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United States
United States
October 17, 2017

"don't fall in love with the moment and think you're in love with the girl."

how do you know you're in love? i have absolutely no idea if i ever have been, i don't believe what they say in books or movies. i've been in love with the idea of someone loving me for as long as i can remember..but i've never been the first to feel these feelings. my partner has always said the l word first, always the mushy things and thence i follow because somehow i truly believe i feel these things. it's as if i have to convince myself for my own sake and happiness that maybe yeah, i suppose i love this person. but, what is love, really?

love to me is the glances you recieve in a room full of people as if ...

October 12, 2017

people talk about first loves as those they'll never forget, whether the memories of them are negative or positive, it's always a fun story to hear. but don't worry, you won't be sifting through some dreamy flashback of my first, gut-wrenching love i experienced as a teenager. my story is actually one of many things not discussed. a man i trusted tore my childhood from me.

i was sixteen, a shy junior in high school working a shitty job at a local fast food place. i wasn't some astonishing social butterfly. i had select friends but spent most of my time working or alone in my room.

now, i'd been in a toxic two year relationship since august of 2014. i left the boy, whom of which lived a...