|~In Love✍~ Befriended Demons~ ~ Love❤ of Gerogeous Girl Ghost👾 ~ ~ Living the Death|
People dream of sharing
life with their loved ones
but miss the fact that they
are losing a day which can
be spent instead.
Happiness is not something which you get when good things happen. It something with in you, which you feel only when you take everything as a good one.
I wished, to share my day with her
I wished, my day begin with her smile
I wished, a story with laughs & giggles of her
I wished, her chirps echoing in my ears
I wished, for her being light of my life
But Destiny wished something
It fullfilled mine with memories of her.
Every night, her Good Byes kills me. They inject slow poison into me. The heart cries silently, wishing her to listen to it. But never they can be heard. Sleep dies in the memories of her. Dreams never show up. The pain has its own story. Always wished for her to stay back but never forced her. The moon Changed daily but never these nightmares. Still, the day begins with the hope, to see her lightning smile.
Demand pain, a pain more painful than itself to get relieved from it.
Because Pain thrills to kill.
So make pain kill the pain and not you
In this cold heart, In this dark eyes,
In this sad face, In these deep scars,
In this faded smile, In this lone paths,
In this pain, In this lost breath,
I can see it, It is fierce, far,
But a guardian, fighting its soul out to protect. It's a wish. The unfulfilled.
Raging a war, making me take the breath.
A wish to make the dreams come true.
A wish saving me from the dark worlds.
A wish to gain my soul back.
A wish to become something.
A wish to be alive.
Fights are common in any relationship, they will bring two people close to each other. But when Silence and Anger fall in love with each other they will destroy everything and make moments to memories. This made Raghav have his nightmares. The fight with Siya bought disturbance in their lives. So he decided to write a letter to her.
"With every word written I spent with you. With every day shared with you, I started living. With every detail said to you, I tried being close to you. With every text written to you, I started my day.
Now you have become a very important person in my life. I met many people but no one influenced me as you did. You are the only one with whom I c...
Life with Siya!
Raghav? Raghav? Where are you?
I need to talk to you. Can you show up your pizza shaped face? What ???? Raghav shouted from the rest room with a pinch of anger in his voice. Oops! Siya giggled. Ok have fun I am not going to come out and won't talk to you, Raghav said and laughed wickedly. Aha, will see until what time you will be inside, Siya challenged.
Siya sat in the room silently. The air from the window blew, it was cool and pleasant. Then she heard the sound of a paper from Raghav's dairy. It looked strange, different colored paper. Siya was naughty enough to look into it and started reading.
" Siya! Sweet as her name, is her heart. She is unique and her beauty is in...
Her sparkling hazel Eyes!
They are the most beautiful ones
on the Earth. Seeing through her
magnetic eyes they attracted the
screw in my head and made
me loose it. Now I have become
a mad wanderer in search of her mesmerizing eyes losing my senses.
Always an odd one out
Memories are the only gifts I received.
Silent good byes are the only one's echoed more than my name.
It's clear now. I am no more.The battles of life started killing me. Thoughts of future are burning my dreams. Days have become darker. Lost the little smile on my face. No more, memories are making me feel happy. The soul has already witnessed its silent death. Words lost their voice. Senses gave up their freedom, they stopped reacting. Eyes lost the ability to speak.The End is not so far. Only to die in the lone pits of nightmares.
They always make me say something.
Hidden deep inside my heart, words escape dying in her eyes.
Their charm brings out the one dying inside me. Dark they are' yet they lit my soul.
Twinkles from her eyes bring those sweet tickles.
I wonder how the blink of her eyes has a link with my happiness. The possess a Magic which makes me go crazy.
Siya returned with a big baggage. I teased her saying, Dear MBA Graduate, it's a hospital, not a market place to sell all these food items.No no, no Mr.Business mind these are not for selling, these are for my Tummy to get cooled down.I ate in the morning and it's 5 hours back. From the corner of my eyes, i could see the person sitting on my left bed laughing slowly.Siya didn't care for it and took a big bite from the Burger and handed over a sandwich to be.I was thinking whether to eat it or not.Siya saw me and exclaimed oh no you met with a major accident and your brain got damaged, your body was crushed, so you should not eat this Sandwich, Omg.I don't know wh...
3. The dream
With a mild headache, I woke up only to see a girl sitting beside me with teary eyes.Gaining my consciousness I exclaimed, Siya! You are there. Oh! Thank God you are well and yeah I am here only where did I go, said Siya. You were not there in the morning, I called for you many times Siya, but didn't find you, I was given medication to sleep then and why am I in Rehab?. Siya started laughing and said Raghav such a joke it is, you never miss a chance to play games with me. I have been here since morning and you woke up for the first time for past 20 hours.This isn't a Rehab not so soon she giggled and said you are admitted to hospital due to heavy work stress after you fainted in...
1. The SPIN.
It's one normal day in the month of rains.The night has become wet and its silence has been broken by the thunders and the lightning is like the laugh of the sky.From a deep sleep(which I felt so) I woke up, the chills of the rain woke me. While Everyone was sleeping, I could only see a small lamp at the end of the corridor fighting to keep its light on. Only the clock turned out to be making sound and it struck at 1:00 AM. I tried to move a little but couldn't, I was feeling tired, everything is heavy to move, my body is no more in my control. I felt the numbness. It started worrying me, I couldn't see any one around me, I tried to recognize the place where I am but only coul...
After all these years of learning how to talk and communicate
A dairy heard me without talking
We can make someone stay away from us
But can't make them to be with us😥
I left not because I didn't care but because I lost the trust. Knowning that you wont be there with me during hard times made my heart lose its beat. Hope became just a thought. Dreams have become the worst nightmares. Sleep became my enemy and my own thoughts killed me. I was afraid to face myself. I couldn't speak to myself for days. Lost the sense of being happy. Even my soul left me leaving me all alone. Facing death everyday I craved for you presence. But you are not there. Every cell in me wanted you badly but couldn't get you and so they cursed me bleeding out of veins. They left these cuts. Slowly pain faced its end making the brain loose its memory.
Then life, the "master of games...
Nature gave me some cool friends.
Tree's are my best pals to crack jokes with,
They laugh with me and always waves to me.
Passing clouds were my message carriers.
Mountains are the only one's which echoed my silence,They understand me a lot.
Rivers helps in washing away my worries
Moon is my first love,it hears all my blabbering without getting bored.
I say to stars to pin my thoughts up there.
Sun is my daily motivation to rise and
Sky my reflection.Earth,the treasury box where my secrets are safe.
In the dead silence of my soul
I miss the chirping of yours
In these dark paths of destiny
I miss the sparkles of your eyes
In the battles of life
I miss the fight's with you
In the sad filled face's of people
I miss the smile of yours
In the alone journey of living
I miss you 😥
Either I would kill myself or die with you but never would be there life with someone else
Its never a choice for someone to leave their loved one's.No one willingly kills their own hapiness.Blocking someone from their life is never a wish.They will have the worst nightmares in day light.The thirst for something good to happen rips their heart apart.The one inside them dies in silence.Hope and trust will be murdered brutally.Life ends battling their own lonliness finding reasons to live.
The battles of life,the battles with the world,the battles for something would end one day.But there exists a battle every minute with you and yourself in which you neither win nor lose but will fight for the unknown you.
Life took a big turn,gifting more darkness and lonliness.Gained a new form of strength which made me let go off the one's I cared and loved the most.
This Strength resurrected by the birth of Ignorance.
Friendship taught me to sacrifice everything.
Love' taught me to sacrifice anything.
This is how,Iam left with nothing.