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living the moment... cuz past and the future are too much to deal with ^_^ feel free to comment share n communicate😊
September 14, 2019
 

Dont stray too far away for too long...
You have places to go to and a destination to reach.

SATURN
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September 14, 2019
 

I have plenty moments of inspiration,
However, unfortunately, i have none of action.
And hence, inspiration flies past me like the blowing wind,
And instead of aligning my wings to fly along,
I sit there on the ground, while others soar high.

HOPE BATEMAN
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August 4, 2019
 

I have too many parts of me
And often times i force myself
To fit into one
To be just one of them
Because all of us do
That's how personalities work
You cant have mixed personality
It just means you dont have one
Your personality is not developed
Its gotta fit into one
I am too diversed for my own good
Too much of me
That i dont already know about
And of course neither do others
Focus; thats a difficult thing to do
People; they bring out
Those different parts in me
And so do songs or music
Sometimes some people work
Right for a different time
And some others just don't

ANGEL OF PASSION
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July 20, 2019
 

Dear you,
We are miles apart
We aren't exactly part of
Each other's lives
But on days when i tired
And when life looks meaningless
A thought of you or a look
At your picture
It relieves me calms me
I'm at ease
I'm happy again
Just knowing that you exist
Makes me happy n smile
Thanks for coming into my life
You'll always remain
In my heart...

#lovenote

200TH SKYLARK CHALLENGE
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July 20, 2019
 

                    Sometimes being a whole
                 by yourself can get so lonely...

                   Because you cant go around
                 in search of your other halves
                                 like others...

                 You are complete by yourself.

200TH SKYLARK CHALLENGE
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July 17, 2019
 

No troubles,
Just some struggles;
And soon we'll be our doubles.

200TH SKYLARK CHALLENGE
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June 18, 2019
 

A THOUGHT

Its amusing how with just a bottle of wine
Or maybe a beer or two with an ol' friend
Or maybe just smoking a cigarette alone
All these phrases bring a rush of memories and emotions to many
While for me i can barely relate
Or even try and understand how any of it brings meaning to context
Because such things are completely out
Out of my context
And for as long as they will be i feel like i'll be lacking
Lacking in experience of certain things
Those certain things that demark the most meaningful and deep felt moments of people's lives
I'll feel like no such moments have ever been a part of my life
I'll feel like stepping into a shallow puddle instead of walking into the sea
No ma...

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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June 18, 2019
 

Maybe i've done it all wrong since the start;
Maybe i've seen the wrong way,
Maybe i've felt the wrong way,
Maybe i've lived the wrong way.

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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June 13, 2019
 




I can't breathe, i'm choking
all this air around, it's still so suffocating
it's like I see the surface
but I'm drowning
sinking deep, not breathing
no more air in my lungs
I'm breathing water
if only I could transform into a mermaid
and find a world anew
where i could belong





ORIGINAL
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June 5, 2019
 




Here I go finding myself again,
What am I and what am I not,
It'll probably always remain unanswered,
Because I'm ever changing.
Maybe a little less, a little more
Than tomorrow or before,
It'll go on so, endlessly
This is me, an ever changing story.

ORIGINAL
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June 5, 2019
 




Droplets of rain falling on my face ,
A reminder from an old friend;

As I spend my brain wondering again,
Who am I, what I am, I may not know;

But at least I am something, not nothing
And that's all I need to know.

ORIGINAL
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June 4, 2019
 

Never fail to appreciate
What looks beautiful to your eyes,
And ears and tongue and nose and skin;

Because the pleasure in it
Will always be yours.

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 3, 2019
 

I've been talking to myself lately
And I am in love with the person that I am 🖤

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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May 25, 2019
 

Heartbreaking sadness

Sometimes i think i like sad
Sometimes i like how it feels
Heavy and sinking deeper
Dark and sorrowful feels
Wouldn't be a lie if i call it
One of the powerful feelings
That has a strange strength
And adds weight to everything

WHITE CLOCK
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May 21, 2019
 

I'm stuck;

Stuck in time,
Stuck in space,
Stuck in my head,

Still stuck;

Stuck for a long time,
Stuck forever.

WHITE CLOCK
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April 11, 2019
 

The more clearly you remember your joys
The more your wounds will hurt and ache
Because they contrast

LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 11, 2019
 

Just because I can't remember my pain,
Does it mean I've never been hurt?
Just because I can't remember how or why,
Dies it mean nothing really happened?
Just because I forgot and can't recall,
Is it not real?

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LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 8, 2019
 

There is no point in fear... it only brings out the worst of what could be... live with hope... hope that there is always a possibilty for better.

POETRY MONTH
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April 22, 2017
 

i am tired of waiting
tired of you
i say u r immature
and i am too
but come on already
look behind you
waiting  i am constant
unlike you
u come and u go
to me and then away
wish to clear off
but cant help, still stay

now i pushed u away
to keep a vow
to myself so i could
grow apart and away
but i see myself
searching for you
as though u ran away
feeling so lonely
i am not okay
but i don't know
your feeling
is it the same

as i asked to leave
with non-existent
courage
sick of tiresome
unawareness
wanting u beside
but u left
didn't hesitate
now i cant help
but feel hurt
and suffer
u were my choice
and bold is the pain
it wasn't something
it was l...

RESILIENT
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March 3, 2019
 

Why? Why is it that we dont have the ability to do anything now this moment? Why do we not have the power to act now, do now? Why do we always postpone things to a later time? What do we get from doing so really? Is it worth? Is it worth waiting? Is it worth postponing? This isn't about procrastination, it's about not being able to do and act according to your own wish, because of whatever reasons that surround you. But these reasons, are they really worth to give in for? To not do what your will and wish is? Is it really worth? Postponing your joys for a later time without knowing whether or not you will have a chance again. Without realising the possibility of being able to discover your tr...

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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February 28, 2019
 

Nothing is certain in this life, no matter what is statistically said, you alone hold the power to determine the result and outcome of what happens. Everything is a consequence of your will and action. You are the only person who determines what happens and what doesnt, maybe you cant decide how because things like situations and circumstances, but irrespective of everything , it is up to you to set your own priorities. You arent obliged to live a life defined by others. You are the creator of your life, conpletely upon you. Everything.

MAKE YOUR MARK
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February 26, 2019
 

Age is a funny thing...
You dont realise while you are growing up but you are

Its like one fine day you wake up to realise you are 20 something years old and everything is still the same but apparently you are older and things were supposed to be different about life

BE YOURSELF
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February 21, 2019
 

No matter where we are wherever we are always tied down to some kind of greater institution a sort of system that we must abide by there are always some sort of restrictions in some way or the other we are always tied to too many things and we have nothing but to follow irrespective of our wills
It requires tremendous courage to breakfree and really attain true freedom and maybe it takes more than just courage to be able to have such kind of freedom
How do i free myself from the burden of people and their emotions without hurting them just because i want to be kind to myself and learn to give myself more importance and prevent myself from hurting me in unnecessary ways because of others who s...

WHITE CLOCK
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January 24, 2019
 

I am at a point in my life where i am alone
Very alone
I feel weak and i wanna go to someone and cry out loud
But i feel like a burden to all the people around me
A burden to certain people
Because i am a part of their past
A burden to certain people
Because i am too new to them
A burden to certain people
Because they are already so worried
And certain people who will always be there
Because of the distance that exists
I cant share my feelings
I cant find a shoulder to lean on

MARTIN LUTHER KING JR
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January 23, 2019
 

I am sorry

For abandoning you

I know

you deserved better

But you know

I deserved better too

MARTIN LUTHER KING JR
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January 12, 2019
 

I dont know but probably
You are just trying to
keep you on my mind
Or maybe you really love me
I cant tell cuz i wont know
until we meet again
What you really mean

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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January 9, 2019
 

Its so much easier to talk to people in sadness or gloom who understand their reality and know better than to express expectations than those positive enthuiasts of life who dont even realise they've been dying from inside since long ago and keep faking their positivity and optimism while being a real pain in the ass for everyone around them while being in a continuous state of denial

Real positivity only comes when you've gone through a serious low

And those who claim to never have hit that low... well i pray you realise place and where you really are because you are nothing but a composition of all your highs and lows and if you've never had lows you've never had highs either

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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December 9, 2018
 

Sure, i know
We were never meant to be
I am wrong for you, you are wrong for me
Your world different from mine
You are nothing but an obsession
It's better to not bother with you
You do me wrong several times  
But though its visible to my eyes
The pain the distrust and the lies
The discomfort and the facts
I'm trying still to let go
It's not like i am holding on to you
And it's not like i can't let go
But even when i don't bother
You linger around in my mind and thoughts
No matter how long it's been
No matter how bad it's been
No matter how fake its been
Although i know that the you in my mind
Is the you only in my mind
Far off away from reality
Yet i hope for a certain bit it's...

THRILLING
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December 9, 2018
 

        

        Each passing day is a fortune lost
        So spend it while you can
        And spend it all you can
       Spend it to the fullest
       Treasure your days
       For you never know when you'll run out.

BE BRAVE
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December 8, 2018
 

     
      When you stop expecting
      Everything seems to look beautiful
      Because you start to see things
      The way they are
      And not through a filter of your own

...Beauty is in everything do not hide it from your eyes by the norms and standards set by the world so meaninglessly...

BE BRAVE
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