The moment I realize finally I'm happy and start living my life my way ..
that very moment something shitty happens or few people enter in my life pulling me down n making me realize I'm not worthy enough ..
No matter how much I overcome it and be strong yet this trend continues again n again ...
As this time of another year passing by.. everyone starts going through their resolutions and expectations they started with and couldn’t make it up.
But everyone must remember to count their blessings, not their age.
Count their amazing experiences, not their mistakes.
Look to the future and forget your past-the best is still to come.
I hope these last few days are stupendo fantabulous fantastic for everyone !
In the era of online chatting and social media from formal hello to handshake oto side hug to flying kiss to hi5 to knuckle touches and a lot many more ways ..
But one thing that always be special, warm , secure , so caring , simple yet purest and nice about a hug... no matter what mental state is person in.. a HUG just a melts it Away ...
When was the last time you gave hug to somebody...
Be it your family or friends..go out and give a huge tight hug ..just a special n salient way of saying thank you for being there..letting them know they actually matter to you 💕
Try it ...
And sometimes you just feel like you are in a situation similar to a person stuck in a blind tunnel .. nothing can be seen.. you have entered into the blind tunnel but cannot reverse back .. and the only option is to explore the tunnel to see a sign of light ahead .. every tunnel whether shorter or a longer one has a light at its end opening to the outer environment..similarly just in the name of god, keep the hope and positivity and continue exploring .. surely you'll find your way and destination:)
And a point comes in life when you are just tired of doing things for other's..putting their priorities before yours.. done with people around..
and just for once you wanna experience the feeling of being the reason of someone else's happiness.. when somebody craves to see a curve on your face..your smile..
when a drop from your eye is like tsunami..
when someone actually wants to fulfill your wishlist happily you have been waiting for..and doing for others since years..
to make you realize not all people are fake .. and just for once somebody is scared of loosing you ..
Don't just loose on hope ... SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL IS YET TO HAPPEN AND WAITING ON THE NEXT DOOR !
I hope in 2017,
The desperate couple hears
'Congratulations you're having a child '
The old parents hears
'We miss you, we're coming home '
The sick hears
'Congratulations you're healthy now'
The sad child in the orphanage hears
'Pack your stuff, you're going home '
And for rest of the people
I just wish something great happens to you and all your pending wishes are fulfilled this year ! :)
Sometimes silence says a lot ... just need the right person to hear and understand it ....!
Sometimes, during childhood I used to judge people for getting tests done during pregnancy to know whether it's a baby girl ? And If it's a yes by chance - getting MTP done the next day! is it their narrow-mind or male dominance getting this done? And just while growing up I got the answer when I see people around ..
it's coz parents know how difficult it's being a girl .
For a father to be, he knows how guys think ! he (or if he didn't , smbdy around him) must have misbehaved with girls..
And for a mother to be, she herself knows how it is to be one ! She must have experienced all while growing up...
I ask men who the hell are you to judge a character of a girl ?
Who the f**k are you to sa...
DAD- a word having different meaning for all yet concluding into one ....
for me , my dad gave me the
-power of hardwork, patience and belief in oneself by working 18 hours a day for being where we are today !
-power of forgiveness by forgiving my mistakes that i did knowingly or unknowingly !
-power of honesty -coz then you dont have to remember anything extra !
-power of togetherness by showing selfless love for family and making us stand as a unit !
-being bold enough to stand for oneself even if it meant to stand out all alone!
-giving as much to the needy without expecting coz once I start counting on favors i did everything will be nullified!
-how to lead a luxorious life being humb...
No matter how well you spend your day , entire day spending with people around ...
but you know when reality hits your mind?
It strikes when you lay in bed at night all alone staring at the roof ...
Thinking and cursing yourself with all the possible things u did ..
But where did you went wrong ?
A point comes when even tests part away...
with all the sleepless nights, everyday you have the same thought...
sometimes you just wish that the person comes back with all the guilt and say a heart felt sorry..
but can a simple single word take away all the pain you have been holding for so long ?
And eventually with all the weirdest thoughts.. your tired brain just goes off to sleep and yet ag...
And how we just stopped sitting on last benches ,
Stopped taking down notes ,
And those mid lecture conversation on the last page? Everyday crushes?
How we just stopped wearing uniform.. ?
remember those caricatures we drew for every teacher ...?
Last day rather night exam preparation.. those sleepless nights ... ?
Having lunch in mid of lectures.. ?
and sharing 4 forks in single plate... ?
Trying to stop smiling and giggling when teacher saw .. getting thrown out of class..
those punishments and assignments.. had a meaning !
Trying to copy far from 2 rows in internals ?
And how we just managed to tolerate internal politics during postings and doing patients?
The happiness we shared afte...
There's a boy ....
his one gaze gives me a sign of relief and pride ...
His one fine touch gives me thrills of amazement..
His smile gives me even a broader smile that doesn't fade away ..
His hug gives me a close companion..
his kiss gives me a sign of satisfaction..
his stare makes me fall for him even more..
his presence take back all my woes..
He loves me for who I'm ..
He lets me be all the more childish ..
He doesn't judge me ..
He kinda stole my heart ..
He calls me BUA ...!
Tears roll down, not because you are not strong enough but you have been holding for so long ..
And just when tears are done..you realise you have nothing to loose
Then the stronger version comes into play !
We might not be connected by blood , but by hope , faith , humanity,music ,love ,hate, tears , struggles, gratitude and every single emotion a human have inside and experience....
how cool is it sometimes a blood relation or a relation you have been working on since so long doesn't give you the comfort that a mere stranger sitting next to you in metro can give where a conversation started with simple likes and dislikes...
just by every passing phase you end up finding a person who'll be there in your life forever as a friend, guide , Partner or a life long lesson ...
Each person in your life whether past present or future don't put up a picture individually but all together create a beauti...
When you loose somebody , you start missing them more ! But by the time you realise , it's too late .... If you don't realise the importance of time , it will Make you realise It soon ... Just don't wait for an occasion Or a day to tell somebody how much you love them .. It's now or never .. You don't know if tomorrow is ever gng to come!
Loss of life is a permanent one , it's not gonna come back.. it's not gonna revert back !! N all you do is just wish .. Wish I could do this.. wish i could do that and just regret... when i lost my grandpa a few months back and i realised how we just get involved in our lives for whatever reasons whether studiesor or job or personal lives! when other thing...
Just because i keep holding on hope,
Doesnot mean i'm childish.
Just because i don't speak up often,
Doesnot mean i can't.
Just because i don't show ,
Doesn't mean i don't observe.
Just because i don't pretend,
Doesnot mean i'm fake.
just because i don't take revenge
Doesnot mean i'm not hurt.
It's just i believe in karma and wait with all the patience to fuck you up and slap back on your face soon!
If you get a chance , take it .
If it changes your life , let it .
Nobody said that it'd be easy ,
They just promised it'd be worth it !
And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy ,
May be it's you ,
on your own ,
Picking up the pieces and starting over ,
Freeing yourself up for something bigger and better in future .
May be the happy ending is just MOVING ON .......
It can be scary to find out you've been wrong about something since long ....
But you can't be afraid to change your mind to accept that things are different, that they'll never be same again , for better or for worse...
You have to be willing to give up what you used to believe.
Sometimes just letting the things go off is the only solution you are left with...
the more you're willing to accept what is and not what you thought , you'll find yourself exactly where you belong to ....
this is what change is all about and it might demonstrate you why it didn't work out the other way ......
Take a chance !
What if ?
Just may be your palm lines are made to fit into mine perfectly but what if it's not ?
There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone not because I thought so but what if I loved someone that fell apart and I might not be able to make it again ?
It's easier to be alone because what if you learn that you need love and you don't have it.?
What if you like it and lean on it and then you don't have it when you needed the most ?
What if you shape your entire world around it and then it fell apart ?
Will I be able to survive that kind of pain which I many people I met have suffered?
Loosing love is like organ damage . It's like dying .
The only difference is death ends but this?