Hey, hello from your pagal!
Well, I am back here, seems as if nothing has changed. Same passion, mysteries, secrets are shared here, with all love.
I missed your writing Di. You write more intensely now, I love em all again.
I have shared a lot with you, atleast these days, it's brimming hehe. Anyways, I have the key yeah, of your lock, where I have confided my secrets.
I am trying to do better day by day, and so you are, keep your face straight Haan, towards success. :*
I love you always. <3
Ahhaaa..my one of the fav8 day of the year... 12th Oct
U knw i am not dt great at expressing emotions..but ya sumtyms.. u jst have to...
So my dear motiii..First of all... A veryyyy happyy bday... U hv just turned 22.. nd your whole life is ahead of u.. so stop acting lyk u r 30.. it doesn't suit u.. u r best whn u r a little crazy, little badmaash, little ziddiii.., little egoistic..nd a lot myyyy mottiiiii... I wish i could've done more.. but u know how creative i am..
Its been almost 7 years since we r together.. bt i still feel lyk we haven't known each other for such lomg years.. if any one asks me who's your 3AM frnd.. i obviously say akki... Bt u r always been more dn my 3AM frnd.. u...
I try to reach you, but you are a moon, surrounded by the stars.
I try to touch you, but am scared, the dust on my hand will mark a blemish on your undaunted shadow.
I try to call you, but everytime my voice fails to fall upon your ears.
I try but I fail, so now am waiting.
Am waiting for you to realise that, even though you have million stars surrounding you, you need one Earth to revolve around !!
Even if you've lost every battle you've fought, you've succeeded the battle of participating!!
For all the words I've left unsaid
For all the memories I've not created
For all the childsplay I never played
For all the giggles I never shared
For all the heartbeat that never raised
For all the questions my heart enquires
Only for you!!!
What a writer paints and what a reader interprets are two different things!!
It was not too difficult,
We could have survived.
You just had to hold me tight
And say, I love you!!
Please don't change, you know you really don't have to, for everybody you love, loves the way you already are.
Please don't let the world make you feel regretful, for all the things you did were a part of you, and don't you dare hate any part of yourself.
Please don't believe in all the nonsense this world says is the best for you, trust me, no one can know you better than yourself.
Please stay true to yourself, don't lose what you are in your heart in order to become someone this world will call perfect, that's never gonna happen my love.
and lastly please live your life, don't put yourself between the boundaries this world have created, experience things, create mem...
Someday, when I'll get tired of
your enquires, I'll leave.
Never to come back again!!
I thought you'll fight the whole world for me, but you fought with me instead.
I thought you'll trust me when the world won't believe, but you laughed along with them.
I thought you'll cover me with your jacket when it'll be freezing, but your just walked ahead.
I thought you'll be my umbrella when it'll be storming outside but for you it was hardly even raining.
And that's when I held my umbrella, rubbed my arms and moved forward.
Why do I fall for you, every single time I see you.
After all these years, when I thought I am finally over you,
You came in front of me and,
and my heart skipped a beat yet again.
Why don't we cherish our moments
we fight over stupid things,
which really doesn't show in our memories
we take for granted the love, the care
that is showered upon us,
which looks like a usual activity.
Why don't we realise
we don't have forever
we only have seconds
so we can either hurt someone
or we can, heal their hearts.
So please just treasure each and every moment,
collect your happy memories, and spread them to the world.
And make this world "A happy home".
You know there are times when I really need you, like if I see you, I'll probably just run and hug you. But you are just never there with me, regardless whether I need you or not. And sometimes I think its probably my fault, as I can reach you out and call you, tell you how I feel, but you see, I am just like that, I'll never tell, how much i wanna see you or need you, cause I am so afraid to disturb you in your perfect world, in which there's no place for me.
But that's also for sure
that I'll be forever your...
You give me happiness and snatch it away
You whisper in my ears and shout in my mind
You fill me with hopes and leave them unfulfilled
You touch my hand and scratch my soul
You heal my wounds and give me new
You can't see me cry and leave me to die..
"Trust me!! Can you do that" he asked with tear filled eyes.
She felt a little choked to speak with the tears she was trying to control, but she managed to say, "I have trusted you for so long, but now I can't, I can't believe in you anymore,no matter how much I try, it just can never be the same" .
I begin to outline all what was happening with her in a letter, but NO.
A storm can't be captured within words.
This girl, who was just a few days old when I first saw her, is now soon going to be of my height.
This girl, who as a toddler used to write on whichever book she found in the house, is now a topper and what not.
This girl, who lick the whole plate after finishing her ice cream, is now offering me her food.
This girl, who doesn't used to remember me, whenever we met, writes beautiful lettrs for me.
This girl, who didn't had any friends, now blushingly ask my advise for the proposals.
This girl, whom I used to force, to dance with me, now moves on her own rhythm.
This girl, whom we all used to tease for being so thin,now have turned into this beautiful, confident youn...
I don't say, you cross oceans to come and meet me, but don't ignore when my path crosses yours.
It was in the middle of the night when she stepped the stairs hurriedly, and as she reached the rooftop she started crying, she tried to stop but no she was crying even more loudly. To stop the tears rolling on her cheeks speedily, she took out her cell and called her friend. She feared if he would be awake this late or not but when he picked up and said hello, her throat choked up a little and with very difficulty she uttered hello, which was enough for him, he asked what happened, why you crying. She started crying even more loudly, she covered her mouth and took a deep breath and said her usual lines, am not crying!! He asked again, will you tell me what happened?
What happened downstai...
It has always been so easy for you
to put all your lies behind a curtain of am kidding
to push all my expectations in a corner by saying am sorry
to wrap all my anger into a child's play
and the sad part is
I still believe in your lies
I still accept your apologies
I still can't stay angry with you...
Inside my mind#5
So our vacations are finally over and we are going to have our schools open very soon, yeah before anything, Ritesh won his championship, as expected but I just couldn't say anything to him on his party which his parents threw to celebrate his victory. Actually we have never talked really, though he have helped me a million times but I am scared of being an intruder, I have told you already how big group of friends and followers he have. Sometimes it looks like he barely notices me. But this time I have firmly decided that I'll congratulate him after all I was invited to his party. Hope I'll see him soon.
School is finally going to get open, although it was ...
You were like a home
Everytime I entered,,
the burden felt less heavy
on my heart
but now my home is shaking
like it is hit by an earthquake
and everytime I go in
it leaves me more wounded
If I leave your hand, will you rise up and hold me from back or you'll just let me go?
If I say I hate you, will you kiss me on my nose or you'll just leave me alone?
If I fight with you, will you handle me like am fragile or you'll just shout more loudly?
If I say never to talk to me again, will you be broken or you'll not be affected?
If I am gone forever from your life, will you miss me or you'll never look back?
I trusted you, without you ever asking
I held your hand, without you ever offering
I fought with you, without you ever considering
I called you my own, without you ever saying
I cared for you, without you ever needing
I LOVED YOU, WITHOUT YOU EVER DESERVING !!!!
You have few memories in your heart
few words which remained unsaid
few laughter, which you wanted to share
few gratefulness which is left unexpressed
few secrets you wish to reveal
then do it today, the time will never be right, it is today that you have got
tell them you love them
tell them you are so lucky to have them
tell them sorry for all your mistakes
tell them, you'll miss them, if they go
tell them, what you always wanted to
You may never no, when that person goes away, and never ever returns
So tell them before you lose them forever.
And right then
when i am just about to give up
when i accept that you've gone
when i begin to believe that there's no one
you twinkle like a star and brighten my endless sky
like you've always been there,
maybe not shining, maybe not visible,
but always present.
Hey my love, its your birthday,
You know how people say, that siblings is by default but friends, they are something you choose, but I don't think i chose you, nahh my choice is not this great. Infact honestly I didn't really liked you when i first saw you.
You being in my life is not voluntarily, you both just came and melted all the walls that I had created around.
I got to know the true meaning of having friends after I got you two, I speak from my heart when I'am around you guys, I don't have to pretend to be someone else just to make you guys happy, which was the case earlier. I can shout, I can cry in front of you people, I don't have to hold myself, cause you know me so much tha...