She was his 3 am friend
She was his best friend,
She was rather a soulmate.
Unspoken words were always understood,
And promises fulfilled with loyalty.
Just because she made a promise that "she will be there for him forever and will stay with him."
And also his love was proved for her.!!
' We miss that just one message which can make our whole day awesome..'
Though she is haunting in his dreams,
He does not go back again to her,
And prays for her happiness,
And don't want that her life gets hell like him.
He knew that he is hurting her, with his doings,
But she is still waiting for him,
And ready to accept him as he is,
Give him a chance & be with him, through tough times & support him for life time..
She truly loves him..!!!
He wanted to take the first step and talk to her,
But the memories stopped him.
That memories which haunted him,
When she left him & broke the promise given to him.
So he took the step back,
And moved on with memories,
Which he kept in his heart for life time..
He left her,
She let him go.
But he did not knew that,
When she let's it go she completely let's it go.
And when he came back,
She wanted absolutely nothing from him..!!
"What are your plans for birthday...its your birthday month!!" she exclaimed
He said "No plans as such..don't know yet "
But some were down the line she knew how he wants to celebrate his birthday.
So she planned his birthday & called him to the venue giving him a surprise...
He was shocked to see the table by the beach side, dinner under the stars with soft melody, she gave him a present, brought him a customized cake & last but not the least some quality time that they spent together..
While watching her doing all this the only thought which was running in his mind was "INDEED SHE IS THE ONE"
He was a writer & used to pen down, about his feelings for her in his write-up & would post it, so that she may understand..
She used to read all his write-ups & would think about whom is he writing..
She was hoping that he might write about them,
But with fear of losing their friendship & what they have, she never gathered the courage to ask him..
But he was waiting eagerly for her, to assume that she must have got the clue about his write-ups & would come & confront about his feelings for her..
Both lacked the courage to confess their true emotions for each other..
They are just a step away to complete an incomplete love story..!!
He asked her " What you wish? How should a guy propose you? "
She casually said that " He should go on his knees sliding the ring in my finger, but in front of both of our parents"
He fulfilled her wish the way she always dreamt of...
And again their love story began..!!
She once again fell for the way he loves her,
And fulfilled her lifelong dream..
And he once again fell for her smile,
Which returned on her face because of him..!!
Out of no where he came in her life,
And made her face the real world.
She was sweet, simple, and innocent girl,
But now she was a transformed girl.
She is in a way thankful to him..
But not completely,
Because his experience in her life made her change...
To the extent she never dreamt of..!!
She cannot turn back to be her old self again..
And, she misses her old self...!!
"Looks were exchanged,
Smile were exchanged,
Just by eye contact feelings were shared,
Talks were done through looks, without saying a word,
And hearts melted...
And two hearts became one....
And a love story began...!!!"
She said to him "That she needs to take break from him".
He told "What you mean by that..why we need to take break??"
She said "Ohhh really you asking why we need???
Tell me one thing where was we between us..it was always you, going according to your comfort..there was never we in this..infact there was never a relationship because it was all only about you..."
Saying so she leaves him forever and never turns back...
That made him realise what he lost...
She shouted with tears in her eyes "Why do you come back when you want to run away again like you ran away before without saying anything..!!!"
He looked into her eyes and said
"Because I don't want to loose you and what we have between us, I want you for life but I am confused as to what it is??"
"Then go away, if you are confused because you have lost me....because when you have feelings or when you love someone then there is no confusion" she said with tears rolling down.
Happiness was rejuvenated...
Willingness expressed the desire...
Feelings expressed the emotions...
But every allegations caged from expressing..!!!
Many thoughts, desires, emotions going on in mind...
In dilemma of how to express the mixture which is in mind...
Decided to express it by way of writing were feelings flow with penning it down...!!
Emotions are like waves....
They come, touch us and go back...
People are same...
They show their emotions, wearing a fake mask, manipulate our minds with their talks...
And when we start believing them,
they go back,
by saying NOT INTERESTED...
"Love overruled the Heart and also lessoned the value of self respect!!"
There is a battle between mind and heart...
as to whether listen to heart or to what mind is saying...
there is a confusion what to do...
Whether to be practical or emotional in this cruel world...
at the end heart ruled the mind and she become emotional and gave a second chance to him...!!!
She started to express by pening it down on paper as a writer....
World mistook her to be writer as well...
but only she was knowing that she was expressing her emotions and held her heart out to the world....!!!
A conversation started with just word "Hey"
within no time it turned out to late night talks continued till morning like a never ending talks....
Two hearts started to connect, soul started to became one, trusted that destiny has something for them, something strange was happening to both, went with the flow...and a new story started....!!!!
Heart felt emotions got rejuvenated by seeing the picture, Memories got fresh, following series of Flash back....
Staring at the name there was a dilemma whether to call or not, Finally dialed the number, Call was answered..
The silence said all as who was on other side, And then the silence broke and things started to get clear...and it started all over again...
One more Love Story got complete.!!!
She shouted with tears rolling from her eyes "You left me, Why you came back, Now what you want"
He said with honesty "I will not leave you, will be always by your side,
will not go away from you,
will not run away,
will be always there with you..
i want all of you...your secrets, dreams, nightmares, fear, soul, anger, love, hate, fights, trust...all of you for whole life"
This is how he expressed that he actually loves her & was running away from her but now no more running....!!!
Years of friendship....but have not meet each other...
have shared every talks, were there to help each other...
when needed though have not meet, they promised to be friends for ever, there bond was of
Once decided to meet & there bond was like they meet regularly & are Buddies & not meeting for first time.
They were "True Friends"
Her innocet face made him want her....
Her nature made him needed her in his life....
Her laughter, her smile made him fall in love with her😍😍
In just a span of 5 minutes he made her his life as for him it was love at first sight....
which made him believe in love at first sight....!!!
Just 5 minutes changed his life...!!!
She is hurt, broken from inside due to her innocence....
which the selfish world took away from her....
With the little innocence which was left she got up again and came stronger, bolder than before
that now no one can break or hurt her....
she is the free spirit, ready to fly...!!!