Sochun kya is mod par ?
Main yahan atak gaya..
Thami na teri yeh berukhi,
Main bewajah bhatak gaya!
Bole mujhe, hai ishq tujhe..
Teri baaton mein ulajh gaya,
Kaha nahi tune sach mujhe,
Mera dil wahin simat gaya. -Roohaan
Every individual in your life will expect something out of you in the name of love, duty, responsibility or friendship. No matter who they are or how much they matter to you. You always have a choice to make, whether you want to do it for them happily or just do it in an unhealthy way.
Your parents, your friends, your lover, your colleagues etc expect you to behave in a certain way or do something for them. They don’t expect a ‘NO’. It becomes obvious for them that you will surely do it.
Your beautiful heart is ready to do anything for them but you are not realising that it’s unhealthy for you. Every individual should fight their own battle, see what’s right or wrong for them and let the ...
Work hard on yourself and discover yourself more coz if you don’t, then someone people will always take away what you deserve. Be a complete package so that you don’t have to go to anyone for any help. No matter how hard it is to achieve it. Just Do everything on your own and own it.
JUST A POEM ABOUT HER:
She hugs me with her feelings and I hug her back with mine.
She took away all my sorrows,
And because of her, I shine.
She’s the woman I wanna wake up next to,
She’s the one with whom I wanna dine.
She’s the lady who knows where to draw a line.
And I know if I trust her, I’ll be fine.
I’m a nine and she’s also a nine.
We do clash sometimes, but we don’t stop tryin’
We don’t stop each other from laughing but we do stop each other from cryin’
She’s the most beautiful thing I ever called mine.
So finally my friend left a moment ago.
I went to see him off outside to the taxi. I somehow controlled my tears as he was the only one I trusted and shared my emotions with, in my city and now he was leaving. Life never lets you feel safe and stable for long.
Even after getting hurt I prayed for them,
That’s how I lived my life and still craved for them.
Today my heart is crying because my friend is leaving the city as he found another better opportunity for himself. I’m happy for him but I will remember the time we spent together. No matter how hard and selfish he sounds, no matter how harsh his words are sometimes but he always taught me the right thing. He made me see things clearly. He pushed me out of the apartment so that I could face my fears and fight my anxiety. He’s a really strong headed individual who is always focused. But deep down I know there’s a heart in him which still cares about things. Doesn’t matter if it’s the hard way but still the right way.
“There are hard learners and then there are smart learners. You’re a hard ...
When someone hurts you without noticing that they’re sounding so insensitive and rude, it just kills the vibe.
No matter how much you try and think about them and their welfare, sometimes it’s impossible to expect anything.
When we’re in true love, we tend to think about them more than ourselves coz love is all about giving.
But sometimes it hurts you so much that it starts to feel numb.
And your tears just stay in your eyes. Neither they drop nor they dry.
It’s so easy sometimes for people to give up on you that you start feeling scared of being alone forever coz it’s scary as hell. And being with them makes you feel scared too coz they’re insensitively hurting and leaving you in a se...
Sometimes your soul needs a much needed getaway.
It feels like all your life’s negativity just went away.
You just feel the moment with having nothing to say.
Like in your black and white, you finally found your grey.
#Skylark challenge 200 #2
Five years ago a guy started his journey to an endless world.
A world full of dreams and opportunities. That guy went through thick and thin, without letting anyone know about it.
That guy lived most of the time alone. That guy spent like thousands of lonely nights with a hope of seeing light. To learn and to implement was his only goal.
That guy was just a beginner and he barely knew anything.
That guy wanted to create music.
That guy wanted to channelise his emotions.
That guy wanted to inspire people to face their own fears.
That guy wanted people to find satisfaction in every emotion.
That guy wanted to give to those that lived a similar life as his and ...
#Skylark Challenge 200 #1
He was five years old and he was molested by some people. He lived a few more years to realise that it was just a start.
When he fourteen years old he was bullied and molested again by some people.
One day he went on a trip with his friends and they all were in a pool, playing volleyball. After the game his so called friends held him and shoved him underwater. He could barely breathe. He nearly saw death but his friends pulled him out seconds before. He realised that maybe his lonesomeness put a blindfold on his eyes and these people are not his friends. He stopped swimming as he became hydrophobic. He still is, but now he lives alone and is following his dreams. He...
Take yourself away from the unhealthy.
Life is one, and you know it can end anytime. Value your time and the moments you spend with your loved ones. Most importantly, spend time with yourself. Spending time alone gives you clarity and satisfaction.
Many people are craving to be with someone or they think that someone will make them happy or someone will do something good for them, and then only life is complete.
That’s absolutely wrong! We can love ourselves as much as we expect others to love us.
And giving your calm away for the people you want or need is never gonna give you soul satisfaction.
Draining yourself for anyone, doesn’t matter how important they are to you, is actually not...
The feeling you get when you find that one person.
This person isn’t the one you always wanted or needed.
This person is not the one who hurt you.
This person is not someone who will abandon you or betray you.
THIS PERSON is nowhere near your choice but you fall in love with them.
This person makes you fall in love with yourself and helps you heal.
This person is the light that brightened your life.
This person showed you the right path and you feel independent, emotionally.
This person makes you stand up for your own self.
When you feel happy alone, you tend to understand that your individual happiness lies within.
After finding your happiness, you make a choice...
Now what can I say about how I feel?
Trembled is my breath and there’s a question on my living.
You don’t have any idea nor did you ever had any grief.
Everyday, you’re a tree and I’m a falling leaf. 🍂
In the end, you are all alone, as people will always love you when it’s convenient for them.
These rains mesmerise us.
The clouds cry to give us peace without any expectations.
We also have someone in our lives whom we love so much that we cry within sometimes but we want them to feel happy.
There’s not much of a difference between us and the clouds anyway.
Zindagi bhar woh ek ishq paane ki chahat mein khud ko gawa dena aur yehi galti har baar karna woh ek ishq paane ki chahat mein.
Jab yeh aadat ho jati hai, toh sukoon nahi milta hai raahat mein.
Bas dil ghabrata hai kisi naye insaan ki aahat mein.
Aisa samaj paana aur phir bhi umeed karna ke yeh intezaar khatam Kab hoga.
Humare badhte dard ko kaun apna waqt dega?
Yeh intezaar jhoota hai kyunki koi nahi aane wala! Kisi ko farak nahi padta saala.
Sab apne mein lage hain Tum bhi lag jao.
Apne dard ka gaana bana kar gaao.
Bhool jao woh intezaar jo tumne aaj tak kiya.
Samaj jao yehi sach hai, Kuch nahi hoga aisi haalat mein. Khud se karo ishq, Kuch nahi rakha is unke ishq ki waqaalat me...
As I was walking down a road today, it was full of jam packed traffic, it was really hot and humid. I was listening to some music but I couldn’t focus on it due to the noise around me. My crowded city full of vehicles and humidity didn’t let me focus on the song I was listening to. And then all of a sudden I noticed , a butterfly flying over, away from me and instantly my mind was diverted as the clouds gave sun a cover and me a shade. Gradually, everything around me changed. I kept looking at the butterfly as it was flying away from me. Unexpectedly, I could hear my music again and it gave me a new meaning. Those thirty seconds made me realise that we can always find peace in everything. We ...
I think my soulmate is my soulmate because I love them with my everything though it won’t be the same if I behaved like them.
There’s this feeling when you are alone and there’s this another feeling when someone makes you feel alone even in their presence. There’s a huge difference between the two.
The feeling eats up your mind and buries your emotions for a moment. It can be anything they said or made you feel.
What’s the point trusting someone?
What’s the point giving them your everything when they can’t even give you, your peace. I mean one can find his/her peace alone but when you are with someone you expect them to reciprocate and that is the peace of the situation.
Why is it so di...
Happy World Music Day 🎧🎸🍾🤟🏼
Music is like god, it is there for you when no one is, it understands you when no one does, it makes you remember your memories, both happy/sad which actually satisfies our soul as nostalgia is a cure to our hearts. It makes you smile when you don’t even want to and it makes you cry when you feel numb and feelingless. It motivates to get up every day and work for yourself, your family, your dreams and your life.
It controls in a way that you feel safe and it never asks you anything in return. Music is indeed like god. A mixture of darkness and light. A feeling which makes you see the stars in the dark and gives you a shed in broad daylight of the sun. It changes t...
It’s funny how people just use your presence until you are a part of their daily routine and then they just replace you or leave you. They make you feel uncomfortable, unworthy and unwanted. A lot of us go through this mini trauma. And we all have this fear of abandonment. You’re worth everything good.
I must say it is really courageous to be in that situation when you give your all to someone knowing the face that they might take away your essence of life and break everything in a fraction of a second.
We all want that someone, who will never stop choosing us and who will be there for us when no one will believe in our existence.
We find a lot of people and we tend to fall for them coz ...
To the man who never gave up on me..
To the person who's values made me who I am today..
I thank you for being there for me in my darkest times. No matter how dark the time is, or no matter what anybody says, I will always love you. You are the light in everybody's lives, doesn't matter if one realises it or not. I care for you, I am your son and your son is saying this to you that you’re his everything. I want you to take care of your health and be happy. With you, I learnt how to be happy in the smallest of things and not in other materialistic stuff which people crave for and look forward to. I learnt equality, integrity and to be kind with every individual. I learnt patience, resilience, ...
Tu kya jaane?
Hote kya hain deewane!
Ishq kamane ko,
Lagte hain zamane. -Roohaan
It happens only sometimes when I want someone to stay by my side even in my silence, Even if I don’t respond, even If I say I’m fine though I’m not.
I want someone to understand that the truth behind my silence are loads of painful experiences which made me feel numb long time ago! And sometimes I feel bad about things happening around me.
I want them to understand that my heart is delicate and if you say/feel that you love me then you can try a lil harder sometimes.
I love with all my heart and I expect someone to do the same, and it’s not a shame.
Giving more love was never a bad thing right?
Selflessly giving yourself to someone and getting the same in return makes you the strongest...
Dear lovely people,
When your mind tells you that you can’t be happy, you have no other option but to believe in it. We all want happiness but we never ever blame ourselves! We blame things, situations, people etc.
If we start finding the good in every situation, then we probably won’t be blaming anyone or anything. I can truly say that our happiness is in our own hands. Literally, no one can take it away. Our mind is delicate and unstoppable, but that doesn’t mean we can’t control it?
If you’re lying in bed 🛌 and looking at the ceiling right now, let me remind you that you’re alive. You have a bed to lie down. Your body can rest well and you can actually sleep happily or even you can cry y...
Rise up with a roar..
When life makes you feel helpless. It is not because life is doing this with you! It’s you, who’s letting it happen to yourself! Maybe because you’re not working hard enough or maybe this is not the right time to implement things that you decided you would!
Hang in there, don’t give up! That’s the deal! No matter how fucked up you feel or how mad you are at things, don’t let this feeling overpower you. Keep on going. Your time is in your hands! Some things you can’t control and some you can!
You have to differentiate between the two, like when you have to wait and when you have to perform.
Don’t stop loving yourself. Life never puts you down! It’s you, so whenever...
You should do things for yourself as well, people come and go.
When someone tells us their story about how much pain they’ve been through or whoever broke their heart. It needs a lot of strength to listen to all of it. We are actually healing them by listening to them. But then the same people get bored of us and abandon us just because they know everything about us now and there’s nothing interesting left to share or they have fulfilled their needs quite well. They might use us again, but nah...
That’s when we realise that we were just an entertainment package 📦 for them. We were just a bin 🗑 for them which they used to throw in their garbage like thoughts.
That’s okay. Feel good that y...
Life offers you a lot of things to cherish, to enjoy, to love and to look forward to. It doesn’t have to be a huge deal. Enjoy the little things.
No matter how far you go or whatever you achieve, all of it will end as soon as you reach your destination.
At the very end, you will realise that the little things matter a lot. Spreading happiness and love around you is your greatest treasure and it will only increase with time. The best part is that it doesn’t cost you anything just a sweet initiative to make their day a lil better. That’s worth it. That is what you should live for. That’s what you’ll gonna leave behind. Everything else is just materialistic and replaceable.
Your tiny acts of...
Your daily routine might not be as interesting as you wanted it to be.
But you still can change it.
One day we are going to die and that day is unpredictable. So while you’re alive, why can’t you just follow your dreams?
Live, love, travel, do something you love the most. I know you have responsibilities on your head but while working on them, you can focus on the day when you will be free and you might get lucky and start living the way you want. It’s never gonna be easy but you have to stay hopeful.
Life will give you a chance only if you hope and work on it. No matter how difficult your life is, if you want to change it, you can try.
You are special, just know that and always reme...
And life goes on...
My past is in the past now and it won’t hinder my life anymore.
The people who were so important to me but betrayed me, aren’t important anymore.
The emotions I expressed and the efforts I did, don’t bother me anymore.
I embraced everything and I don’t regret anything anymore because my present is a lot more healthy and I feel happier.
I believe I changed my life by choosing the right person, by choosing the right thoughts and by choosing the right path.
No one can break me down. Neither my demons nor my past.
A new me is born..
And life goes on...