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praying to sleep a never ending sleep...
December 10, 2018
 

Skylark Challenge 169

*Mystic
*Howl
*Instinct
*Prowl

As *mystic *howls begin to surge...

...An untamed *instinct to *prowl,

Becomes the solitary urge!

Amidst the guttural growls!

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WOLF
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December 5, 2018
 

It's said people tend to remember the beginning and the end and forget the middle...
(i.e. to stand out from others interviewing for the same job u should be first or last...)

With that theory in mind...

"I Love You"...

If "I" and "You" are remembered then "Love" would be forgotten, in which case I'd gladly switch places with love or omit I altogether & lead with love and finish with you!

(Love>I<you

~OR~

Love You!)

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LOVE YOU
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December 6, 2018
 

Lost in the clouds all black
Your love I truly did lack
Misery in every shade of grey
Wishing you would come back today
Speak the emotions you refused to say
Wish I was worth your love in even the slightest way
In sorrow and heartbreak here I lay
My love for you in tears I pay
Broken hearted pieces placed on a collection tray
So long as you're happy I'll endure my souls dismay
Maybe, maybe one day
Maybe one day you'll decide
Maybe one day you'll decide to stay
Your memories forever on replay

Butterfly trys to dance in the rain☔
Instead drowns in rice grains🌾
Can you hear her silent pain🆘

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THAT'S SO SAD
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December 5, 2018
 

Y do I ALWAYS let my anxiety win? Of course if I had a car or even a ride I could make it still but not on the bus not now! I'm so screwed! Gonna Wind up in prison just cause anxiety kicked my ass again!

BE BRAVE
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December 5, 2018
 

I've got a possible solution for the problem you sent to me...I wonder if you'd both agree...
1+1+1=3
1/3= me
2/3=X
3/3=X
Find the sum of X and tell me does it add up for you just as sweetly as I'm perceiving?

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BE BRAVE
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December 5, 2018
 

If you can't be present 🎁...

PLEASE💫...

Don't drag me under the tree🌲!

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BE BRAVE
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December 3, 2018
 

A caterpillar gazes at the sky,
Wonders when he'll ever get to be so high,
In cocoon wraps caterpillar with a gentle sigh,

A transformation was nigh...

A butterfly emerges,
Flies ever so high,
To place a kiss on summers golden sky!

(You asked me why,

Why I love you,
Cause you're,

"Summers Golden Sky",
To my "Butterfly"!)

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KEEP FAITH
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December 1, 2018
 

Hi, so this was originally meant as a comment to a free will post but well as u can see it was difficult to compress lol...(I'm also going to send it as a pm to the person as well!)

Wishing u ALL the happiness life has to offer & more!!

I in no way am judging anyone these are merely my thoughts(which I'll b honest are generally ever changing and evolving, hopefully for the better...)I've had different thoughts and beliefs over the short(seemingly long) course of my life thus far with very little outside influence. As children we were kept away from church and pretty much anything to do with religion. Outside of the few questions we asked and the vague answers we were given my only real me...

SKIS
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November 29, 2018
 

Connecting with another,

To me is, like plugging a power cord into a watermelon...

...of no use and only serves to ruin the both!

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WATERMELON
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November 27, 2018
 

Is anyone else having an issue with lettrs turning/being blank

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THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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November 27, 2018
 

I'm single...
...&...
...you know where to find me!
Make sure I'm who you TRULY want...
...cause I won't survive another goodbye should it come from your lips following another hello!

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SOULMATE
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November 24, 2018
 

I don't need to self mutilate...

...I simply give my heart away...

...and sit back and wait...

...for the inevitable heartbreak!!!

Kiss me...
Kill me...
Love me...
Leave me!

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HEARTBROKEN
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November 23, 2018
 

K so I'm over here climbing walls and if ur not willing to/interested in taking care of what u caused then just let me know instead of whatever it is ur doing(if u even know!) All I know is u were warned that if u did it again I'd b done and being that I'm sure u left ur flashlight here on purpose cause u knew u weren't just going to pick up money real quick...I TRULY don't understand y the lies though? I'm not blaming u for the fact that I failed my son yesterday because I should have known better(I FUCKING KNOW BETTER) despite asking u Wed night if u were gonna b leaving Thurs(I invited u for Thanksgiving dinner did u really expect me to not wait for u?) Even though I wasn't sure what to ...

IN CONTROL
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November 19, 2018
 

I learned a few years ago that despite how much it may seem as though someone's writing is to, for or about me...I can not assume it to be so!  It's hard and helpful in similar ways,  it's hard cause I'd love to believe that all the lettrs full of love are for me even as impossible as that is to me! It's helpful to me even if only slightly since it helps me at least try not to believe all the lettrs saying goodbye are possibly not directed at me! I try to accept all that while waiting, hoping, praying & wishing to get that lettr that's truly addressed to me, for me & about me! Maybe one day!

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HUG ME
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November 18, 2018
 

2 people
2 night-stand
2 lovers
2 colors
2 souls
2 forevers

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REJECTED
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November 18, 2018
 

What do you expect...
Kiss me met with a shoulder push,
I want you met with go to sleep,  
I love you met with silence...
I need you met with your absence!

You chose to pretend I didn't mean anything,
And yet meeting someone new didn't help, it only made me feel worse!
Why do I have to feel wrong & guilty when your the one who chose to discard me!
And if you sent him to test me then you failed to realize I'm not obligated to be loyal to someone (no matter how much I love them) if they aren't mine nor I theirs! You are free to do as you please and you did so without any concern about hurting me! As much as I don't want to hurt you and despite loving you I can't hold onto empty air whene...

KISS ME
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November 18, 2018
 

10/31/18
              HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Eyes closed so my lips cannot speak,
Mouth shut so my eyes your
sight they cannot seek!
Loving you leaves me weak, trembling, plunging off the highest peak.
So used to the pain you cause it's welcomed with a smile, no longer met with a shriek!
Head still hurts from all the thoughts you make me think!
I'll write my pain with pen cause you can't erase ink!
I can be though, if only you would finally blink!
Dream like haze of pink you'll wake with this final wink!

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LIGHT IN THE DARK
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November 6, 2018
 

I don't expect to find anyone strong enough to carry ALL my baggage...

... I do however hope to one day find someone brave enough to help me unpack it!

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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October 29, 2018
 

       

             I AM NOT...

   I AM NOT the best.
I AM NOT the prettiest.
I AM NOT the most caring.
I AM NOT the most giving.
I AM NOT the most generous.
I AM NOT the sexiest.
I AM NOT the most intelligent.
I AM NOT the most loveable.
I AM NOT the most savvy.
I AM NOT the skinniest.
The list goes on for I AM NOT so, so many things!
However out of all the things I AM NOT...not one can compare to what I AM...for I...I AM simply...ME!

            Some call me C.B.
         Some call me FROGGIE.
            Some call me BRE.
        My birth name is Sabrina...
                   they are ALL...                                                                                             
...

KISS
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October 28, 2018
 

           Dear YOU,

  Did you ever stop and wonder what loving you would do to me?         Did you ever stop to wonder what losing you would do to me?
Did you ever wonder what I went through EVERY time you vanished into thin air on me?
Did you ever wonder if by tricking my mind into believing you were someone else, you had also tricked my heart as well?
Did you really believe that you could waltz into my life as someone "new" and trick my heart into believing it wasn't you?
Did it matter to you that despite having to force myself to go about living a life I didn't want to live, I mourned the loss of you internally in public and whole heartedly and soul consumingly while alone!? That the t...

STARS
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October 28, 2018
 

     Remember that time we met, fell in love AND lived happily ever after!?

                💔***SIGH***💔

                  Yeah, me neither!

  

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TIME
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August 30, 2018
Phoenix, United States

I don't care if your a cop or the relation of a cop, you are still bound by the exact laws your sworn to enforce! Being a cop or relation to doesn't give you the right to not only break the law but to try covering up the fact that you broke it using immigration status as a means to ensure the victims silence and using your buddies on the force to stalk and harass the witness after threatening that witness! You're NOT above the law! You in fact should be held more accountable for following the law than a mere civilian! I'm NOT going to "mind my own business" and if I have ANY say in it I'll make damn sure that the lady who was got hit follows through with the legal process necessary to ensure ...

FREEDOM TAKES COURAGE (2)
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August 25, 2018
Phoenix, United States

So even though I have figured it out for the most part, I'm still not enough to be a part of your life. Why did you find it necessary to make sure I knew what I was not good enough to be a part of? Was my crappy life not quite crappy enough, that you felt you had to compound that reality and add to it, all the while giving me false hopes that my life might possibly get better! Had the girl with "California eyes" not fallen in love with little thin white lines she would never have been pretty enough for you to have come into her life as you did! Yet you state that is the reason you didn't make her yours! I've begged and pleaded, I've written poems and songs, I've asked for forgiveness...Still ...

HELPLESS
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August 15, 2018
Phoenix, United States

So many memories...
So many hopes...
The memories outnumber the times... And reality has slowly been killing the hopes that were mine!

What was the point of it all?
Did you satisfy your curiosity,
Did you answer the questions you pondered?

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ORIGINAL
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August 10, 2018
 

So yesterday the Constable came. I suppose I lucked out as far as they didn't enter or force me out, they only posted lock out stickers on my door and window. I'm guessing cause of my dogs barking, and I didn't answer the door! An old fRiend showed up to help or at least I believed that's why! I truly am alone in this world with no where to go and I have no idea what to do any more . Can it be over now,  PLEASE? Can I be done already, I'm so tired of trying just to fail!

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BE KIND
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August 8, 2018
Phoenix, United States

So today is more than likely the day I'm going to once again lose everything and become homeless once more! My mental illness has been kicking my ass and it's hard to even breath let alone try to figure everything out!

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CRYING GAME
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August 4, 2018
Phoenix, United States

   People are often unreasonable and self-centered.
Forgive them anyway!

   If you are honest people may cheat you.
Be honest anyway!

   If you find happiness people may be jealous.
Be happy anyway!

   The good You do today may be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway!

   Give the world your best you have it may never be enough.
Give your best anyway!

   For you see in the end it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway!

                          -Mother Teresa

     I've always said;
   If you have the need to look around to see if you may be caught,
you shouldn't be doing it anyway!

    After all it's not anyone on Earth who you will stand before on judg...

DO RIGHT
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August 2, 2018
 

There was a time not very long ago, although it feels like an eternity! That every car horn had me jumping up and running outside to see if just maybe it was possible. That maybe he did come back. Over time I had to force myself to stop. I still to this day have the urge and desire to. Then I remember the feelings that engulfed me every time it wasn't him and that's more than enough to keep me from checking. I thought time would help ease the pain at least just a bit.  It's still the same as the day he left! I miss him tons! Maybe one day I keep telling myself. Maybe one day!

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 31, 2018
 

Imagine if you will being told you look like your closest friend. You don't see any resemblance other than both being similar in weight. ALL the guys that were in your life first start messing around with her after being introduced. Including but not limited to your boyfriend! She's living with you guys to top it all! You wind up breaking it off with your boyfriend despite their denials because you KNOW! You then start to try to "date" again, although hook up would be more apt. The very guy's who have shown interest before and who are currently hooking up with her (the very one they say looks just like you in fact) all of a sudden are no longer interested in you. It's not only confusing but i...

WHY ME
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July 6, 2018
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Once upon a recent time a girl wished upon a star! Not with any real hope that her wish would come true, more so on the off chance of even the slightest bit of it to even be a possibility. Quite to her surprise and delight her very wish came true! However you know the saying "Be careful what you wish for!" As she laid curled up beside her wish come true, head on chest, mind, body and spirit at peace with a comfort never known before; her wish became her worst fear, her ultimate heartbreak! She fought her hardest to control the tremors caused by the sob's she somehow managed to keep silent as the unstoppable tears rolled off her cheeks to drop in puddles on his shoulder. He didn't react in any...

MAKE A WISH
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