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August 4, 2018
 

       The silence which was inside of me
                       Has now spoken
                   Repaired everything
                Which was once broken
  
      Lord, I'm grateful for all the lessons,
                 The positive reflections,
   Forgiving me for some past discretions,
                      Eternal blessings
             It was more than I deserved
            Feels like none of my prayers
                    Ever gone unheard
                             -Sanya

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 22, 2018
 

   Disturbing my soul for someone else
    Instead of finding repose in myself
          Opened books on the shelf
             That night i left his arm
           And grabbed them myself
      
          Only peace and tranquility
     No time for doubting his sincerity
     Not asking for staying till eternity
                   But in search of
            Some moments of clarity
                        -Sanya

SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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July 15, 2018
 

         Birds above my head
         Redness of the sunset
          Some words he said
             That's the day,
             I'll never forget
  
        The wind was so loud
        He whispered in my ear
      The feeling of the fresh air
       Blowing through my hair
                 And he
            Looking so fine
            That I felt elated
           And thanked God
          For making him mine
                -Sanya

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 11, 2018
 

                Wanna get hurt
           Wanna get hurt again
               Wanna get suffer
        And bear that pain again
              I wanna get burnt
            Wanna learn things
That should have already learnt

                Want your fire,
         Your poison once again
       Want your burning desire,
          That venom once again
                     -Sanya

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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July 8, 2018
 

       His smile belies the sadness
                 He feels inside
             His calm face belies
      That he's afraid of goodbyes
           With the burning love,
            The dying happiness,
                 And rage inside
           Got an empty feeling
                 Which still has
                No place to hide
                      -Sanya

A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
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June 27, 2018
 

                 He is not flawless
          But head to toe priceless
               Everyone has flaws
        He loves showing them off
              Like an art exhibition
                   With full of his
             Perfect compositions
                Shares his sparkle
       From his own body and soul
   And that's what makes him whole
                        -Sanya

STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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June 23, 2018
 

          Intimacy is in his room
       In his white polished sheets
           In his heavy breathing
         In his whimsical fantasies

  It's in the way he communicates
                 With my body
         With those sexy phrases
           Vocal encouragement
  When he shows the compassion
             The biological need
                  The empathy
        And how he responds to
               My every craving
          When I'm misbehaving
                       -Sanya

TEDx
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June 19, 2018
 

                 You and I,
           We always end up
       Right next to each other
       Is there any connection,
                 I wonder?
          Or maybe our roles
         In each other's lives
               Are not over

    The universe is fighting for us
         Making plans for us
              Hang in there
         We will feel the air
       When the time is right
      We will meet again dear
                 -Sanya

THRILLING
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June 17, 2018
 

We were on the wrong side of the history
     Was trying to make some memories
                            Under this tree
  Wrapped our words with awful mystery
                    And the rest is misery

                The fatuous actions I took
                         Made me realize
        How you wanted and needed me
                       With that one look
   We were a tv show with an absurd plot
                 But still, I loved you a lot.
                                  -Sanya

TOAST ON IT
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June 15, 2018
 

          Nobody deserves to be
             Someone's rebound
                There's danger,
                  Dependency,
    Psycological vulnerability
              And unstability

            Let yourself be sad
                     -Sanya

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
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June 11, 2018
 

           Bolster your relationship
              Listen with your eyes
               Talk with your smile
               Involve your senses
   Remove all the unwanted fences
         Converse with your bones
        Play with each other's tone

        Ignite that lost flame again
      Put some water on your stain
     And say bye to wild hurricanes
                        -Sanya

My Heart
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June 5, 2018
 

            Feeling like I'm evolving
           Every hour, Every second
            It's frightening, terrifying
         But I'm happy that this time
       It's gonna be very permanent
    New experiences, New emotions
    New expectations, and ultimately
                      A new reality
       
                   It's not a change
            But definitely a change
                         -Sanya

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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June 3, 2018
 

      Our "non-smoking code"
        Is being flouted
   Once again, when after years
     We both saw each other
         And realised
   How unfit our hearts were
How imperfect our journeys were
      And in a heartbeat
         We went back
     To our old pretty games.
          -Sanya

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 30, 2018
 

               Your book of destiny
           Has already been written
      And It's there on your bookshelf
          Grab it before it gets bitten
        By some mice from your past
             And start your journey
             By believing in yourself

    You are the master of your destiny
         Creator of your own melody
  Travel partner of this unique journey
                          -Sanya

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 27, 2018
 

Ever had an urge of pushing something
So hard till it breaks?
Ever had an urge to cry
So bad till everything stops?
Ever worried about an irrational feeling
That makes no sense now?

I wish I could handle these urges
I wish I could play
These games of liability
I wish I could just learn
The art of equanimity
-Sanya

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May 22, 2018
 

It doesn't matter how much I love myself
Every fuckin time I see you
It feels like I'm the most horrible person
I tried to forgive myself
It took me twenty-three sleepless nights
Continuously hitting my fingers on this fuckin keyboard
Letting out the tears I was holding back the whole day
And all that processing seems nothing now...

I'll keep trying to forgive myself
But I'm not sure
If It's my own forgiveness I need

I will always hate myself for hurting you
And just so you know
It was "not easy"
Not even then
And not even now.
-Sanya

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 20, 2018
 

                  Drove to the countryside
           Place, when we needed to hide
                Stillness slid the windows
                          And came inside
                  We removed our masks
          And on the beats of Luke Bryan,
                                 we cried
                  Broke many speed laws
                         Casual warnings
         And never left each other's side

                  Was a felicitous journey,
                     And for the first time
        My gloominess didn't concern me
                                  -Sanya

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 15, 2018
 

Wonder, what future has in store for me
Should I be worried or just carefree
Wonder, what life after 5 years gonna be
Will I be in a white or in a black sea

Wonder, when will you find me again
In thunder, lightning or in rain
Wonder, will we ever rise from the pain
And continue this paused journey
Once again
-Sanya

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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May 11, 2018
 

          Your eyes tend to refute
       Your false affirmative voice
                Makes it absolute

               I wanna believe you
                       I really do
   But you said it all without saying
                  And I guarantee
        That I'll make it through
                          -Sanya

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May 6, 2018
 

          Feels like it's in my soul
      Permeating, with no control
          Have it, but I want more
           Like staring at the wall
               to become a door

Cannot wash it off from my mind
                It's growing fast,
     Leaving my own self behind

           It's your damn aroma
               Your old persona
      Exploding all over my body
             Just like a supernova
                       -Sanya

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 2, 2018
 

       I have darkness of my own
             I push people away
                Block them out
           Act like i don't care

        Sometimes, i don't have
            The energy to talk
    Sometimes, it all seems fake
  Sometimes, 'happy' feels weird
   And sometimes, being around
      others feel like a burden.

                     -Sanya

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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April 29, 2018
 

I remember how I'd done pretty much everything
To elicit those words from your mouth
When they were heading towards south

I remember how your tears shed down
And we both got lost in our own town
Where lovers like us used to drown

I remember how I'd felt after that
Like having a home
In the homeless streets of Rome

I remember how afraid we were
But you still took another chance
For that summer romance
-Sanya

HARVEY SCHILLER
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April 25, 2018
 

  You pushed me hard against the wall
   Embracing the integrity of nightfall
Not concerned with how this might fall

       When you touched me, i began
Burning my heart and soul from within
They say "Peel the skin and throw it in"
               But they don't know
         I still have your fingerprints
                     Under my skin
                         -Sanya

FACE YOUR FEARS
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April 22, 2018
 

     Hopes are not dreams
     Romance is not fiction
    Honesty is not brutality
   
    Never relegate yourself
    For the sake of society
          -Sanya

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 17, 2018
 

                   Even after years,
                    My faith in you
                 Is like a holy river
             So pure and dedicated
                         -Sanya

LOVE, HER
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April 8, 2018
 

      Thoughts of you coming back
                 Are tormenting me
            They don't let me sleep
         All I can imagine is what if
      What if you come back again         
       With another sweet apology
          With another came back
                    sweetheart song

       I do recall our last goodbyes
                 And it's aftereffects
  That's why I have to be more wary
      And before you find me again
         I need to find myself again
                       One last time.
                             -Sanya

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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April 3, 2018
 

           #StayAliveChallengeAccepted
            This is for suicide prevention

                              You're loved
                         You're incredible
                            You're blessed
                         You're doing good
                           You're not alone
            Just hold on, it's just a phase
                                It will pass
                 You'll find your purpose
                Don't forget "you are the
             Reason of someone's smile"

                                 It's okay!
             Everything's gonna be okay!
     Think of all the beauty and be happy.
                                  -Sanya

ENDLESS STARS
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April 2, 2018
 

                Can we just
                 go back to
              where we were
         before all this mess?
                  -Sanya

DAY OF TRUTH
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March 31, 2018
 

            I wanna accuse you
                 Of fomenting
                   My feelings,
                  My thoughts,
                    Each time
        I decided to let you go
                     -Sanya

DAY OF TRUTH
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March 29, 2018
 

                  I am exhausted
        Emotionally and physically
         And done with everything
        I don't wanna run anymore
       I don't wanna hide anymore

        I wanna come home to you
              And make this love,
                This connection,
              Our refuge tonight.
                       -Sanya

DAY OF TRUTH
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