If i cry a thousand tears, just know theu were all for you. The words i couldn't say, because i say them every other day.
I just want to say i love you.
I asked her for my space.
Shr laughed, my space?
I responded, yeah my space in your heart.
Sometimes you have to take a chance.
I've always needed you.
To take care of me, be there for me.
But today i'm learning something new.
I'm going to let go of you.
I'm going to learn how to live without you.
It's time i did something for myself.
Our love was a highway.
At the end of the day we safely got away.
We had incidents, but we survived to tell the tale.
Our love it has no scale.
It was unconditional.
Don't forget me,
the remnants of our last conversation.
So i traverse through the phases of life; carrying this broken heart.
I feel like a ghost town, grey as the clouds.
Lifeless like a pile of brown leaves in the winter autumn.
All alone once the sun sets as i motionlessly wave goodbye to my shadow- and go through window pain.
I am dead inside, a deserted forgotten grave no one remembers.
A dark cloud full of tears and sorrows but no one cares.
A speck of dust that has been wiped off the slate. Like the corpses of the dead left to rot and disintegrate.
I sleep with tears on my pillow.
They serve a memoir of the dreams, i still need to kill of.
Without you they are empty, unfulfilled.
I have skeletons in my closet.
Remnants of dead whims.
You were never really there,
And never took time for me when you were.
I wonder why i still care.