No I won't shut my eyes today, for what you are saying is wrong.
No I won't look away today, for what's happening here is wrong.
No I won't try to hide today, for what you are doing is wrong.
No I won't get scared today, for what you are laughing at is wrong.
No I won't shut my mouth today, for what you are hiding is wrong.
It feels bad
It feels bad, when I see you staring at me because when I look at you, it doesn't feel anything.
It feels bad when you look at me after every word you speak, every action you make and my emotions remains as it is.
It feels bad, rejecting you again and again, don't do that to yourself, please!
Am sorry that I can't love you, I just can not. Am sorry that I have to look away everytime you see me. Am sorry that you think you love me, cause I think it's not love, it's merely infatuation. Am sorry that I really don't have any feelings for you.
I am sorry!!
I have seen you
Although am much younger than you, but di, I too have seen you.
I have seen you grow
I have seen your choices getting change
I have seen you smiling
I have seen you crying
I have seen you getting unconscious on the floor,
I have seen you taking care of us, when the whole house was ill.
I have seen you doing all the shopping for us, without even letting us know.
I have seen you taking me all the way to the market on the very day you've came to house, for some really stupid thing your baby sister asked for.
I have seen you at the heights of your kindness and I have seen your coldness.
I have seen you getting excited about those little things you come across, and I have se...
I have fell for you, way more times then you can ever think of.
Only if you could see what's in my heart and not in my mind, this world would've witnessed a different story of us!!
Ye Jo roothne manaane ka kissa shuru Kia hai aapne, lijiye ise khatam ham kiye dete hai!!
When she enters your room and gets straight to your bed, taking your blanket and pillow and says, search for yourself.
When she gets an idea of the situation just by hearing your words- hello!!
When she calls you at random and say I am coming in 10 minutes get ready we have to go somewhere.
When she comes to your house and gets furious to know you've not eaten anything in the whole day, she brings up the food quickly and says eat it, and Noo!!! You can't escape that deadly look, and don't even bother to explain, cause she already knows.
When you are sleeping and you hear her voice, searching for you in the whole house and then makes you play badminton right after.
When she knows your hab...
He, "why are you scared of falling in love?"
She, "am scared of losing it!"
To my MOTU,
You know, its amazing how relationship changes with time, back then when we were kids, you weren't really my friend, you were just my cousin brother but as we grew up, I found a perfect friend in you, my Motu.
You know I love calling you that, feels like only I have that right to call you 'Motu', which I so not wanna share.
From our first carom match ( during which I was bitten by the bee and you were literally Rolling On the Floor Laughing) to our first movie together ( though you really don't know how to do whooping), yeah we became friends.
And then came the phase where we started telling everything about our lives, and asking for others opinion, you became my helpi...
No One Knows
About your eyes, that still searches for that one person.
About your heart, which still raises it's beat after listening to that one voice.
About your tears, that come uninvited, everytime you lose hope.
About your hands, which still remembers that one touch.
And no one knows about
YOU, that still longs for that one person!!
Why you do this?
You stare at me, like you can see through my clothes and its your right.
You comment on me, like I am piece of meat, served at your table.
You touch me, like you didn't knew, I ever stood there.
You talk about me, like am the latest gossip of town.
You deny my success, giving all the credit to my looks and not my efforts.
Tell me, why do you do this?
Have I done something wrong, something so bad, that you don't even consider me a human anymore?
Hey, hello from your pagal!
Well, I am back here, seems as if nothing has changed. Same passion, mysteries, secrets are shared here, with all love.
I missed your writing Di. You write more intensely now, I love em all again.
I have shared a lot with you, atleast these days, it's brimming hehe. Anyways, I have the key yeah, of your lock, where I have confided my secrets.
I am trying to do better day by day, and so you are, keep your face straight Haan, towards success. :*
I love you always. <3
Ahhaaa..my one of the fav8 day of the year... 12th Oct
U knw i am not dt great at expressing emotions..but ya sumtyms.. u jst have to...
So my dear motiii..First of all... A veryyyy happyy bday... U hv just turned 22.. nd your whole life is ahead of u.. so stop acting lyk u r 30.. it doesn't suit u.. u r best whn u r a little crazy, little badmaash, little ziddiii.., little egoistic..nd a lot myyyy mottiiiii... I wish i could've done more.. but u know how creative i am..
Its been almost 7 years since we r together.. bt i still feel lyk we haven't known each other for such lomg years.. if any one asks me who's your 3AM frnd.. i obviously say akki... Bt u r always been more dn my 3AM frnd.. u...
I try to reach you, but you are a moon, surrounded by the stars.
I try to touch you, but am scared, the dust on my hand will mark a blemish on your undaunted shadow.
I try to call you, but everytime my voice fails to fall upon your ears.
I try but I fail, so now am waiting.
Am waiting for you to realise that, even though you have million stars surrounding you, you need one Earth to revolve around !!
Even if you've lost every battle you've fought, you've succeeded the battle of participating!!
For all the words I've left unsaid
For all the memories I've not created
For all the childsplay I never played
For all the giggles I never shared
For all the heartbeat that never raised
For all the questions my heart enquires
Only for you!!!
What a writer paints and what a reader interprets are two different things!!
It was not too difficult,
We could have survived.
You just had to hold me tight
And say, I love you!!
Please don't change, you know you really don't have to, for everybody you love, loves the way you already are.
Please don't let the world make you feel regretful, for all the things you did were a part of you, and don't you dare hate any part of yourself.
Please don't believe in all the nonsense this world says is the best for you, trust me, no one can know you better than yourself.
Please stay true to yourself, don't lose what you are in your heart in order to become someone this world will call perfect, that's never gonna happen my love.
and lastly please live your life, don't put yourself between the boundaries this world have created, experience things, create mem...
Someday, when I'll get tired of
your enquires, I'll leave.
Never to come back again!!
I thought you'll fight the whole world for me, but you fought with me instead.
I thought you'll trust me when the world won't believe, but you laughed along with them.
I thought you'll cover me with your jacket when it'll be freezing, but your just walked ahead.
I thought you'll be my umbrella when it'll be storming outside but for you it was hardly even raining.
And that's when I held my umbrella, rubbed my arms and moved forward.
Why do I fall for you, every single time I see you.
After all these years, when I thought I am finally over you,
You came in front of me and,
and my heart skipped a beat yet again.
Why don't we cherish our moments
we fight over stupid things,
which really doesn't show in our memories
we take for granted the love, the care
that is showered upon us,
which looks like a usual activity.
Why don't we realise
we don't have forever
we only have seconds
so we can either hurt someone
or we can, heal their hearts.
So please just treasure each and every moment,
collect your happy memories, and spread them to the world.
And make this world "A happy home".
You know there are times when I really need you, like if I see you, I'll probably just run and hug you. But you are just never there with me, regardless whether I need you or not. And sometimes I think its probably my fault, as I can reach you out and call you, tell you how I feel, but you see, I am just like that, I'll never tell, how much i wanna see you or need you, cause I am so afraid to disturb you in your perfect world, in which there's no place for me.
But that's also for sure
that I'll be forever your...
You give me happiness and snatch it away
You whisper in my ears and shout in my mind
You fill me with hopes and leave them unfulfilled
You touch my hand and scratch my soul
You heal my wounds and give me new
You can't see me cry and leave me to die..
"Trust me!! Can you do that" he asked with tear filled eyes.
She felt a little choked to speak with the tears she was trying to control, but she managed to say, "I have trusted you for so long, but now I can't, I can't believe in you anymore,no matter how much I try, it just can never be the same" .