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I was there,
Searching for my papers into an old shelf of books.
Where I found my favourite novel,
Coated with the thin layers of dust.
It was still as tempting to me,
As it was before.
And grabbed it out dusting to get it's same old new finish.
The pages smelled so nice,
That I couldn't stop my fingers from turning it.
I wanted to re-read my most favorite part of the book.
The scene where,
The author met his love for the first time, describing her beauty with the nib of his ink,
Their first kiss that made him believe in love and crazy feelings.
The page where I kept your love in the form of my bookmark!
The page, which I...
I've more dreams in my eyes,
Than the time span of my life.
His every 'BYE' scares me.
It feels like my train has departed without taking me.
Touch of your skin onto mine,
When my heart was dried and soaked in despair.
The way you assembled my pieces,
Your wet hands moulding it into the shape of love.
While you caressing me with your innocent love.
And your fingers exploring my soul.
My pieces of clay heart are now shaped and strengthened.
Now that I know, you're the one,
Who'll never let it break.
You're the one,
Who'll be keeping it close to you and safe.
You're the one,
Who can heal it even in the storms or cracks, with your clay.
You're the one,
Who can carve a smile on my face.
I want to stay in your arms,
And mold our hearts together with our clays.
Painting us together,
In the colours of blue, green, ...
THINGS YOU LOVE
The things you love to do,
Will always be there within you.
There ain't any specific time or specific period,
To do what you love.
Opportunity just keep on knocking at your door.
Or maybe minor.
You'll have a chance to grab them for infinite times.
And you'll have a chance to reach,
Where you wish to stand.
That broken feeling,
When the reality of life hits you hard,
And pulls you out from your dream world!
One day, I will wipe off all your tears,
And never give a reason for you to cry.
One day, your proud smile will flaunt,
Illuminating my whole life.
Tareefo kaa silsila abhi toh shuru hua tha,
Kuch tumne ki thi,
Aur kuch humne.
Dherro baaton kaa pitara abhi toh khulla tha,
Ki kuch mithi thi,
Aur kuch dil ke ander dabbi tasveere.
Derr raat tak kaa tumhara saath,
Abhi toh sukoon dena shuru kiya tha.
Itni sachchai se kisi koo apna sab kuch batana,
Abhi toh tumse hi shuru kiya tha.
Yu toh na jaane kitno se kitni der taale baatein hui hai,
Per tumse kari baatein naa jaane kyuu haseen lagti thi.
Bohot the tumhare dost,
Aur shayad, mei bas unka hi ek hissa thi.
Ek dusre ke mazak mei her ghum bhula dene ki,
Humari kuch naayi si aadat abhi toh bani thi.
Awaaz nahi sunni thi tumhari,
Naa tumhe kabhi dekha.
Lights in the darkness,
With sweet voices singing carols.
Waiting to get our desired gifts,
Taking blessings from Jesus.
May all the wishes, comes true this Christmas!
I'VE BEEN HOLDING
I've been holding your hands,
Just not to sink and drown.
The love we share is pure,
With the paths of ups and downs.
When will you be back with that smile,
Which made me flatter?
Tell me once that you're alright,
Happy writing your life's chapter.
Call me when you need me,
I'll hug to tight, with all my love.
Life has taken a turn on unknown paths.
It's not too late to bring back our love back.
It's not too late to say the unsaid words.
I know, we've waited long for each other.
I know, the feelings in our heart have blossomed much more.
We can hear our inner voices,
But failing to put them into words.
Eyes are ready to ...
Her waqt ghut ghut ke jeeti hun,
Arey koi toh awaaz dede mujhe.
Bas ek baar pyaar se hi puch le,
Kya tum thik hoo?
Kya hua hai tumhe?
Koi dikkat hai kya?
Chinta mat karna, mei hun saath tere!
Inn lafzo koo sunne ke liye mere kann tasar gaye hai,
Lekin iss bandh kamre mei abb bhi hun mei akeli.
Darwaze toh saare bandh hi hai,
Aur keh naa paa rahi thi kuch bhi.
Der raat tak bas iss bistar pe pade apni khaamiyaa nikalti hun.
Logon se vasta toh kabka chhut gaya,
Abb bas apne shareer se hi, logon ke samne nazar aati hun.
Dubb chuki hun uss jahan mei jaha se abb vapis aane ki sochna bhi gunhaa lagta hai.
Logon ke taano kaa kya hai,
Roz sunke abb vahi achcha lagta hai...
Days are passing,
Unaware of the future.
And here I'm surviving hopelessly,
Trying to push myself away from all stress.
Again today, they sat together on the staircase outside their flats with a cup of tea, enjoying each other's company and a little peace in their life.
This time he initiated.
He: Time is running to fast. Isn't it?
She: Why do you feel so?
He: Don't you agree?
She: (with a deep breath) For me, it's moving to slow i guess!
He: (whispering to himself) If I could freeze this moment with you, and you could read my eyes!
She: (whispering to herself) Argghhh....For how long I've to wait for him to confess! I wish, if time could fast forward!
Both looked at each other exchanging smiles in silence!
As daily, once again they went back into their respecti...
It's a night with a full moon.
Cold winters with chilling winds.
Waiting for Christmas with decors and excitements.
With joy and beautiful lightings.
I'm sitting packed into my blanket,
Just thinking about you.
A perfect moment to be with you.
With love all around.
Holding each other cozily,
In this shivering weather.
While sharing a little silence,
Walking on the unknown paths.
Loosing myself into your arms,
With your comforting warmth and love.
Tonight could have been a perfect date,
To celebrate our love.
The only thing missing in this dream,
Is you and your love.
Dear Santa Claus ,
2017 has been the worst and the best year in my life, with all the ups and downs. Kicking few weeds out of my life. Meeting strangers and making them a part of my life permanently. Learning from my mistakes and letting go of the things, handling myself in the worst, self-love and caring for my true people is what I've learned.
My dad always say that, everything happens for a reason, so just keep doing hardwork and be patient till you get what you want!
It's been a long test of my patience and I'm really tired of fighting. I try to keep myself motivated, but for few days I end up being so negative, regretting for my sins, and hating myself.
I just need my people's love an...
Galliyo se teri,
Mei kahi durr nikal jau.
Jaha tujhe azaadi mile,
Aur khushi mujhe.
Duriyaa hi sahi,
Tu toh khush hai!
Haan, kuch zyada hi khawab sajaye the meine,
Aur bas unke tutne kaa thoda sa, bas thoda sa ghum hai.
Shayad, shayad unn hotho se hassi mere jaane baad hi jhalak jaye.
Shayad tere ishq mei dubbne baad hi mujhe khushi ki samjh aaye.
Ki ye duriyaa toh bass ek daaira hai,
Joki chalte chalte kabhi toh taiyy hoo jayega.
Agar pyaar ki tafar nazar daalu,
To samjh ayega,
Ki fasle toh kabhi the hi nhi tujhse.
Her ek pal durr hone ke baad bhi saath jiye hai meine.
Pyaar bayan naa kiya toh kya hua,
Lekin her uss fikar mei kahi chhupa tha unn sabd...
When everything around you, feels vague and uncertain,
And just go with the flow!
KYA JANTE HOO TUM?
Kya jante hoo tum?
Vaise toh inn ankhon ne kaayi baar bataya hai.
Kya sunni hai ye dhandkane,
Inn saason se kaayi bar jatlaya hai.
Hosh khoo kar,
Madhoshi mei hi kaayi baar ye ganna gaya hai.
Durr hoo tum dil se,
Lekin samne dekh kar tumhe, khudko bechain paya hai.
Roshini si tumhari muskan dekh kar,
Apne andhero mei ujala hota paya hai.
Kya jante hoo tum?
Vaise toh inn aankhon ne kaayi baar bataya hai.
Zubaan se toh kuch naa bola kabhi.
Magar hadbadahat mei tumhe dekh kar, khudko bewakoofiyaa karte paya hai.
Bas ek baar hi sahi,
Tumhe jee bharke dekhne kaa khawab sajaya hai.
Yuu toh bolne ke liye kuch hai nahi,
Lekin is khamoshi se tumhari tareefon kaa z...
Her tears are dried,
And body is numb.
From within she knows,
She's surviving with a false hope of his return.
That she won't get his arms any longer.
And he won't wipe off her tears with his love anymore.
IT WASN'T JUST A KISS
It wasn't just a kiss that we shared.
We build our memories.
When the soft touch of his palms holding my face,
Sliding on my back,
Holding me tight into his arms.
When I could breath his breaths,
And we expressed our love.
It wasn't just the meeting of our lips.
When every inch of my soul was sunk deep into his.
When words failed to justify our love,
But eyes played their game.
When we surrendered ourselves into the moment,
Where together we lived.
It wasn't mere kiss.
It was our dating hearts,
Tasting together the sweetest dish.
Letting go off all the insecurities,
That we were holding within.
Realizing what we are for each other,
And resting ...
This silence is pulling me towards it,
And I'm drowning in feeling helpless.
It's the silent pain,
Which I'm carrying within myself.
I don't want to yell it out,
Just want to sink with it so deep.
Maybe, I'll lose myself with an irreparable damage,
Burning me from within.
I don't want anyone to stay,
Cause I've lost my heart and buried feelings.
Now I'm just an hollow soul,
Lost in the world full of masquerade.
My dreams are shattered.
My strength is lost.
Somehow, I'm dragging myself,
Collecting my pieces of broken heart.
It feels like I've lost all that I had,
Just wishing to grant me a little hope to carry myself till my life ends.
I'm holding on our love,
Even in this darkest of the chapter.
your heart melts for me.
The pain of our love is worth holding.
Together we can fight through all odds.
You should know,
That I'll always be with you, forever.
The time is a little harsh on us,
But soon the dark clouds will go.
Right now, I just want you to hold my hand,
And say, I'll never let you go.
Cause you're the best thing ever happened to me.
Love is not sold, lucky ones get these precious things.
Could I just hold his hands.
Feeling his warmth in cold winds.
With his company,
Walking in silence.
He pulling me closer,
Deep into his arms.
Sharing a passionate kiss,
Hanging out under a roof,
Counting stars in the dark.
Smiling all day,
Just by looking at each other.
Words feeling less to describe,
And eyes capturing each other's feelings.
There I can feel my worth in hid life,
While his hands resting on my cheeks.
Can these paths be never ending,
Cause I'm enjoying every step with him.
Again I found myself dreaming.
Where he was there beside me,
But invisible in reality.
He: Did you miss me?
She: No..not at all!
He looked at her heartbroken for few seconds, as the answer was not what he expected.
And he smiled, as he caught her lie through her eyes, playing hide-and-seek.
He could feel her love, in her deep breaths, that made her irresistible for any more distance.
She: What about you? (Waiting for an answer, that would melt her heart)
He: Yes! Every single day!
She blushed looking at him.
He: By the way....I love the way, you don't care about me! (Being sarcastic)
She: And I fail to understand, how easily you catch my real feelings behind my 'being careless' emotions!
Few mistakes leave such scars on your soul, that cannot be erased completely even if you try, as hard as you can.
Those are always visible as a black spot in your life. Flashbacks of which, ruin a few of your nights. And you're left regretting, feeling helpless and weak.
It was like an unseen road,
On which I'd started walking.
Unaware of the destination,
Unaware of the struggles crossing.
A little hope took a birth in me,
While I was hopelessly drowning into negativity.
A step took me forward to my dreams,
And still, I was in a huge ambiguity.
I took a few steps,
With my dreams, passion, positivity and plans.
When I walked further more,
I felt like, I was planting on a barren land.
Everything was just against what I wanted.
I hit to a nadir,
Where I stood regretting.
I felt as if I was the worst species,
God could've ever created.
Hating myself made me more comfortable,
Cursing life and it's tragedies...
DIL KE TUKDE
Dil ke tukde, jaane kitni baar bitore hai.
Naa jaane kitni baar chot khaayi hai.
Khaali hath jab hua karte the mere,
Naa jaane kitni baar kadki ke paiso se date khilayi hai.
Zara saa hath pakadna bhi ander jaise bijli ke jhatke de deta tha.
Thoda saa unka muskurana bhi hosh chain sab cheen leta tha.
Roz raat koo chori chupke ek dusre koo messages joo bhejte the.
Araam kaha tha, jab bina call ke din guzra karte the.
Voo doston ke bahane se saath mei unke film dekhna.
Ladaiyoo ke waqt ek dusre koo breakup ki dhamkiya dena.
Exams se zyada bechaini toh unhe manane mei hua karti thi.
Gifts pe paise uddvaa kar bhi, tasalli unhe kaha ...
STORY: THE TEA
It was their first date.
A silence in awkwardness.
Both feeling shy, unable to speak a few words.
Smiles exchanged, sitting like miles away.
Yet in their hearts close enough, to feel distance in the anyway.
"What would you like to have?" he asked.
"Umm...Tea?" she answered with a smirk, playing with her fingers.
Suddenly she could feel the vibrations in the table, and she glanced at him to capture if he feels them too?
There she noticed, and brusted out into laughter.
"What happened?" he asked with a strange smile.
"Sorry! I just couldn't control!" controlling herself.
"What are you laughing at?" he aske...
It's quite strange,
How you manage to give shivers to me.
The way you touch me,
It's quite an ambiguity.
A million of thoughts run through my head.
A smile uncertain, you bring on my face back.
An adrenaline rush, I can feel inside.
Can you also feel, my breaths going high?
The moment I feel your softness over my tissues.
You, unaware of the facts, unaware of my feelings.
Should I hold it tighter or release?
How you're able to enlighten my desires,
Awakening my soul which had been asleep?