If you're a kind hearted person, in time you'll realise that there are a lot of fucked up people around you going through all kind of messed up stuff and it's not your job to heal each and everyone of them. In time you're going to realise everytime you heal someone it makes you happy but it takes a piece out of you when they don't care back.
Stop emptying yourself.
The thing that I've learned and seen the most is that being too strong for too long can actually drain you out mentally.
When I first saw him it was as normal as any other guy but when we started talking I realised the difference he could make in my life.
I was scared of love, scared to trust, scared of almost everything but he was fierce to love, fierce to trust and fierce about almost everything.
Maybe that's the reason why we get along so well, 'cause if we were the same we might have just repelled.
He loved me the way I loved him or maybe more, the way we take care of each other is something that everyone adores.
He understands the best that when I'm quite I want to get heard.
His hugs and smile can mend my soul and heart, the warmth of is soul keeps us from falling apart.
The best part abou...
\\ WEEKLY CHALLENGE \\
It was the beginning of sophomore year and on the first day of school I saw him.
Just as gorgeous as he was for past ten years.
Childhood friends since we first met.
But highschool changes everything even friendship.
Nerdy me, football team captain he,
Sounds like typical highschool drama just as it is.
From friend to his embarrassment, from high-five in the hallway to "hands in the pocket" walk away. I couldn't stop loving him.
We met again on that day, in the so called "1st day, make new friends" party.
As usual I walked out with my heavy thoughts while he stayed in to play beer pong.
I sat in the backyard, looked at the sky and just then I heard a familiar 'H...
My face should be prettier, my colour should be lighter, my jawline should be shaper, my hair and lashes should be longer, my breast should be bigger, my hips should be wider but still my waist needs to be slimmer. I should dress pretty but pink is too girly, I should not settle for less but a promise ring makes me high maintenance, I should study and build a career just to quit and get married, I should be happy but laughing too much makes me "she just wants attention"? Right?
So here's a ice breaker, I don't need any of your validations.
When the sky rushes down the earth,
Everyone finds a place to hide.
I like to be out and loud,
reaching out to touch the sky.
The rain drops on my window,
The hot chocolate in my hands.
The petrichor veils over my heart,
It calms my soul every now and then,
Everything is beautiful about the rain.
You can walk alone in pain,
And the best part is ,
no one will ever see you crying again.
My heart hurts for the girl I was 2 years ago begging for somebody to stay in my life and asking why I wasn't good enough for them.
But, never again will I question my self worth over someone else, and thank god for the growth.
It's really amazing how in life you lose people and find yourself.