Spent my days with a man unkind, smoked my stuff and drank all my wine.
Standing on a hill in my mountain of
dreams telling myself it's not as hard, as it seems.
P.S. I Still Love You
Sometimes you just wish that maybe things didn't happen the way they did
Sometimes you wonder what if I hadn't said all those things
Sometimes you just think of the moments you had and you might have had
Sometimes you feel is it too awkward to acknowledge the presence
Sometimes you wonder if he/she still thinks of you at times
I do , but deep down all I can do is have a hope that maybe one day we'll meet in a random city, an unexpected situation and maybe like old times have a conversation where there is no awkwardness.
We might have overcome our distances by then.
Maybe then we'll actually be happy, surprised and shocked to see each other.
Maybe we'll exchange a sm...
In this wild world of chaos and challenges, I'll be your mesmerizing green.
1. This year I want more clarity and less chaos.
2. If I had to choose one word to focus this year it would be myself.
3. I want to stop doing overthinking, start doing internships, and keep doing self assessments.
4. My greatest worry or concern this year is me.
5. This year I will embrace emotions(atleast try to).
Seeing you with her is tough. I am happy that you are having a great time. It is getting better day by day. But at the end idk somehow I lose control. It's like a warzone between my heart and brain. As soon as it's about to win somehow my heart pulls a string and wins. I keep control the entire, not thinking at all. Even in the evening when I see you with her, I accept it and be okay but as I am about to go in the very end when I am all alone my heart starts beating faster and faster. I am not in control of myself anymore. I go through that pain again. It's like 90% of me does absolutely okay and accepts things the way they are and 10% is so broken and shattered that ...
Sambhav... I saw him today. He was wearing jeans and a denim jacket. He never does that until he is meeting somebody he wants to like nice in front of. There was a girl next to him. I never saw her before. He was sitting with her in one of those places in the hostel which are kind of defined for couples. He was laughing and enjoying. He didn't even check his phone (He does that usually no matter who the person is), just talking and smiling and laughing.
Has he moved on? Was this all being friends just a thing he could say so that he doesn't seem like a jerk where in real he just wanted to shut me out, no more of me. Why does it has to be me texting first always and he replying like the least ...
If you are afraid of what's gonna happen if we be together, how you might screw things up or will it be worth it? or any question like these; let me tell you- you never know what something's worth until you try. If you are scared to take a step ahead, you are not alone. Even I am scared but I'll be right by your side. I won't be that one more person you need to burden taking care about, stress about. I'll be that person you can come back to anytime for anything. I'm no one to tell you all this and I might even sound desperate or crazy but sometimes good things always lie behind the toughest gates, the toughest and most scary decisions. It's good to let people in and ...
I agreed to be friends with you because then I know that somehow you'll still be with me and a part of my life and if I can't handle that then I'll just tell you that I tried but we can't be just friends with what had happened, knowing that there is still a part of me that just never wants you to leave and wants you to be there as my boyfriend. A person who understands me and my feelings and not somebody who treats me as someone replaceable and always available.
It's weird thinking about how somebody you met 4 months ago matters so much to you. Sometimes you just connect. You doubt it and deny it but the truth shall remain, there is a connection.
Have you ever heard o...
Things have changed again now. We talked, We kissed. Didn't you feel that it was different this time? the kiss was different. It had more emotions. Even though none of us wanted it to end because we knew it was never going to happen again. But for me it was more passionate and emotionally connected. In that moment I felt lost, does this kiss mean that we'll be together or is it just an idea for what I can't have? But then again, we are just friends. We both know that there is something between us. Accept it or not , this won't change. Believe it or not, even you feel that there is something, something than friends( You said it yourself earlier )
But you denied it. Yo...
I sometimes feel like telling you, how I really felt about you during the Diwali Holidays was a mistake. It really messed up whatever we had. If I wouldn't have said all that stuff then today things might have been different. You told me how you would react when usually the girls told you that they've been forming some real emotions and feeling. Even after knowing so I told you. But I thought it was a risk worth taking. You told me it's okay, you are different.. but then I realised that was just to make me feel better.. I was not different.. even though you tried not to yet it was maybe the natural thing, you know, like it was the natural response. Over some time the...
It's been a long time since I wrote something. This time I am willing to start a 6 letter series, written to somebody. These letters are basically the words and thoughts I am always wanting to express but never could. So I decided to write them as soon as I thought about them. I don't know if I'll ever be able to express these to him so I decided to start this series. He isn't a lettrs user but I hope someday, these thoughts will reach him. Maybe I'll be comfident enough to express these to him face to face.
Do show your love and support!
Together they laughed
Together they cried
Together they fought
Together they lived
Together they were
Together they are
and Together Forever they shall remain..
Things change, times change
How? When ? Why?
Nobody knows the answer
Good change or bad change?
Just one thought- Whatever happens , happens for the best
Time doesn't fly so fast
Things need time to settle..
Accepting the change is tough
but reminiscing the change is to be done..
Take your time and get over it..
P.S. - Have a happy life ahead.. embrace this new chapter❤
LIFE , CAREER , AND CHOICES
This article focuses on the
questions and thoughts that brainstorm a youngster's mind
about his/her future. By the end of this reading session I hope that you'll have a clearer and more organised mind. Happy Reading!
In today's world everything around us is running at a fast pace and we , with our natural human instincts and tendencies, tend to match that speed to catch the train of life. But my friends let me tell you, life's not a train to be caught, it's a journey to be lived. That's why chosing the right future/career is very important.
Many of us think that we should chose a career which has good cash to offer , a nice lifestyle ,and a saf...
If you're wrong and you shut up
If you're right and you shut up
Cry. Forgive. Learn. Move on. Let your tears water the seeds of your future happiness.
Why and Why Not
They seem alike , and that's true . They are alike but the difference which rises is the word NOT . It might not make much visible difference but trust it's that little difference which will help you succeed.
Instead of thinking why I should be doing this try to think Why I shouldn't be doing this?
Trust me my friend, asking this to yourself will solve 50% of your problems rest will be solved by the option you decide to go with- why or why not..
Hard to believe?Try it for yourself!
Some people arrive and make such a beautiful impact on our life that we can barely think about how life would've been without them..
Friends we are,
forever friends we'll be,
Wherever we are,
you're right beside me.
I hope we stay friends
'til the end of time,
And whenever that is,
our friendship will still shine.
You mean the world to me,
I hope the same with you,
You're always helping me,
whatever it takes you'll do.
Now that we're growing older,
changing our ways,
I know we won't lose our friendship-
I hope I never see that day.
So to every one of my friends,
you mean the world to me,
Friends we are,
forever friends we'll be..
Your letters are a treasure for their honesty and universal interest.
I am glad you are here,
The dark days weren't over just yet. She realized that when she found yet another note in her mailbox. She felt anxious as she opened the note. It said, " please go." In that not so short note she realized that it was all a game. She went back to her room and wrote a reply.. just 3 letters," Bye."
Don't read Success Stories
you will get only messages
Read Failure Stories
you will get Ideas to get success.
You make me laugh
You kiss my forehead
You say ,"I'm sorry"
You make efforts
You hold my hand
You work hard
You attempt to understand me
Believe it or not
You are perfect..
Believe it or not
We make each other laugh
We kiss each other's forehead
We say,"I'm sorry"
We make efforts
We attempt to understand each other
Believe it or not
WE are perfect..
He kissed her
like her lips
Friendship came the first .
Then came Love .
In the end Maturity.
Dictionary had the right order.
..Someone Like You..
I used to dream of someone like you,
To hold me tight and see me
To love my eyes and love my smile,
And when I'm scared stay with me for a while,
But now I've got you I don’t know what to do,
It's amazing this feeling I have for
When I look at you my heart melts to the floor,
Everyday I love you more and more,
When life gets me down your always there,
A good heart like yours is very rare,
You’re my world you’re my universe my star,
I would never change a thing that you are,
All my worries and problems disappear,
When you hold me in your arms I have no fear,
The only fear I have that’s true,
Is living my life without someone like you..
I am Shruti. I wish all of you the best of spirits and happiness for the year ahead. Also I was hoping to find more penpals to connect with as a new year resolution! So that each one of you could see my work and tell me of you connect with it. Also what's better than making new friends for a New year.. afterall New Year is all about New beginnings! So do add me as your penpal or you can message me and I'll add you😊😊
Happy New Year!