When I look at you
My ever so worried heart says
It's gonna be fine now
When I look at you
My feelings gets multiplied with
no longer control of my mind
When I look at you
My scared little heart wants to run and hold your hand
When I look at you
I realise how beautiful I am by looking into your eyes
When I look at you
I just wanna look at you!!
Jo kehdu ki mohabbat hai tumse
Kya maan loge
Jo maang lia haath tera
Kya saath doge
Jo uth ke chal diye agar
Kya thaam loge
Jo dagmagaye kadam kbhi
Kya smbhal loge
Jo maang Li kabhi Jaan
kya Jaan doge
Jo kehdu mohabbat hai tumse
Kya maan loge
I never wanted to hurt you, you are one of those few clean hearted people I've met lately whom I can trust, but I know I've hurt you, I know my biggest happiness is your worst sorrow, a pain which will need time to heal, I know we aren't that close and nothing would happen if I don't write this, but I just wanted to let you know that I am right here if you need me, that please always listen to your heart as this world needs more people like you and no matter what happens, no matter what happened, your clean image will always remain imbibed upon my heart!
Ab jo tujhe chah liya hai na to thehar zara
Ab jo tujhe paa liya hai to ruk zara.
Jee bhar ke nihaar lene de
Tere aahatein pehchaan lene de
Teri khamoshiyo se mulakat kr lene de
Teri bevajah muskurahte samjh lene de
Teri taarefon pe dil ko smbhal lene de
Teri fikro pe aitbaar kar lene de
Aur teri mohabbat,
Teri mohabbat pe jaan nisaar kr lene de!!
Running, oh my God my mind is running so fast, all these voices around me travelling through my ears are running in my mind again and again.
Stop, would you? just for a minute.
I've just got out of my shell, will you let me breathe? just for a while.
I've opened my wings for the first time, oh please just let me fly, for as long as I can, for as long as my wings survive, after which I'll be back to this ground amidst your voices, being just like how I used to be,
I wonder why now things begin with me, just for the sake of it but always end at you, and then you ask why I don't speak much now!!
Tera ujala bhi mein rahun, Tera saya bhi mein rahun, dagmagaye jb kadam, sahara bhi mein rahun.
Tere chehre ki hasi bhi mein rahun, tere maathe ki shikan bhi mein rahun, palke jab band kare, khayal bhi mein rahun.
Tere subah ki shuruaat bhi mein rahun, Tere raato ka ant bhi mein rahun, uljhano ke beech ki, raahat bhi mein rahun.
Tere hazaar shabd bhi mein rahun, tere khamoshiyo ka Arth bhi mein rahun, aankhon ki guftagu mein, nazrein bhi mein rahun.
Tere pyar ka aarambh bhi mein rahun, tere Krodh ke sailaab ka saagar bhi mein rahun, vichaaro ki vidambana mein, Kalpana bhi mein rahun.
She was late for work, the moment she had a quick glance at the mirror to see how she looks, she got stuck at her eyes, it was strange how her eyes resembled his eyes, all those same expressions, like she was standng right in his arms, looking into his eyes.
She stood there for a minute reminiscing, she started smiling as now her whole face started to look like his. The moment was interrupted by his phone call, she looked at the screen and then at the mirror, she shook her head, blushed a little and said, hello!!
This world should be a better place, we must only pass the acts of kindness, humanity, gratefulness that we receive once in a while but not the hatred, never the hatred!
I wonder why I love writing so much, I like it so much that now it have turned into an addiction and undoubtedly Lettrs is a part of it, cause I've tried uninstalling it, ended up installing two days later, alongwith my numerous diaries and few notepads, which constitutes my writing world.
See, I like to express myself, not through speech, but through words. And I like to hold on to my thoughts, put it in words, shape them, present them, and it feels like a creation.
If I have to get something out of my mind, I have to write it. If I have to make a thought everlasting, I have to write it. If I have to convey my love, I have to write it. So that's how writing relieves me.
You wanna get it,
you've got to plan for it,
you've got to work for it,
you've got to strive for it,
and you'll get it!
I wish out of everybody, you would've understood me.
I wish you would've held my hand and said, it's okay, am here if anything goes wrong.
I have followed you through my entire childhood, I wish you wouldn't have left me when I need you the most.
I wish, you would've been happy for me, just for a minute.
I wish, instead of mocking my feelings, you would've just smiled and said, I understand.
I wish you would've said, I'll catch you if you fall, but don't be scared to jump.
I wish, you would've just supported me.
I wish, I didn't had to fight continuously with you to make you understand my feelings.
I wish, ohh I just so wish you would've been here with me not against me..
He kept on saying those three classic magical words again and again like on a continues loop and she started blushing, she said its okay, I know, hmm, its fine, you are mad, okay stop and so on, but she couldn't say those three words which he wanted to hear. It was not like she didn't loved him, she had never loved anybody as much as she loved him but she just wanted to have a control over her heart, she wanted those words to be much more magically perfect, and so she waited, she waited for the perfect moment to come, and the moment just never came!!
Mein vo shant si jheel aur tu ek lehar hai
Mein vo nadi ka behta kinaara aur tu ek samudra hai
Mein vo hawa ka jhokha aur tu ek toofan hai
Mein vo naazuk sa parinda aur tu baaz ki udaan hai
Mein vo patto me qaid baarish ki boondein aur tu ek sailaab hai
Mein vo chuimui ka paudha aur tu bargad sa vishaal hai
Mein vo chupe hue aasu aur tu ek bacche ka vilaap hai
Mein vo unkahein shabd aur tu ek kitaab hai!!
You are not a writer, but at times when you send me those famous dialogues in between our conversation, that's enough for me.
You are not a singer, but at times when you complete the lines of my favorite song, and hum between our conversation that's enough for me.
You are not the most dashing person I've ever encountered but the fact that am the most beautiful person for you, that's enough for me.
You are not the person I am head over heels for, but the thought of your absence makes my heart go slow, that's enough for me.
You are not the first person that comes to my mind in a case of crisis, but knowing that you'll solve the problem, no matter what it may be, that's enough for me.
Among all the stars in the sky, I chose the one in the corner a little distant but bright and shiny.
The star looked at me and twinkled, it tried to come close but I stepped back.
The star was just so bright, so flawless that it scared me, it scared me that if we come any closer, it will burn me leaving no trace of me anywhere!
How come you agree with everything I say,
how come you are such a good person,
how come you accept all my stupidities,
how come you always find me cute no matter even if am fighting with you,
how come you always sort things out at the end of the day,
how come you literally never ever leave me until I decide to end the conversation,
how come you've won my heart in such a short time that now you are on my mind all the time,
how come you are different yet feel so similar,
how come you made me put off my guards and tell you how much I like you and now am scared.
It's strange, it's weird, it's scary, how someone becomes so important to you that his or her mood starts influencing yours!!
It's strange how in today's world saying I hate you is much, much more easier than saying I love you!!
Will you be there
When I'll be invisible to this world will you be there to see me?
When this face will be filled with lines and wrinkles, and my body all shaggy, will you be there to tell me I look good?
When my legs won't move this quickly and my back not so straight, will you be there to dance with me?
When I'll be forgetting the lyrics of our favourite song will you be there to complete it?
When my eyes that you love will be all wrinkled up and barely working, will you be there to still gaze at them?
When my hairs that you adore will turn thin and grey and won't compliment my face anymore will you be there, still praising them?
When my memory will go weak and I'll forget your favo...
Sheesh mehal ki dewaaro me kuch is kadar hai ham ki,
Khud se bhagne ki koshish me khud se hi takra jate h!!
Are you a storm which feels like a gentle cool breeze, but will eventually pass
Are you a dream which feels like a reality, but lasts only as long as my eyes are closed.
Are you a bubble of my imagination which will vanish in the air the moment I'll touch you.
Are you really a reality, which will exist even after this world ends!
Few days back after a really long time I finally had some moments to stare at the sky, ohh, the glorious sky! I missed you, but what it is, something is missing, something is not like how it used to be, there have to be something that I am missing in this ever so perfect Sky that I love.
After a lot of thinking and analysing I recognised that, oh my God it's the stars that are missing, stupid, stupid me, I tapped my head. But why, how can the sky lose its a stars, its ornament. The stars and constellations which I used to stare at for hours, trying to name and identify each and every one of them.
I felt sad, maybe due to the pollution my mind guessed, maybe it's only today, bad weather, aft...
I don't care how many lessons this life teaches me, no matter how many betrayals I'll have to face. I always wanna come out as a better human being.
Ohh am laughing at my self, and the stories I live in, my stories which are always left incomplete in the middle, my stories where neither the ending changes nor me, just few characters.
And I would've have happily accepted to relive in my stories again and again, like I anyways do, if it didn't always ended where I've been left alone with my old incomplete story.
And this makes me, never ever to enter into another story, but then I just don't realise when again I am playing my same old part until I am left at that same incomplete ending of my same incomplete story!