Boom! That was an explosion
Not outside, but inside your head,
I'm not stupid like my sister, depression
Because I make you fear in your bed.
You hate me, resent me
Now I can torture you more,
You wanted love and palm trees
But your mind has become sore.
You can't smile like you used to
You blame that on me, that's cool,
What you think is true
I, Anxiety will dominate you.
I've always wanted you to be under me
It was too hard for me,
For you could not forsee
That I would make you a nobody.
You were too weak child
You can't accept me,
Although my wisdom is mild
Facing me shall bring strength to thee.
You let them stab your heart
You bled like a wounded dove,
You tried to be a work of art
How are you my pet?
Is that even a question?
Your mood is obviously set
Which is being in depression.
You thought you climbed out of my pit
But realized that wasn't the end of it,
"Why is this happening to me?"
Is the generic question, Tee Hee.
You want to be happy
That is a fact,
Name one great human
Who wasn't sad.
If you're always smiling
They'll call you mad,
But if you're always sad
They say you are an attention seeking brat.
My my, how twisted they are
They hate you no matter who you are,
They called you words which broke you
You fell in my arms, my little tofu.
Tofu? Yes, that's what you are
Pure and soft at heart,
At least you used to
Now all you are is a burnt cashew.
It's good to see you.
Never give up
Because some things
Are worth fighting for.
Anger may or may not define you
But let it amplify you.
Don't be scared
Because patterns always emerge
Even in chaos.
Bargaining is the song of being human.
Once an action is done
It cannot be undone.
Accept it and move on.
To try invites failure
Change is normal
Regret has two sides:
The things we do
And the things we wish had done.
Other may try to make you feel guilty
Guilt can truly come from within.
Nothing is wrong with you.
Why are you doing this?
What are you trying to prove?
All that pain and misery, was it worth it?
You may dislike a lot of things
You may not particularly ...
The nicest thing?
Not many nice things happen in life.
I had lost faith in people. I got bullied a lot when I was in 10th grade. I was really depressed and was really doing terrible. I later talked to a girl (don't wanna name her) to just let time fly by. I had lost hope on myself too. I wasn't expecting anything nice but the girl said, " Cheer up Sam! Don't listen to them. They just say mean things for their own fun without caring about how the person feels". Thanks to her I'm much better. We don't talk anymore but don't get me started on that story.
It's moving it's always moving inside you
And outside you
What is it that is stopping you from falling?
What is it that is stopping you from living?
Life is a constant flux of movement
We move inside love we move outside love
Which some people call a heartbreak
But still I feel like this existence is making me a significant movement
Tears are dried up and transformed into a star dust of Utopia
Pain transformed into an unending Bliss of happiness
Mind body soul or spirit made my astral form of life alive allowing me travel with speed of light in this vast cosmic eternity what I am? in this cosmic unity
It's me again
Just lived another life
Nothing comes to hand
Nothing leaves the soul
Life is born to push you around
You just have learn how to live by
Words are the things running
Through your mind
Just have to learn to let go
Mouths are full of lies.
They say you can always win.
Knowledge is the power?
I don't think so.
They say life is a beautiful thing
Sunny days filled with happiness
Lands of green, flowers
Blue skies, flying birds.
Love is a four letter word
And never spoken here
Love is a four letter word
Here in this prison
Days of sunshine never come
Just keep waiting
Waiting for that one
Is the day that never comes.
You threw dirt on me
You made me fear you
You ruined my life
Like you wanted it to.
You've hit me, beat me in everything
Made my life a living hell
You made me wonder about my existence.
You stole from me
You took away my self respect
Kicked me until I cried
Made me wish I was dead.
After a while I realized
I don't take shit.
Stood up to you
Which scared the daylights off you.
You wanted me caged
But I came out in beast mode,
I trashed your plans
Which made me run from you.
I'm alive again,
More then I ever was.
Now listen little boy!
You hit me, I hit you.
You bully me, I bully you!
What is a heart?
What are feelings that you have?
Don't they cause you pain?
Don't they affect you?
What is happiness?
What is it that you seek?
You say you want to be happy.
Why is it so important?
I've had nothing.
I fear nothing.
I feel nothing
And I want nothing.
That's maybe because I am nothing.
It is because of your heart
That you shall die
Since you have your feelings.
Feeling love, you lose
And cry about it.
Fearing something makes you
Lose your senses.
Nihility is having nothing
And nothing to lose.
If that isn't happiness
Then what is?
(Inspired from Ulquiorra cifer)
Do you remember when a word was a bond, a fleeting promise in the light of the dawn.
Barren December under a falling sky, the end of days and a reason to die.
Night blind on the shining path
Ghost walking in the aftermath
21 to 1 I'm liking the odds
A blood junkie with a lightning rod
A dirty rig and a heavenly nod
And still you wind up nowhere
Obliteration never looked so divine
Holding your breath for the moment in time
You lived through hell, now you're trying to die
The skin is healed but you're bleeding inside
Shots fired just to numb the pain
There's no one left to save.
Just thought I'd share this because I found the lyrics to be quiet good.
Martin Garrix: in the name of love
If I told you this was only gonna hurt
If I warned you that the fire's gonna burn
Would you walk in? Would you let me do it first?
Do it all in the name of love
Would you let me lead you even when you're blind?
In the darkness, in the middle of the night
In the silence, when there's no one by your side
Would you call in the name of love?
In the name of love, name of love
If I told you we could bathe in all the lights
Would you rise up, come and meet me in the sky?
Would you trust me when you're jumping from the heights?
Would you fall in the name of love?
When there's madne...
It happened some time ago
That beautiful day when I met you
A beautiful girl
Not only on the outside but the inside too
We talked, we became friends
Promised that we'd be like that till the end
I loved you, you loved me too
But everyone thought I didn't deserve to be loved
They all loved you
They resented me, hated me.
To them you were the most important thing
But I was just something unwanted
Even after they were crying
In my presence
You held my hand
Made me walk past this
You made me realize what I was
And said "you are who you are"
That sure made me sad
But I accepted that bitter truth.
I was happy that someone was there
Watching over me,
Making my heart warm
Although I never had one...
I see you everyday
Screaming like you've died away
I see you smile I see you laugh
But only I, yes only I can see you sad.
They never cared, never will!
They hated you, loved to see you still
I've seen you go through pain
But that is the only way you gain
Nobody knows my presence
Since I am you, giving you a sad essence
They said you'll fail
They said you'll fall
But they'll soon regret not standing tall.
I am you!
I make you steal
I make you cry
Since I will be there till you shall die!
I've ruined lives
Brought down emperors
By just being myself
Who am I you may ask
I am depression
Serving you so you shall not pass.
These rotten scum you see everyday
They don't know what it's like
I saw the terror in you
When they saw you special
Taking pictures with you making them especial
I know you hated it, I felt it too!
They thought of you as a gimmick
And tried to manipulate you with a trick
I hated to see what I've built falling apart
I thought they'd make love, and not part
There was someone to save you now
But it may not be so the next time
Be careful dear,
As I watch you from up here