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Sankar

PO# 589937
India
India
Nothing here, really...
October 19, 2018
 

                                             In the darkest of days
                                            And brightest of nights
                                           There shall be only one
                                              That stands above all

WHITE CLOCK
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October 18, 2018
 

              It has always been hard. To accept this reality. Where I'd be once again, left all alone. I'd try to be happy, doing things that don't really matter, but still trying to find little joys in insignificant things. Diverting mind was never my forte, but I'd still try. To numb out the pain. The pain that'll never go away.

    How long has it been? One month to two? But about half of that's been on my own. So now who am I? In this happily ever after, that never turned beyond first page.

  Is this how life always turns out. Is it how good, my life was supposed to be. Is that the best it'll ever be.

  Guess this is how life shall be....... Always and forever.....

WHITE CLOCK
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October 14, 2018
 

        There isn't much left here,
       But ruins of broken dreams,
    That once shined through darkness,
              In this place,
           I once called home.

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October 13, 2018
 

              All that's left,
               Is a desert,
            With a dried oasis,
         Masked under a mirage.

WHITE CLOCK
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September 19, 2018
 

Love?

       After all this time
     I'll just forsake love
      Shelve it as an idea
     Like a perfect theory
     That exists in books
      Unable to replicate
      With 100% accuracy

BE KIND
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September 17, 2018
 

Never ending wait :

I'd have left this place long ago
I don't have that much to spill anymore
Pain breeds more pain
But one letter can change it all
One letter can make it right
I still wait, for that one letter
A letter from her, saying she's back
Am I waiting for the impossible
Will she come no more
If 9/11 can't be forgotten
Neither can 18/11
I still wait.

NEVER FORGET
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September 17, 2018
 

Blocked:

And then nothing matters anymore.
All the things you've done
All the moments you've shared
All the fights you've fought
In the blink of an eye
All that's been good has been undone
The fact of reality can only be this deep
One day can turn it all
Strangers we were
Strangers we remain
The time in between was a myth
For now, you're blocked.

NEVER FORGET
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September 1, 2018
 

I'm shorn of words,
Lost for words,
Gasping for breath,
Question self existence,
Of life and death,
Where chaos reigns supreme,
Swaying the nimble mind,
To the extremes,
With no concrete explanation,
To why things are as it is,
Or reasons to cling on,
To struggle some more,
Under constant judgment,
From across the spotlight,
Where the night is grim,
And the silence, bliss.

MAKE IDEAS HAPPEN
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August 22, 2018
 

I no longer seem to have time,
For anyone remotely human,
They keep disappointing,
Every single time,
Holding back feelings,
For reasons best unknown.

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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August 19, 2018
 

            In her memories,
              I still linger,
            Seeking solace,
           For eternal bliss.

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 17, 2018
 

Kerala has been in a state of turmoil since the last few days. Wonder why there's so much rain right now. All 14 districts are on red alert and I think 12 districts or so are kinda critical in various places. With floods and people stranded and stuck in their homes, unable to escape. Rescue operations and stuff are happening, and I've read yesterday that about 80 peeps have already been killed in this.

I hope you're all okay Out there and hope this ends soon. Stay safe people :)

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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August 11, 2018
Nedumangad, India

The peace lies in solitude,
When people desert you for good,
Clutching your pillow,
You cry all night,
Screaming in silence,
Till tears run dry,
Another one bites the dust,
Leaving you stranded,
In no man's land,
The time that was spent,
Sparks constant memories,
You and me, were meant to be,
Was the constant chant,
To destiny I leave fate,
For another miracle,
The fault in my stars,
Was to be forever alone.

BE KIND
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August 6, 2018
 

Who gave you the right to leave me alone like this? Why would you even do this to me? Was this a joke? What do you think I might have felt so long, in this limbo.

I can't say anything, how much you're missed. How much you're needed. I don't really know what I feel anymore. There's just a void, that can't be filled anymore.

People love trying to fill up the void and leave, just like that, making it wider and deeper.

I wonder if I deserve this. Maybe I do, this is probably exactly what I deserve for being who I am. After all, if there's Karma, whatever you're facing is simply the result of what you've done at some point in life.

I'll take all the blame, Cuz I know I'm not so pure enough to,...

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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August 6, 2018
Nedumangad, India

I feel a bit cranky,
Don't know who I could talk to,
Though I lend a ear to all,
Nobody wants to hear me

I feel a bit cranky,
I should probably not talk at all,
People are just too busy,
To take others mini tantrums

I feel a bit cranky,
I feel beyond all help,
You don't need to try to help,
When you don't even wanna try.

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 31, 2018
 

            Love
                 Is
                      Fiction.

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 31, 2018
 

Remember this feeling,
When the rain falls,
With no thunder strikes,
Peace in the air,
With a tint of love,
A glimpse of you,
Creates an image inside,
A silhouette so blurred,
Yet it is you, that I see,
Glancing back at me,
With devouring eyes,
Freezing time,
Holding back my life,
Leaving me gasping.

GOOD VIBES ONLY
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July 31, 2018
 

I feel a bit broken,
A bit out of place,
Here, where you were,
Where memories float,
Like photographs,
Scattered in the wind,
Evoking memories,
Of days past,
Just you & me.

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 21, 2018
 

Every now and then,
People make me feel bad,
For the mere fact that,
I simply exist in this world,
And to those who're hurt,
I'm really sorry for my existence.

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 21, 2018
Nedumangad, India

                     Parched on paper leaves,
             Against a crimson blue flame,
                         A forlorn soul burns.

THE BEST
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July 18, 2018
 

I'm falling back again,
Sucked right back in,
The void of uncertainty,
That I crawled out from,
Where do I go next,
Do I even need to try,
Haven't I tried enough,
Giving life numerous chances,
To prove its worth to me,
But yet again it's left me,
Disappointed and broken,
Just like before,
I wanted encore,
That's what I got served,
Maybe it's time to let go,
The life that I don't value,
The life you seem to care,
Just let me go,
Back into uncertainty.

MAKE DREAMS COME TRUE
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July 16, 2018
 

Will life get any better,
Will things be the same ever again,
Of course not,
Who am I kidding,
As if wishful thinking ever helped,
As if what I've wished ever comes true,
Always a let down,
The magic tricks have stopped,
No more rabbits to pull off the hat,
The pitch black bottom stares back,
Awaiting my immediate arrival,
Crashing through it all,
Like a falling star,
Discarded from its mighty perch,
Useless and valueless,
A mighty fall from grace,
The chapter draws to a close,
The last page left unturned.

LIFE GETS BETTER
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July 16, 2018
 

              All these pretty faces,
                   I blink my eyes,
                    I still see you.

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 16, 2018
 

Okay then, how stupid.
I wrote a long ass letter and it's lost forever, Cuz my stupid net got cut and I didn't notice it.
Fml.

Too bad Croatia lost :(
But France, won and it was deserved..
I can't write it again anymore :(

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 13, 2018
 

                  My words carry weight,
                      Writhing me down,
                       Pain never ceases,
                        Till I'm burnt out.

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 13, 2018
 

                    Both France and Croatia beat Argentina, and if Croatia beat France in the final, Argentina just lost to the best team or 1 of the 2 best teams in the world, but Germany still lost to Korea 🤣.

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 13, 2018
 

All the distractions,
Never helped,
She remained.

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 13, 2018
 

         She was the spark,
     That set ablaze my desires,
       Spreading like wildfire.

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 10, 2018
 

             A life of regrets,
              Born of misery,
              Contemplation.

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 8, 2018
 

          Can you save me anymore,
       Drunk in your memories, I sink,
            Identity forever lost.

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