Giving up on a relationship is always the most easiest option,
Staying in it however, needs effort!!
The whole world is so busy making their life look perfect in front of others
If only we concentrated on making it one!!
Ohh please, do anything but just don't lie,
cause am afraid I'll believe you.
And even though I'll be knowing the truth,
I am afraid your lies will make more sense to me than your hidden truth.
And even if according to you, it's better if I don't know the truth
I am afraid I'll get to know about it and that'll hurt me much, much more.
So do anything my love, but please don't lie!!
Dear Shipra Tripathi,
It feels like I don't know so many things about u and even though no one can know you better, I want to know.
I want to know every time you cried because of something or someone, I want to know that.
If you are happy and you don't want to share I would be happy just to see you happy.
But if you cry, I want to share that at least if I can't fix that.
You have build so many beautiful relationships over the course of your life and am so proud of this beautiful hearted girl you have become. And you write so beautifully love, keep the fire alive
Lots and lots of love,
Your badi di :)
To you only
I've been trying to talk it out, but it's not happening. So here I am doing something, am comfortable with.
The earliest memory I have of you is someone sitting on the back seat and answering those question which I couldn't in our maths class, it actually used to annoy me.
Then we went to this legendary trip, during the game of antakshari you were on my side and you actually helped. On the way I came to know you, the most calm and composed person of my group as I tell to everyone. But that fight, it scared me, seeing you with so much anger, I don't know why, but I felt angry with you.
We came back, being around you is so peaceful, you are just someone I would trust with anythi...
The 'heart' was again on trial,
The 'mind' was the judge
"You came again", said the mind
"Please let me go this time", begged the heart
"Don't you know, you are a life time prisoner", smirked the mind!!
It's easier to find the negative in people in your life but trust me seeing the positive will make a difference..
So today again I ended up thinking about you, and although we haven't met since years, you still mean the same to me, but these few questions just keeps on occurring again and again.
What is with you
That you are still the best human being I have ever come across.
That after every fighting and swearing never to talk to you ever again I end up accepting your apologies.
That you still inspire me to become a better person .
That you always brings the best solution to the problem.
That the way you fulfill everyone wishes leaves me in complete awe.
Maybe I should write it down, bound your benevolence in words, but will it be possible, am still unsure.
All these daily battles that I fail
All these people who keep on repeating the same
All these bullets that are making me kneel
All these words that are singing of my defeat
All these smiles that are making others believe
All these tears that are refusing to veil
But it'll change!!
Vo khaali si sadke aur tumhara saath.
Vo Anjaan si raate aur tumhari baate.
Vo halki si thandak aur tumhara muskurana.
Vo Khamoshiyan aur tumhara gungunana.
Vo nazre milna aur tumhara ek tak
Vo bheed me tumhara pass aa Jana.
Vo bin kuch kaha tumhara sab keh jana!!
I don't want you to be with me just because I am puzzle your can not solve..
My dear brother
I have known you since we were in eighth standard, it's almost a decade.
You know at first I just knew your name and face, didn't had a good opinion about you, I must confess, as you used to fight and I was categorised as a studious.
Then in 9th I guess we exchanged few glances, a little bit of talks as you used to sit right behind me during papers. My friends asked how come you talk to him, he's not a good guy, and I said he's good to me and he never misbehaved with me.
In 10th I started making you do your homework, getting your projects done. You must not remember that history class test, when sir was asking questions respectively, you know I prayed that you'll be able ...
Out of thousands things that I wish for you
I wish that you are a kind human being!
I wish that you are a selfless person!
I wish that you care for everyone!
I wish that respect your elders even if it'a begger!
I wish that you can't see anyone in pain!
I wish that you try to find a ray of hope amidst the darkness!
I wish that you aren't just a mute spectator!
I wish that no matter how big you become, you can still find happiness small things!
I wish that you love fulfilling other's wishes!
I wish that you are ready to go against the whole world for the sake of truth!
I wish that one day you'll find me!!
Aaj kuch khone ka man h
Is bheed me gum hone ka man h
Vo jahan Jha jameen aur Aasman ek hota h na, vha madhosh hone kaa man h
Is man ko sambhalo koi,
Aaj baekhauf hoke jeene ka man h.
No I won't shut my eyes today, for what you are saying is wrong.
No I won't look away today, for what's happening here is wrong.
No I won't try to hide today, for what you are doing is wrong.
No I won't get scared today, for what you are laughing at is wrong.
No I won't shut my mouth today, for what you are hiding is wrong.
It feels bad
It feels bad, when I see you staring at me because when I look at you, it doesn't feel anything.
It feels bad when you look at me after every word you speak, every action you make and my emotions remains as it is.
It feels bad, rejecting you again and again, don't do that to yourself, please!
Am sorry that I can't love you, I just can not. Am sorry that I have to look away everytime you see me. Am sorry that you think you love me, cause I think it's not love, it's merely infatuation. Am sorry that I really don't have any feelings for you.
I am sorry!!
I have seen you
Although am much younger than you, but di, I too have seen you.
I have seen you grow
I have seen your choices getting change
I have seen you smiling
I have seen you crying
I have seen you getting unconscious on the floor,
I have seen you taking care of us, when the whole house was ill.
I have seen you doing all the shopping for us, without even letting us know.
I have seen you taking me all the way to the market on the very day you've came to house, for some really stupid thing your baby sister asked for.
I have seen you at the heights of your kindness and I have seen your coldness.
I have seen you getting excited about those little things you come across, and I have se...
I have fell for you, way more times then you can ever think of.
Only if you could see what's in my heart and not in my mind, this world would've witnessed a different story of us!!
Ye Jo roothne manaane ka kissa shuru Kia hai aapne, lijiye ise khatam ham kiye dete hai!!
When she enters your room and gets straight to your bed, taking your blanket and pillow and says, search for yourself.
When she gets an idea of the situation just by hearing your words- hello!!
When she calls you at random and say I am coming in 10 minutes get ready we have to go somewhere.
When she comes to your house and gets furious to know you've not eaten anything in the whole day, she brings up the food quickly and says eat it, and Noo!!! You can't escape that deadly look, and don't even bother to explain, cause she already knows.
When you are sleeping and you hear her voice, searching for you in the whole house and then makes you play badminton right after.
When she knows your hab...
He, "why are you scared of falling in love?"
She, "am scared of losing it!"
To my MOTU,
You know, its amazing how relationship changes with time, back then when we were kids, you weren't really my friend, you were just my cousin brother but as we grew up, I found a perfect friend in you, my Motu.
You know I love calling you that, feels like only I have that right to call you 'Motu', which I so not wanna share.
From our first carom match ( during which I was bitten by the bee and you were literally Rolling On the Floor Laughing) to our first movie together ( though you really don't know how to do whooping), yeah we became friends.
And then came the phase where we started telling everything about our lives, and asking for others opinion, you became my helpi...
No One Knows
About your eyes, that still searches for that one person.
About your heart, which still raises it's beat after listening to that one voice.
About your tears, that come uninvited, everytime you lose hope.
About your hands, which still remembers that one touch.
And no one knows about
YOU, that still longs for that one person!!
Why you do this?
You stare at me, like you can see through my clothes and its your right.
You comment on me, like I am piece of meat, served at your table.
You touch me, like you didn't knew, I ever stood there.
You talk about me, like am the latest gossip of town.
You deny my success, giving all the credit to my looks and not my efforts.
Tell me, why do you do this?
Have I done something wrong, something so bad, that you don't even consider me a human anymore?
Hey, hello from your pagal!
Well, I am back here, seems as if nothing has changed. Same passion, mysteries, secrets are shared here, with all love.
I missed your writing Di. You write more intensely now, I love em all again.
I have shared a lot with you, atleast these days, it's brimming hehe. Anyways, I have the key yeah, of your lock, where I have confided my secrets.
I am trying to do better day by day, and so you are, keep your face straight Haan, towards success. :*
I love you always. <3