Blessed is my life for the year past
Has it been a challenging year I wish not anything to be different
Even if tears were shed
Even if ached the heart
Even if corrupted the body
Even if exhausted the mind
Even if drowned the soul
Though I thought of giving up
I therefore surrender
I let go and I embrace myself for loving me and for loving you
I trust the universe for its miracles, forgiveness and kindness
May the new year be not the beginning of something new or better but the new realm of endless possibilities
I pray thee for good health, happiness, prosperity, peace, and love
Its not wishes for having a life but receiving of one’s destiny.
Miracles are sang in the church
By the children of the choir
Gifts and presents are prettied up with color and bows under the Christmas tree
Father and Mother are cooking up the holiday meal in the kitchen with their bare feet
Children are playing with their dogs and grandparents laughing by the fireplace watching the home festivity for the fiftieth time
Lovers share their hot chocolate kisses under the mistletoe
Peace and calm surround the earth under the stars of the Eve
Wishing everyone a wonderful, joyful and peaceful Christmas with your loved ones! May there be merry and love.
I pray thee to whisper to the person I’m yet to learn his name, whose face I’m yet to find, of whom I’ll share my story, my heart, my future, to whom I shall weep and by whom I’ll be swept of my feet: I’m here thinking of you and praying that if you’re hurt that you shall find love, if you’re loved that you are at peace and if you’re wishing that our paths shall cross, it’s not the rush that I desire but the perfect timing that fate has planned upon our eyes to meet and our minds to intertwine. Soon, I promise thee.
‘Tis my favorite time of the year
‘Tis the holiday season
‘Tis the time of giving
‘Tis the time for being grateful
For the year full of goods, lessons, tears, joy, courage, love
Should this year end, I shall bid thee farewell and greet the new beginning of hope and fate
Be kind, be gentle and be loved for I shall give more from mind to yours!
The little time that we met, I felt that I've known you for a lifetime
You came to greet my life so endearing to my soul when life was uneasy at me
You showed me that happiness is possible and you insisted to find me one
We were nervous, excited, joyful and committed to see eye to eye and to learn to be patient with one another
We teach each other life through laughter and pain
We shared stories we never thought we would
We held each other's hand as if we were one
We kissed each other forehead as if we were lost deep in a beautiful memory
We met and we are separated by life, time, circumstances or perhaps love
I kiss you not goodbye but a gentle life and I salute you n...
Delightful I feel in my heart when I see you breeze out of an unexpected door
A door to forgiveness a door to a new chapter
You are not the same as I remember you. You are not just a person I knew, but you are a symbol of love, life, destiny and answer to my prayer. You are my closure and therefore I let you go and I let myself go. By doing so I welcome a new life in a new world, an endless possibilities, an unforeseen future.
Take a chance, take a leap of faith. The unexpected door will open once again as I surrender to walk the path of my meant universe.
Delighted my heart is for where I am, in a place called Paradise as the locals and foreigners say. Palm trees, blue sky, tropical birds, crickets and frogs, the smell of the ocean, peace and dare I say, home. Time says would will heal, and here I am healing. A solace where my mind rest and see for beauty of life, the childlike dreams, and the innocence of wishes. They’re very simple, smile from a stranger, a hello from fate, a goodbye from melancholy, a kiss from unexpected and surprises. Love that I feel, and love that I am is present and found itself home. Thyself. Breathe and close your eyes. Let thy journey begin where flow carries me through joy and content. Be well and be kind for we ar...
I’m stepping on the cloud
Learning how to walk among the pink of my heart and the blue of yours
Why does it matter now when tomorrow all will be forgotten? We learn about each other because we’re afraid we will be alone.
I’m afraid to take a leap of faith because of the uncertainty and You’re afraid because I break down your wall. It’s a flaw and a gift I’m destined with. You’re a man that society defines, and not of your own. Why does it matter now? When tomorrow all will be forgotten. I’m a woman. Standing here waiting for a chance that one day I’m no longer what you expect me to be but a woman of my own and that’s enough for that chance to blossom into no longer uncertainty or fear or lone...
The air is light again as the rain clears up
The day is alive truly as the sun rises in the east
The night is young once more as the moon kisses the earth
The heart beats a little faster as the sand of time flips the second into minutes and minutes into hours
The pain stops and the fear looses its battle in the agony of love
Could it be that? Now now, it’s only the beginning but know it that the universe always has your back.
Thank you for listening. Today, I finally realize that being strong is not a weakness, but it’s a gift. And for the longest time I feel being vulnerable is weak but someone showed me that it’s in fact also a gift. We see ones weakness because we fear the possibilities beyond what we know. The possibilities are nevertheless endless if you allow them to be. Fear not for they are your hopes and truest destiny that you can choose now despite the past or future. Don’t let your fear overshadow your true power of love. We all live in a dimension called time and trust your timing for nothing happens as coincidence.
The light of fire shimmers through the crackling noise of burning woods underneath our toes
I see our reflection in your eyes for undying wishes to come true
Speak through our heart for love desires between the twinkling stars in a cold winter romance
The moonlight shines above the silence sings our love
Delightful of the doves
Kisses of our lips to touch
Embrace of our warmth to hold
‘Tis not our memory
‘Tis not our story
‘Tis the glory of our love
My Dear Putri,
I’m sorry it takes me this long to finally find you (to say the least in the most unexpected place at the perfect time).
I’ve run, I’ve hurt, I’ve loved, I’ve been hurt, I’ve been loved, I’ve disappointed others and been disappointed, I cried, I laughed, but one thing I never had was to feel naturally, utterly and genuinely happy to see your smile that warms my heart when we first met, as if we’ve known each other for eternity.
I am honored to be given a chance to take your hands. to be embarrassed in front of your family and to take a leap of faith to eternity of nagging and bragging. Your heart and kindness is the home I never imagined that I could ever have and I promise y...
You let me astray
Into the path of the unknown
Feeling so deeply trapped
In between agony
Many times I said all is well
but I wish that you never opened the door that I once knocked
The devil that you are burdens your pain for an alibi and you welcome me with a pure mischief
I said no that I was a victim
But it is true that you were the last to remind me of every soul lacks of purity of goodness even if your name speaks of one that you are not
Forgiveness is what I strive to give you but I’m yet to be pained by the very second of lies you speak of the moment I spoke into your eyes
Say people I must change but you did change of my perspective of a man hiding behind his angelic name
Allow me to dream of you tonight just like the first night I met you
Allow me to think of you as the sun rises tomorrow just like I remember your smile touched my cheek behind the sheets
Allow me to walk along your path today just as you walked onto mine one fine day
Allow me to witness the sunset just as you kissed your goodbye
Allow me to pray for your love and happiness just as you have for mine
Allow me to keep this memory of you as you kept your loved ones when our fingers entwined
Allow me to whisper to the universe hoping that one day I will meet you again in the garden
I once dreamed of a hand to hold onto
I once dreamed of a smile to come home to
I once dreamed of a heart to embrace
I once dreamed of a mind to kiss
I once dreamed of a tears to rejoice
I once dreamed of a shadow standing next to me
I once dreamed of a face to caress and remember
Once upon a time, I look back of those I dreamed of as dreams no longer but a childhood thoughts come to life as I bid farewell to the agony of dreams
But thank thee for love is lifeless without dreams
I once again fell in love with you
I thought I have lost you but you were always there and have always been there
You never left but I left you
Now I'm ready to be back for the long journey you've promised
You have given me happiness, joy, sadness, doubts, miracles again and again and again
I'm ready now, are you?
Take me to the uncharted sea, unknown land, untouched feeling, perhaps surprise me!
Today, I slowly accept that that healing may take time.
Amidst the whispering voices and noises I contemplate with everyday, I actually let myself listen without judgement but with an open heart.
Often I let myself drowned trying to please every thought by giving away my feeling.
Tonight I simply allow my freewill to chime in every frequency of disheartened memories and let them be memories instead of regrets, disappointments or even pain. As I pick up my conscience in the darkness, I breathe and dispatch my agony into a consolation, allowing the soul to immerse into free state of being of which the very life itself surrenders its destiny to fate, redeeming its spirit into a peaceful state of...
My Dear Putri,
Sorry will not suffice for me to begin how deeply and truly saddened I was and I am for disappointing you (to say the least) and for hurting your feeling when your intention was most kind and most sincere.
I cannot fathom that everything that I did, misleading you, using you, abandoning you and leaving you without a word or explanation must have caused you a great pain.
I truly am sorry and I hope that one day you can find somewhere in your heart to forgive and that you find a great joy and happiness. Perhaps one day our paths will cross again and see that smile I will never forget. Perhaps one day fate bestows kindness and much love between us.
The one who thinks...
Forgive me for leaving because that's the only way I can set myself free
It is not giving up
It is upon selflessness
You once thought me how to be selfish but if you cannot see that's not who I am it is unfortunate
I am all that I am
I am to seek love
Love cannot be forced and I cannot force you to stay
It is not giving up
It is upon love
You once said that one is in love when one is hurt when the other left
But it is unfortunate because it wasn't me who left but thee
It is not giving up
It is upon me that you speak of broken promises
It is not giving up
It is upon you I forgive. That is all.
Goodbye is what you are afraid to say to us
So I say it for you
It feels like thousand ants crawling through my spine down the leg when my body weakened
A thousand painful thoughts screaming through my mind
A thousand prayers I speak for healing and blessings
A thousand wishes that I'm not alone to go through this injury
A thousand times yes for your mercy, Dear God🙏
Please give me strength and patience for it truly hurts, not just physically but mentally
Don't you dare give up, Putri! You passed through this once, you could do it again! Stay strong, love you body and soul!
Learn to say goodbye because nothing stays forever
Learn to weep because joy means nothing without sadness
Learn to accept because life feels empty without denials
Learn to let go because peace comes from nothing but chaos
Learn to feel because healing means nothing without pain
Learn to embrace because love means everything even with disappointment
The path I'm taking, has brought me closer to you because I feel every heart beat of yours as we hold one another at the garden of eden
Be patient my love, our day has come, as I walk halfway towards your agony of love
Be brave my love, our time is here, as you meet me in the first glimpse of once upon a dream
Take a chance to fall in love not just once too many times but deeply and sincerely
For love does not hurt
Love is endless
Love is to beloved
Love gives but love does not take
Love feeds and does not thirst you
Love is within and shines above
Don't allow yourself for one second to loose hope.
Even if someone hurt your feeling
Even if you were disappointed
Even if your prayers were slowly answered
Even if the answers hurt
Even if there is sadness
Even if you feel lonely Even if you were doubtful
Remember those beautiful sunrises and sunsets
Remember those stars clouding the moon
Remember those smiles you wore upon the morning every time you look in the mirror
Remember those moments that made you laugh
Remember those memories you wish you never had to leave
Remember those around you who hold your hands and helped you stand up
Remember those who never stop believing in you
Remember those wonderful places you came across...
Under the moon
O gentle night
Thy light is so soft upon me
May I wish between the cloud
O starry night
Shall you bring blessedness for every lover under thy blanket of hope
O subtly night
Won't you sing thy lullaby for every children unto their bed
O silent night
May every angel of hearts pray upon thy loneliness through every breeze of wind
O lovely night
Lay upon the grass is every step I take unto my destiny
That is you
I call love above all
I know not better is you or none
I deserve better, you said that once to me and I ignored
I have a good heart, you said that to me and I didn't believe you
I cry because I ignored and didn't believe you
I'm a fool because I believe in illusions and promises