We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.

- Albert Einstein

You are not startled by anyone near me.
No unnecessary guilt.
You can focus
Go through your stuff at your own peace and quite.
That is when you know you are
in sync with your life.

love
swapnalee

Be kind to yourself
Be self compassionate
Do not let self-esteem take over
self-kindness.

swapnalee

One step out....

There you come and touch my heart and i feel the warmth
There you walk out and leave me cold and i shiver

You come back and ask me how i am doing?
Damn! You have the nerve.

Anyways, with love
Swapnalee

Numb alive

All these years
‘Numb’ i felt
All these years
Was numb but alive
Every emotion
Hit me
But it numbed again
To the extend
I lost myself
To these numb feelings within me
Until i found myself
Tucked securely in a corner somewhere
Until i heard myself
That strange voice seemed familiar again

‘Time heals you’ they say
‘Time guides you’ they say
Left that numb self
Became responsive
And sensitive again
Ready as i ever was
To win this game
Full of life energy
Drunk on my energy

love
swapnalee

Feel the feeling of feeling yourself
it is genuine
it is pure
it is sultry
it is deep
it is completeness

And i haven't even scratched the surface yet.

Swapnalee

It was dark, it was cold
I felt the everlasting bitter chill run through my spine
Was it my anxiety and imagination
Was it for real
I waited a while for that moment
to see the ray of hope, to see him who lights my path
Hoping that another door opens for me
I forced myself and was determined to focus
on only the door that would open next for me
and not the one that just closed on me
It was my faith that kept me grounded
I held my head high
I stool firm and determined and focused
with the light of hope for the bright path
to be laid in front of me.

Swapnalee🦋

Fort the first time in my life
I feel FREE today.
And trust me bitch
It feels darn good!

Love
Swapnalee

“You should never bet against anything in science at odds of more than about 10^12 to 1.”

― Ernest Rutherford

There is a lot beyond this daily routine
Lot to be explored
Lot to be seen
Lot to be understood.

Swapnalee

Look for the hot glue to stabilize
Stop using temporary glue dots that do not have the strength to hold you.

Swapnalee

Get out of your mundane life
Choose the path of resistance
Push through it
Be creative!

Swapnalee

Lesson i learned -

Stop convincing others.
If they do not care,
they will never be convinced
or come to terms with reality.

Swapnalee🦋

You have your own mind to think
You have your own body to act
on your thoughts.

Swapnalee

Dreams....

Why do we hand over the reins to our dreams to others? And that someone takes full advantage and use their authority to restraint us from seeking our own dreams. Why? Have you ever thought of this... We willingly and knowingly give away our strings into somebodies hands and restrict ourselves from achieving our dreams. To that person, who has no idea about what that dream means to you, how much it hurts if you do not achieve your goal, how you feel  even thinking about your dream - makes you feel so thrilled and excited, feels like a fire in your soul and gives you goosebumps. Will he or she ever understand or experience what you experience thinking about your dream? Then why on...

Every pain i experienced
It made me stronger
Every bad experience
Made me kinder
Every time life fooled me
It created a soldier.

I am a fighter!
Swapnalee🦋

Finally i feel you
Feel you completely
Finally i get you
Understand you completely
Finally i want you
All of you, completely
Finally i am in love with you
Like never before....
Completely!

Swapnalee🦋

You are your best unique avatar in your own skin.

So be it
Or
Loose your identity

swapnalee

Love me
like you never loved anyone before

Kiss me
like your life depends on it

Hold my hand tight
as if you are hanging from a cliff

Share your emotions
make me your sounding board

Laugh with me
Cry with me
Breath with me
And set me free in your love

swapnalee

Even though it took me so long to find you....

We still have thousands of perfect moments
to spend together.

Swapnalee🦋

If you allow experiences of the past to overshadow your future, you are ensuring there is no future in your life, just recycling the past.

Sadhguru

What if....

What if
Devil wore white and
God wore black

What if
Day began with night
Ended as sun rosed

What if
We all followed one religion
No differences

What if
We had the freedom to enjoy simplest joyful moments
Not busy making money and building success

What if
Glass was never half empty
Always half full

What if
We loved ourself first
Not place others before us

What if
Hope was true
No false believes

What if  
Distances did not matter
Feelings mattered

What if
Trust is what lived
No selfish motives

What if what if what if
Nothing mattered....

love
swapnalee

Love me more
or love me less

Hold me close
or leave me far behind

Remember me
or erase me from your mind

But tell me once
and tell me always

That I am
and always will be

Your first love.

love
swapnalee

I tried to rise in your love
But i fell in your love
Now one part of me is fallen
And i am in utter bliss.

swapnalee🦋

I wish i can forget you as fast as i remembered you.

love always
swapnalee

Live the magic
Imagine the true joy
Do not doubt your imagination
Now live the happiness

swapnalee

There are simply no words left
To explain how deeply
I am in love with you.

love
swapnalee

Clock ticks
Present becomes past

With you....
My time is frozen
Frozen forever love.

love
swapnalee

Moon light glistens on the surface of the ocean
Making love with the waters
Water shimmers....
Bathing seductively in the moon light
Sending ripples....
Ripples riding on the surface of the ocean
Spreading love....
Love all over the ocean
As the ocean sings back to the moon
Singing the song of their innate existence.

swapnalee