Again, I say
We broke up
I say, "this is the last time."
But I keep letting you back in
Your enticing words
Dripped with thorns that felt like home
Being sure to remind me of what you considered was my worth
I see myself through you
That must be why you hate me
Well, I no longer need you
So goodbye negativity.
Everyone wants to fall in love
I just want to rise in understanding and commitment
Questions and Poetry
I talk about my feelings of insignificance
And my troublesome thought life
And my inability to express myself outside of a pen
So you ask, why are your poems so sad?
I talk about my problems, created and imagined
And my rigid personality and lack of genuine connection
So you ask, why are your poems so dark?
I recognize the state of my emotions and write about them
Not to wallow
But to expose
So I ask, why can't you understand?
Now I know
I shared my pain
You called me too sensitive
I concealed my heart
You called me to guarded
I kept my thoughts
You called me too secretive
I voiced my concerns
You called me too opinionated
I showed you parts of me
And you obviously wasn't ready
I hide the rest
Because it was obvious you didn't want me.
#Lessons pain taught me