I’ve failed at times as a boyfriend, fiancé, husband, student, friend, son ... and as a man ... I don’t always say the right things. I don’t have an amazing physique but what I do have works for me. I’m not the most handsome man in the world but I’m ENOUGH!! AND I am me. I have some scars cause I have a history. Some people like me, some like me, and some don’t. I have done some good and I’ve done some bad. I’m random and silly but I have a good heart and I’m loving. I don’t pretend to be someone I’m not. I am who I am and you can love me or not, if I ever love you then I do it with all my heart and unconditionally!! I make no apologies for who I am.
I AM WHO I AM!!
I feel think my whole world is collapsing on myself. I she would realize that there’s nobody I’d rather be with than her. She’s my one and only, but there’s doubt on both ends. I hate having doubt, I just want something pure and amazing from the beginning to whenever the end is. She says that she wants forever and everything else with me but her actions kinda speak differently. I just don’t wanna get hurt or anything else like that. I’m just feeling that this week is the end cause of multiple reasons that have came to light this morning. :’(