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shambhvi

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My determinations are as strong as iron pillar and emotions as delicate as morning dew.
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April 22, 2017
Pune, India

If I meet you....

If I meet you after many many years
How should I meet you?
Shall I say you hello
Or I shall just smile at you?
If this doesn’t work
Shall I just shake hands with you?
If I hear you after many many years
How should I listen you?
Shall I just sit before you
Or shall I hold your hands?
If this doesn’t work
Shall I just allow you to scribble the journal?
If I meet you after many many years
How should I see you?
Shall I try being brave
And pretend as if nothing happened
Or shall I cover my face with hands?
If it doesn’t work
Shall I just hold you and cry?
If I meet you after many many years
What should I do?
Shall I just be myself
And tell you how my ye...

EARTH DAY
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April 20, 2017
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You know you have healed from you heart break, when you paint your ex with his present and gaze the painting for sometime and say, "Aaahhh! It looks soooo perfect". 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎

Shambhvi

😘😘😘😘😘

BOB TAYLOR
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April 18, 2017
Pune, India

Because drop of your love
Got mixed in my cup
I could drink bitters of life....
Great many drops are mixed...
And cup is a lot sweeter.
But, wait a minute,
I quit sugar long time back
And I enjoy my coffee bitter😎😎😎😎😎

Shambhvi

BOB TAYLOR
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April 11, 2017
Pune, India

My perfect Date ☺

My perfect dates are the ones with you ☺. When you make plans to take me out for dinner to a romantic place and I decide all day what am I gonna wear in evening, those are delicate moments that makes me smile all day. Those days are my favourites ☺ for a simple reason that I will get to speak all evening to you while you listen and smile back at me. More I chirp, more you smile; those are my favorite evenings. While I endlessly gaze at my wardrobe to select that perfect dress that makes me feel like princess, my phone beeps and I see a message from you. I smiled reading your message ☺. It said, " hey u are just across the street, why don't you come over at my place first....

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March 31, 2017
Pune, India

WITH YOU
........WITHOUT YOU

You have been on my mind
ever since I last met you ,
in June 2016;  1730 at the Airport.
I have spent long hours thinking about us
Endeavoring to discover our secrets
Trying to unravel our mysteries.
I wish it were easier for me to comprehend
The hidden secret behind the way i felt.
You waved me good bye,
i smiled and waved you back
I dont want you to understand me
If this means my spiritual enslavement.
My dear, has Oak and Willow,
Ever grown in each other’s shade,
If you think, i am caged in those thoughts,
O sweetheart! Let me remind you
I forged those bars and i can destroy it as well.
Nothing much has changed, since June
I still stand high,
I still smile,...

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March 12, 2017
 

Unconditional Offer
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I offer you my dreams & wishes, instead of my reality
Since in my dreams, I am perfect & life is smooth
You are always around, available. Only for me
I give you my word and its meaning
I cannot hold you, but you touch my soul
And I find yours.
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I drown in your laughter & float on your tears
We share the same serenity & have the same fears
Hold me in your chest as your heart
Kiss me & make me breathless
Give me a life as if every moment is our last
As I try to penetrate your walled being, slowly.
I am forceful but also fear
Leaving a sour mark on you
I am gentle not to give you a scar.
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I offer you my deepest emotions
And the intimate feelings
My thoughts & fantasi...

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 20, 2017
Pimpri-Chinchwad, India

Objectivist: Intersecting lines definitely meet once but they drift apart forever whereas parallel lines do not meet but are together forever. Relationships ( of any kind) I believe should be like parallel lines than Intersecting.
The plane of parallel lines are the same just they do not meet. These lines if assumed as relationship do not tend to dilute the wholeness of two individuals, they walk side by side respecting each other's individuality and remaining together till infinity.

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BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 17, 2017
Pimpri-Chinchwad, India

Once upon a time, in far east there was a blossoming love story dependent on cost centre budget. Tragedy struck, it lead to crisis in cost centre and all love withered away.

Shambhvi

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 16, 2017
Pimpri-Chinchwad, India

I have learnt to be thankful in happiness and to yearn in peace. Lately I realized how strong are the words " much" and "affection".

With much affection

'With much affection' i sit here again,
to write something for you,
Threre has been strange silent days
and mute months between us.
I am sure you do not take me as cruel
as i do not think you to be wicked.
I know you struggle with your dreams
as much as i struggle with them.
Those strange elevated dreams
that take us to the mountains,
and bring us back to the valleys.
These dumb days are mistaken
identities of the false peace.
Every interrupted dialogue we had;
we found solace and companionship.
I am no cruel you are no wicked;
We are just ...

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 16, 2017
Pune, India

This morning, I woke up after a strange dream. I dreamt of people, who no longer are part my life, smiling at me. I sensed a peace in their smiles. As I try walking to them all of them disappeared.

I believe nothing in our lives is more worthy than of thought and contemplation than the dream we have, and I dream a lot. But I do not usually remember my dreams unless they are about those whom I love, which is why I am confused, perturbed and worried this morning.

Shambhvi

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 3, 2017
Pune, India

Sometimes life puts you in one mess to pull you out from another. ☺.

Shambhvi

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Hurray for Hollywood
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March 3, 2017
Pune, India

Sometimes life purposely put you in one message to pull you out from another bigger mess. Stay calm and face it, it’s not that bad at all ☺

Shambhvi

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Hurray for Hollywood
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February 26, 2017
Pune, India

I cannot give up on fairy tales. Giving up is so not me.

Shambhvi

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February 24, 2017
 

Hello,

So, now that you are not hearing from me much; I assume you are missing me less. My pictures may not be reminding you of me now. As we say " out of sight, out of mind". I hope you are doing fine and you must be at little peace. I won't lie but I miss you a lot. Everytime I want to check on you I am reminded of my promise; promise to help you make your life easier. I control my emotions. I check your last seen status it relieves me to know that at least you are doing okay. I cannot even ask you to start fresh as I am too numb and you too dead. Is there an alternative? Is there any solution you have in your mind?

I am keeping my promise hope you too can. I am deleting one picture of o...

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February 23, 2017
Pimpri-Chinchwad, India

City of Memories

There was lot to say, don’t you think so?
You chose to walk away without looking back.
I stood there, waiting for you to come and speak.
My mind plays with me all the time.
Easy to say, it is, to move on!
How could I, when I designed my life with you?

You chose to walk away without looking back.
Do you know how I feel,
When I look at our old pictures?
Those images encage me in the memories of past.
I am still entangled in those moments.
Too frozen to, take a step ahead.

You chose to walk away without looking back.
While I kept thinking what went wrong.
You claimed to never leave me midway.
Perhaps your feelings may have changed
I no longer exist for you
You maybe ha...

Hurray for Hollywood
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February 21, 2017
Pimpri-Chinchwad, India

“There comes a point when you feel nothing about things happening around you. That is the state of sheer numbness. Scary state it is! Either we are too fed up of pointless drama or we are being to brittle only to break later.

I have reached a point where I keep staring at wall for ours, without crying and thinking about the people who left me. I am not angry at anyone. But I wonder how they must be feeling by abandoning me. I need to take rejections sportingly. I fear to trust now and this fear is closing down all the options in my life. I have lost many nice people, I have lost many friends and I have lost Alwin now,” said Meera to her therapist, playing with tea coaster at the table.

Sh...

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February 21, 2017
 

Distance: 3

He is too worked up and cannot plan his trip to meet her. It's already been a year since they saw each other. She is gradually giving up on distance not on him. This distance and his ignorance made her sad most of the days. She woke up with a grief of not seeing him around. He felt her sadness but could do nothing much about it. Guilt in him was killing him.

Shambhvi

Hurray for Hollywood
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February 20, 2017
 

There are many people whom I care about but do not want to initiate conversation with. There 'last seen' status on social media gives me peace of mind that in some corner of this world they are doing okay.

Shambhvi

Hurray for Hollywood
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February 19, 2017
 

Distance: 2

He promised her to come back soon and she promised to wait for him. They disappeared in thick fog and never saw each other again.

Minneapolis to Mumbai; 13000 kms, who will take that first step to bridge this distance. He was in love with the USA and she was overwhelmed with INDIA

Shambhvi

Hurray for Hollywood
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February 18, 2017
Pune, India

DISTANCE: 1

13000 kms! He was in Minneapolis and she in Mumbai. It was already quite a distance still they needed space from each other.

This is a confusing love story of two confused people, who met 7 years back. They liked each other but couldn't be together because distance between then was stronger than love they had for each other.

Shambhvi

Hurray for Hollywood
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February 17, 2017
Pimpri-Chinchwad, India

Fear of abandonment and rejection surrounds all of us only degree varies. Lately I realized, rejections are not of people but of the energies. We cannot match our energies with certain people to have meaningful connection and it becomes too much for us to take. We play safe, we do not want to pay that price of connection that is too high for us to pay.

Meera and Alwin did the same. Very first time they met their energies melted in each other and they felt like one. Alwin realized later, to match Meera's energy he has too pay much higher price and that price was letting go off his ego. How could he have done that? All his life he has been facing all kind rejections that resulted into his so...

LOVE IS...
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February 15, 2017
Pune, India

Alwin, you always wanted to have a strongest story with difficult past to gain all sympathy. When you found me, you wanted to feel like a baby. I did nothing like that. You were insecure; impatient. You wanted all attention. I wanted to give you all but gradually so that I can tame that stubborn child in you. All I wanted was little time and what you did not have was time. My mind wanders on the streets we walked together. I still worry about you when your  'last seen' is more than 24 hours. You left me too crippled, I cannot even know how you must be doing and this is all because of your stubbornness. You hate me because of my sadness and I hate you because of your stubbornness. Let's keep...

LOVE IS...
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February 15, 2017
Pune, India

"I m filled with sadness and darkness. At first you may not see that as my sadness is bright illusion. I lure you with my light to pull you in my sadness. More you plunge deep into me, more you will dive into my darkness. Did I ever tell you to jump into me. Now that you have already dived in do not blame me for my sadness, Alwin. I am a harmless illusion, you made your choice to enter this illusion. Find your way to come out of it. I cannot help you. If hate helps you to sail back, please keep that hate strong to build the finest submarine that will bring you to surface of light, Alwin. I was not a lie, I was truth that your eyes chose to see. Do not blame me and my sadness," said Meera to...

LOVE IS...
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February 14, 2017
Vasco da Gama, India

Meera did cry, Alvin. As she moved to gate no. 2 to board her flight. She cried for you. Meera did cry for Alwin.

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February 14, 2017
Vasco da Gama, India

He kept watching her till she disappeared among ocean of people. Holy Shit! What did he do? He added little bit more to her pains. Oh No! Please I hope flight gets canceled and she comes back again. I hate her sadness not her. Why do I need to complicate things? Who am I? A rockstar? Please take me back to those days, I want to mend things up. This is not me. What did I do?

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February 14, 2017
 

He: I dont want to drink your sadness.

She: You were the one to scratch my sadness.

He: You are beautiful woman but I hate your sadness. You remind me of my mother.

She: Someday, not today, when you are more focused and I m more sorted we will resume our story. My thoughts are unclear and brain is molasses

He: I wish u were same person whom I met first time. Meera, I don't want to see you ever again. You are so like my mother. Please leave me now. We will cross our paths again to begin where we left from.

She didn't cry, she just left. She was neutral. With a smile on her face she entered the airport

ORIGINAL
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February 13, 2017
Arambol, India

You are a beautiful person Meera but you are layered with blankets of sadness. I am not the one who can uncover these blankets for you. You are sad and I hate you for that. You will not believe but you need some serious help. My heart aches to know that somebody so beautiful is filled with sadness from head to toe. First time I saw you; you were a complete lie an illusion. I found happy and carefree girl in you but Meera you are a lie. You are sadness a complete objective sadness and I hate you.

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February 12, 2017
 

She asked me, "Do you trust me?" So difficult was the question. I did not want to answer her. Of course I trusted her but I did not want her to know this. With smile on my face and lust in my eyes I said, "yes I trust you". We melted in each others arms. I caressed her cheeks and gently kissed her lips. That was the best feeling I had in many many months. I never made this evident to her but in her I found peace and I hated this peace. She was messed up from head to toe. I want to meet more people to get over her.

I whispered in her ears, do you trust me? " I am a risk taker and with you I am taking risks," she replied.

.....to be cont'd

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February 12, 2017
Arambol, India

"Sometimes you get messed up in all possible ways. Finding peace in piles of mess is what I need to learn and I am sure I will learn it someday," said Meera. Her eyes were deep as an ocean and mind, waves. Her thoughts kept her engaged all the time. Every time I speak to her I feel I speak to myself. She doesn't ask questions but she says, she listens. Such a complicated person. She annoyed me all the time but something kept me connected to her. I hated her, I hated her sadness and I hated Meera. I hated her for not being with me. I hated her for being so complicated. I wonder what Meera feels when she says she likes being with me. I left her this morning with a promise to never to see he...

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