|" kar rahā thā ġham-e-jahāñ kā hisāb aaj tum yaad be-hisāb aa.e "|
This word itself brings too much emotion into me
I don't get enough time with you, and even if I do I can't do enough to express my love.
It's just so overwhelming that even writing it down brings tears to my eyes.
I owe my life to you and I just say and feel it but I have seen you and ma devoting your lives to us.
Every minute of your lives thinking,worrying, planning, making us happy and being sad or happy with us.
I don't believe any other relation could be as selfless as a Father Mother is.
As we are growing old, you are growing old too, and whenever you get sick, I get too much worried and sad papa. I can't do anything but to do that. Please you have done everything for us, I want...
Every once in a while find out ways and do something for someone who can never repay you.
Those little moments will fulfill your soul and make you feel worthy.
What is happiness?
I have believed that this is the ultimate goal of everyone,
There are different means, and different degrees of it for different people, but this is what ultimately what everyone wants.
But as I was exposed to a diametrically opposite mindset, I came to understand, maybe not everyone seeks happiness.
People want to be different than others, to be Superior than rest of all or to be most powerful of them all.
Even for very long I believed that probably this is what which makes them happy, perhaps being different than the league provides them their needed share of happiness. Still believing naively that happiness is what they eventually seek for.
Am still not sure if I was wr...
The bittersweet,rekindling, heart throbbing hope.
Is one of the most dangerous things.
Even if your heart is broken, shattered coz of someone u dearly loved, u will still hope, against your better judgement, you will hope, maybe this time it won't happen.
But it happens, again.
And nothing hurts like a broken hope.
Then why we keep on hoping innumerable no. of times,
Why we keep hurting, mending and again hurting our heart with something as sweet and as sinful as hope.
Why can't we just stop hoping.
Maybe one day, but not today.
And I hope that day will never comes.
Because if there is a hope, there is a tomorrow, and probably a better one :)
Have a great day everyone!
He was her light in the dark,
Little did she know that all he saw in her was darkness, and when did the light ever loved the darkness..
Sometimes I look back at my old writings and wonder,
Man, I have written this! How?
Its beautiful, why can't I write such stuff anymore....
Yun to kabhi ishq ko dekha ni,
Pr shayd tujh jaisa kuch dikhta hoga.
Yun toh Kisse bahut sune the ishq ki junoniyat ke,
Tujhe dekh kr kuch yakeen sa hota h unpe.
Kehte h ishq sachha wohi jiske anjam ko na paya ja sake,
Pa lene se chahat kuch Kam ho jati ho shayd.
Toh yahi tu rahega, yahi me,
Aur ishq , shayd, yahi ishq.....
Pehli barish ki sodhi mitti ki khushboo jaisa hai tu,
Sardiyo ki ratoh me agithi ki gunguni garmi jaisa hai tu,
Ma ki god me sirhane ki thapki jaisa hai tu,
Nani ki bahon me gehri jhappi jaisa hai tu,
Papa ki mathe pr halki si pappi jaisa h tu
Muh me rakhte hi ghul jane wali sohan papdi jaisa hai tu
Martban ke khatte aam ke achar ke chatkhare jaisa hai tu
Pahadon me badlon ke beech gehri thandi saas jaisa hai tu.
Mandir ke ek kone me bethi shant pavitrata jaisa hai tu.
Sagar kinare paon me ati jati thandi leher jaisa hai tu.
Akhen band Kar ke kho Jane wale dheeme gane jaisa hai tu.
Tu alfaz, saj ya saman ni, Jo chu le bhitar Tak, us ehsas jaisa hai tu.
Kya badhoon tujhe lafzon me...
If you can't do anything about it, and it's hurting you only,
Forgive the person and move on.
If you have ever seen good in that person, forgive.
I know it's difficult but it is less painful than holding on to all hurt and anguish that comes with it.
I think we get confused with remembering and missing someone.
If a incidence bring memories of a person and you smile or get sad with that memory with that person in it, you are remembering it.
If in a moment you feel like someone should also see it or be here, you are still remembering that person in the moment.
Missing someone runs deeper,
You will not feel complete in that moment, at that place , despite having company you feel alone and you need that person there to fulfill you, to complete you, in the moments of your joy or sadness.
And you will try to fill what's missing in every possible way that you can.
You are my imagination of how love would really be.
Selfless and devouring.
I just knew it's your day today, though I am late.
You must have enjoyed this day.
I don't think I have to tell you how much I love you, quiet obvious
though, I don't have any option. :P So, let's talk about us, not you, because I know, you are the best, and I am the best! I don't have words to explain you, as you never had those incredible words from the other universe in our dictionary, so I just don't know what to say.
But, according to our dictionary,
you are every beautiful word which can be formed. :) From every mature stunt to crawl, everything describes you in its own way. You are such a cute na, that I always wanted to pull your cheeks, but being young...:P But that do...
Though you never ask for forgiveness,
You never even feel bad for what you did,
But I forgive you.
I forgive you, because this is who I am.
I let my heart heal on my own....
But one day my heart won't even recognize you and you won't be able to do anything about it!
Hey, please be well.
Please live your life to the full extent its possible.
Laugh often, be silly, do the things you always have loved, love people and let them love you.
You are precious, don't you dare believe otherwise.
I know if it was so easy you would have done it already and I believe that you are trying, fighting and winning little everyday and am so proud of you.
I might not be with you, but I always think of you, always pray for you and I really wish that you'll get everything that you have ever wanted for your life, coz I know in my heart that you really deserve every bit of it.
Ab shamma jal gayi hai toh jalegi,
Hum vo chirag ni ujalo me gum ho jaya karte hai....
Jab jab Shiddat e Ishq ka tarruf hoga,
Tera jikr khudbakhud hoga........
Tune kaside padhe hai din raat jiske,
Vo kisi aur ka, kya kar hoga.......
Kuch tha uski nazron me,
Jo ek mamuli si dikhne wali ladki ko behad khoobsurat bana deta tha.
Kuch tha uski nazron me,
Jo usey, us ladki ke agey kudrat bhi feeki lagti thi,
Aur uske hone se har rang dilkash.
Kuch tha uski nasamjhi me,
Jo duniya ke takaje use kabhi samjh na aye,
Anjaan tha vo sahi galat ke usoolo se.
Kuch tha uske paane me,
Jo apna sab kuch gava kar bhi sukoon milta tha use.
Kuch alag si hi thi uski Mohhabbat,
Jiski thi vo le na saki,
Aur jinhe chaiye unhe milti nahi....
If someone loves you and still hurting you,
Please understand, their love has not vanished,
They themselves must be hurting much more because of you.
Vo dil hi kya, jo kabhi toota nahi
Ishq me barbadiyon ki bhi, apni lazzat hoti hai.....
She is starting to forget,
What extremities were
As she only lives in mediocrity now.
But those depth and those highs, Whenever she remembers, she could only sigh...
Your love is not enough,
If you know something hurts someone you love
And you keep on doing it anyway.
Your love is not enough,
If you know what brings tears to your beloved,
And you do nothing to stop it.
Well one day the tears, the hurt will stop
And that day, your love really would not be enough to keep it going ....
Why do I fear
That when you see me,
You don't see me,
You see my curvy curves,
You see my faded dress,
You see my unmanaged hairs,
My dirty feet.
But you don't see me,
You don't see my eyes pouring affection for you,
You don't see my frown worried over the reason of your tiredness,
You don't see my hand blessing you with every touch,
You don't see the smile that comes just to see your face.
You don't see the insecurity that fears over so many things that means so much to you and am lacking in it.
No you don't really see me,
Or maybe you do,
Maybe I guess I would never know...
Maybe I don't cry, but it hurts.
Maybe I don't say, but I feel.
Maybe I don't show, but I care.
Sometimes I wish to be brave enough, to let there be a possibility of letting someone else get hurt than hurting myself every time.
The youngest yet Dadi Amma of the house
There is no point in telling the obvious but this one thing I can't stop myself from saying , I love you so so so much and I miss you.
Your cries, it gets engraved in my heart and I have hated myself, every single time you had to cry because of me. Whose fault, it doesn't matter, it will never matter.
If my baby sister cries, its always on me to take care.
You know, you are my pride, both of you.
These lines are so simple yet I don't know why writing them down is making me so emotional.
You are a baby, you toughen up and show so but you are so innocent and simple in your heart that we all get protective.
And that is why even if you can forgive...
And one day he will forget her,
With her image buried deep somewhere,
And her voice lost in somewhere,
There are a lot of people with love
And one day someone will find a way to his heart.
His heart, that kind, giving heart,
One of its kind.
And that overwhelming love it is capable of...
For which she had fallen steep.
One day her memories will be blurred,
And so it should be with time.
But the pain of the loss that they have endured,
Whenever it will pinch,
Will always be sharp and collapsing,
As only they both know what they had lost.
Lost to be never found again....