|A true dreamer and an optimist, who totally believes in fairy tales coming true!|
Hasayegi Zindagi, Rulayegi Zindagi..
Apno ko paraya bhi banayegi Zindagi..
Jaise bhi ho chahe, par har haal me
Jeena to sikha hi jayegi Zindagi!!!
Apni nazdikiyon se door na kar mujhe.....
Mere paas jeene ki wajah hi bohot kam he!
Someone just happened to tell me how sorry he is for not giving me the attention that I deserve!
While I behaved sweet and just let it pass amongst a couple of jokes around and we both laughed, I think he felt better too. But to be honest I wasn't making him feel better, I was making myself feel better.
I couldn't tell him that right now I am not in the frame where I crave for his attention. I don't feel as close, I don't find him as desirable as probably he feels for me. But that's me! I take time to feel that connect, a hell of a time! It's not that I lack in emotions, but it's the hard life that has taught me that your trust shouldn't be handed over to someone who doesn't take a moment t...
All is fair in love and war?
Must say a beautifully chosen topic!
Sometimes it seems quite quizzical how your own thoughts take the form of words out of thin air and present themselves to you right out of nowhere.
This is one such topic for me. An array of events from the day has been on my mind making the good and the bad of me battle within to decide on what is right and what is wrong. But it's until now that I wasn't able to tap the essence of my internal debate till I came across this topic.
A lot of people like you and me use it often in our regular conversations with a sense of mockery, fun, lust, love and varied feelings. But what is the true meaning of this sentence and how far doe...
One moment filled with ecstasy and the other of emptiness.
I am confused that which one is to last longer...probably till the end.
While I have always been driven by the thought that connections of heart give you more strength than probably anything else in this world cos they feed you with the much needed love, compassion and peace. But have I been right ever? Isn't it better to be slaves of the mind than of the heart?
I often tell myself not to expect because expectations break and then they hurt! They hurt you to a level that they may break you! But have I stopped expecting?
One person with whom you can share all your thoughts, all your nightmares, all your happiness, all your anxiety...
I am truly amazed by the workings of this human mind! One moment it can make u feel suicidal and the very next moment it can make you reel with your own positivity.
Not even a day has passed since i thought to myself that i am good...very good...so good that i can make the best of any situation thrown in my face and the sudden surge of hidden energy within me surprises me to the core.
I think this is what people mean when they refer to the "power of positivity." For the 1st time in my life I am getting to feel the true essence of it.
I can feel the change within me, the energy within me to do something, to be something.... something which may or may Not be a huge deal for the world but a...
Someone has truly said that the ability to give us happiness lies within us only. Similarly no-one can give us more pain than we can to us.
Situations maybe tough, rough and probably everything that they shouldn't be..but does it mean that I should drown myself in all the sorrows, kill myself to the hands of self pity....or should I just stand tall and face them all without breaking!
All these days of moaning, crying and cursing has got me what? Has it got me anywhere to feeling better? Has it given me even an iota of happiness in this never-ending storm of bad days? Unfortunately the answer remains a big NO!
So now I decide to make things change! And how? While I am no supremep...
Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory!!
Look at life from the eyes of death and then probably we would realise that it is not meant to be anything but beautiful!!
Live each day to its fullest..
Live each day like each moment..
It is too short to be burdened with regrets...
It is just long enough to be filled with memories...happy ones!!!
Some questions get complex by each day..those questions which always intrigue but have never been answered..same questions which maybe can help define me!
Why does the world seem so bright and dark at the same time? How can we feel a mix of all emotions from the same mind and heart? When do we allow people to become so important in our lives that they can rule us? What do we want in our lives for real?
Are these the only questions I want to ask? Some questions which get complex by each day!!