Why do I fall for you, every single time I see you.
After all these years, when I thought I am finally over you,
You came in front of me and,
and my heart skipped a beat yet again.
Why don't we cherish our moments
we fight over stupid things,
which really doesn't show in our memories
we take for granted the love, the care
that is showered upon us,
which looks like a usual activity.
Why don't we realise
we don't have forever
we only have seconds
so we can either hurt someone
or we can, heal their hearts.
So please just treasure each and every moment,
collect your happy memories, and spread them to the world.
And make this world "A happy home".
You know there are times when I really need you, like if I see you, I'll probably just run and hug you. But you are just never there with me, regardless whether I need you or not. And sometimes I think its probably my fault, as I can reach you out and call you, tell you how I feel, but you see, I am just like that, I'll never tell, how much i wanna see you or need you, cause I am so afraid to disturb you in your perfect world, in which there's no place for me.
But that's also for sure
that I'll be forever your...
You give me happiness and snatch it away
You whisper in my ears and shout in my mind
You fill me with hopes and leave them unfulfilled
You touch my hand and scratch my soul
You heal my wounds and give me new
You can't see me cry and leave me to die..
"Trust me!! Can you do that" he asked with tear filled eyes.
She felt a little choked to speak with the tears she was trying to control, but she managed to say, "I have trusted you for so long, but now I can't, I can't believe in you anymore,no matter how much I try, it just can never be the same" .
I begin to outline all what was happening with her in a letter, but NO.
A storm can't be captured within words.
This girl, who was just a few days old when I first saw her, is now soon going to be of my height.
This girl, who as a toddler used to write on whichever book she found in the house, is now a topper and what not.
This girl, who lick the whole plate after finishing her ice cream, is now offering me her food.
This girl, who doesn't used to remember me, whenever we met, writes beautiful lettrs for me.
This girl, who didn't had any friends, now blushingly ask my advise for the proposals.
This girl, whom I used to force, to dance with me, now moves on her own rhythm.
This girl, whom we all used to tease for being so thin,now have turned into this beautiful, confident youn...
I don't say, you cross oceans to come and meet me, but don't ignore when my path crosses yours.
It was in the middle of the night when she stepped the stairs hurriedly, and as she reached the rooftop she started crying, she tried to stop but no she was crying even more loudly. To stop the tears rolling on her cheeks speedily, she took out her cell and called her friend. She feared if he would be awake this late or not but when he picked up and said hello, her throat choked up a little and with very difficulty she uttered hello, which was enough for him, he asked what happened, why you crying. She started crying even more loudly, she covered her mouth and took a deep breath and said her usual lines, am not crying!! He asked again, will you tell me what happened?
What happened downstai...
It has always been so easy for you
to put all your lies behind a curtain of am kidding
to push all my expectations in a corner by saying am sorry
to wrap all my anger into a child's play
and the sad part is
I still believe in your lies
I still accept your apologies
I still can't stay angry with you...
Inside my mind#5
So our vacations are finally over and we are going to have our schools open very soon, yeah before anything, Ritesh won his championship, as expected but I just couldn't say anything to him on his party which his parents threw to celebrate his victory. Actually we have never talked really, though he have helped me a million times but I am scared of being an intruder, I have told you already how big group of friends and followers he have. Sometimes it looks like he barely notices me. But this time I have firmly decided that I'll congratulate him after all I was invited to his party. Hope I'll see him soon.
School is finally going to get open, although it was ...
You were like a home
Everytime I entered,,
the burden felt less heavy
on my heart
but now my home is shaking
like it is hit by an earthquake
and everytime I go in
it leaves me more wounded
If I leave your hand, will you rise up and hold me from back or you'll just let me go?
If I say I hate you, will you kiss me on my nose or you'll just leave me alone?
If I fight with you, will you handle me like am fragile or you'll just shout more loudly?
If I say never to talk to me again, will you be broken or you'll not be affected?
If I am gone forever from your life, will you miss me or you'll never look back?
I trusted you, without you ever asking
I held your hand, without you ever offering
I fought with you, without you ever considering
I called you my own, without you ever saying
I cared for you, without you ever needing
I LOVED YOU, WITHOUT YOU EVER DESERVING !!!!
You have few memories in your heart
few words which remained unsaid
few laughter, which you wanted to share
few gratefulness which is left unexpressed
few secrets you wish to reveal
then do it today, the time will never be right, it is today that you have got
tell them you love them
tell them you are so lucky to have them
tell them sorry for all your mistakes
tell them, you'll miss them, if they go
tell them, what you always wanted to
You may never no, when that person goes away, and never ever returns
So tell them before you lose them forever.
And right then
when i am just about to give up
when i accept that you've gone
when i begin to believe that there's no one
you twinkle like a star and brighten my endless sky
like you've always been there,
maybe not shining, maybe not visible,
but always present.
Hey my love, its your birthday,
You know how people say, that siblings is by default but friends, they are something you choose, but I don't think i chose you, nahh my choice is not this great. Infact honestly I didn't really liked you when i first saw you.
You being in my life is not voluntarily, you both just came and melted all the walls that I had created around.
I got to know the true meaning of having friends after I got you two, I speak from my heart when I'am around you guys, I don't have to pretend to be someone else just to make you guys happy, which was the case earlier. I can shout, I can cry in front of you people, I don't have to hold myself, cause you know me so much tha...
You ask them about their past, they have tales to tell.
You ask them about their future, the say none.
Don't do that to yourself
Don't tell yourself you can't do it
Don't believe you are not worth it
Don't regret your efforts
Don't lose faith in your worship
Don't stop trying and
Don't start crying
Kill me because you have spread the venom and I'll die anyway
Kill me because you have brought me on my knees and now I can't stand
Kill me because I can't take the burden anymore and I've had enough
Kill me before you hurt my love and you will do that eventually
Kill me because you have stripped me of all my proud and left me naked
Kill me because I am just a human and I can't take it any longer
Kill me because that's what you do
Kill me because you are a killer..
To the boy who never says NO to me
rather he'll say, you are stupid and he'll kill me.
But will end up doing the thing I asked for, no matter how stupid it may be.
And oh, sometimes he also participates in my mischievousness
and later when I realize how ridiculous it was, and become sad about it
he'll be the one to tell me that its OK, and it as because of him that I did it.
Anyways, he is not all about being mature,
sometimes he is just a little kid,
who have so many things to talk about
who gets scared when a girl proposes to him in the midnight
who blows air in the mic and tells me its the wind
who gets sick with almost anything he eats.
He is just the perfect f...
With each passing day, I feel your absence
Your memories, your words and actions.
She was the one who liked proper goodbyes and he always used to leave her in the middle of conversation and even though she complained but never stopped waiting to end the call properly.
But one day she left,
without any word and without any proper goodbye..
If you do not, then don't act like you do
and if you do, then please don't act like you do not.
Sometimes she thought she had a black sole inside her, which she colors everyday to hide from the world.
But no matter what she painted from outside her inner self always reminded her of who she actually is, a Black Sole
where happiness can always reach her but she can only spread darkness
which is meant to accept all the colors and reflect none
who can hurt easily but finds difficult to love
She believed in princesses and fairy-tale
where the prince always comes back to his princess.
where they both can look into each other's eyes for forever.
where they both were successful in expressing their love and getting the same in return.
where the prince always happens to come at the right time and save his girl and where one kiss was sufficient to end the curse.
But soon she was able to know that its not about prince and princesses nor its about their fairy-tale instead its about what they both thought when their eyes met, what they meant when they expressed their love to each other and
about their never ending fairy tale.
my whole world is going upside down again and again and even though i am trying, am just trapped inside..
She wakes up daily thinking nothing will go wrong today, everything will be perfect, she fights her usual battle. She try protect her family from it's members. She cries during the day and get ready in the evening to make others happy, even when those are the reason she cries each day and then again at night, something happens which force her to cry and sleep.
And then the new day begins.
You are killing me,
Day by day, inch by inch
And I wonder if there's any remains of me in me now.
You broke my trust
Then you took away my peace
You snatched my pride
You left me in the middle
And now you are scraping my soul, bit by bit.
I wish you would've killed me instead, but no, you didn't loved me enough for that..