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Let loose, set free,
for disappointed by you
are only those
Writings have become rare now
as the most familiar language
also seems to be foreign in my head
fewer thoughts pondered upon
as the mind stays occupied lately
with endless activities
of daily life mindless, shallow.
it feels like i have reached the dead-end now,
all places that i could go to
are paths downhill from here, into the dumps.
Dont stray too far away for too long...
You have places to go to and a destination to reach.
I have plenty moments of inspiration,
However, unfortunately, i have none of action.
And hence, inspiration flies past me like the blowing wind,
And instead of aligning my wings to fly along,
I sit there on the ground, while others soar high.
I have too many parts of me
And often times i force myself
To fit into one
To be just one of them
Because all of us do
That's how personalities work
You cant have mixed personality
It just means you dont have one
Your personality is not developed
Its gotta fit into one
I am too diversed for my own good
Too much of me
That i dont already know about
And of course neither do others
Focus; thats a difficult thing to do
People; they bring out
Those different parts in me
And so do songs or music
Sometimes some people work
Right for a different time
And some others just don't
We are miles apart
We aren't exactly part of
Each other's lives
But on days when i tired
And when life looks meaningless
A thought of you or a look
At your picture
It relieves me calms me
I'm at ease
I'm happy again
Just knowing that you exist
Makes me happy n smile
Thanks for coming into my life
You'll always remain
In my heart...
Sometimes being a whole
by yourself can get so lonely...
Because you cant go around
in search of your other halves
You are complete by yourself.
Its amusing how with just a bottle of wine
Or maybe a beer or two with an ol' friend
Or maybe just smoking a cigarette alone
All these phrases bring a rush of memories and emotions to many
While for me i can barely relate
Or even try and understand how any of it brings meaning to context
Because such things are completely out
Out of my context
And for as long as they will be i feel like i'll be lacking
Lacking in experience of certain things
Those certain things that demark the most meaningful and deep felt moments of people's lives
I'll feel like no such moments have ever been a part of my life
I'll feel like stepping into a shallow puddle instead of walking into the sea
Maybe i've done it all wrong since the start;
Maybe i've seen the wrong way,
Maybe i've felt the wrong way,
Maybe i've lived the wrong way.
I can't breathe, i'm choking
all this air around, it's still so suffocating
it's like I see the surface
but I'm drowning
sinking deep, not breathing
no more air in my lungs
I'm breathing water
if only I could transform into a mermaid
and find a world anew
where i could belong
Here I go finding myself again,
What am I and what am I not,
It'll probably always remain unanswered,
Because I'm ever changing.
Maybe a little less, a little more
Than tomorrow or before,
It'll go on so, endlessly
This is me, an ever changing story.
Droplets of rain falling on my face ,
A reminder from an old friend;
As I spend my brain wondering again,
Who am I, what I am, I may not know;
But at least I am something, not nothing
And that's all I need to know.
Never fail to appreciate
What looks beautiful to your eyes,
And ears and tongue and nose and skin;
Because the pleasure in it
Will always be yours.
I've been talking to myself lately
And I am in love with the person that I am 🖤
Sometimes i think i like sad
Sometimes i like how it feels
Heavy and sinking deeper
Dark and sorrowful feels
Wouldn't be a lie if i call it
One of the powerful feelings
That has a strange strength
And adds weight to everything
Stuck in time,
Stuck in space,
Stuck in my head,
Stuck for a long time,
The more clearly you remember your joys
The more your wounds will hurt and ache
Because they contrast
Just because I can't remember my pain,
Does it mean I've never been hurt?
Just because I can't remember how or why,
Dies it mean nothing really happened?
Just because I forgot and can't recall,
Is it not real?
There is no point in fear... it only brings out the worst of what could be... live with hope... hope that there is always a possibilty for better.
i am tired of waiting
tired of you
i say u r immature
and i am too
but come on already
look behind you
waiting i am constant
u come and u go
to me and then away
wish to clear off
but cant help, still stay
now i pushed u away
to keep a vow
to myself so i could
grow apart and away
but i see myself
searching for you
as though u ran away
feeling so lonely
i am not okay
but i don't know
is it the same
as i asked to leave
sick of tiresome
wanting u beside
but u left
now i cant help
but feel hurt
u were my choice
and bold is the pain
it wasn't something
it was l...
Why? Why is it that we dont have the ability to do anything now this moment? Why do we not have the power to act now, do now? Why do we always postpone things to a later time? What do we get from doing so really? Is it worth? Is it worth waiting? Is it worth postponing? This isn't about procrastination, it's about not being able to do and act according to your own wish, because of whatever reasons that surround you. But these reasons, are they really worth to give in for? To not do what your will and wish is? Is it really worth? Postponing your joys for a later time without knowing whether or not you will have a chance again. Without realising the possibility of being able to discover your tr...
Nothing is certain in this life, no matter what is statistically said, you alone hold the power to determine the result and outcome of what happens. Everything is a consequence of your will and action. You are the only person who determines what happens and what doesnt, maybe you cant decide how because things like situations and circumstances, but irrespective of everything , it is up to you to set your own priorities. You arent obliged to live a life defined by others. You are the creator of your life, conpletely upon you. Everything.
Age is a funny thing...
You dont realise while you are growing up but you are
Its like one fine day you wake up to realise you are 20 something years old and everything is still the same but apparently you are older and things were supposed to be different about life
No matter where we are wherever we are always tied down to some kind of greater institution a sort of system that we must abide by there are always some sort of restrictions in some way or the other we are always tied to too many things and we have nothing but to follow irrespective of our wills
It requires tremendous courage to breakfree and really attain true freedom and maybe it takes more than just courage to be able to have such kind of freedom
How do i free myself from the burden of people and their emotions without hurting them just because i want to be kind to myself and learn to give myself more importance and prevent myself from hurting me in unnecessary ways because of others who s...
I am at a point in my life where i am alone
I feel weak and i wanna go to someone and cry out loud
But i feel like a burden to all the people around me
A burden to certain people
Because i am a part of their past
A burden to certain people
Because i am too new to them
A burden to certain people
Because they are already so worried
And certain people who will always be there
Because of the distance that exists
I cant share my feelings
I cant find a shoulder to lean on
I am sorry
For abandoning you
you deserved better
But you know
I deserved better too