|I write to calm my oceans... @unspokenthoughts30|
I will cross the oceans
I will walk through fire
I will turn the world around
I will tear the earth apart
I will do everything, to reach you, just promise when I find you,
you will not hate me for bleeding.
Your words will mean nothing, those long letters will mean nothing.
As long as your actions doesn't reciprocate your words, your happiness will be momentary.
When the storm surged higher
I thought you'll hold me even tighter, rather you disappeared with it.
Mene socha tha me ek lekhak hu, tum kuch nahi bhi bologe to mere pass shabdo ki kami ni hogi.
Par ab tumhare shabdo ki kami mere shabd poori nahi kar pa rahe.
Me chahti hu ki mere shabd, hm dono ke beech ka vo baandh ban sake, jiske sahare, hm pass aa sake.
Par mere shabd ab aadhe adhure se lagte hai, jaise inka kuch ansh kahin gayab ho chuka hai.
Bahut sochne pe smjh aata hai ki shayad shabd mere the aur unka arth tum, shayd isliye ab jb tum nahi ho, to me apne khokle shabdo ke sahare tum tak pahchane me asafal hu aur tum bethe ho us paar apna arth liye jo mere shabdo ke bina nirakaar hai.
ये जो हर बार टूट कर जुण जाते थे वो,
हमने समझा ही नही कुछ हिस्से छोड़ते चले आते थे वो।
Things will never be the same again, he said.
But that's okay, we'll make fresh memory, we'll start from the beginning, we'll fall in love all over again, she said.
It's easy to say, he said.
I know it's gonna be difficult, but I can't give up on you, more importantly I don't want to, she held him.
Please don't ever leave me,I can't imagine my life without you, he looked into her eyes.
Then don't, and she leaned for a sweet sweet kiss!!
When you get a stain on your cloth what do you do instantly, you rush for water and try to remove it, you then try chemicals to remove any trace of that stain on your shiny new peice of clothing. You do it all by yourself and don't expect anyone else to do it for you.
Have you ever thought about what do you do with yourself when a bad experience "stains" your heart. You let it penetrate into you, you let the stain gets darker by adding thoughts of your own imagination into it, you further exaggerate it, all by yourself rather than just washing away.
When one incident affects your life, be it the biggest and the ugliest stain. Don't put thoughts of your mind into it to further deepen...
Things change with time, you get habitual into new frames of life and don't miss your oldself, but every once in a while you come across something, a call, a picture, a song that makes you feel that the old you is still hidden somewhere inside you!
I don't want to show the world how deeply we are in love or how perfect our lives are, I want to be called that boring couple, who are lost in each other's solitude.
Enough of being mature and cool, let's be hopelessly romantic for once,
Where when I'll be shivering in cold you put your jacket on me, and I won't say don't be a superhuman, you'll be cold without it too, instead simply put it on and feel the warmth.
Where when you'll come to save me in a life crisis situation I won't ask how you got here instead probably hug you.
Where I'll actually come to see you off at platform rather than putting rationality of time in it.
Where when you'll be jealous with any of my friends I'll find it cute instead of saying it can't work like this.
Where we'll actually hold hands while walking rather than saying it's too cliche.
Honestly I don't know what's bei...
This world is suffering, my country is wounded with no cure possible, and its no surprise that we are fighting, the whole world is fighting it, trying to save humankind.
But as the whole world is fighting this virus, my country is fighting another battle, battle of poverty, it's rightly said that poverty is the worst enemy. We can fight this virus by staying isolated in our home, but what about those who are poor, firstly they migrated cause they didn't had enough opportunity in their villages and now they've lost their jobs cause all business are shut, they are daily earners, so they are left with no money and hence they decided to go back to their village, hoping they'll have a roof over t...
When the first time I saw you walking out of your gate while we were waiting for you, I clinched my sister and said, if he proposes you, you have to say yes!
You liked my sisters and always used to sent me chocolates with her whenever she came back from college, hehe you wanted to win her heart, and you knew it went through me ( heheh no we are sole enemies, just kidding)
You also used to sent me gifts on my birthday via my sister, and it felt so good, resulting me telling my sisters everything I love about you and why she should obviously be with you.
I don't know why, but I just wanted you guys to be together so badly, I knew you loved her so deeply, and you were just so modest, genuin...
My dearest little sister
Happy birthday Jhalli, may you live a long and happy life. May all conquer every goal you set your mind to. May you achieve everything that you desire.
You know jhalli that's pretty much all what everyone will wish you, that's what I wish you as well cause everyone wants you to be happy! But on your birthday as your elder sister lemme give you some tips and tricks of this life that I've got alongwith my own ride:
1) The world is as beautiful or as ugly as you may think, what's inside is outside. So dear try and make your world a gorgeous place.
2) Its not wrong to have a belief system, on which you work on, a set of values you pursue, but darling try to avoid forcing ...
But honey the moon only looks beautiful cause of all the darkness around it.
You, YOU my love are a sun that light up hundreds of these moons✨
My dearest choti di
I made pizza today without you, and unlike I imagined, I didn't liked getting all those portions without fighting you. I miss you a lot nowadays, maybe especially because everybody's gone. I've got no one to roam with now. You know it's been more than a month since I've gone out, it was easy when you were here, everything was or maybe cause nowadays you are so busy to even talk to me.
You've this capability of making everything seem so easy, you never complain with your life, you always find happiness in everything, and I used to think and sometimes jealous as well of how your life is so perfect. Not that it's not, you are a medal holder in your post graduation, you mar...
I've always tried to be perfect,to fit into everyone's definition of perfect.
I've tried to be a perfect daughter, a perfect sister, a perfect friend, a perfect lover, and a perfect human being.
But it's only lately that I've realised that's never gonna happen, there is no limit to this perfection that I chase.
This approval that I crave from everybody, that am perfect, it's never gonna happen, cause honestly there's nothing like perfect.
I've made mistakes, tons of it, I've hurt people who love me, I've said them the meanest words, words that can pierce your heart, and leave you broken. I've compared love with those of trending posts on social media and then fought over a word, or a differ...
I wanna write for you today, it's been a while, but what?
The fact that you love me and would do anything for me, nahh.
The fact that one thing I love about you the most is even if you've a single penny left with you, you'll spend it on me rather than yourself, every single time, nahh, we all know that.
Let's talk about something new, like how you are literally incapable of expressing yourself, leave aside writing something for me, and how I on the opposite side doesn't appreciate keeping things in my mind, regardless it being sweet or bitter. Maybe it's better like this, because that way I get to talk about me and my feelings, but somedays I know I've cried waiting for you to express yoursel...
My dearest Nani
It was on 15th when I held your hand while you were going to hospital and told you, naniii you were a teacher, right, so tell the doctor to treat you properly, he should know whom he's treating, and you looked at like you hardly understood anything, on 16 while I was going home, I held your hand and said, don't worry Nani you are going to be fine now and hugged you. On 17th the news came that you are no more, we came to see you for the very last time and suddenly every memory of yours keep coming back to me, how when I was 5-6 yrs old you once danced with me, how you always used to read my palms, how I had a picture of sitting on your lap, how you embraced my face a month ago ...
The news came up to me through a letter, that lettrs is shutting down, I was and am still in shock, wait what, that's impossible, I mean why??
Lettrs is, I don't know how to express what it is, I've always felt safe here, safe to express my innermost feelings, it was my pillow when I needed to share my tears, it was my friends when I needed to share my happiness, it was something that always held my back emotionally.
I came across through my sister and I don't know to how many people I've introduced lettrs, and almost everybody fell in love with this app.
It's still unbelievable that it's going away, all these beautiful papers, that I used to search to suit my writing perfectly, all these p...
Few people get everything they ever want without making any effort and then consider others struggling for their dreams, nothing but fool !!
Everyday she tried to stich her wounds with her tears knowing he doesn't like a wounded heart, hoping he'll find it as perfect as new, but then he came, who found flaws in the stitching again, tore open all her wounds and left, leaving the wounds open to be stitched all over again, alone.
Thankfully her tears were always beside her, who held her back to start the stitching with the perfect mix of blood and tears, hoping he'll like this one, and the circle continued till there were no tears to shed and no blood to flow!!
I saw him for the first time in a havoc as it was a college trip, with lesser number of births confirmed. The person managing it wasn't able to do so, he took the tickets from him and started allocating seats, and I thought hmmm impressive, he seamed like a sailor in storm who might be able to sail us through too. On our way on the train new group was formed, I being a shy girl at first avoided speaking with boys unlike my other friends. A boy of our group was asking him to come in all the group activities going on, but unlike the rest of the boys, he denied and kept listening to music with his earphones on the adjacent compartment, he was visible from my birth, and I thought oohhk, maybe he...
Just stop this
Stop comparing yourself and your relations with
those of movies, Insta and everything we are surrounded with, please stop doing that.
Ya i know it might feel great to see something relatable but in this whole world do you really think what is relatable to you will be equally relatable to others as well, actually No and that's when the problem gets created, we get so much fascinated with this idea of love, friendship, beauty, strength, pleasure, that we forget what we have. Rather we are surrounded with thousands of these milestones created by social media, which makes us forget all the beautiful things that we already have, we just keep on running, trying to ac...
My dearest baby girl
In this era when women are still struggling to find equality in this society, am happy for you taking birth as a girl in this age, cause even if today our world is not perfect, I know it's changing, its growing into a better world , cause I've met people who believe there's no difference between the genders, I've seen men fighting for women's right, going against the society, I've met men who want women to be independent, to be free, I've seen people not pitying upon women rather strengthening them.
And when I see a strong independent free women loved by such a men, my heart rests in peace, that by the time you'll be a grown up, this world will be hopefully a much bette...
I want to say sorry
But I don't have the guts to say it directly, so here's this letter.
I don't know if you'll ever read this or not, but if you do, I would like to say, am sorry, am so sorry, for the way I treated you, for the way I lashed out at you, in anger, in helplessness, I told my mind again n again that you are a bad person, cause I was helpless for your goodness. My world was falling apart and you were the reason, so I painted you as a monster, started fighting, knowing deep in my heart that you were not, but I didn't have much choice back then, I once made a small effort by conveying your prayers to my Gods, but I was denied and my God started crying. So I wore the shield to pro...
I've lost you and I feel that,
And now am running around,
searching for you.
Looking over our memories
To find exactly when did I lost you
exactly where did I lost you
So that I can find you all over again!!
My tiny little soul,
You turned of 8 mouths yesterday, but sadly it's the first month when you aren't with your maasi, nana and nani, your Ma have taken you alongwith her to you father away from us. And ohh my love we miss you, we miss you in each and every millisecond of our lives, how I used to wish you good morning and how you used to start my morning with your precious smile, I miss you when am sad and I don't have you to hold you in my arms to make me feel good, you know just by holding you my whole day seemed better, my baby, I know am not your mother and the next time I'll meet you, you'll probably start crying instead of how it used to be, how you used to stop crying when I used to ...