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PO# 608602
Pakistan
Pakistan
Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moon light ?
May 11, 2020
 

"I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it, to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once."

SIMPLICITY DAY
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May 9, 2020
 

"I don’t know how to ask for help I disappear and come back when I’m good."

SIMPLICITY DAY
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May 4, 2020
 

You will have days where you feel better, and days where you want to die. Both are okay. There is no magical cure. You just need to close your eyes and trust that the waves will pass, and soon you’ll be able to breathe again. Let it hurt. Let it bleed. Let it heal. And let it go.

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April 29, 2020
 

********** CHECK LIST **********
Do you care ?
Yes

Does it matter ?
No

Why ?
It's not gonna change anything

What about feelings ?
Never show it to others

Trust ?
No one

Being selfish ?
Is good thing

Pain ?
Is friend

Happiness ?
Is Illusion

Loneliness ?
Is blessing

Broken heart ?
Is reminder

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April 23, 2020
 

As you grow up you start dreaming less worrying more. Responsibilities take place of carelessness. You become more conscious and life get less fun. Endless possibilities shrinks to few hard choices and in night when you lie on bed you feel so tired but you can't sleep .... life it is.

SIMPLICITY DAY
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April 8, 2020
 

“He learned to live with the truth. Not to accept it, but to live with it. It was like living with an elephant. His room was tiny, and every morning he had to squeeze around the truth just to get to the bathroom. To reach the armoire to get a pair of underpants he had to crawl under the truth, playing it wouldn't choose the moment to sit on his face. At night, when he closed his eyes, he felt it looming above him.”

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March 15, 2020
 

We all are strangers to everyone, hiding some dark secrets deep inside us and not letting anyone to know our complete self. Running away from the demons of past and creating new ones in doing so.

SIMPLICITY DAY
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February 7, 2020
 

Sometimes I wanna have a long conversation with someone who hardly knows me and just be myself. But then I realize I don’t like people anyway...

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February 4, 2020
 

I want to write a story
the story of my life
but I don't want to give it a title
I want the people to read it
without knowing
why and who wrote it ....

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February 3, 2020
 

Acting like it isn't a big deal when it's really breaking your heart into a million pieces ...

JUST LOVE
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January 22, 2020
 

“Acquainted with the Night

I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain—and back in rain.
I have out walked the furthest city light.

I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.

I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,

But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
One luminary clock against the sky

Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.”
― Robert Frost, West-Running Brook

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December 30, 2019
 

“I discovered that my obsession for having each thing in the right place, each subject at the right time, each word in the right style, was not the well-deserved reward of an ordered mind but just the opposite: a complete system of pretense invented by me to hide the disorder of my nature. I discovered that I am not disciplined out of virtue but as a reaction to my negligence, that I appear generous in order to conceal my meanness, that I pass myself off as prudent because I am evil-minded, that I am conciliatory in order not to succumb to my repressed rage, that I am punctual only to hide how little I care about other people’s time. I learned, in short, that love is not a condition of the sp...

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019
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November 23, 2019
 

Some dreams are just soul sucking.
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You try so hard to run away from some feelings , hide from them and even try to bury them in some deep dark corner. When you feel like you are doing good then just one fucking dream throw you straight back from where you started. The years of struggle go into despair and you seem so helpless when you wake up shivering from some unwanted soul sucking dream.
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Why dream need to be so real, those feelings and sensations. And yeah I can't share it with anyone, these kind of things make me realise how alone I'm.
I know I'm the culprit for this dark past and loneliness in life. But I dun want these soul sucking dreams to throw this on my face ... I wish...

STRAIGHT LINES
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October 29, 2019
 

Life has a cruel way of reminding one and all it stops for no one and simply marches on, dragging everyone with it.

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October 3, 2019
 

“When you live without someone for as long as I have, love becomes this abstract concept, something you attach to a memory. And when memories are that old, they feel like dreams, and you wonder if any of it was real, or if your mind created it all.”

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October 3, 2019
 

Life is about making choices and to live with those choices, you never get another chance so don't let emotions and feelings getting better of you while making your decision because my friend life with regrets is worst than anything you ever imagine.

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September 22, 2019
 

I love to read and always enjoy whatever you write. Do it for yourself whenever you feel comfortable.

P.S. ...

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June 7, 2019
 

I still remember the feeling I felt when I first started talking to you ...

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 1, 2019
Lahore, Pakistan

I think in the end, you would have stayed with me, out of obligation...or maybe comfort. Maybe I was safe to you, and you needed to feel that. I know how scared you get of the unknown. To you...I must be kind of a security blanket. Do you see now, how that doesn't work for me? I don't want to be there, simply because the idea of me being gone is too...scary. I want to be someone's everything. I want fire and passion, and love that's returned, equally. I want to be someone's heart... Even if it means breaking my own.

DARK NIGHT
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May 16, 2019
Lahore, Pakistan

No one dies after anyone. We just learn how to suffer without them. It’s painful. It’s exhausting but sometimes it is what it is. You can’t do anything about it but accept the fact that they are gone.

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 15, 2019
 

"It’s important to realize you can miss something, but not want it back "

SUPER HERO OR VILLAIN?
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May 13, 2019
 

Don't enslave yourself to your desires
You might end up begging....

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 12, 2019
 

She was special.
She combined a mean angel and a kind devil ....

POKA DOT PORTRAIT
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May 10, 2019
Islamabad, Pakistan

I am constantly torn between killing myself and killing everyone around me.

NATURAL BEAUTY
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May 7, 2019
Islamabad, Pakistan

Well like always, I end up back where I started. When will I learn, seems never ....

DARK NIGHT
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May 5, 2019
 

“I see it all perfectly; there are two possible situations — one can either do this or that. My honest opinion and my friendly advice is this: do it or do not do it — you will regret both.”

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May 5, 2019
 

“Time was passing like a hand waving from a train I wanted to be on.
I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you.”

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May 2, 2019
Islamabad, Pakistan

One year of love

We can finish here
but can you really
throw away like that
one year of love?
now if you leave
you will know by tomorrow
one long and empty day without me
And at night
and at night
to not feel alone
remember
your happy days
remember
all of my kisses
and understand
in one moment
what it means
one year without love
what it means
one year without love
I know it does not help
and you will leave me
but tell me, you know
what we lose
now if you go
do not recover
the familiar things
experienced
with me
And at night
and at night
to not feel alone
remember
your happy days
remember
all of my kisses
and understand
in one moment
what it means
one year without love
what it means
one year ...

CREATIVE WRITING
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April 9, 2019
Islamabad, Pakistan

“No one loses anyone, because no one owns anyone.
That is the true  experience of freedom:
having the most important thing in the world  without owning it.”

in  "Eleven Minutes" (2003)

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April 5, 2019
Islamabad, Pakistan

We are two strangers who never suppose to meet
Or we suppose to ?
In some alternative reality we never meet and in another we are still together
But I don't believe in alternative realities
Do you ?
I was lost and still wandering
But you was always sure and always knew the answers
For a moment I had the clarity which I got from you
But now there is just a dim light seems so far which I left behind
Now we are strangers again but could we ever be same again ?

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