I Begged for healing in all the wrong places . I found it walking away , I found It walking alone .
We go from talking until 2 am , to 2 hours a day , to 2 minutes a day , to 2 days ago , to never.
Honestly , I hold in a lot .
When I'm upset , I really don't like to tell anyone . Especially the person who made me that way . No matter How much anyone asks , the answer will be , "I'm fine ." Even if its not true .
You never realize how lonely you are until it's the end of the day and you got a bunch of things to talk about and no one to talk to.
-not everyone you love will stay.
-not everyone you trust will be loyal.
-some people only exist as examples of what to avoid.
Sometimes, no matter how nice you are, how kind you are, how caring you are, how loving you are, it Just isn't enough for some people.
Never Give Up On something you really want . It's difficult to wait , but worse to regret .
I hate remembering good times i had with people who ended up being really shitty to me
"The hardest thing I've ever had to do was forgive someone who was never sorry."
Nothing Hurts More than being disappointed by one person who you thought would never hurt you.
Keep Your Distance From People Who will never admit they are wrong and always try to make you feel like it's all your fault.
I Can't Hide facial expressions at all.
If I'm Annoyed, sad, mad, you're gonna see it all over my face.
I Was Never ready for you to leave.
But you Left And the Way you left, Will Always Stay.
People will notice the change in your attitude towards them, but won't notice their behavior that made you change.
Right now, I am The mixture of very happy and very sad.
And I am trying to figure it all out, all these feelings and emotions and words and thoughts, and what they all mean.
Everything I feel Is a contradiction of itself, and I do not understand any of it.
For Too Much Of My
LIfe I've apologized
When I wasn't Wrong,
all to make a
I'm Not going to be
That Person Anymore.
I Feel Myself Changing.
I Don't Laugh The Same
Anymore,I Don't Smile
The Same, Or talk The
Same. I Am Just So
Tired Of Everything,
Give Me The Weed boys And Free My soul
I Wanna Get Lost In A Sticky Bowl And Drift Away
I Knew How It Could end ,
Yeah , I guess Things don't Change ,
I Let Feelings Fade again !
As I Began To Love Myself , I Freed Myself Of Anything That Is No Good For my
Health - Food , People , Things , Situations And Everything That Drew Me Down and away from Myself. At First , I Called This Attitude a healthy egoism.
Today , I Know It as Love Of Oneself .