Sometimes you meet people who change your life for better
Those people are called bartenders
He pushed me against the wall,touched my neck with his tender hands.. his face came closer to mine I could feel his breath
dragged his lower lip from my neck to collarbone... grabbed my ass, his claws running down my back and slowly kissed me and my hormones were flying.
Slowly moved his hands
squeezing my breasts and the sweat is coming all over the body
With his soft caressing hands, lips and tongue he explored my soft,silken body.
My soft moans,made him go wild.
He just came between my thighs and the glimmering of those between areas are sparkling.
The lightest touch brought joy,comfort and a sense of belonging.
I wonder how does he do this to me?
Do not ask me why do I keep memories and not friends.
Do not ask me why do I run from the echo of love before it could find me.
Do not ask my scar why did it choose my name.
Do not ask my sadness why did It prefer to stay.
Do not ask why do I explore the size of your heart and not the size of your smile.
Do not ask how can my words calm all hearts and could find none for my own.
Do not ask why do I believe in the speeches of the eyes before tongue.
Do not ask why do I believe in the embrace of hearts and not bodies.
Do not ask why some people and some things written in my heart with permanent ink.
Do not ask why I am brave enough to catch the walls of sadness.
Do not ask why do I wa...
Three years later...
He sits in front of her ex lover. She doesn't say a word and his heart doesn't ache for her anymore. He looks amazing even more than the day she left him. He was naturally striking and his charm was irresistible. And at that moment, she panics. She can never have him back with her again. She can just watch him be extraordinary handsome and elegant and in love with someone else.
Goodbye to the way when you looked at me when someone called my name. Goodbye to the mornings when you called just to wake me up and only because I want to hear your voice before starting the day. Goodbye to those nights when you called just to make sure I’m all right. Goodbye to the fun times when I highly embarrassed you in public and laughed real hard. Goodbye to the times when your happiness was seeing me happy and guffawing.Goodbye to the times when you had me laughing in the aisle with your nonsensical jokes. Goodbye to the times I listened to love songs and thought of you through it all. Goodbye to the way you made me laugh and I made you cry.
My heart hurts for the girl I was few months ago begging for somebody to stay in my life and asking why I wasn’t good enough for them. Now, never will I question my own self worth over someone else, thank god for the growth.
There are people
who are close
But only occupying a space.
And others who are far away
occupying our hearts forever...
Your absence isn't the same hole that you left it as 2 months ago.I've filled this hole with people that made me the promise of not leaving me.For real.They're my entire universe now.Since I'm not a part of yours,I made my own universe.It's a happy little world where I have my loved ones.
You could've been a part of it.Newsflash,you can't.
I've realized that a person is your happiness only as long as he/she is material,that is, existing within your world.When they leave,it'll hurt and that's a different story and better left untold.You left me and it hurt real bad.I got over it and I'm stronger,Thank you.Your absence taught me more than your presence could ever have.
Sometimes it so happens...
You can break my heart into pieces,when It heals It'll still beat for you.
I built these walls around my heart with hurting hands,only for your fingertips to break them.
Why do people think moving on is so hard?
I think it's easy,easy if you love yourself and realize your worth. If you respect your self respect more than anything. If you realize being sad can't help you with anything just ruining you. If you realize you have much to do about life and many things to look forward for than crying over someone who does not love you back.
There were days when I had nothing to worry about. All I used to do was hanging out,hoping from one place to another,busy laughing all the time, cracking lame jokes, talking about nonsensical things, trolling people, eating all junk,
dancing all over the house just because I’m happy, chit-chatting with siblings,gossiping with mom about boys, talking to friends about love and feelings, loving myself at the ugliest.
But there are days now when I feel nothing at all. I just feel numb. I don’t feel like socialising or don’t even feel like talking to one person at least. I just spend time being sad and feel numb. I’ve got major anxiety issues and can’t get rid of that. I just feel like shutting ...
When you do get there, when you love yourself, Do not let that go. Clench it tight,do not let it slip through your fingers no matter what. Keep rooting yourself, it gets easier. Remember,
You are fat. You are beautiful.
You are skinny. You are beautiful.
You are dark. You are beautiful.
You are pale. You are beautiful.
You are loud. You are beautiful.
You are tranquil. You are beautiful
You have scars. You are beautiful.
You have stretch marks. You are beautiful.
You are loved by you and you are beautiful.
I learned pain before hope.
I learned that no matter how difficult things seem,there is always hope.
I learned that sometimes no matter how much you do try somethings just don’t work because that’s life,leave it or take it.
I learned how to keep my smile behind thousands of tears.
I learned to make people smile even when my eyes were filled with sadness.
I learned to live with your memories and burry the important one’s in the center of my heart.
I learned to erase the history of my scars and their impact.
I learned to run away from ‘love and betrayal’ before they could meet me.
I learned that sometimes the darkest times can bring us to the brightest places.
I learned that letting go do...