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stormpoet89

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January 14, 2020
Broken Arrow, United States

Change is hard.  Change is painful.  The masterful surgeon is at work.  I have grown too fond of the things that have poisoned me.  It is time now, the shepherd calling me to his flock.  I have wrestled with you long enough.  It is time to put down those things which bring short term pleasures but in the long term are detrimental to my soul and my calling.  

Lord Jesus, I lay down all of these things at your feet.  You created me.  You know my heart, my thoughts, my attitudes.  You know my past, present, and my future.  You know my many sins and faults.  You are my strength.  I need you more than I need these temporary things.  Help me to relinquish all of myself to you.  Help me to die to m...

BE BOLD
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January 12, 2020
Broken Arrow, United States

To my boys,

I miss you very much.  More than you know.  More than has been portrayed.  You are God’s blessings to me.  I was there when you were formed and when you were born into love.  You are both a part of me and I am a part of you.  That will never change.  My love for you also remains the same yesterday and today and tomorrow.  
I am sorry that I have failed you as your father and protector.  I had lost my way.  In the years just before you were born, God rose me up from nothing and blessed me to the point of over abundance.  He also brought me great joy by giving me two wonderful sons.  And in those years of plentiful harvests, I began to think and act as though I had gotten there by ...

YOU MAKE ME BELIEVE
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January 4, 2020
Broken Arrow, United States

I am sad today.  I have lost more friends than I care to admit.  Partially because I’m very headstrong.  Partially because I’m very emotional.  When I make a decision sometimes it’s abrupt and sometimes it’s influenced by the actions or words of another person.  I am sad because the world is weary and distrustful of one another, and understandably so.  I am sad for a lot of reasons but I guess when it boils down to it, I’m just sad.  I am not asking nor do I need your sympathy.  I want to begin to understand my emotions and what triggers them.  How I can be in control of them and in control of my tongue, rather than just reacting.  

God, I am tired and weary and you have brought me this far....

A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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January 4, 2020
Broken Arrow, United States

This life, a journey.  And I’m thankful for all the characters I have met along the way.  You’ve all taught me something.  I want you to know, I really love you all.  I make numerous countless mistakes, but in my heart I love you all.  I want to radiate love and kindness to everyone.  I’ve not always been that way.  But I feel something changing.  I’ve often gotten upset and completely lost my temper more than a few times.  I’ve had so much anger instilled in me.  But I don’t want to be angry anymore.  I pray every day for God to soften my heart.  To forgive me and to forgive everyone else who has ever done me wrong in any way.  I pray you will forgive me if I have wronged you.  Make me aware...

A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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January 4, 2020
Broken Arrow, United States

, perhaps you think I’m “fringe” loco, crazy 😜.  Study the military industrial complex... Study history!  The last 20 years especially!  Maybe you believe the official story of 9-11-01 as well?  Maybe you believe we should have attacked Iraq and not Afghanistan following the events of 9-11-01?

I’ve got bad news for you.  There’s a lot of bad darkness behind the scenes.  Perhaps you think my mind is small to draw such a conclusion?  But I am a student of history, politics, religion.  I was force fed a great deal of bullshit on my own, mostly in public schools, but I agree more with people like Frank Zappa who say, “Go to the library and educate yourself”

There’s another great quote you might...

ORIGINAL
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January 2, 2020
Tulsa, United States

Puedes despreciarme hasta la muerte, pero aún te amo.  Siento mucho todo lo que he hecho mal que te lastimó.  Sé que estás diciendo que ya me has perdonado.  Tal vez un día en un universo alternativo pueda hacerlo bien.  He trabajado tan duro para no ser una pestilencia para ti, pero mi alma todavía anhela por ti.  Realmente espero que estés bien.

A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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December 3, 2019
Tulsa, United States

Compromise?
Like a compensatory promise?
A concession reducing or offsetting the unpleasant and unwelcome effects of your advances?
Or compensatory promises of payment
Intended to recompense someone
Who has experienced a loss,
Suffering or injury?

Maybe I’m not “mature enough”
To understand your wanton
Musical chairs of romance
Or physical relations
Devoid of meaning?
Maybe I’m not mature enough
To trust your deviance?
Maybe I’m not willing
To compromise myself
My holographic values?
Maybe I’m not willing
To compromise myself
For your greasy dollar?

- I’ve seen the depravity
People will go to
Just for a depreciating amount of currency
It doesn’t mean anything to them
So they will just ...

VISIONS
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December 2, 2016
Tulsa, United States

Scattered like the waves
Crashing overlapping
Seamless as the sky in mourning

The roadmap to where
I found myself
Got lost

The tracks I left
In the snow
Lie buried

I looked up
And my face had changed
My eyes encircled  with pain
Teeth broken
Gums bleeding
Nose running
Stomach churning
The world steadily rotating
Without my concern
Or well wishes

I see all the people
Scrambling around frantically
Chasing another man's shadow
Gorging themselves on fanciful things
Satiating themselves at the expense
Of another below them

I have even seen one
Knock a man off a ladder
So he could ascend to the top
Alone

I've seen a man surrounded
On all sides
His troubles confront him
As he points to
A ...

INKTOBER: ANNA
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November 3, 2019
Oklahoma City, United States

My love,
Will you eVer reopen the gates
Of heaVen?
Let me reappear in your story
To bring you moonlit flowers at dawn?
Let me embrace you
Where you’ve been
Who you are
Where you’re going?
I’ve only eVer longed to be next to you
At your side
eVer bewildered at your perspective
Your eVanescent essence
Just a whisp
A glance
My heart falls at your feet
On its knees
eVa
I know you always say
“No one misses me”
But I can tell you solemnly
And with all the tears
I’ve eVer cried
I miss you, Dahling
eVery day
eVery minute
eVery hour
to feel you still here
but unable to eVer speak to you
this is the most gruesome death
I’ve eVer died

MEN IN BLACK
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