Tera ujala bhi mein rahun, Tera saya bhi mein rahun, dagmagaye jb kadam, sahara bhi mein rahun.
Tere chehre ki hasi bhi mein rahun, tere maathe ki shikan bhi mein rahun, palke jab band kare, khayal bhi mein rahun.
Tere subah ki shuruaat bhi mein rahun, Tere raato ka ant bhi mein rahun, uljhano ke beech ki, raahat bhi mein rahun.
Tere hazaar shabd bhi mein rahun, tere khamoshiyo ka Arth bhi mein rahun, aankhon ki guftagu mein, nazrein bhi mein rahun.
Tere pyar ka aarambh bhi mein rahun, tere Krodh ke sailaab ka saagar bhi mein rahun, vichaaro ki vidambana mein, Kalpana bhi mein rahun.
She was late for work, the moment she had a quick glance at the mirror to see how she looks, she got stuck at her eyes, it was strange how her eyes resembled his eyes, all those same expressions, like she was standng right in his arms, looking into his eyes.
She stood there for a minute reminiscing, she started smiling as now her whole face started to look like his. The moment was interrupted by his phone call, she looked at the screen and then at the mirror, she shook her head, blushed a little and said, hello!!
This world should be a better place, we must only pass the acts of kindness, humanity, gratefulness that we receive once in a while but not the hatred, never the hatred!
I wonder why I love writing so much, I like it so much that now it have turned into an addiction and undoubtedly Lettrs is a part of it, cause I've tried uninstalling it, ended up installing two days later, alongwith my numerous diaries and few notepads, which constitutes my writing world.
See, I like to express myself, not through speech, but through words. And I like to hold on to my thoughts, put it in words, shape them, present them, and it feels like a creation.
If I have to get something out of my mind, I have to write it. If I have to make a thought everlasting, I have to write it. If I have to convey my love, I have to write it. So that's how writing relieves me.
You wanna get it,
you've got to plan for it,
you've got to work for it,
you've got to strive for it,
and you'll get it!
I wish out of everybody, you would've understood me.
I wish you would've held my hand and said, it's okay, am here if anything goes wrong.
I have followed you through my entire childhood, I wish you wouldn't have left me when I need you the most.
I wish, you would've been happy for me, just for a minute.
I wish, instead of mocking my feelings, you would've just smiled and said, I understand.
I wish you would've said, I'll catch you if you fall, but don't be scared to jump.
I wish, you would've just supported me.
I wish, I didn't had to fight continuously with you to make you understand my feelings.
I wish, ohh I just so wish you would've been here with me not against me..
He kept on saying those three classic magical words again and again like on a continues loop and she started blushing, she said its okay, I know, hmm, its fine, you are mad, okay stop and so on, but she couldn't say those three words which he wanted to hear. It was not like she didn't loved him, she had never loved anybody as much as she loved him but she just wanted to have a control over her heart, she wanted those words to be much more magically perfect, and so she waited, she waited for the perfect moment to come, and the moment just never came!!
Mein vo shant si jheel aur tu ek lehar hai
Mein vo nadi ka behta kinaara aur tu ek samudra hai
Mein vo hawa ka jhokha aur tu ek toofan hai
Mein vo naazuk sa parinda aur tu baaz ki udaan hai
Mein vo patto me qaid baarish ki boondein aur tu ek sailaab hai
Mein vo chuimui ka paudha aur tu bargad sa vishaal hai
Mein vo chupe hue aasu aur tu ek bacche ka vilaap hai
Mein vo unkahein shabd aur tu ek kitaab hai!!
You are not a writer, but at times when you send me those famous dialogues in between our conversation, that's enough for me.
You are not a singer, but at times when you complete the lines of my favorite song, and hum between our conversation that's enough for me.
You are not the most dashing person I've ever encountered but the fact that am the most beautiful person for you, that's enough for me.
You are not the person I am head over heels for, but the thought of your absence makes my heart go slow, that's enough for me.
You are not the first person that comes to my mind in a case of crisis, but knowing that you'll solve the problem, no matter what it may be, that's enough for me.
Among all the stars in the sky, I chose the one in the corner a little distant but bright and shiny.
The star looked at me and twinkled, it tried to come close but I stepped back.
The star was just so bright, so flawless that it scared me, it scared me that if we come any closer, it will burn me leaving no trace of me anywhere!
How come you agree with everything I say,
how come you are such a good person,
how come you accept all my stupidities,
how come you always find me cute no matter even if am fighting with you,
how come you always sort things out at the end of the day,
how come you literally never ever leave me until I decide to end the conversation,
how come you've won my heart in such a short time that now you are on my mind all the time,
how come you are different yet feel so similar,
how come you made me put off my guards and tell you how much I like you and now am scared.
It's strange, it's weird, it's scary, how someone becomes so important to you that his or her mood starts influencing yours!!
It's strange how in today's world saying I hate you is much, much more easier than saying I love you!!
Will you be there
When I'll be invisible to this world will you be there to see me?
When this face will be filled with lines and wrinkles, and my body all shaggy, will you be there to tell me I look good?
When my legs won't move this quickly and my back not so straight, will you be there to dance with me?
When I'll be forgetting the lyrics of our favourite song will you be there to complete it?
When my eyes that you love will be all wrinkled up and barely working, will you be there to still gaze at them?
When my hairs that you adore will turn thin and grey and won't compliment my face anymore will you be there, still praising them?
When my memory will go weak and I'll forget your favo...
Sheesh mehal ki dewaaro me kuch is kadar hai ham ki,
Khud se bhagne ki koshish me khud se hi takra jate h!!
Are you a storm which feels like a gentle cool breeze, but will eventually pass
Are you a dream which feels like a reality, but lasts only as long as my eyes are closed.
Are you a bubble of my imagination which will vanish in the air the moment I'll touch you.
Are you really a reality, which will exist even after this world ends!
Few days back after a really long time I finally had some moments to stare at the sky, ohh, the glorious sky! I missed you, but what it is, something is missing, something is not like how it used to be, there have to be something that I am missing in this ever so perfect Sky that I love.
After a lot of thinking and analysing I recognised that, oh my God it's the stars that are missing, stupid, stupid me, I tapped my head. But why, how can the sky lose its a stars, its ornament. The stars and constellations which I used to stare at for hours, trying to name and identify each and every one of them.
I felt sad, maybe due to the pollution my mind guessed, maybe it's only today, bad weather, aft...
I don't care how many lessons this life teaches me, no matter how many betrayals I'll have to face. I always wanna come out as a better human being.
Ohh am laughing at my self, and the stories I live in, my stories which are always left incomplete in the middle, my stories where neither the ending changes nor me, just few characters.
And I would've have happily accepted to relive in my stories again and again, like I anyways do, if it didn't always ended where I've been left alone with my old incomplete story.
And this makes me, never ever to enter into another story, but then I just don't realise when again I am playing my same old part until I am left at that same incomplete ending of my same incomplete story!
And sometimes you should surrender yourself to the things you fantasize about to realise it's not something you actually need!!
He listens to me like I'm his favourite song on a continuous loop and he wants to explore each and every word of those lyrics. But I wonder if am his only favorite song!!
Don't come too close,
you'll know me
You'll know the storms I carry in my heart
You'll know the stars that twinkle my sky
You'll know the fire that burns me
You'll know the rain that calms me
You'll know my deadliest fears
You'll know my greatest strength
You'll know my weakest point
You'll know my unbreakable decisions
You'll know about the peices I live in
You'll know how any one can kill me.
Chale jana, par
Abhi ye toofan thama nahi hai
Ye hawaayein madhyam ho jane do
Chale jana, par
Abhi kaale baadal hai chaaro taraf
Ye aasman khul to jane do
Chale jana, par
Abhi ek tara hai kisi kone me
jo chamak nahi raha
Us ek tare ko jag to jane do
Chale jana, par
Baarish ki kuch boonde,
Abhi bhi patto me qaid hai
Unhe zameen par tapak to jane do
Chale jana, par
Abhi shehar jaga nahi hai
Un band palko ko khul to jane do
Chale jana, par
Abhi saanse chal rahi hai hamari
In saanson ko tham to jane do!
I've been disappointing my parents since I was born, like seriously I was supposed to be a boy because in my country which is the fastest growing economy of the world it is conditioned to have a boy for having a proper descendant, but unfortunately I took birth as a third girl child.
And my parents loved me like my other two sisters, they raised me with the mindset that there is nothing that us can't do, that there's is no difference between between the two.
But sadly this world, the society that I live in, made me realize over time that No, I was supposed to be a boy and I disappointed my parents. I've grown up listening to people telling to my mum oh my God why didn't you went for having...
To my baby girl
Happy birthday love,
I know you've been going through a lot, and that too all alone, I know you share only a small portions of your daily struggles with me and I try to calm you down as much as possible, but I also know that am not really good at cheering a person's mood, no matter how much I want to, I may end up ruining my mood because I am unable to make anybody happy, actually I just simply don't know, so ya even if you think am worthless to talk to when you are feeling low, please do talk, as it makes me feel so so special.
You know Jhalli, the things you've been going through, all those ups and downs and roller coaster rides, they'll shape you into what you'll become...
The things I have kept inside me,
you recognise them,
you don't judge,
you fantasize them!
You remember the time when you dragged me to this fair and there was a stall of shooting the balloons, you handed me the gun and I handed it back to you, you smiled and said,
Tell me which one to shoot, I started telling you the most difficult or cornered one, and surprisingly you were genuinely pretty good..
I wish we could do that again, Dhakkan!!