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Tanya Saxena

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India
Every second a new me born beneath the whimsy skin...
June 20, 2018
 


WOULD YOU RATHER

1. To read minds : would love to acknowledge the comments

2. Spend the entire day without using your smart phone : anyway I use it less

3. Trapped in Jurassic Park : adventurous

4. Be the funniest person in the room : i like laughing faces

5.  the ability to talk to all animals : I use to do it with my dog!!!

WouldYouRather

MAJOR STEPHEN REICH
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June 3, 2018
 

Every night I sleep with other thought popped,
Every morning I wake up on the other side of bed
It's like everything is different than last night
But still so similar,
Like everything is tossed and twirled,
And moved upside down or reversed or whatever is the antonym for messed up !!!

-Tanya

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 24, 2018
 

"I felt lost but also didn't want to be found." She wrote in her journal. She sighed and. Closed the book. She looked up and.... Saw that fan moving round and round continuous staring at it felt like hypnotism, I shook of my head , patted my checks in order to wake me up from the external force driven I don't know from where, the hectic days the daily routine the crisis of friends family and happiness in my life was like killing me inside each and very single day.
The illness inside my body was like sucking my peace , the constant thrive to like a perfect adult was also a bar I had to reach...
I was lost somewhere I knew that , I also knew that I didn't want to be found , I just want everyth...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 13, 2018
 

Wait for me Darling I'll just be there with you , to nurture you honey , just wait please!!!
- mom said on the cellphone

"And that day I had a dream of her , me sleeping carelessly beside her stomach craving for the heat I have been missing since months"
-Tanya

CELEBRATE MOTHER'S DAY
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April 29, 2018
 

A thank you letter

Dear God,

Sometimes I know how I feel with the reasons tagged, but the other times I am just another clueless girl that stir here and their,
Sometimes I wonder do you even know all my pray list I give to everyday ,  
I question that do you even know who the hell is this girl from this tiny planet filled with all the silly people now,
I ask you for any sign a clue or something to make sure that you are listening like they show in pictures ,
And then you sent a shooting star , I urged my wishes again and started believing that you do know who the hell is this girl from this planet...
THANK YOU
-Tanya

EXPLORING TOGETHER
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April 24, 2018
Siruseri, India

She is an average looking girl,
Not that beautifully made that make your heart skip a beat!!!
Just simple plain pretty!!!
But she is always warm to her surroundings , the trees and flowers around her would always bloom, people around would always smile!!!
She is that type of an average looking girl ,which makes her stand out from the rest!!
-Tanya

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 12, 2018
 

Dear heart ,

A gentle yet too harsh reminder,

Always go with the person who likes you,

Sometimes the person you like is with you for experimental purpose of lust and love for his perfect one...

-Tanya

LOVE, HER
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April 5, 2018
 

"He never really thought about this before. If she hadn't asked him, he never would've even considered it to be an option. As he was thinking about it, she stood there. Silently, awaiting his answer..." She probably knew what his answer would be , who else will haha she said to herself !!!
The question was Cristal clear in her mind  a commitment or a release , release from this unexpected relationship , though he was their for in every big fight she had against the world but what about the fight she had with herself what about when she had those questions in her mind that bothered her every time someone asked her how's life going ...

After a long pause he said " I don't want to leave you but...

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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April 5, 2018
 

My dear sparrow,

I miss how we use to sit on this branch for endlessly breaks ...
Tanya

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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March 17, 2018
 

#Iwillconfess,

I will confess all my sins, on one dark night
And that day my love , will be the day of trail of your love and promises you made ...

-Tanya

I LOVE WRITING DAY
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March 16, 2018
 

Start Writing...

This letter says to me,
I wonder what to write,

Should I write about the mishaps,
Or about the good deeds that went in vain,

Should I write how much I miss my family,
Or about how much they miss me,

Should I write about how filthy I feel alternate day,
Or should I write how fortunate I am,

Their are so many things at a time going hand in hand with me ,
Their are so many things right now I want to write ,
Should I write about how lonely I feel in this place which has more than twenty five thousand people working together daily ,
Or should I write all the happy things and fake out to the world and me ....

The chatter my mind goes through every time I open this app and se...

I LOVE WRITING DAY
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February 11, 2018
 

#When I look into the mirror,
I see a girl with bushy eyebrows,
Messy hairs,
Eyes filled with the tears of dreams
I am unable to fulfill till now,
Cheeks without any layer applied,
Lips dry as desert,
When I look into the mirror,
I see a girl behind all those flaws,
I see a girl with strong heart and mind,
I see a girl with strong will power...
I see a girl beneath that sheet she wears
Every time that displays that she is alive...

I see a girl that can take this world inside her heart and in those small browny eyes whenever she finds someone loveable.....
- Tanya

TINY QUEEN
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February 6, 2018
 

pick one :

1: DO WHAT YOU LOVE!!!

2: LOVE WHAT YOU DO !!!

MESSAGE OF LOVE
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February 4, 2018
 

It's like that point of time,
When their is someone who talk all love to you,
That someone promises all happy times to you,
That someone wishes all good things  for.  you,
That someone's love is unconditional for    you,
Only the difference is, that someone is not the one you want ...
Although this is the kind of love you want but from someone else...
Unfair isn't it!!!

-Tanya

POETRY BOOKS
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January 29, 2018
Chennai, India

I don't feel to write so often,
Writing regularly kills my spirit to take an essence of whatever I write ...💙
-Tanya

POETRY BOOKS
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January 1, 2018
 

Dear you,
I know it's been a roler coaster ride,last few months were like a mix of emotions you have gone through so many things, been like walking on water some times, seen so many scenarios made so many friends... And learned so many lessons for life.
I just wish you stay strong the way you were,
I wish you get lots and lots of friends but don't forget the main ones,
I wish you succeed in life and shine bright like a diamond...
I wish the Almighty be their with you forever and always...
Be good do good💙
-Tanya

CHRISTMAS ICON
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November 30, 2017
 

Opening old books again,

As I made my new letter yesterday,
I went through many things
I analyzed many things
I got to know many things,

Things that I left or should I say gave less priority because of other things that drew my mind away!!!

Learnt something new ,
Will always learn something new from every barren land I'll cross through!!!
-Tanya

GIVING DAY
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November 28, 2017
 

A comeback,
I wanted to write right a lot,
Write everything my heart out,
       But the time was not going with me
Or I was not going with time..
-Tanya

GIVING DAY
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July 15, 2017
 

#wotd
(Getting ready for a date and imaging the convo I wish he would say something like)

"    Embellish yourself as
      much you want,
     I will only love the girl
      who lies benath all that
         Sparkles "

- Tanya

EINSTEIN
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July 12, 2017
 

Dear me,

You Know you are all enough with whatever you have,
You know you use to be a part of the strong girls team in your head,
You know everything about you is just so facinating,
You know, you know the key to the house of satisfaction,
You know Hard Expectations will lead you no where,
You know everything is gonna settle down soon,
You are an oxymoron right, you know you'll contradict your own thought,
No worries honey, pull yourself together, things will be bound to go well for you.
Just wait these late night letters to self will teach you how to talk to about you to no one else but you,
#selfmussing
  
Yours truly
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SIMPLICITY DAY
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June 19, 2017
 

#myfathertaughtme

My father taught me how to fight against all the odds,

My father taught me how to live the life like you want,

My father taught me how to stand up against wrong,

And also how to let go bad because karma is everything,

My father didn't taught me everything we are actually in the process , I am still a 5 year old to him and he is still my Popoye the strongest cartoon character I loved ...
-Tanya

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
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June 9, 2017
 

#Worldoceanday

    I just saw a video on Instagram of a boy who is by the way 19 years old ((the same age at when other youth on this planet think about how to get into someone)) working at united Nations to save the oceans. And as soon as the story ended the next amazing video started with a huge jellyfish beneath a turtle that was busy in its work of eating something I guess and floating around in it's own world.
   What I noticed was a crazy thing that these ocean creatures don't have any visual boundaries to brag upon their kingdom, they are free as hell still busy with their own lives without distorting any other creature.
This is the most idealistic way to love yourself and a perfect ...

D-DAY
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June 9, 2017
 

My secret place
To write about love
My secret place
To love what i write
My secret place
To all my secrets
My secret place
To all the hurricanes
I deal with smiling face
My secret place
To all happenings
I guess this why I write when I am happy or upset,
This Paper and keyboard always ready to jot down my heart out.
I guess this why my diary was my best friend and now this digital diary.
-Tanya

D-DAY
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May 25, 2017
 

I wanted a different kind of love,
But it was all with,

Crawling of sheets
From one corner to other,
Grabbing hands so that
They couldn't interfere,
Pushing me down
For a better view,
You Begging to get undressed
For our skins to meet,
Your heavy body on mine
That bury me with want of love,
The urge to listen why
I love you from both the ends,

And what I needed was just our naked bodies lying , cuddling, smiling, confessing the sins and revealing the truth...

-Tanya

FREEDOM FOR EVERYONE
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May 14, 2017
 

It's been like this since I don't know exactly when,
The one who dominate never urged,
The one who tolerate dies for it...
-Tanya

AMOR
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May 14, 2017
 

I wish I could wish mother's day to all those lovely, beautiful ,brave hearts mother's of  martyrs...
I wish I could...
Tanya

AMOR
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May 14, 2017
 

Dear maa,
I love you the most , a little more than I love papa , maybe because you se yourself in me and that makes you easier to understand me among your three children. I love you the most because I know all the trouble you have taken to make me the type of human I am , a girl who I guess is more a human than just being a girl . I love you the most because only you have taken care of me the way no one else in this world would have taken. I love you the most because I have seen your efforts you put in your children to become a good human. I love you the most because only you in this will still cook food for me even after our cold wars. I wander sometimes how can anyone in this world love som...

AMOR
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May 8, 2017
 

Introvert Vs Extrovert

I really don't know what I am among these two things, it totally depends on how bad I want to talk to someone who is new to me plus it also depends on the mood I carry that moment. Basically I am introvert towards the humans I know (not my friends) and an extrovert towards the people I want to know.
              Neither of them is alone good I think as they say a pinch of sugar is always added to some food to give it a bit of fusion, that fusion thing is mostly the life of many I guess.
          Also  Being both is better because our friends get to have an excuse to give when someone queries about your behavior.

- Tanya

KENTUCKY DERBY
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May 5, 2017
 

My fictional friend

My fictional friend would b someone who knows all the what ifs and maybes,

Someone who listens me till the end of the day
Someone who could read my face,
Someone who could relate to things that I have been through,
Someone who loves the silence just like me ,
Someone who loves me the way I love other people in my life,
Someone with no special Powers,
Someone just like me but still has his own vision and identity

- Tanya

MAY PHOTO MONTH
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