After lots I have done for you you pushed me away. When you said you would be around for me you pushed me away. What more can I say or do? When you talked about my family behind my back you pushed me away. I'm afraid to get really close to people because you pushed me away. I have been sitting and waiting. Where is the call or text? You have made a mistake by pushing me away.
To all those that care,
Thank you for being around. Sometimes it's hard to express when I'm feeling down. Sometimes it's hard to say and sometimes you just have to walk away. I love all the letters I have received and I still have some more things I need to achieve.you being helpful is more than you will ever know and I hope our friendship can grow. Sometimes I let the little things get to me but I won't let it get the best of me.
Ten facts about me
1 my name is Russian but it means Alexandra in the USA.
2. I have a Maine coon cat and he is my world even though he lives in Ca and I live In Massachusetts.
3. Everyone is beautiful in his or her own way I go esp for Personality
4. I love stickers, pens, postcards small things like that
5. I like to cook and make desserts
6. I continue to find new pen pals often weather it's threw this site or others.
7. I want to meet some pals some day
8. I do the self checkout at the local cvs twice a week and I also work out two times a week.
9. I have a slight noise sensitivity so I would be happy just having a partner and a cat
10. I really like YouTube
A little about me.
Hello my name is Sasha and I'm 31 from Cambridge mass but grew up in Sanfrancisco. I went to Cambridge for college and have stayed ever since. I'm really into pen palling. I have done it for a few years and now I write people from all over the world. I currently work at Cvs doing self check out Saturdays and I also volunteer with the elderly once in a while. I love listening to music and coloring when I find the time. I like to cook and bake on occasion. I have one cat Mikey who lives in S.f. And he is 15 and a half a maine coon cat. I have Instagram and Facebook for those who are interested. I hope I can make some good pen pals and friends on this site.
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