|"Tu khuda hai na Mera ishq farishton jaisa, dono insaan hai toh kyo itne hizabon me mile"|
Why do I fear
That when you see me,
You don't see me,
You see my curvy curves,
You see my faded dress,
You see my unmanaged hairs,
My dirty feet.
But you don't see me,
You don't see my eyes pouring affection for you,
You don't see my frown worried over the reason of your tiredness,
You don't see my hand blessing you with every touch,
You don't see the smile that comes just to see your face.
You don't see the insecurity that fears over so many things that means so much to you and am lacking in it.
No you don't really see me,
Or maybe you do,
Maybe I guess I would never know...
Maybe I don't cry, but it hurts.
Maybe I don't say, but I feel.
Maybe I don't show, but I care.
Sometimes I wish to be brave enough, to let there be a possibility of letting someone else get hurt than hurting myself every time.
The youngest yet Dadi Amma of the house
There is no point in telling the obvious but this one thing I can't stop myself from saying , I love you so so so much and I miss you.
Your cries, it gets engraved in my heart and I have hated myself, every single time you had to cry because of me. Whose fault, it doesn't matter, it will never matter.
If my baby sister cries, its always on me to take care.
You know, you are my pride, both of you.
These lines are so simple yet I don't know why writing them down is making me so emotional.
You are a baby, you toughen up and show so but you are so innocent and simple in your heart that we all get protective.
And that is why even if you can forgive...
And one day he will forget her,
With her image buried deep somewhere,
And her voice lost in somewhere,
There are a lot of people with love
And one day someone will find a way to his heart.
His heart, that kind, giving heart,
One of its kind.
And that overwhelming love it is capable of...
For which she had fallen steep.
One day her memories will be blurred,
And so it should be with time.
But the pain of the loss that they have endured,
Whenever it will pinch,
Will always be sharp and collapsing,
As only they both know what they had lost.
Lost to be never found again....
"mohabbat ke liye kuchh ḳhaas dil maḳhsūs(chosen) hote haiñ
ye vo naġhma hai jo har saaz par gaayā nahīñ jaatā"
- Makhmoor Dehlvi
As your writing is getting better every single time.
Your words are getting alive with every stroke of your pen.
As it touches the hearts,
and hit even more minds.
As someone out there wanted to say the same thing, just don't know how to say it better.
As someone wants to read the exact same words you wrote.
Simply because it heals your soul....
Only fools think they know everything,
Because the more you know,
The more you get to know how less you know.
So be humble, you are just a spec of dust in the galaxy!
Do not hurt someone so much,
Again and Again,
That one day they will decide that You are not worth their tears!
The People with the heart of molten pure gold
I know you did get hurt and still you give another chance, just to again get hurt.
I know you care a lot about so many, and still often feels that no one cares back.
I know you want to be nurtured in the same way you did it for everyone else.
I know you laugh it out, and make it look ok like nothing can make you sad or angry.
But I know it does, and its ok. You are just a human.
Sometimes its ok to let know that you are hurt with the mean words,
That you are tired of doing everything and expecting none.
Sometimes the people should know that you do expect and they are failing in it.
Sometimes its ok to want something for yourself an...
Getting sad between smiles..
I don't get it!
Whether am Happily Sad
Jo tu do boond ban kr aakhon se chalak jata h,
Dil ka ye toofan kuch thamta sa nazar ata h
Sometimes the toughest thing to do,
Is what you need to do,
Is what the right thing.
Even though it seems almost impossible,
Hang on if its right,
Do not pull back the step you put forward,
Even if its seems killing in the moment,
You have the enormous strength, you don't even know,
You can and you will overcome everything,
And rise like a true star that you are !
You are the light,
Don't think you can hide under the dark,and the world will forget you.
You just can not do that.
This is not what you are meant to be!
When I first saw her,
She was a fragile baby, with a fracture!
I was surprised to know that a few days old baby could also get fracture.
She put a lot of fight, just to come to this world, Papa said then, that she is a fighter.
When she comes to visit us, even though we are her cousins but it always took her some time to be familiar with us, as Everytime she use to forget us!
We still use to tease her about that.
She was a curious child, I remember sitting next to her in a car, in a long journey, and she kept on asking questions, and I kept telling her answers with my level of understanding. For some time she also went on to become philosophical and I was amazed what is it in her mind. ...
For the things I have done,
And the things that couldn't be done.
For crushing your heart and leaving you to bleed.
For being ruthless with the power you have trusted me with.
For not being there when you needed me the most.
For being the reason that you ever felt small.
For losing you.
For causing the pain and then asking to take care.
For being me.
Please forgive me
For asking the forgiveness....
Please do not lie to her.
She might be smart enough to know,
And proud enough not to say it.
You are my precious poem
Beautiful yet incomplete......
Musical yet unheard......
Divine yet Defamed.......
You try to make things perfect.
What you don't understand is,
If you would paint simplicity to make it more beautiful,
You will hide what it's in the core,
Deep down she knows,
She knows, that he knows her.
They never needed words to fill them,
Silence was as pleasing as their voices to each other were.
Her heart always ache for him,
She knows what she has lost.
She had her sacrifices before
And never bothered,
But this one, it's her biggest.
It's the toughest!
She just wish they could see what she can,
A pure heart,
A blissed life.
Coz in her heart she knows,
That for the first time, her God was making a mistake.
And the world sees her laughing,
Adapting to the situation she has been sent into,
She is trying hard to keep herself intact,
But she is changing to suit the surrounding,
As she is a shifter, a pleaser.
Her realself, no one will ever really know it again,
As she has bared her soul and found she can't do it again.
So she will become what everyone wants,
Burying deep what she wants.
It's a life term sentence.
The Happiness will never touch her soul.
But she had to make a choice,
As she would never be ready to pay the price.
She was dearly loved by her family,
Still she always believed why would any guy would ever like her, she is nothing special.
She was a shy, fat girl, with a big heart, eager to help everyone, but who gets to see the heart in this dazzling world.
But he saw.
He saw her beauty behind her insecurities,
He faught her, whenever she called herself fat,
As he couldn't take his eyes off her.
Mesmerized by her bright eyes, her smiling lips and a body he wouldn't let her change for the world.
He could see, what even she couldn't.
He loved everything about her, every single thing.
Her voice, her face, her care, her knowledge, her love, and the way she could make him feel that nothing else in the w...
You were a dream.
A very beautiful dream.
I never imagined that life could be so amazing living with someone.
I never experienced before soulmates do exist.
I kept on sleeping....
I wanted to live my life in that dream.
Be always in it, even if it would mean sleeping forever.
It was that perfect.
But those who live around me, are waking me up now.
They are shaking me, talking to me in my half sleep condition.
They can't let me be with my beautiful dream.
They are telling me that is life, you have to wake up, be strong and I love them.
I love them for loving me so much.
I know they are right, I just wish they could see that even I wasn't wrong.
But I think I have to wake up now, for them.
I am Sorry.
I am Sorry to all thoee people who have loved me so much that they gave me the power to emotionally crush them and I did crushed them at time.
I don't intentionally hurt people, not even those who have hurt me, let alone the possibility of hurting those whom I love dearly.
But sometimes I do end up hurting them.
In my anger, through my actions or in a course of emotional outburst, I do end up saying sharp words that cut like a razor.
I have done that and I can't take that back now.
So, on my knees, with my hand on my heart, I am asking for forgiveness.
I know those who love me would have already forgiven me, but I still am sorry for every single time when I hurt you, coz s...
I wish when you will wake up today,
All your pain, anger
Insecurities, fears and guilt
Would have fled away from you.
I know life seems cruel,
I know it doesn't seems fair.
I know you want to sulk into loneliness and sadness as nothing good seems to be left.
I know all that.
And let me tell you, you are not the only one.
But I know in my core that you deserve every bit of happiness.
And sooner or later, this way or that way you are going to get there.
But till then hold on to what you have got,appreciate it.
I wish, a pure, beautiful smile would be the only thing what would find it's way to you.
The people around you, sometimes they need it more than you do.
So spread your love, l...
Vo har bar mera tere kuch lafz sunne ko machal jana
Vo har bar tera khamoshi se hume sazayafta kar jana
That Everytime, me succumbing to hear words from you
And Everytime, yours silence become my punishment to comply....