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Selly A

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Indonesia
continue my old account @mynightprayerwords IG : @mynightprayerwords
October 16, 2019
 

The time lag

Day after Day I passed
without demanding from you to always keep me company
Day by Day I live with a heavy heart
even though this heart hurts and restlessly waits for when this time lag Will end?

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©Selly A

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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October 10, 2019
 

Melodies of the hearts
the beautiful song you sent me
like a melody of heavenly beauty
fascinates me with the meaning behind the beautiful words you sent me
implies the weight of me in your life and the weight of you in my life
like two charts that are united in a beautiful symphony heart

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MADE WITH LOVE
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October 10, 2019
 

Me
empty ...
blank....
Helpless....
sinking .....
slumped down ....
forgotten ...
mistreated
it seems like it's attached to me

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I AM WHO I AM
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October 9, 2019
 

What's in my mind

You flung me again in a thousand questions
you flung me again into a lament of sadness
what have I done to you that you treat me like this?

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©Selly A

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 1, 2019
 

Sacrifice and heartache

once again you ignore me
with the excuse that you need time for yourself, which to me sounds that you want to avoid me a little
I do not know where my fault
if it's really too much attention to you ... I'm sorry
if my love is too much for you ... I'm sorry
if my concern makes you feel like a person who is not free ... I'm sorry
if I always want to know whatever you are doing because I want to know you better and feel close to you ... I'm sorry

it turns out all this is my fault
apparently all of this is my weakness
every time I love someone ... that person will feel the burden of being loved by me
maybe this is a curse for me who has an excessive attitude like this
it...

ANGEL BREATHING
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September 28, 2019
 

Despicable Me

I do not know where my fault
suddenly you ignored me without words
it really hurts when treated like this
I always wallow in sadness and heartache
Do I deserve to be treated like this, when on one hand I am struggling to reach you?
Is this treatment that I deserve?
Is that so despicable of me in your eyes?

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© Selly A

ANGEL BREATHING
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September 26, 2019
 

Are you good enough?

when you respect someone sincerely

someone even misunderstood your attitude

it's very ironic to get such treatment if your intention is sincere to respect someone but that someone looks down on you

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READ A LOT WRITE A LOT
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September 26, 2019
 

Stunned and naked

your figure dancing wildly in my mind
make me feel the vibrations of passion that never goes out
your naked figure makes me want to embrace you and kiss you

the shadow of my wildest imagination was born because of the sincere love you gave me
makes me stunned and naked
because you see me completely

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CANNOT RESIST
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September 25, 2019
 

Dissatisfaction

sometimes I don't want to live the reality in front of me
but I also cannot turn away, because I have to face it

the more I try to look away
will increasingly pierce me feelings of regret and dissatisfaction about my life

I haven't achieved what I want
because I always put the people around me first
when I sit alone in my bedroom
only then did I realize that I was not satisfied with my life

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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September 24, 2019
 

An emptiness of the soul

when no words come out of my silent lips
I could only shed tears
when this sound becomes mute
only tears came in place of the words
when all disappears by the deterioration of an emptiness of the soul
then only a drowned soul will swim further and further to the darkness of a no-man's soul

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© Selly A

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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September 24, 2019
 

Embrace the ambition

when this heart has given up
then there is no more lust to achieve passionate desire
when this heart has ambitions
all that's left is surrender and sincerity
when this heart is covered with surrender
then sincerity will hold you tight

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© Selly A

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 24, 2019
 

Beautiful Gift

when i see you
my imagination danced wildly in my mind
put me in a wild expression of the union of two human beings

seeing you makes me tremble at my long-held desires
you made me rise up in the slump of passion for life

seeing you ... touching you is a gift that is unstoppable by words
seeing you is enough to make my soul say that you are the most beautiful gift I have ever had

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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September 24, 2019
 

Fight for yourself

I know it's tiring
I know this hurts
I know this is boring
waiting for something happiness that should be yours
apparently it requires a struggle that is not for a moment
the struggle for proof of yourself when you want to get something that is already your right

the struggle that you know is enough to drain your energy and mind
because you know that all of that is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand

even a lover must fight against the fatigue of waiting and romance
if indeed we have a belief in happiness
then achieve that happiness
because happiness for yourself is more important
because with that, the aura around you will follow your happiness

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ANGEL OF PASSION
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September 23, 2019
 

I choose

when I choose you
not the intention of the heart to hurt you
when i love you
not the intention of the heart to curb your freedom
when I fell in love with you
I know for sure that I will be hurt by all my shortcomings
when I fell in love with you
I know for sure that I chose the right person

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PERFECTION
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September 21, 2019
 

No Trust

really very painful
if someone you really love doesn't trust you
even though you love him so much that there is no room for anyone else
Is this how it hurts if you are not given the trust of those you love with all your heart ??
how ironic this love is

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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September 21, 2019
 

Misery

a desire that sometimes is not easily realized
We have to fall and get up to get all of it
although it hurts but we must live it and accept it
heavy heart ... heavy steps ... heavy to wake up from a long dreamful sleep filled with misery

sorry for the heart ... misery
make you worse off
even though we know that all those things will always follow you wherever your feet go

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PASSION OVER PERFECT
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September 21, 2019
 

What I want ...

getting happiness is sometimes difficult
many say that we must make peace with ourselves
but when it's done
apparently not as easy as saying

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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September 20, 2019
 

Something about....

Desires wrapped in pain The pain that drives me to run from reality The reality that wants hidden dreams

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ANGEL BREATHING
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September 20, 2019
 

I wanna be free

this saturation kills me
I really want to run away from it all
I really want to feel happiness
is my request too much?

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FEEL IT WRITE IT
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September 20, 2019
 

Dear my love

Day after day I passed
the more I feel empty in my heart
a dream and my desire has not been achieved
the desire to be with someone I love

Day after day I passed
the more I feel you mean to me
increasingly aware that I can't lose you ... Because I love you so much

my sweetheart that I love
be patient for our dreams
dream to be together
I know that this is not easy
but I believe and believe
that we will be together one day
even though I have to wait another 1000 years

p.s: for my love Sven Gläsner

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KISS A PRINCE
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September 20, 2019
 

A little bit about me,

so many events that I've been through
be it bitter or happy, for me My past is still not the thing I want to remember with a sincere heart

sometimes I fantasize that I want to have a time machine, so that I can turn back the past and eliminate all the pain that exists

but my little heart cried out that I deserved a bitter past
Because if I've never experienced it
then I can never be a person who is strong and tough

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September 20, 2019
 

Hurts

Everytime I saw you with someone else
My hurt turn in to burn
It feels like it burn me from outside and inside
Did I wrong to have a feeling of a jealousy?

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ANGEL BREATHING
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September 19, 2019
 

Believe

Sometimes when I feelin' down
The voice inside my head asked me to give up
Sometimes when I feelin' sad
The voice inside my head asked me to stay strong
Sometimes when I feelin' lonely
I said to myself that I should stay strong, keeping my head up and face the reality and choose the way for my own happiness

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         ©Selly Agtus

PERFECTION
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September 18, 2019
 

What I feel

When I realized
That I became strong because of you
Instantly I found my true love
The true love that I longed for
How long my soul is empty by the presence of someone who really means
Someone who is currently with me filling my day
Someone named love
And love is "you !!"

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ANGEL OF FAITH
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September 18, 2019
 

Chapter 10

Thursday, October 25th 2018
At my sister's house

today I experienced something that really made my heart beat fast, didn't know what to do.
what I feel is. . .
I'm really in love with someone who is very special who has stolen my heart little by little

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ANGEL OF UNDERSTANDING
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September 18, 2019
 

CHAPTER 9

Wednesday morning..from my bedroom..

sometimes the economic situation that squeezes me makes me want to run and leave my life with him. I feel imprisoned because I can't do anything. I feel boredom in my life. am I wrong if I want happiness for myself and my little daughter

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TINY QUEEN
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September 18, 2019
 

Chapter 7

sometimes I hate myself. I trust people too easily. and with that it will be too easy to be hurt and bullied.
and it is with my nature that sometimes makes me easy to play with and use by others.
Is having a sense of empathy for others wrong?
Is helping others wrong?
maybe because I have that feeling of empathy that finally makes me feel discarded if it's not needed.
 I didn't feel my tears rolling down my cheeks.
I don't know if I cry because I am happy, or do I cry because I can help people, or do I cry because I am used and then thrown away and abandoned?
feeling like trash hugging me tightly, I can't breathe, I feel depressed and hurt.
maybe it will only be a satisfaction for t...

WINTER WHISPERS
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September 18, 2019
 

Chapter 6

sometimes when I feel drowned
I prefer to stay away from the people who love me, for some reason I do that
I will turn into a closed person and even become apathetic.
maybe I have a mental disorder, but I don't care.
I choose to enter my personal bubble. keep quiet and confine myself.
I am sometimes bored with my life.
I admit this seems to be complaining and unable to accept gracefully.
but I'm just an ordinary human being who can sometimes become an unstable person in any case

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©Selly A

HOLD ON TO YOUR HEART
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