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Tanya Mishra

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India
India
Compulsive reader, coffee addict, I am not crazy, my mother had me tested; potter head.
September 16, 2018
 

What is happiness?what does it mean to be fulfilled?
What is trust? When one is lonely all the time?
What is time in this relative space?
What is sadness, joy, empathy?
Why don’t I remember what feelings are?

MULTI COLORED ILLUSIONS
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September 15, 2018
Mumbai, India

“Why can’t you sleep at night? “
They always ask.
They don’t want a real answer.
When you tell them the truth,
They will whisper
Oh she can’t handle small problems

“You aren’t alone”
I am always told,
But you don’t have the time
To actually listen
I have called for help before
You just ignored.

I know why I can’t sleep at night
Because where I am today
Is defined by unhappiness
My work is my escape
My deliberate effort to spend time away
Is my struggle

But I have to answer to
“Why don’t you spend time at home?”

Because I can’t stand you
Your patronising behaviour
Your arrogant assumptions about everyone
Your constant questions
Which you always answer yourself
Your self ...

WRITE ME SOME LETTRS
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September 14, 2018
Mumbai, India

In this  game that
we always play.

The one who cares less
Always wins.

Maybe that is why
I always lose .

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THE EDISON BULB
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September 14, 2018
Mumbai, India

There is a person in front of you
Hurting because of your actions
There is a person here
The person you promised to love
Sitting in front of you
Tired, ignored, weak.

Do you not care?
That I can see your attention
Is on someone else?
Or am i just a fool in your eyes?
And perhaps blind too?

Maybe that’s who you are?
Emotional wreck who cannot love
But can destroy efficiently
Maybe that’s my fate
For being naive, guileless, stupid
For choosing to love you

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CHIRAYU 4
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January 28, 2018
 

Another weekend gone by.
I wait in anticipation for the next weekend to come, when I do t have to stare at my screen all day long, sit in one position in my uncomfortable chair, and look at the faces of same people I have seen everyday since the last six months.

The world of adults is a hard one to cope with. Monotony, perhaps is my biggest grouse against growing up. Everyday is same, Monday could be Tuesday could he Thursday. It is the same cycle again and again.

I agree there is a certain comfort to the sameness of life but life needs excitement, a day of chaos amidst all this repetitive orderliness of everyday.

I should probably go on a long vacation. Though it would help if my pock...

TINY QUEEN
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January 25, 2018
 

Coming back to lettrs after years of hiatus. I am hoping I can continue writing, making friends and exploring new experiences.

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POINT IT OUT
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January 25, 2018
 

I know you are gone.
I know you won’t return,

But in the silences of the night
And in empty moments,

I see you.

Staring back at me
Still, silent, smiling.

I feel you.
Comforting, warm, embracing.

I know you are gone.
But never forgotten.

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ANGEL OF PASSION
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April 29, 2015
Yol, India

It's a pattern we follow ,
You and I
In seamless circle we go about
Loving one moment , forgetting the next
In antinomial circles we go
You miss me more when I am away
I miss you more when you are close
I wonder if we would find a middle way
Because it hurts that one moment I exist
Next I am a smoke in air
Faded away in distant memory
What's my worth I wonder,
Am I prop for temporary amusement?
Clingy, bitter , insecure I strive
Searching for another way
Out of this endless pattern
We follow, you and I.
In seamless cycles of antinomial directions.

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LETTRS SHERLOCK
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April 29, 2015
Yol, India

Colour me with your shades,
Mine seem to be missing .
Hide me under your shade
I, alone, am slowly dying.
Give me a name,
Give me a chance.
My identity was you,
Without you I am nothing ;
A blank space, empty forever.
Spread your wings,
I shall hide behind
Celebrate your joys in secret,
But don't leave me behind
Fading away is the looming threat.
Flowing with your thoughts
I only witness heartbreak.
You broke me, maybe I ll never mend.
Take me with you.
Keep me a secret.
Don't let me go.
Fading away is no threat.

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ORIGINAL
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April 29, 2015
Yol, India

Should I fight for you or should I not.

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FALLEN LEAF
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