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Throbbing hearts lying beside each other.
His hands caressing my face,
Playing with my hairs.
Pecks that he give me on my cheeks,
Ignite my desires that I feel.
Lusty to press my lips against his.
He moving his fingers tenderly onto my skin.
Holding me tight into his arms.
Feeling like, we are inseparable.
Exposing each other through our skins,
Our breaths go high like deprived of oxygen.
Warmth of his skin,
Give shivers to me.
His eyes are enough to intoxicate me.
Whirling my senses,
He fills me with ecstasy.
His whispers into my ears,
Fills me with excitement.
Like there isn't any heaven,
That I have ever seen.
Melting into each other,
Our every nerve tingling....
A cursed soul,
Scuffling with her inner demons.
Felt like, 'No! Not anymore!'
Those dim lights in my life,
Scared me much more.
More than the fear of darkness.
More than being forgotten with no regrets.
Those dim lights!
Which gave shivers to me.
The sweat that drips from my body seeing it.
Those dim lights,
Which were worse than the darkness.
Cause, everytime when I wished to see it getting brightened,
It back stabbed me leaving me into the world of darkness.
Everytime it gave me a false hope,
That everything is fine.
It felt like, it hypnotized me somehow.
Cause I had no control over my mind.
When I got comfortable with dark,
It flickered ...
REALITY OR A DREAM!!
With the best dress, lipstick and hairs open,
I rushed towards the metro to meet him for the first time.
I was a lot more concious and nervous then I thought I would be.
Cause meeting someone for the first time was never knew to me.
But this meet was not less than an examination!
Cause I wanted to feel this love, this craziness in these two days meet, which I've never ever felt for someone.
After which, our journey will either begin or I would've to remember them as the best days which I lived through my destiny.
Thinking about him kept me excited the whole long way.
And there was a little awkwardness that I felt,
Cause the day...
But cannot escape from it's cage.
Holding me within those boundaries,
Unable to bear more pain.
There ain't any scratches on my skin,
There ain't any marks of my sins.
Just those haunting thoughts,
Hypnotizing my mind.
Making me feel suffocated,
By getting my breaths high.
Killing me, in each second from inside,
But still, somehow, this body manages to survive.
Sometimes those thousand pages of my diary ain't enough to pour my love for you.
Just a blank page of my diary with your embossed name feels complete.
When this heart rebels,
And say to hold your hand once again,
Like I used to.
To fall into your eyes once again,
Like I used to.
To feel you around once again,
Like I used to.
But it hurts to realize this fact,
That it wasn't meant to be.
Sometimes for someone like me,
It feels like love does not exists.
Every failure feels like my dreams,
Slipping like sand from my fist.
How much I try hard,
I get nothing but see my hopes getting shattered.
I see that disappointment in those eyes,
Who wished for my success.
I feel this negative energy,
Building around me, a negative shell.
Those unbearable comments & taunts.
Those false hopes which people give.
For some moments,
You doubt your own existence.
Life feels more miserable.
Cause you know,
There is nobody to hold your hand.
To hug you & cup you face,
Look into your eyes with that confidence & trust, and say
That 'I trust you! You'll do it! Believe yourself!'
'Life is all about learning from your failures!'
When I feel...
Underneath the moonlight,
I could see that lovelight in your eyes.
Wanting to lock that moment,
Freezing the time.
The way you touch me,
Hold me a little closer.
The sound of our accelerated breaths,
Is the only thing which I could hear.
Mingling our bodies into each other.
Wet lips taste more sweeter.
Being so lost in our presence & togetherness.
You left me enticed by your love.
IT'S JUST A PHASE
That your past makes you feel.
Leaving your eyes weeping,
Self regrets & cursing.
You're strong enough to deal with anything.
Still for that moment,
You feel broken.
You try so hard to put that fake smile of being alright, consoling yourself.
But inside, those thoughts eat your mind.
You want to let it all out for once.
But you can't.
Cause you're the person who love to keep your problems to self.
Maybe people don't even care what you're going through.
Even if you say in your trembling voice that 'I'm fine!',
They won't bother to ask or troubleyou.
Maybe asking for the tenth time,
You would've spoken up.
LOST IN LOVE
Staring at her,
He was lost.
The way she used her hands,
To explain every word.
The way she made her face expressions,
The way she spoke in front of him,
Without any hesitation.
He could just freeze his eyes & smile,
Which she never let it fade.
Slowly, he crawled near her,
Wrapping his arms around her waist.
Touching her softness passionately,
Her eyes widened & stunned,
Lips slowly getting still.
Words were now ceased.
She could see that love in his eyes,
For which she craves for.
In his enchanting eyes,
She was ready to surrender.
Heart beats ran faster,
With the touch of their lips.
Lost into ea...
LIFE: DRY LEAF
Like a dry leaf,
She fell from the tree.
Unaware of her destination,
Unaware of her consequences.
With a blow of wind,
She flows with it.
With every passing second,
The world showed her it's harsh reality.
Torn into pieces,
Laying at strange place.
When nobody could hear her cries,
She turned into a masochist.
Lost her identity,
Lost her believe.
In this world full of cruelty,
Even her breaths demanded to be paid.
But she failed.
Before she could wake up the next morning,
And see the sun shining bright in the daylight,
Swept pieces of her body by some stranger,
Were buried deep under, forever.
Where I couldn't reach.
Still trying hard,
To live with your memories.
Heart has played it's game,
Now it's time to stay together & meet.
I feel void inside me.
That something is missing.
If I could fast forward the time.
Holding myself away from you,
Now feels like a punishment.
Just waiting for the day,
When I could say, you're completely mine.
Distance won't separate us,
And the day, you'll become my lifeline.
I feel like sinking deep into your love.
Every moment without you,
Feels like a light year.
Your distant presence,
Is enough to make me happy.
But this throbbing heart,
Still carves to beat against your beating heart.
To feel your love
In every second that I breath.
To hear you & your silence.
To look at your breath taking smile.
Each & every thing about you
Feels so perfect.
The way you care,
The way you make me laugh.
The way you express your love,
Or fail to say few unexpressed words.
My life haven't been more beautiful before.
Now, there is just one wish,
To spend our whole life together,
Till our hairs go grey.
To our grand children,
People love to see you smile,
Even if they know,
You're dying inside.
But somehow, I feel
That fake smile
Gives a satisfaction to them.
A fake satisfaction,
That the person is happy.
Even if he isn't.
He would eat properly,
He would smile & laugh,
Like he used to.
But others fail to see,
That behind this veil,
A trail of sadness he is going through.
Just surviving for the sake of them,
So that, at least someone is happy for his existence,
Even if he ain't himself.
POETRY : LOVE CRIME
I ain't carving to touch you,
Just a wish I have,
To watch you the whole day,
Even those little, tiny things,
Will make me smile.
Looking at your cuteness,
Maybe, I won't resist
Or falling into your arms.
Being miles away from you,
Still my heart feels that pleasure,
After seeing you with my closed eyes.
If loving you,
Comes with a punishment,
Of life time imprisonment with you,
I'm ready to do,
Again & again such crime.
Our friendship was something unexpected by me,
But I guess, that's how life is.
I never knew,
I was getting a gem.
I never realized,
When you made an uunearseable place in my heart.
Our never ending discussion.
Each & every thing about you,
And our friendship,
Has a special corner in my heart.
Even if I get blessed with many new friends,
Your priority, for me,
Will always be the top.
The way when speak through our silence,
The way we understand each other's unspoken words.
The way we over think about certain stuffs.
The way we cry at our period talks.
I would miss our cooking sessions,
Our hours of ...
Seeing your smile disappeared.
The laughter sound,
That I'm unable to hear.
A kind of restlessness,
I feel from within.
The things which can make you smile,
I'm ready to do that everything.
But, when I see all my efforts wasting,
Every try that I make,
Now feels like,
Maybe I'm not the right one for you.
Cause the person who should give you happiness,
Is unable to.
Or maybe, I'm a fool,
Who's expecting too much.
Being selfish for you & your love.
Like you're mine.
Whom I cannot share.
And every success,
Which comes with a reward of your smile,
Feels like a victory.
Stressed mind & aching heart,
Feels pleasant & serene.
Holding your love,
In my tiny little heart.
Which beats for you in every second.
It's still a mysterious art,
That I've mastered at.
It's the thing,
With which now I survive.
Hundreds of souls,
I can see around me.
Still with my closed eyes,
I can feel you near me,
Even if you aren't.
I can see you smiling,
Even if our distance exists.
I don't want to get back into my senses,
When I'm lost into your love.
Eyes just see you around,
Sitting next to me.
Mind just recalling our conversations & memories.
Ears hearing your voice,
Like you whispering into them.
The words you speak doesn't matter to me.
Every word of yours to me, sounds sweeter than a melody.
The world feels so beautiful,
To feel you near me.
Hand in hand,
Walking together on the path of life journey.
By your love.
Loosing my heart,
To your heart.
Is the best thing which I could ever loose,
And be happy for.
I'm ready to loose from you in every battle,
If you're ready to be it's owner.
Emptiness in me,
Is occupied by love that you gave.
It feels like a treasure,
That I found you,
After breaking into pieces.
But now, that I have you,
I'm know, I'm complete.
Maybe I can never explain your smile,
I lack words to describe.
But whenever I see you smile,
I fall for it each time.
Like I could wait in the longest queue,
To see that one glance, which would make me fall.
Once, twice, thrice & infinite times.
That relief which my heart gets to see those wide spread lips.
Saying nothing but reflecting your happiness.
The sound of your laughter gives me butterflies,
With you by my side, I feel so complete each time.
I don't know, what kind of spell you've done on me.
Without you, few minutes of survival now feels like a burden to me.
I found myself at the strangest place,
But it felt like a deep connection.
Something was there haunting me,
Winds whispering few words.
I couldn't see him around,
My eyes were blindfolded.
But I could feel him,
I could smell him around me so close to me,
But my hands couldn't find him & feel his touch.
I wanted to grab his hands,
But it felt like his hands from my grip were slipping away.
Like my soul was taken away from me,
Breaths loosing slowly.
I was capsized here,
The ache felt unbearable.
As I called out his name so loud opening my eyes,
I saw him lying next to me,
Caressing my cheeks.
Holding my hands firmly,
Like he never want to leave.
HOPE WITH WHICH I'M
I will be waiting for your love.
My heart to you is already surrendered.
If you feel the same for me,
Just hold me a little closer.
Need you now,
In every seconds of my breath.
Time would pause,
Heart would feel your presence in every corner.
My life would've never be so colourful
With all brightness.
I wouldn't have asked for something more,
Cause I feel, you're the boon to my life,
The one and only made for me,
Made for my love.
When I close my eyes,
I see us together.
Just staring at each other with a pleasant smile,
That would make...
Sinking in your love,
In the deepest of the sea.
When I really don't know, swimming.
Waiting for your hands to catch me.
Holding me tighter and get ceased.
I was ready to give up my each breaths,
But I had an hope that, you're there.
For me, somewhere around me,
Invisible to my eyes,
But visible to my heart.
With a smile on my face because of your presence,
I was ready to sink more deeper.
My arms spread wide in a hope,
That you're my life.
But when you held someone else's hand tight,
Saving her life.
My heart was broken into pieces,
Which could never be tied.
Hiding my pain,
I told you hundreds of lies.
DEFINITION OF LOVE
I don't know the definition of love.
It's said, that it's something which make you feel lost in a different world,
It's said, that it's something which makes you do things which are beyond the world.
Dragging you out of your comfort zones.
Feeling the emotions to it's core, which sometimes leaves you suffocating.
And it isn't that I haven't dated guys or never had relationship,
But the surety if it's love or an attraction or an illusion,
Was never cleared.
And then, I met this man.
A fair, slim, smart & talented guy,
Whose voice had something in it, which could steal a million of hearts.
A sense of humour, which could make a...