|. Lecturer by profession ....loves to pen down thoughts once in a while ...loves challenges ...|
Can't I find the one love that
Just embraces me with open arms
When I fall ,I do not want to fall with conditions or caution
I just want to fall head over heels without the fear of being used n vulnerable
But, as much as I seek for that kind of Love
Luck eludes me in finding that kind of love
As much as I may wish to stick around
I know it's time for me to walk away
As my feelings for you is minuscule and irrelevant for you have given your heart to someone else
My presence in your life is redundant
How much we talked and planned about our future together
But,alas, my heart feels heavy
Ce chagrin est insupporta...
Darling hold my hand,
Take me to a place where it's just you and me
I want to be wrapped up in your arms forever
Never let me go,never leave me ,
For I cannot imagine a life without you
I want us to be together
I want us to enjoy what we have
Be it in the form of just simple telephonic conversations or through our daily video calls
I wait in anticipation to hear your voice ,to see your face and just feel elated to know that I can call you mine
I shudder to think bout what the future holds for the two of us
There is nothing I can do but let time reveal what and where we stand
I want to run to you every single day
And rest my head on your chest after a rough and tiring day
But for that t...
Restless is my mind
Am in a pensive state
Wondering what lies ahead
Capricious is the future
Dark thoughts creep into my mind
As much as I try to push them away
I somehow find it arduous to carry on
With what am doing
Every single day is a tussle between my thoughts and my actions
For how long can I keep battling this struggle I have no clue
I question myself "Do I really want to be where I am ?"
Anger ,hurt ,pain ,betrayal are overpowering my sense of judgement
What did I do to deserve all of this ?
All I did was
Be myself ,trusted fully and gave my all
But that was my biggest mistake
And that has made all the difference in my life and for where I am today
I made a choice not th...
I can't explain this feeling
This innermost wanting
Wanting to be with you
When I had stopped looking for someone
You came along in the most unexpected way
I had zero expectations when we first interacted but with time and constant communication
You made way into my world
Made me believe that I should not shut out the possibility of finding someone genuine and sincere
And I found that quality in you
You gave me the confidence to place my trust in you
Your words ,your clarity in what you expect
Your faith in me ,in us
Made me just let down my guard completely
And made me fall for you in a way
That I had never expected
Thank you for once again instil...
Dear Women ,
This goes out to each one of you who are struggling ,who are trying hard to come to terms with their aging appearance and fighting tooth and nail to conform to the so called BEAUTY !
Women let your self loose ,let down your guard ,don't pressurise yourself to look a certain way or be a certain way.You are AMAZING JUST THE WAY YOU ARE .
Embrace your body whether it's 36 ..38...46 etc.,who cares ...ENJOY the other side of being in your 40s and above .
I know sometimes we struggle with our weight fluctuations ,that's ok, let it be ,and once you feel you need to burn the calories ,go right ahead with a bang .
Your lines ,your wrinkles ,your grey hair ,all of these ,highlight the exp...
As I sit on the sea shore n watch the sun set into the horizon
I begin to yearn for the love that am longing for
The one with whom I can hold hands
And walk on the soft sandy beach
Talk about the day gone by
Waltz away to a soft number playing slowly in the background
And welcome the night full of stars
Not a care in the world
Carefree and blissful in my own bubble
I let the days pass by
One day at a time
And wait with baited breath as to what the next day will bring for me
Will it bring me love ,pain or loss,
Which one will it be I question myself
Well it does not matter for
Life is such
The ups and downs ,the highs and lows ,
We all go through it
But what I love most about this life is the joy that nature brings in abundance
The pouring rain
The smell of fresh air after a heavy rainfall
The chirping of the birds early in the morning
The moonlit night
The early sunrise and the way the sun slowly disappears into the horizon making way for the moon to dance the night away
Years have passed by but the LOVE that I experienced with you just doesn't seem to fade away
In fact, it has grown in me
Your touch ,your gentle kiss ,the way you used to call out my name and all the little things you used to do when we were together makes me miss what we used to have
Your old rickety bike ,which I struggled to push, when it refused to
start , in the middle of a busy street
one afternoon ,which was almost two decades ago .The way you used to come early in the morning ,with a bunch of roses in your hand , when I would say we need to talk .I remember our last dance together ,how you held me tight in your arms ,and ,had eyes only for me .There was no pretension ,it was sim...
Dearest Mom and Dad ,
Where do I begin from and what should I say .
Memories of you linger on in my mind every sec9nd ,every minute and every single day.We were so very happy till 2016 ,then ,everything went spiralling down.First ,Mom,it was you .We tried to so hard to prevent God from snatching you away from us.We held on tight ,literally clinging on to you ,we were not ready to let you go.It was hard to fathom a world without you .But despite giving you the best treatment ,you were cruelly snatched away .That fateful day will always remain etched in my mind till my last breath.As Buddhists we are taught to refrain from shedding tears and put on a brave face so as to let the soul move to th...
My outer beauty is not meant to be seen as a means to satiate your deep inner carnal desires
Nor is my body meant to be used and abused by you in the name of LOVE
You have no right whatsoever to promise me something which you cannot deliver
I am more than just a beautiful face
I am more than what you see
Sincerity is all I ask for
Respect me as an individual
Treat me n shower me with affection
And I will stand by you no matter what
But ,if ,you mistreat me ,
Or belittle me
I will not fight or shout or question you
All I will do is walk away
And never look back
Cause I have set high standards for myself with time
Your absence would rather be a blessing in disguise rather than a lo...
You prmised me that you would be there till the end
You made me open up my heart like never before
But then you deserted me
Left me in the middle
Now I am here all by myself wondering what did I do to be treated in such a shoddy manner
I can only blame myself n no one else
Cause I belived in you
I belived in Us
Should have been cautious enough
Should have known you were just out to
Crush my heart
All I can feel right now is numbness
I dont think I will ever love again
Goodbye LOVE !!!
Hurting someone knowingly
Does not make you stronger
But shows your true inner self
Dearest Mom ,
You left us forever and departed for another world, a world which is totally alien to us human beings .We fought hard together to keep you with us .We tried our BEST TO NOT LET GOD TAKE YOU AWAY FROM US .BUT unfortunately what we feared the most happened .
We do not want you to be unhappy and worried about us .Your children were everything to you and NOW being the Eldest of the lot I assure you that I will try my best to carry on with whateer unfinished plans you had together as a family we will move forward in life with your blessings .
We love you from the bottom of our hearts .
YOU WERE A WOMAN OF SUBSTANCE ....WE MISS YOU ALWAYS!!!!!
WE KNOW WE HAVE LOST YOU BUT WE WILL ALWA...
I love to dream ...as it takes me to a world which is BEAUTIFUL, IDEAL in every way ...JUST PERFECT ...
The more I dream the more I feel happy and when I open my eyes n see the real world I feel lucky , lucky to be alive , lucky to have my parents and siblings around me ...Lucky for all that I have been blessed with ...
I want to reach for the stars n be at the TOP
but which part of the world ...that will be a mystery ...
TOP where ??? For me TOP would mean in terms of my spiritual , mental growth and of course in terms of my career ....
I have hit rock bottom in my life and there' s no going down further ....
I will rise above the storm n continue to DREAM
Cause that' s the beauty o...
Embrace difficulties and learn from them
Remember who left you when you were at your lowest phase
Love n remember those who were with you in your troubled times
Don't be afraid to take risks n experiment in life
Always be humble n see the good in others
Never ever be judgemental
Wr all are fighting our battles whether it's bug or small
Let us forget about our worries and once try to focus on all the good things that life has to offer
The family we have , the comfortable life we lead ..
The ability to see cause we have eyes ...the diversity amongst us ...as a society ...
Lets THANk EACH and everyone who have made a difference in our lives ...and continue to do so every sin...
There was a fear in me ...a fear that I wouldn't be able to do ....
But I was adamant ....once I make up my mind no one can influence me ...that's how I am ...
With fear and apprehensions I began my preparation for the long haul...21K half marathon ...I was ridiculed by some while some gave a look of alarm which clearly questioned my capabilities ...Nevertheless I pursued my dream ...dream to complete 21K before the year 2016 ends...
With mixed feelings and excitement I took part in the Runathon organised by Rotary in the majestic hills of Darjeeling ....
What an awesome feeling it was to have completed the hurdle ...
My dream of completing 21K along with several others finally came TRUE .......
I am a Woman
In my mid 30's
Am unafraid of wrinkles or my body being shapeless
Am unapologetic about my actions and opinions
Cause I know who I am
And what I want
I am unafraid of pushing the boundaries and norms created by the society simply because
I am a Woman.
I have a voice ,
I have my own identity
I am COMPLETE by myself
To all the beautiful Mothers out there
Thank you for bringing us into this world ,for carrying us in your womb for nine whole months without any bit of complaint .
For nurturing us n taking in all our tantrums,for sacrificing your desires n your career n above all giving us all the love that we could ever ask for .
Thank you for not succumbing to societal pressure to look beautiful n for coming on your own despite what people have to say about overweight mothers .
As a child I may not be able to give you anything right now .All I can give at the moment is my unconditional love n devotion to you but I promise you this ...I will never let you down ,I will stand by you like a rock n be there f...
Hello Everyone ,
Greetings from the Himalayas ....came across this app and I found it really very interesting .Couldn't resist myself ,so here I am writing an open letter .
Life is not easy so they say ,some say to be strong while some say just be patient n this low phase shall pass .But the point is ,till the time the bad phase doesn't pass it still gets awfully painful and taxing ....During these moments we turn to our family ...family is the best support system one can find ....Love family n love oneself ....things will slowly fall into place ...
take care ,