Delusional insomnia, symptom of unfulfilling days..And futilely attempting to cling to time
As though it could be halted
And reversed Or reset and relived. After a lifetime Of self reflection And reevaluation I'd give anything For a "Resplendent Re-birth".
I am nothing but a sound
an abandoned scream
one that was suffocated snuffed out before the world heard my agony leaving has never felt. This heart shattering
like the earth breaking...
Each breath I take could drown the oceans I have a depth that they cannot comprehend.
A treasure that was left in me
A fire that would set space ablaze
I am the waiting
The void in between pages
This is my legacy
A silent song sung to you
A vow I cannot break
A love that no one can take.
Where the beauty and scars both resplendently shine.....
That's the portrait of mine ... !!
Your poisoned roots
In such shallow ground
That your venom has been
infecting anything and everything
That grows nearby
Leaving nothing or no one
In close proximity
Safe from the malignancy ...
My nightmare let's be honest it's you .
I do get lost in my thoughts
About our mysterious universe..
Sometimes I find myself
probing for the answers . But end up unsatisfied..
Questions remained answered what's the purpose of such fatal aches or what's our purpose ?
It's probably big bang or God's creation to which existence has been taking Eternally.
I dovetail you with each
and everything that I worship
The palpitation of amor elevate in me
like a tripping kite in sky !
p.s you reside in me
for the concept of doting
has sown seeds of love in me.
Shards of heart
thorns piercing feet
rivers of tears
some painful deceits..
memories so haunting.
to create a lament.
Poets never are born
they are created
by the stories...
often untold & unheard !
I want you to understand...
This subtle soul that here holds
upon you ..
Like a Melody that never ends
but draws US Together
Upon the want to be..
Just be with you all my heart...!! 💓
THEY SAID ...
"SHE'S A MESS "
HE SAID ...
"SHE'S MY BEAUTIFUL MESS "
( insp. Jason Mraz )
Just like a ray of sunshine, Maybe one day we'll find that place where you and I could be together.
And we'll catch our dreams within the waves of change.
So smile for me one last time and believe we'll meet again ...
Untill then I'll miss you like waiting for sunrise after the dark
Ever since you came around ...
I just live a fast life
Forget about the past time
I numb out to escape my feels
And friendships only pass by
Show up, gone, like strobe lights
With you, I feel something real ...
let's take ride with my darling Harley
where you can the kill the
demons of my mind….
Outrage our fear of living ,
savour our dreams ❤️
I wish we could be us more than this life...
I tend to fall for the warmth of your's when I am alone with my thoughts ...
Gaze around and fall for the silence everyday as it brings me closer to your's silence...
Just like I miss the stability I had as I have you now...
I wish we could be us more than this life..
I carry our love into
my dreams ..
I keep myself alive from within ❤️
I realized how
My hand we're much
More smaller than I thought
Much fragile , slippery
More loosen in time
That they couldn't hold
The lively , lovely buns
Of life meant to knitted
With the thread of love
Which already fell
From the lifeless tips
Of my fingers .
You always make them smile...
Evenn though you are far away miles.
You will always remain in their heart and with no means you will part...
I know you will never go away.
Even when things are not on your way...
A person like you is so sweet and true , just like like colors which gracefully blend,
Like everything breathing of pureness... You're pure soul may remains pure ♥️
It was you...
I knew it was you
But don't know what made you so undesirable
Now watch me build
When you left me with the pain ....
When you left me.....
I got more stronger ...
Now watch me built
While you suffer without me !
He's her voice ...
Her calm her anger and her comfort
He was her soul mate....♥️
She never gave up on him always stood by him...
Once he got a chance to prove it and hold her hands forever ...
Then came the dark night he thought he might ruin her life by holding her...
So he left squalled ....
They accepted what happened...
But wished that night never should have came...
One never give up on their soul mates ..
Every night and day , each minute and each seconds of the day they wish and feel each together but the destiny gave them
It's tough to breathe when some took your breathe away ..
Similarly it's difficult for heart to be heard when someone took away your heart beat ....
She respected herself enough to walk away from anything that no longer served her , no longer fatten her or made her happy ...
it all came to an end but deep down in her petite secerts she wished not to do so...
During the dark lonely hours of thought,
I crave the comfort of your tightly gripped arms wrapped around my feeble body…
Wrapped as if they are afraid to ever lose me..
Today I crave the tightly placed forehead kiss of endearing and genuine care…
Today I crave those sweet, soft lips grazing my warm cheeks, always staying close by..
While my imagination tries to do justice,
Today I crave familiarity..
Today I crave home…
Today I crave your presence…
Today I crave you…
All this time you were there, telling me to come along
To certitude you and to hold you, and you showed me it was alright
But in the end you left me because all of sudden you weren't sure
And now all there's left, is darkness again where there was light once..
The sky is clear and
her wings too healed.
She still remembered
how to fly in that open sky,
though his brutal memories Still trapped her and give wounds
to her wings
"Every single night ...❤️"
Life is a struggle ...
There are times you have to choose with whom you want struggle but it's difficult to choose the same because you can't see that person struggling in front of you .
No one's perfect
You don't know pain untill you're staring at yourself in the mirror with tears streaming down your face and you're begging yourself to hold on to be strong....!!
They blame me for what I do wrong,
Unaware of the things they commit wrong.
Every day is a new fight ,
And I battle to escape the temptations right.
But still there exists a SATAN!
Leader of the fallen angels ,
And persuades me to commit the sin.
I somehow dodge the trap.
But he still stands upright and disguised.
God instructed it right but the EVE was gullible that time.
The fruit of knowledge became venomous for her life.
ADAM and EVE the ancestors of the mankind decided their doom which lingered to ours!
In the greed of supreme knowledge and pleasure , she created a world full of "seven sins"- pride, greed, lust, envy , gluttony,wrath and sloth.