Having issues sorting personal life, screwed up the presentation. Had a lot of things to say, but messed up all of it😅
Now regretting, wish had I not lost focus, things might have been different
Well this word is so troublesome at times....
If u are insecure, u react in such a different way, don't u? Well if u ask me- I am a different person altogether without even noticing that.
Something like this happened today. I asked a friend for being my partner for a group assignment, without knowing he was already asked by 5 other people before me. I was in an impression that i asked him first for it. He being a brilliant student, I thought he is the best to make groups with, but than this insecurity came in when he texted back that gimme some time to decide on it...
It was a huge silence and than few of my friends asked me if I wanted to make group with them to which i didn't ...
Secrecy- Its worlds most dumb and idiotic thing people decide for their relationship.
Well! Not being unique myself but one from the crowd, I finally decide to start dating this guy and keep it a secret and its going good... Or atleast I thought it was. Days turn into weeks and months and the attachments grow and here I am, at a place i never wish anyone should ever be, where I can see myself compromised. Its got soo complicated to the point where the guy treats me differently when he is with his roomies or alone with me and is kinda different in front of our classmates. Obviously since I have this stupid love-like feelings for him, I just get pissed at the way he treats me....
It just hurt...
Its raining heavy outside and all i can think of is the time spent with you last monsoon....
Wish I could come and hug you tight and dance in the rain.... Have never told you but it's just the best feeling in the world to have you close to me ❤
Its such a wonderful day and yet m just wishing n missing him too much... Wen am i going to get out of this obsession??
Does anyone help me out of it??
I just want to smile and live the life to fullest independently without anyone having a control over my emotions
Its been a while i came here... Was trying to get over him.
It's February, a month of love. I bet everyone wishes to have someone who loves them, but me, i just wanted every part of him to be erased out of my mind as if he never existed, as if we never met, and he never broke my heart in pieces. I know i shouldn't be this cold, but even after years, when u cant move on in life, it hurts, it really hurts bad.
Friends tell me to keep all his good memories and move on, but i still dnt get it, y do i feel guilty wenever someone approaches me?? Doesn't it shall be the other way round??
Its been more than 4 months now, he has moved on in life... Then y m i still dere where he left??
Y is dis pain getting stronger n stronger each passing day? Wasnt it said that time is d best medicine, den y aint it healing me?
Guys y is it so hard moving on???
It seems like u r great, u r enjoying ur lyf, having fun wid ur frnds, making plans for ur future... N suddenly out of nowhr u kinda mistakenly chk his photograph n boom👊 back to square one from whr u started ur journey...
Seriously guys! do any of u cn help me wid it???
Super messed up!!
Wats d reason behind u feeling lonely at tyms?? Is getting over someone so tough or is it ur heart dat doesnt wanna move on n keep holding on to those memories....??
Wish everything was as easy as it was wen we were kids.!!
Memories... Dey play a vital role in our lives, dnt dey? Even if a person has cheated on u, u still miss him each passing day, each night... You can try a lot to pretend to b alright, bt dese memories, dey jus get back to u wen u jus want to get away 4m dem... They trouble u, dey jus dnt let u move on n get over some people who aren't meant to b, which is d saddest part of dem. I just wish i could get out of it sometime soon....