Though I'm not there to witness it, just smile though the world is so cruel. I'm always here just remember. I will shield you against rumors and false words.

Love, remember to love yourself as much as I love you. Don't give all your heart to that someone you fancies. Always give and spare some love for you...

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May 24, 2017
 

"This potion will make anyone fall in love with you for the rest of his/her life. Use it wisely."

I won't use it for my own purpose, as they say to love and to be loved is the greatest thing in the world. But if having it, means I need to make him fall in love with him with that potion, I won't use it. Love is something you earn. It is a feeling that comes from our hypothalamus, it is being wise and giving. I just need to let the fate makes its move. I will wait for my time that he'll see my worth. And if that time comes I will hold it tight and continuously prove that loving me is worth it.

If loving him is waiting and waiting is pain then the pain is worth having.

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May 24, 2017
 

How great!
I met a honest guy
I don’t think I can find any one like you again.
You are so perfect.
How could I resist not to love you?

Ideal, you are.
You are like a real prince to me.
I had been looking for a good guy for many years.
And I finally met you now.
You are the one.  

You like to take care of me and pamper me.
You are just what I have been looking for.
You are the one.
I’m not lonesome anymore
Now that you came into my life.

I fall for you and I think this is true love.
I’m a princess in the arms of a prince.
This is so delightful.  
You are the one and you take my breathe away  
I want to be yours only, not anyone else.

You are the one and you ma...

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May 20, 2017
 

I, who dream of you from afar
I, who wishes for you to be near me
I don't want anyone else but you
My heart is for you

I'm so far away from you
And I know for sure you won't take glance of me
And though you will be gone from my sight
Always remember, I will always love you

You will always be the one that I will dream of
And even if you are far away
My heart will always be devoted to you
Always remember that

Though I will lose sight of you
I will always see you in my mind
I will be strong
Because I know you are not that far

Stars maybe  out of my hand
I won't dream of it
Because it's not you
For you are the only star that I will want to have

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CATCH A DREAM
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May 18, 2017
 


It was nice seeing him happy even though we started in a moment of sham. I am happy to see him smile along with his friends I knowing that I am not the reason of his happiness but I'm fine with that.

He is tall, fair-skinned, has a chinky-eyes, well-built, and has a mesmerizing aura. I didn't like him because of his physical attributes but the beauty that he possesses during an emergency situation. He was composed, well-mannered, he still smiles though he was drenched in blood because of the wound of their patient. Though he has an eye bags he always says that it was for good cause so why would he bother those petty things.

I wish him to  be  always happy.

I still miss my Miguel. ...

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May 14, 2017
 

How can I bid goodbye
If we aren't together from the start
How can I call you mine
If from the start you aren't mine

As rain forms up in the sky
Tears were born on my eyes
Grew on my cheeks
Died on my lips

It's crazy to think
You can be mine
For I know it's wrong
To wish to love a broken girl like me

But I'm ready now
To fight the monsters
Not under my bed
But inside my head

They have been residing for so long
It's time for me to step up
It's time to see the light
It's my time for me to let go

For as long as I hold onto them
Though they helped me from the time being
Imagining is not a solution
Facing reality is the cure

For taking risk is worthy
For loving is a gamble
I'm willing to lay...

LETTRS GOLDEN
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May 11, 2017
 

I'm standing and staring at the black space between us two
Thinking life wasn't a mess and a colorful goo
Our paths had once been guessed
And I hope it will won't end up as a mess

Distance between us isn't that far
But as I look at it we went afar
It's like premeditated
A picture replicated

We once look at each other with love
But why is it taken by the above
Life is a circle
It turns up and down with able

Hoping the next time we meet
Our paths collide in repeat
For meeting you wasn't a mess
But a puzzle that I need to guess

(C) Mergen Originals: Nightly Path

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May 10, 2017
 

Black like ebony
Red as an apple
Pure like white
Now that you're gone
I won't see the light.

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FORTIFIED
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